Chapter 17: Going Round and Round Along A Distant Path
My Thoughts
Zhuan Xu's Scheme To Get Himself to Sheng Nong
Abstract
Zhuan Xu smiled wryly. "Nightmare! It's not only women who feel bad about being with someone they don't love; men feel the same way. To be honest, I'd rather be stabbed twice."
Xiao Yao laughed in amusement. "The one who suffered the most this time is you. You've already been cruel to yourself. How could I be angry with you?"
Comparing with Zhuan Xu's self-harm, his harming Anian was almost unworthy of mentioning.
Zhuan Xu knocked Xiao Yao's head. Xiao Yao held Zhuan Xu's wrist and quietly checked his pulse for a while, and then she said, "Hurry up, you are becoming more addicted every moment. If another half a year has passed, I no longer dare guarantee that I'll be able to eliminate the toxin from your body completely."
Zhuan Xu muttered, "It's close, very close. Everything is ready now. All that's left is the final step."
In chapter 17, we could see how much Zhuan Xu invested himself into paving way to Sheng Nong. He acted all as if he was really becoming a wastral, good for nothing prince, using toxic drug, had fun with women and missing on his duty that Huang Di. Of course, Zhuan Xu called it "nightmare". He certainly was not enjoy doing it. And it was eating him up.
I think he chose to do this method because he wanted his enemy to lay low on him so that they could see that he was such unchallenging enemy. This was all acting.
Xiao Yao's Support & The Importance of Central Plain
Abstract
Zhuan Xu looked at his hands and said with a wry smile, "Am I too selfish? In fact, I should let you go away from me like A Nian."
Xiao Yao took Zhuan Xu's hand, "There is one line that grandfather said that is correct. I am the blood of the Empress of Xuan Yuan. Only you and I are left in the entire Chao Yun Residence. Before my grandmother died, she told us to help each other. If you are doing well now, I can ignore it, but in your current state, even if I go far away, I can't feel at ease."
Zhuan Xu said to himself, "Help each other? I only see you helping me. I have never seen you help me."
Xiao Yao shook Zhuan Xu's hand and joked, "Why are you in such a hurry? Our deities' lives are so long. Are you still afraid that you won't have a chance to help me? I'm already good at counting glass abacus beads! Just let you lean on me now, and I'll rely on you for everything in the future!"
Seeing that Zhuan Xu was still frowning, Xiao Yao leaned her head on Zhuan Xu's shoulder, her voice becoming both gentle and soft. "Do we still need to distinguish between you and me so clearly?"
Although the corners of Zhuan Xu's mouth were still tightly pressed together and there was no smile on his face, one of his raised eyebrows slowly relaxed, and then he called out, "Xiao Yao."
He gently clenched Xiao Yao's hand. Xiao Yao didn't know what awaited Zhuan Xu and her in Zhong Yuan. It was a place where the power of the Xun Di hardly reached, and even Huang Di who had subdued it had limited influence over it. There were the oldest and most ancient clans in the Da Huang. There was military of Sheng Nong which was still deeply connected Sheng Nong Mountain. And there were the most prosperous commercial cities of the Da Huang. There were the six great clans of Zhong Yuan who were extremely arrogant and conservative... but no matter what awaited them, Xiao Yao only knew that they had to keep moving forward.
Xiao Yao was all beside Zhuan Xu to suppport him. Zhuan Xu knew that. We could see that he did feel bad that Xiao Yao had to give this much to him. But from Xiao Yao's side, we could see how much she value her bond with Zhuan Xu, not only because he was her blood connected family but because his happiness was her happiness, according to what she said, "Do we still need to distinguish between you and me so clearly?"
Central plain is vast. Most powerful families were living here. Although Huang Di might had conquered war with Sheng Nong but its not that he had really so much power over all the land. And there existed a Sheng Nong army who was still rebelling.
Zhuan Xu had gamble it with his alliance Chi Sui Feng Long and Tushan Jing.
A little more of my taking on the subject of Zhuan Xu conquering Da Huang. Would Zhuan Xu still won over Da Huang if he did not get Jing & Feng Long?
My answer was no. Because of Tushan wealth and Chi Sui's political power is important support for exiled Xuan Yuan prince like Zhuan Xu. We knew Huang Di would support him. But from chapter 15 to 17, we could see Zhuan Xu uncles and cousins were no joke with their power as well. Feng Long said those Xuan Yuan Princes were powerful in Xuan Yuan with supporters. Tushan Hou support those Xuan Yuan princes to get more power connection and Feng Long even hesitated on supporting Zhuan Xu. If its not for Jing's advice, Feng Long might not dare to give in that much. But even if Huang Di insisted on giving Zhuan Xu Xuan Yuan (which is probably not), Zhuan Xu would still need to won over Central Plain families such as Chi Sui and Tushan and others to really conquer the world.
I do really love how the drama clearly show Jing advicing Feng Long, and they both made an event to bring Cang Xuan to Sheng Nong mountain.
I do love how Jing is calmed in handling things, warn Feng Long to not show being too eager.
Xiao Yao and Fang Feng Bei/Xiang Liu
His Intruding
Abstract
The sound of yelling soldiers could be heard outside, apparently chasing someone. Xiao Yao didn’t cry out or move, only playing with the wine bottle in her hands. She expressed some dissatisfaction as being disturbed. “I won’t be forced by you to hide you. Leave as soon as possible; it’s not too late to find someone else.”
The intruder evidently didn’t accept Xiao Yao’s suggestion. He walked to the bed, and Xiao Yao started counting down for him: “One, two, three...” When she got to ten, he still hadn’t fallen. Xiao Yao knew the newcomer possessed profound power, and no poison could fell him. The man raised his clenched fist and sat down on Xiao Yao’s bed.
Xiao Yao said, “Even if you have profound power, you’ve already been hurt. I still advise you not to come looking for me.” The man wore a mask, and he looked at Xiao Yao silently. Xiao Yao’s body tensed up. A feeling told her that this man was someone she knew.
She reached out and the man did not stop her.
Xiao Yao slowly removed the mask and it was Fang Feng Bei.
Xiao Yao forced a smile and said, "I somewhat hoped that you would come to visit my bedroom at odd hours on purpose."
Fang Feng Bei did not speak, so Xiao Yao asked, "Do you not know how to meet with your buddies for drinks and hang out ? Why did you have to come to me?"
"You said it yourself, they are buddies for drinks and hangout"
When Xiao Yao was all having hard time with Zhuan Xu and her own deep emotion on what A Nian said about her mother, the injured Fang Feng Bei had arrived. We can see Xiao Yao was dissatisfied and disturbed with this intruding. She sacastically said she's purposely waiting for him followed why did he know to find his buddies. Indeed she has to force herself to smile. But he needed her help and not buddies for drinking and hangout.
The Bite for Her Blood
"Who are you, exactly?"
"Who do you want me to be?" Fang Feng Bei's voice was cold. Xiao Yao didn't make a sound. After a long pause, she said, "Whoever you want to be."
Fang Feng Bei half-raised himself, his head low down. His lips approaching at Xiao Yao's neck.
Xiao Yao put up a hand to stop him. "No!"
His lips pressed against her palm.Fang Fengpei lay back down immediately. Xiao Yao turned sideways and offered him her wrist. "Bite here."
"Why not there?" Fang Feng Bei asked, his face expressionless. Xiao Yao was suddenly reminded of the Fang Feng Bei who always acted as he pleased and enjoyed himself. "What do you think, Fang Feng Bei?"
Fang Feng Bei paused for a moment, holding Xiao Yao's wrist up. Several small, sharp fangs pierced into her wrist. This was the first time Xiao Yao had seen him drink her blood with her own eyes. She felt no pain, but instead a sense of cool pleasure, like a breeze blowing over her. Xiao Yao watched Fang Feng Bei intently. Fang Feng Bei glanced at Xiao Yao, and she hurriedly closed her eyes obediently.
She felt extremely weak, for she was still in terror of him!
After a while, Xiao Yao started to feel somewhat dizzy, but she refused to make a sound. This was Xuan Yuan City, and he needed to recover from his injuries as quickly as possible!
Xiao Yao let him drank blood from her wrist instead of her neck (she's in terror). This scene to me was a bit tricky. Because his bite was not painful. According to the context it left mark as rough kiss. To her feelings, it is a cool wind pleasure sensation that passed her. I was carefully reading. It is described as that of intimate touch(the word "pleasure" and "mark as rough kiss". But that feelings never lingers on her as I know notice because I am comparing with Jing's kiss on her forehead and emberassing getting shy around him, such as when she was near his body in chapter 1 or when sniffing his hair.
Nevertheless, she still value her relationship with Fang Feng Bei. But she would not answer him when he asked "who do you want me to be?"
Because it was all up to him whether whom he wanted to be.
Their relationship
Abstract
Perhaps it was because he had always made her feel familiar with him ever since he taught her archery that day until now. It had been two years already. Within these two years, they had been friends traveling to every nook and cranny of Xuan Yuan City.
Sometimes he would disappear, sometimes he would appear as his mood took him.
Xiao Yao often thought that they would be able to continue traveling like this forever, because both of them had very similar dispositions, not caring about anything, indulging in everything without restraint, being interested in everything. Everything could make them smile.
They appreciated everything beautiful but did not think of possessing anything. Their lives were like treading on the dividing line between light and darkness. If they chose to face the light, there would be thousands of miles of chilly desolation behind them. However, if they chose to face the darkness, then the world's glory would shine behind them. But even if they faced the light, they would still be treading in the darkness. It was not that they did not know the pure and genuine light, but everything they had experienced could never be forgotten. It was like a shadow that followed them closely. They were strong, solitary, and cold. No matter what they encountered, they could all continue to live on.
Last night, when she found out that he was Xiang Liu, she did not feel surprised at all, as if everything should be like this. Even a part of her heart seemed to have been released, but at the same time, another part was hung up.
This passage describes what Xiao Yao thought of Fang Feng Bei (softer version of Xiang Liu). Xiao Yao did find more comfort with Fang Feng Bei who patiently taugt her archery and took her to visit around Xuan Yuan city which was what she liked to do, exploring the world Xiao Yao thought they had similarities "strong, solitary and cold"! She had no problems with him coming and going at randoms times in her life because they had no restraints. Darkness and light what both of them experience in lifetime. But no matter how much they seems to freely enjoy the world, both of them still tie to their roots. That's when she was confirmed that Fang Feng Bei was Xiang Liu, she was relieved her curiosity was confirmed but also hung up because if he's Xiang Liu, he was so tied to Sheng Nong army.
Nevertheless, Xiao Yao did care about him. I just do not feel lingering sensual feeling towards him like she did to Jing. Just like Tong Hua answered here.....and their relationship was mutual.
鸵鸟石: I still love Xiang Liu's unfettered attitude. Since he understood they could not be together, he completely cut off any hopes without leaving any room for it, unlike Yin Nanzhao** who dragged his feet, harming others as well as himself!
TH: I feel that [their?] feelings are always mutual. Xiao Yao did not have Luo Xun**'s ability to throw herself passionately in[to a relationship] without consideration for life and death. Xiao Yao clear-headedly pulled him out - someone who could not be allowed to enter [her] dreams.
Link : https://www.zhihu.com/question/614412527/answer/3228535041?utm_id=0
(The article is a great read but this interview was screenshot and the article did not give link. So I had to extract the words. But according to what it is written, it looks reliable) i agree with it so I am adding about it here)
Back in chapter 13, while Xiang Liu was all pointing her to touch his lips, she refused it, admitting her fear of him getting into her dreams. Indeed, passionate love was not something Xiao Yao looking for (Spoiler, i guess she only realised she was that in love when her heart was broken from Jing.)
Comforting Wine From Jing
Abstract
A Nian's condemning words towards her mother were the greatest horror hidden deep in her mind. She didn't want to think back on it. But in front of her, the blood-red dress kept appearing. That man was arrogant, and crazy, as if he would trample the whole world under his feet, but the eyes he looked at her mother were so gentle and deep. As for the eyes her mother looked at him with... At the time, Xiao Yao didn't understand, but now she did.
Mother's tears seemed to still be on her face, and Xiao Yao couldn't help but reach out to touch her cheek, intending to wipe away the tears. But she found nothing.
Xiao Yao was so scared that she sat up straight away, opened the small chest at the head of the bed, and took out a bottle of plum wine from it amidst the many bottles and jars of poison that were lined up.
This was the wine that Jing had sent. She didn't know if he had already dragged out the traitors, or thought of a way to hide it from his grandmother, or perhaps because Zhuan Xu and Feng Long had reached an agreement together, hence they trusted Jing more and were willing to use a secret guard to contact him. In any case, every two months now, Xiao Yao would receive two bottles of plum wine through Zhuan Xu.
Xiao Yao drank a few gulps and felt a surge of energy from Jing, which comforted her. Xiao Yao dispelled all her thoughts and feelings about her mother. She drank while thinking about her father, and gradually smiled. The fear diluted. Her heart clearly told her: her father loved her very much! She must be her father’s daughter!
This matter of who father really is one of the fear she held deep inside her. And actually her recalling of that scene meaning she might actually knew the truth subconsciously but not wanting to accept it. She loves her family and her father is important to her. And that gulp of wine from Jing comforted her. (In chapter 16, his wine has made her feel fresh.) He was managed to send her two bottles every month. They were in touch.
From drama scenes
Xiao Yao's Happiness in Getting Wine from Jing, his longing token.
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Exploration post on differences in translations in this chapter. A voyage into words. Not exhaustive, but with some hopefully interesting insight :) .
(http://m.xsbiquge.la/book/36337/19812276.html)/Winny's book/Koala's transcription)
Shortcuts = C/T/K -Let's enter the subject!.
Passage 1-context: Xiao Yao slaped Ah Nian for her harsh words she angrily let out, on Xiao Yao's parents. But the ongoing confrontation unexpectibly re-open a deep burried memory. She recall a moment of her parents together with her.
Extract/Chinese:
The words Anian scolded her mother were the deepest fear in her heart. She didn't want to think about it, but a blood-red robe still appeared in front of her eyes. The man was so arrogant that he seemed to crush the whole world, but he looked at her mother His eyes were so gentle and lingering, and the way his mother looked at him... Xiaoyao didn't understand it at the time, but she understands it now. The tears her mother shed seemed to still be imprinted on Xiaoyao's face.
Xiaoyao couldn't help but touch her cheek, trying to wipe away the tears, but there was nothing.
Xiaoyao sat up in shock, opened the small box at the head of the couch, and took out a bottle of green plum wine from the bottles filled with poison.
This is the wine sent by Jing. I don’t know if he found out the traitor, or figured out a way to hide it from grandma, or because Xuanxuan and Fenglong had an agreement, they trusted Jing more and were willing to use secret guards to contact him. , anyway now every two months, Xiaoyao will receive two bottles of green plum wine through Xuanxuan.
Xiaoyao took a few sips of wine and seemed to gain strength from Jing, slowly calming down. Xiaoyao pushed away all thoughts about her mother. While sipping her wine, she thought about her father. She gradually smiled and her fear faded away. Her heart told her clearly that her father loved her very much! She must be her father's daughter!
Extract/Thaï:
A Nian's condemning words towards her mother were the greatest horror hidden deep in her mind. She didn't want to think back on it. But in front of her, the blood-red dress kept appearing. That man was arrogant, and crazy, as if he would trample the whole world under his feet, but the eyes he looked at her mother were so gentle and deep. As for the eyes her mother looked at him with... At the time, Xiao Yao didn't understand, but now she did.
Mother's tears seemed to still be on her face, and Xiao Yao couldn't help but reach out to touch her cheek, intending to wipe away the tears. But she found nothing.
Xiao Yao was so scared that she sat up straight away, opened the small chest at the head of the bed, and took out a bottle of plum wine from it amidst the many bottles and jars of poison that were lined up.
This was the wine that Jing had sent. She didn't know if he had already dragged out the traitors, or thought of a way to hide it from his grandmother, or perhaps because Zhuan Xu and Feng Long had reached an agreement together, hence they trusted Jing more and were willing to use a secret guard to contact him. In any case, every two months now, Xiao Yao would receive two bottles of plum wine through Zhuan Xu.
Xiao Yao drank a few gulps and felt a surge of energy from Jing, which comforted her. Xiao Yao dispelled all her thoughts and feelings about her mother. She drank while thinking about her father, and gradually smiled. The fear diluted. Her heart clearly told her: her father loved her very much! She must be her father’s daughter!
Extract/Koala:
The insults Ah Nian hurled at her mother were the words hidden in her heart that she was most afraid to face. But in her eyes there was the image of a vividly red robe, and a man with the look in his eyes that was so arrogant and wild that he could eviscerate the world in his one glance, yet when he looked at her mom, his eyes was so tender and loving. And the way her mom looked at him…..Xiao Yao didn’t know it then, but she understood it now.
The way her mom cried when she looked at him…the feeling of the tears landing on Xiao Yao’s face was a sensation she could still feel.
Xiao Yao touched her face as if to wipe those tears away but there was nothing.
Xiao Yao sat up in shock and opened the box on the foot of her pallet and pulled out a bottle of plum wine. Jing found a way to send plum wine every few months now, whether it was because he found the spy or another way to avoid his grandmother, or because of his alliance wit Zhuan Xu and Feng Long.
Xiao Yao gulped down the wine and felt like she got strength from Jing and slowly calmed down. Xiao Yao chased the thoughts of her mom away and drank her wine and thought about her dad. She smiled and her feelings told her that her dad loved her very much! She had to be her dad’s daughter!
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Now...let's highlight specific excerpts from each passage that demonstrate differences:
-C:The words Anian scolded her mother were the deepest fear in her heart. She didn't want to think about it, but a blood-red robe still appeared in front of her eyes./T:A Nian's condemning words towards her mother were the greatest horror hidden deep in her mind. She didn't want to think back on it. But in front of her, the blood-red dress kept appearing./K:The insults Ah Nian hurled at her mother were the words hidden in her heart that she was most afraid to face. But in her eyes there was the image of a vividly red robe, (notice the coma here too)
Analysis:
Chinese Original Text:
"The words Anian scolded her mother were the deepest fear in her heart."
The use of "deepest fear" conveys the intensity of Xiao Yao's emotions and the significance of Ah Nian's words in affecting her.
"a blood-red robe still appeared in front of her eyes."
The imagery of the "blood-red robe" is vivid and striking, suggesting a powerful and haunting memory associated with Ah Nian's words.
Thaï Physical Book Extract:
"A Nian's condemning words towards her mother were the greatest horror hidden deep in her mind."
The use of "greatest horror" emphasizes the profound impact of Ah Nian's words on Xiao Yao's psyche.
"But in front of her, the blood-red dress kept appearing."
Similar to the Chinese version, the imagery of the "blood-red dress" is retained, symbolizing the persistent intrusion of Xiao Yao's traumatic memory.
Koala Transcription:
"The insults Ah Nian hurled at her mother were the words hidden in her heart that she was most afraid to face."
Here, the term "insults" adds a layer of directness to Ah Nian's words, highlighting their hurtful nature.
"But in her eyes there was the image of a vividly red robe,"
Here, the absence of "blood" and the use of "vividly red robe" suggest a difference in imagery.As blood is clearly an organic word. Additionally, the inclusion of a comma implies a continuation or connection to what follows.
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C:. The man was so arrogant that he seemed to crush the whole world, but he looked at her mother His eyes were so gentle and lingering, and the way his mother looked at him... Xiaoyao didn't understand it at the time, but she understands it now. //T:That man was arrogant, and crazy, as if he would trample the whole world under his feet, but the eyes he looked at her mother were so gentle and deep. As for the eyes her mother looked at him with... At the time, Xiao Yao didn't understand, but now she did.//K:, and a man with the look in his eyes that was so arrogant and wild that he could eviscerate the world in his one glance, yet when he looked at her mom, his eyes was so tender and loving. And the way her mom looked at him…..Xiao Yao didn’t know it then, but she understood it now.
Let's pinpoint the specific differences in wording and phrasing between the Koala transcription (K) and the original text (C) and Thaï version (T):
Original Text (C):
"he looked at her mother His eyes were so gentle and lingering"
Thaï Physical Book Extract (T):
"but the eyes he looked at her mother were so gentle and deep"
Koala Transcription (K):
"yet when he looked at her mom, his eyes was so tender and loving."
Here both Chinese and Thai use the word gentle and lingering, deep- but not K => tender and loving.The difference in wording regarding the description of the man's gaze towards Xiao Yao's mother between the Koala transcription and the original text/Thaï version implies a nuanced shift in the portrayal of the emotional dynamics of the scene:
Original Text (C) and Thaï Physical Book Extract (T):
By using the phrases "gentle and lingering" and "gentle and deep," these versions emphasize - tenderness and depth in the man's gaze towards Xiao Yao's mother. This portrayal suggests a complex emotional connection between the man and Xiao Yao's mother, hinting at underlying affection his outward arrogance.
Koala Transcription (K):
The choice of "tender and loving" in the Koala transcription introduces a slightly different emotional tone. While still conveying affection, this phrase imply a more overt and openly caring demeanor in the man's gaze. The use of "loving" suggests a deeper emotional bond or affectionate regard, possibly portraying the man's feelings towards Xiao Yao's mother in a more overtly positive light.
Therefore, the difference in wording implies a subtle shift in the interpretation of the man's gaze. While the original text and Thaï version suggest a nuanced blend of gentleness and depth, the Koala transcription portrays the man's gaze as explicitly tender and loving, possibly emphasizing a stronger emotional connection between the characters.
The use of "gentle and lingering" and "gentle and deep" in the original text and Thaï version also serves to reveal the complexity of the man's character:
Contrast with Outward Arrogance:
The description of the man's gaze as "gentle and lingering" or "gentle and deep" contrasts starkly with his outward appearance of arrogance and wildness. This stark contrast suggests a multifaceted character who possesses both an outwardly harsh demeanor and a hidden, softer side.
Revealing Gentle Inner Nature:
The portrayal of the man's gaze as "gentle" implies the existence of a gentle inner nature beneath his outward bravado. This suggests that despite his arrogant and wild exterior, there is a deeper complexity to his character, including the capacity for gentleness and affection.
Complex Emotional Connection:
The description of the man's gaze hints at a complex emotional connection between him and Xiao Yao's mother. It suggests that their relationship is not defined solely by surface-level interactions or appearances but involves deeper emotional bonds and complexities.
Both phrases (C)&(T) "gentle and lingering" and "gentle and deep" not only emphasize gentleness and depth but also serve to illuminate the complexity of the man's character and the nuanced dynamics of his relationship with Xiao Yao's mother. This portrayal adds depth and richness to the scene, inviting readers to consider the multidimensional nature of the characters and their interactions.
The use of "gentle," "lingering," and "deep" to describe the man's gaze in both the Chinese original text (C) and the Thaï physical book extract (T) resonate with Jing's main character traits. These adjectives suggest qualities of depth, tenderness, and introspection, which all reflect Jing's personality. He is depicted as kind-hearted, compassionate, and considerate, especially towards Xiao Yao. His gentle nature is one of his defining characteristics, and it often influences his interactions with other characters and shapes the dynamics of the relationships in the narrative.
Given Jing's gentle nature, the use of descriptors like "gentle," "lingering," and "deep" to describe the man's gaze in the original text and Thaï version could indeed be interpreted as subtly linking these qualities to Jing. These adjectives align with Jing's character portrayal and could serve to underscore the described man's emotional depth and tenderness, especially in the context of his relationship with Xiao Yao's mother.
In the Koala transcription, the omission of these specific adjectives might deviate from directly associating these qualities with Jing.
In (K), these specific adjectives are omitted, potentially indicating a deliberate choice to deviate from directly linking the qualities of the man's gaze to Jing. This omission might be intentional, as it allows for interpretation or imagination regarding the nature of the man's gaze and its significance to Xiao Yao's emotional journey. Thelack of "deep", "lingering" by "loving" " remove the added sense of prolonged or lingering affection present in (C) and (T), that hints at an emotional connection that persists over time -rather than a plane emotional adjective.
Here is an exemple , an extract from ch 20, i choosed over many, because the word gentle appear a lot in one single paragraphe:
Jing gently kissed the corner of her mouth. Xiao Yao closed her eyes, and didn't dare to move. Jing kissed the other corner of her mouth. Xiao Yao still did not dodge. Finally, he gently sucked Xiao Yao's lips. Jing's lips were warm, soft, and moist. It reminded Xiao Yao of the guppies on a summer morning. When she was young, she used to bring dew-soaked guppies, pursed it on her mouth, then gently suck out the nectar. Mild sweetness seeping from her mouth to throat, from the throat flowing smoothly to the heart.
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"While sipping her wine, she thought about her father."
这是璟送来的酒，也不知道他是揪出了内奸，还是想出了瞒过奶奶的方法，或者因为玱玹和丰隆有了协议，更信任璟，肯动用暗卫和他联系，反正现在每两个月，小夭会通过玱玹收到两瓶青梅酒。
小夭大喝了几口酒，好似从璟那里获得了力量，慢慢平静下来。小夭把关于母亲的思绪都赶走，她一边啜着酒，一边想着父王，渐渐地笑了，恐惧淡去。她的心清清楚楚地告诉她，父王很爱她！她肯定是父王的女儿！
Extract: This is the wine sent by Jing. I don’t know if he found out the traitor, or figured out a way to hide it from grandma, or because Xuanxuan and Fenglong had an agreement, they trusted Jing more and were willing to use secret guards to contact him. , anyway now every two months, Xiaoyao will receive two bottles of green plum wine through Xuanxuan.
Xiaoyao took a few sips of wine and seemed to gain strength from Jing, slowly calming down. Xiaoyao pushed away all thoughts about her mother. While sipping her wine, she thought about her father. She gradually smiled and her fear faded away. Her heart told her clearly that her father loved her very much! She must be her father's daughter!
Chinese Original Text (C):
In this version, Xiaoyao retrieves a bottle of green plum wine from a small box at the head of the couch.
The passage explores Xiaoyao's thoughts about the origin of the wine and her speculation about Jing's involvement in sending it.
Xiaoyao finds solace and strength in drinking Jing's wine, which helps her to push away thoughts of her mother and focus on her father's love for her.
Thaï Physical Book Extract (T):
Similar to the original text, Xiaoyao retrieves a bottle of plum wine, but this time it's from a small chest at the head of the bed.
The passage also delves into Xiaoyao's thoughts about the wine and Jing's involvement, with speculation about the reasons behind the wine's delivery.
Xiaoyao finds comfort in drinking the wine, allowing her to dispel thoughts of her mother and focus on her father's love, resulting in a gradual easing of her fear.
Koala Transcription (K):
In this version, Xiaoyao retrieves a bottle of plum wine from a box at the foot of her pallet.
The passage discusses Jing's regular delivery of plum wine and speculates on the reasons behind it, including potential actions against traitors or alliances with other characters.
Xiaoyao finds strength and calmness in drinking the wine, enabling her to push away thoughts of her mother and focus on her father's love, resulting in a sense of reassurance and identity.
The difference in the portrayal of Xiaoyao's emotional journey and the role of Jing's wine in the acceptance of her father's love between the Chinese original text (C) and the Thaï physical book extract (T) compared to the Koala transcription (K) may stem from various factors, including the choice of words, phrasing, and structure. Let's analyze these aspects with extracts:
Choice of Words:
In the Chinese original text and the Thaï version, Xiaoyao takes "a few sips" or "a few gulps" of wine, respectively. These phrases suggest a gradual and measured consumption of the wine.
However, in the Koala transcription, Xiaoyao "gulped down" the wine, implying a more rapid consumption. This choice of words may contribute to a different interpretation of Xiaoyao's emotional response, as it suggests a more immediate and intense reaction to the wine.
Phrasing:
In the Koala transcription, the phrase "Xiao Yao chased the thoughts of her mom away and drank her wine and thought about her dad" presents Xiaoyao's actions in a sequential manner. Each action (chasing away thoughts of her mom, drinking her wine, and thinking about her dad) is described as occurring one after the other.
This sequential phrasing differs from the concurrent presentation of actions in the Chinese original text and the Thaï version, where Xiaoyao's actions of pushing away thoughts about her mother and thinking about her father are depicted as happening simultaneously with her consumption of Jing's wine.
This difference in phrasing subtly affect the pacing and flow of the passage, as well as the perceived connection between Xiaoyao's emotional processing and her interaction with Jing's wine.
Structure:
In the Chinese original text and the Thaï version, Xiaoyao's actions of pushing away thoughts about her mother and thinking about her father are presented as concurrent with her consumption of the wine. This structure implies a direct connection between Xiaoyao's emotional processing and her interaction with Jing's wine.
However, in the Koala transcription, Xiaoyao's actions as we saw precendently in phrasing- are presented sequentially: she first chases away thoughts of her mother, then drinks the wine, and finally thinks about her father. This structure slightly alter the perceived relationship between Xiaoyao's emotional journey and her consumption of the wine: her action is chopped.
Overall, the differences in wording, phrasing, and structure between the three versions contribute to variations in the portrayal of Xiaoyao's emotional journey and the role of Jing's wine in facilitating her acceptance of her father's love.
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A BITTER SMILE
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C: Xiaoyao slowly took off his mask, which was Fangfeng Bei.
Xiaoyao smiled bitterly, "I hope you made a special trip late at night to visit my boudoir."//T:Xiao Yao slowly removed the mask and it was Fang Feng Bei.
Xiao Yao forced a smile and said, "I somewhat hoped that you would come to visit my bedroom at odd hours on purpose."//K:She reached out, and the man didn’t stop her, and she slowly took off his mask.It was Fang Feng Bei.
Xiao Yao laughed “I much rather you were making a late night call to my lady’s chamber.”
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Let's delve into an in-depth comparison of these three passages:
Chinese Original Text (C):
Xiaoyao slowly removes the mask, revealing Fangfeng Bei's identity.
Her response is bitter and somewhat sarcastic, expressing a mixture of emotions including resignation and a hint of amusement and cynicism. The use of the phrase "visit my boudoir" adds a touch of irony , and humor to the situation.
Thaï Physical Book Extract (T):
Similar to the original text, Xiaoyao removes the mask, revealing Fang Feng Bei. Her response is forced and somewhat resigned. The same level of sarcastic tone is used as in the chinese version.
Koala Transcription (K):
Xiaoyao takes the initiative to remove the mask, and Fang Feng Bei does not stop her.
Her response is more lighthearted and playful compared to the original text and Thaï version. The phrase "making a late night call to my lady’s chamber" adds a whimsical tone to the interaction, suggesting a playful flirtation or banter between the characters. In the Koala transcription (K), Xiaoyao's tone and demeanor come across as more playful and flirtatious compared to the other versions. This is evident in a few key ways:
Light-hearted Response:
After revealing Fang Feng Bei's identity, Xiaoyao's response is characterized by laughter rather than bitterness or forced smiles. This laughter implies a sense of amusement or enjoyment in the situation, adding a playful tone to her interaction with Fang Feng Bei. In (K) no trace of bitterness. Just a laugh.
Whimsical Phrasing:
The choice of words in Xiaoyao's response in the Koala transcription adds to the playful atmosphere. The phrase "making a late night call to my lady’s chamber" has a whimsical and romantic undertone, suggesting a playful flirtation or banter between Xiaoyao and Fang Feng Bei.
Absence of Bitterness:
Unlike in the other versions where Xiaoyao's response is tinged with bitterness or resignation, in the Koala transcription, there is no indication of bitterness in her demeanor. Instead, her response is characterized by light-heartedness and humor, contributing to a more flirtatious dynamic between the characters, as she simply laugh.
=> A bitter or forced smile hits a little different .... 
The difference between a bitter or forced smile and laughter signifies a significant difference in tone and emotion:
Bitter or Forced Smile: Implies a subdued or a restrained emotional response, often accompanied by feelings of resignation, bitterness, or discomfort. Xiaoyao's use of a bitter/ forced smile in the passage suggest that she is trying to maintain composure despite feeling displeased. It conveys a sense of overall dissatisfaction.
小夭苦笑，“我比较希望你是专程深夜来探访我的香闺。”
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A global analysis of Chapter 17 - "Going Round and Round Along a Distant Path" :
Thoughts on the title:
The chapter title "Going Round and Round Along a Distant Path" relates to the journey and the cyclical nature of events that unfold throughout the chapter.
Journey: Throughout the chapter, characters embark on various physical and emotional journeys. An Nian decides to leave Xuan Yuan and return to Gao Xing, marking the end of her current path within the court. Meanwhile, Zhuan Xu and Xiao Yao prepare to travel to Zhong Yuan, beginning a new journey fraught with challenges and uncertainties. The title captures the idea of characters navigating through the twists and turns of their respective paths, both literally and metaphorically.
Cyclical Nature of Events: The title also suggests the recurring patterns and cycles that characterize the characters' lives. They find themselves caught in a cycle of familial obligations, political intrigues, and personal struggles. The title reflects the idea that, no matter how far they travel or how much they strive for change, they often find themselves returning to familiar patterns and facing similar challenges along the way. Just like traveling along a circular path, they find themselves returning to familiar territory or facing similar obstacles in their lives. This reflects the idea of destiny playing a significant role in shaping their experiences, regardless of their intentions or actions.
- Distance: The notion of a "Distant Path" evokes a sense of longing for something beyond reach. It implies that characters are striving towards distant goals or aspirations, facing challenges and obstacles along the way. The title captures the theme of distance, both physical and emotional, as characters embark on their individual journeys towards fulfillment and self-realization.
4.Repetition and Renewal: On a deeper level, the title may suggest the cyclical nature of life itself, where endings are followed by new beginnings, and experiences are repeated in different forms. Each round along the path offers opportunities for growth, learning, and renewal, even as characters confront familiar struggles and setbacks. This cyclical pattern underscores the interconnectedness of past, present, and future in shaping the characters' destinies.
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Themes and Motifs:
Deception and Disguise: The chapter opens with a depiction of Zhuan Xu's deliberate deception, as he adopts a facade of dissipation and indulgence to mislead his enemies. This theme of deception permeates the narrative, highlighting the complex strategies employed by characters to achieve their goals.
Self-Destruction and Addiction: Zhuan Xu's descent into a lifestyle of hedonism and drug use reflects themes of self-destruction and addiction. His reliance on toxic drugs not only symbolizes his internal turmoil but also serves as a metaphor for the destructive nature of power and ambition.
Sibling Relationships: The strained relationship between Zhuan Xu and A Nian underscores the importance of sibling bonds amidst turmoil and adversity. A Nian's anguish over Zhuan Xu's transformation reflects the emotional complexities of familial relationships and the challenges of loyalty in the face of personal change.
Identity and Self-Reflection: Through Xiao Yao's interactions with Zhuan Xu and A Nian, the chapter explores themes of identity and self-reflection. Fang Feng Bei reveal himself as being XIang Liu, but ask Xiao Yao " Who do you want me to be?". Zhuan Xu's questioning of his own character and Xiao Yao's deep introspection about her familial legacy reveal the internal struggles faced by characters grappling with their sense of self.
Emotional Depth and Character Revelation:
A Nian's condemning words towards Xiao Yao's deceased mother evoke deep emotional turmoil in Xiao Yao, revealing her inner conflict and the haunting memories of her past. This passage provides insight into Xiao Yao's complex relationship with her mother and her struggle to come to terms with her family history.
Her vivid contemplation while drinking plum wine illustrates the attempt to find solace and comfort amidst her inner turmoil. It's through Jing's positive and symbolic presence (the plum wine gifts)- that Xiao Yao finds the courage to confront the memory of her father's love, allowing her to process and face her emotions with resilience and determination: foreshadowing the question - who is really her father?
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Character Analysis:
Zhuan Xu: Zhuan Xu emerges as a complex and multifaceted character, grappling with internal conflicts and external pressures. His adoption of a dissolute persona masks deeper motives and strategic calculations, highlighting his cunning and intelligence. However, his descent into addiction and self-destructive behavior underscores the fragility of his psyche and the weight of his responsibilities.
A Nian: A Nian's character embodies themes of loyalty, love, and betrayal. Her unwavering devotion to Zhuan Xu contrasts with her growing disillusionment and despair over his transformation. A Nian's emotional journey reflects the complexities of sibling relationships.
Xiao Yao: Xiao Yao's character serves as a voice of reason and moral clarity amidst chaos and deception in this chapter . Her interactions with Zhuan Xu , A Nian and FFB, reveal her pragmatic approach to conflict resolution and her unwavering commitment to her principles. Xiao Yao's role as a mediator and confidante underscores her importance as a stabilizing force within the narrative.
Symbolism and Imagery:
Toxic Drugs: Zhuan Xu's use of toxic drugs and indulgence in hedonistic activities serve as part of his elaborate ruse, further convincing his enemies of his supposed decadence and incompetence. In reality, every action he takes is calculated and deliberate, serving to advance his overarching objectives while maintaining a facade of irresponsibility.The use of toxic drugs symbolizes the allure of power and the corrosive effects of addiction. Zhuan Xu's reliance on these drugs reflects his inner turmoil and the lengths to which he will go to maintain his facade of dissipation. Ready to loose himself in the process, while counting on Xiao Yao to pull him out.
Blood-Red Dress: The blood-red dress symbolizes Xiao Yao's familial legacy and the weight of her mother's actions. It reflects her internal conflict and unresolved emotions surrounding her mother's past. The term "blood" often symbolizes familial ties . In this context, the "Blood-Red Dress" symbolize the interconnectedness of family members and the significance of familial relationships in the characters' lives . Highlighting the importance of blood ties. The use of the color "red" in conjunction with "blood" evoke strong emotions and associations related to those ties. Red on itself is associated with happiness, prosperity, and good fortune. Red is commonly used in traditional Chinese weddings to symbolize joy and love, and it's traditional for brides to wear red dresses on their wedding day.
Xiao Yao recurrent distress at the sight of the blood-red dress suggest a deep-seated internal conflict and trauma. She is struggling to reconcile past actions with her sense of self and her understanding of familial love and loyalty.
Plum Wine: The plum wine serves as a symbol, a media of comfort and connection amidst turmoil. Its association with Jing and Xiao Yao's father is deeply meaningfull. It serves as a refuge in which she can cope with her overwhelming emotions and fears. It is Jings remembering tokens of love for her, his symbols, that permit to alleviate Xiao Yao's anxieties: As Xiao Yao drinks his plum wine and reminisces about her father, she gradually finds solace and peace. The surge of energy she feels from the wine reinforces her belief in her father's love and strengthens her resolve to embrace her identity as his daughter. Despite all the uncertainties surrounding her families ties, Xiao Yao's connection with her father remains unwavering, bringing her comfort and reassurance.
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Narrative techniques:
Character Perspective:
The narrative shifts between Zhuan Xu, A Nian, and Xiao Yao, allowing readers to experience the story from multiple viewpoints.
This technique adds depth to the characters by providing insight into their thoughts, feelings, and motivations.
By presenting contrasting perspectives, the narrative creates a more nuanced understanding of complex relationships and conflicts.
Readers gain empathy for each character as they navigate their individual challenges and dilemmas.
The use of multiple perspectives enhances the thematic exploration of loyalty, betrayal, and self-discovery by showcasing how these themes manifest differently for each character.
Exemple:
Zhuan Xu: "I think I should let you go away from me like A Nian."
A Nian: "I’ve never thought of you as an older sister before, and you don’t have any of an older sister’s kindness!"
Xiao Yao: "You cold-blooded fiend! If it weren’t for you, big brother wouldn’t have come back to Xuan Yuan."
Here we had - Zhuan Xu expressing his thoughts about A Nian and his relationship with Xiao Yao, indicating his internal struggles. A Nian, on the other hand, voicing her feelings towards Zhuan Xu, resentment toward Xiao yao revealing her perspective on their dynamic - And finally Xiao Yao's outburst to Ah Nian trying to open her eyes, holding her responsible for the circumstances that led to Zhuan Xu's return...This is a full circling narrative shift within characters point of views.
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Further in chapter:
Aftermath of the intrusion into Xiao Yao's room by Fang Feng Bei and the soldiers led by Chui Liang. The narrative unfolds as Xiao Yao navigates the tension within Zhuan Xu's residence following the disturbance. She finds Fang Feng Bei injured and hiding in her room, prompting her to provide aid despite her reservations about him. Meanwhile, Zhuan Xu confronts the soldiersand the tolerance of the soldiers' actions hints at the intricate power dynamics at play within the Xuan Yuan royal family.
The Confrontation:
As the soldiers ransack the premises, Xiao Yao remains composed, even amused, by their crude behavior. Despite the chaos, she maintains her authority and composure, confronting the soldiers and asserting her presence.
A Nian's Fury:
A Nian, fueled by her frustration and resentment towards Zhuan Xu and Xiao Yao, unleashes her anger upon the soldiers, demonstrating her strength and determination. Her actions reflect the turmoil within her, torn between loyalty to her brother and her own moral compass.
Chui Liang's Interference:
Chui Liang's arrival interrupts the confrontation, revealing tensions between him and Xiao Yao. Despite his attempts to maintain diplomacy, his underlying frustration and desire for control become evident as he seeks to assert his authority.
Xiao Yao's Defiance:
Xiao Yao refuses to back down in the face of Chui Liang's veiled threats, asserting her autonomy and challenging his assumptions. Her defiance reflects her strength of character and unwillingness to yield to intimidation or manipulation.her strategic placement of poison and her interactions with Chui Liang, demonstrates her cunning and ability to navigate complex political landscapes.
Fang Feng Bei: Fang Feng Bei's intrusion in Xiao Yao's room adds an element of intrigue to the narrative. His injuries and subsequent interaction with Xiao Yao provide insight into his character and complex motives, contributing to the tension and uncertainty surrounding his presence. Xiao Yao provide aid to his wounds and interacts with him cautiously. It suggests a level of empathy and concern for his well-being, even in the face of danger. We learn that his target was: two inconspicuous maps and weapons.
Extract: "Xuan Yuan has some secret warehouses of provisions and weapons located in the central plains to prepare for any sudden outbreak of war so that weapons and provisions can be moved in time. I guess someone must have set their eyes on those warehouses and weapons."
Departure of An Nian: An Nian, feeling deeply upset and betrayed by recent events, decides to leave Xuan Yuan and return to Gao Xing. She lashes out at Xiao Yao, expressing her frustration and accusing her of not standing up for herself against Chui Liang's advances.
Xiao Yao's Concern for An Nian: Despite the tension between them, Xiao Yao ensures An Nian's safety, instructing Hai Tang to protect her on her journey back to Gao Xing.
Chapter ending:
Emotional Conversation with Zhuan Xu: Xiao Yao shares a heartfelt conversation with Zhuan Xu, expressing concern for his well-being and reflecting on their past experiences together. Zhuan Xu reveals his struggles with self-harm and his determination to overcome them, while Xiao Yao offers her support and encouragement.
Plans for Renovations: Huang Di orders Zhuan Xu to oversee the renovations of the palace on Sheng Nong Mountain, a task fraught with challenges and political implications. Despite objections from some courtiers, Huang Di asserts Xiao Yao's importance and her right to accompany Zhuan Xu on the journey.
Symbolism of Departure: As Zhuan Xu and Xiao Yao prepare to depart for Zhong Yuan, their departure symbolizes a significant shift in their path and their roles within their world. Xiao Yao's decision to accompany Zhuan Xu reflects her commitment to their bond and her willingness to face whatever challenges lie ahead. Setting the stage for future developments in the story.
As @winny have already shown in her post - the drama showed all the preparatives and the underwork made by Jing and Fenlong that is making the whole Cang Xuan plan viable...I just want to share , as you see above, the first image in the episode, showing Tushan Jing and Feng Long meeting to further help Zhuan Xu (CX). YES! There's a RAINBOW! =)))!
Would Zhuan Xu still won over Da Huang if he did not get Jing & Feng Long?Winny:
My answer was no. Because of Tushan wealth and Chi Sui's political power is important support for exiled Xuan Yuan prince like Zhuan Xu. We knew Huang Di would support him. But from chapter 15 to 17, we could see Zhuan Xu uncles and cousins were no joke with their power as well. Feng Long said those Xuan Yuan Princes were powerful in Xuan Yuan with supporters. Tushan Hou support those Xuan Yuan princes to get more power connection and Feng Long even hesitated on supporting Zhuan Xu. If its not for Jing's advice, Feng Long might not dare to give in that much. But even if Huang Di insisted on giving Zhuan Xu Xuan Yuan (which is probably not), Zhuan Xu would still need to won over Central Plain families such as Chi Sui and Tushan and others to really conquer the world.
I do really love how the drama clearly show Jing advicing Feng Long, and they both made an event to bring Cang Xuan to Sheng Nong mountain.
While all characters seek to uncover hidden motivations, untangle complex relationships, and confront the realities of their world. Both Jing and Feng Long exemplifies this theme . Because it's their actions that reveal and pursue underlying agendas and alliances that shape the events of the story. Additionally, their partnership highlights in the story, the need to confront the realities of their world , their storyline contributes to the broader narrative of characters grappling with truth and deception in a complex and shifting landscape.Their actions reveal a commitment to understanding the true nature of the power dynamics shaping their world, even if it means confronting uncomfortable truths and challenging long-standing assumptions. They exemplify the mutual benefit of working together towards a common goalsand the idea that collaboration, wisdom, and decisive action are essential tools in their journey along the distant path towards understanding and growth. ....Remember, the drama showed there is a rainbow over there, right?!.
End of my global analysis.
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This is my favorite part of chapter 17. Much is to be said, yet so much is contained that this is not an easy task....I'll start with simply sharing the extract, and it's transcription.
Extract:
小夭把门关上，回了自己屋子。
小夭躺在榻上，怎么睡都睡不着。
阿念骂母亲的那些话是藏在她心底最深的恐惧，她不愿回想，但眼前依旧浮现出一袭血红的衣袍，那男子睥睨张狂得好似要踏碎整个世界，可是他看着母亲的眼神却是那么温柔缠绵，而母亲看他的目光……小夭当时不明白，现在却懂了。
母亲滴落的泪，似乎还印在小夭的脸上。
小夭不自禁地摸了一下自己的脸颊，想擦去那些眼泪，却什么都没有。
小夭惊得一下坐起来，打开榻头的小箱子，从摆满了毒药的瓶瓶罐罐中，拿出一瓶青梅酒。
这是璟送来的酒，也不知道他是揪出了内奸，还是想出了瞒过奶奶的方法，或者因为玱玹和丰隆有了协议，更信任璟，肯动用暗卫和他联系，反正现在每两个月，小夭会通过玱玹收到两瓶青梅酒。
小夭大喝了几口酒，好似从璟那里获得了力量，慢慢平静下来。小夭把关于母亲的思绪都赶走，她一边啜着酒，一边想着父王，渐渐地笑了，恐惧淡去。她的心清清楚楚地告诉她，父王很爱她！她肯定是父王的女儿！
Xiao Yao closed the door behind her and went back to her house.
Xiaoyao lay on the couch, unable to sleep.
Ah Nian scolded her mother those words are hidden in the deepest fear of her heart, she does not want to recall, but still in front of her eyes appeared a blood red robe, the man looked out of the corner of his eye so wildly that it seemed to want to trample the whole world, but he looked at his mother's eyes were so gentle and lingering, and her mother looked at him ...... Xiaoyao did not understand it at that time, but now she understands it.
The tears dripping from her mother still seem to be imprinted on Xiao Yao s face.
Xiao Yao could not help but touch her cheeks, wanting to wipe away those tears, but there was nothing.
Xiao Yao was so shocked that she sat up at once, opened the small chest at the head of the couch, and took out a bottle of green plum wine from the bottles and jars filled with poisons.
This was the wine sent by Jing, and it was not known if he had uncovered the traitor, or figured out a way to hide it from grandma, or because Zhuan had made an agreement with Fenglong, he trusted Jing even more and was willing to use his secret guards to contact him, anyway, every two months now, Xiao Yao would receive two bottles of Plum Wine through Zhuan Xu.
Xiao Yao took a few large gulps of the wine, as if she had gained strength from Jing, and slowly calmed down. Xiao Yao chased away all thoughts about her mother as she sipped the wine and thought about her father, gradually smiling as her fears faded away. Her heart told her clearly that Father loved her! She was definitely Father's daughter!
Translated with DeepL.com.
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Symbolism: The blood-red dress serves as a powerful symbol of Xiao Yao's emotional baggage she carries. Its appearance represents the lingering trauma and unresolved issues stemming from her relationship with her mother and an unknown persona by their side. By using this symbol, Tong Hua effectively conveys the weight of Xiao Yao's past and the impact it has on her present psyche. The absence of specific details about who wore the dress adds to its symbolic power, allowing readers to project their own interpretations onto the symbol and emphasizing its universal significance in Xiao Yao's journey of self-discovery and healing.
The juxtaposition of her father's outward persona with the inner reviewing, private moment shared between her mother and the man in red, adds layers to Xiao Yao's perception of their relationship. While she have always felt her father's love for her, the revelation of her mother's hidden emotions challenges this perception, casting doubt on the authenticity of the familial bond.
As Xiao Yao grapples with these revelations, she is compelled to confront the discrepancies between her idealized image of her family and the harsh realities that lie beneath the surface... The blood-red dress serves as a persistent reminder of the secrets and mysteries shrouding her past, driving her quest for truth and understanding.
Foreshadowing:The mention of the poison jars among Xiao Yao's possessions serves as a reminder of her tumultuous past and her relationship with her mother. While the poison jars symbolize Xiao Yao's expertise in crafting poisons and antidotes, they also represent the poisonous, darker aspects of her past and the challenges she has faced. The poisonous nature these memories have on her. Despite her proficiency in crafting poisons, Xiao Yao's association with them suggests a potential for danger and conflicts in her life. However, the juxtaposition , made in this chapter, of the poison jars with the bottles of plum wine from Tushan Jing -highlights Xiao Yao's ability to find solace and comfort amidst adversity and remind us of the creative way she handle it. Thus- Control and self expression.
Characterization through Dialogue: Through the interaction between Xiao Yao and Zhuan Xu, Tong Hua reveals the complex dynamics of their relationship. Xiao Yao's sarcasm and Zhuan Xu's defensive reaction provide insight into their individual personalities and the underlying tensions between them. This characterization enriches the reader's understanding of their motivations and conflicts.
In the exchange between Xiao Yao and Zhuan Xu, their contrasting perspectives and underlying tensions come to the forefront:
-Xiao Yao twists Zhuan Xu's ear and remarks sarcastically, "Fourth Uncle and Fourth Aunt only had each other in their entire lives, they did not abandon each other, and when they lived and when they died they were together. You are completely different from Fourth Uncle, I really want to see how many women you can get involved with in this lifetime."- This dialogue reflects Xiao Yao's bold and confrontational nature, as well as her loyalty to family bonds.
Zhuan Xu responds defensively, baring his teeth and rubbing his ears, as if wronged. He retorts, "I didn't want to meddle in this at all." This reveals Zhuan Xu's sensitivity to criticism and his desire to avoid conflict with Xiao Yao.
Additionally, Xiao Yao's inner monologue provides further insight into her character:
-"Her heart clearly told her: her father loved her very much! She must be her father’s daughter!"- This introspective thought demonstrates Xiao Yao's longing for parental affection and her sense of identity rooted in her father's love. It underscores her emotional vulnerability and the significance of familial bonds in shaping her worldview.
By juxtaposing dialogue with internal reflection, Tong Hua deepens characterization and enriches the narrative, inviting readers to empathize with the characters' inner struggles and motivations.
Flashback: The seamless transition into a flashback allows readers to delve into Xiao Yao's memories and gain deeper insight into her past experiences. By exploring Xiao Yao's memory with her mother through flashback sequences, Tong Hua enriches the narrative with layers of emotional complexity. This technique enables readers to empathize with Xiao Yao's struggles and understand the roots of her inner turmoil.
Imagery: Tong Hua employs vivid imagery to evoke powerful emotions and sensory experiences. The description of Xiao Yao reaching out to touch her mother's cheek, only to find nothing, creates a poignant visual image that resonates with readers.
Tong Hua's use of vivid imagery in this passage intricately weaves together sensory details and emotional resonance, drawing readers into Xiao Yao's inner world with remarkable depth.
The imagery of "feet, gentle and deep, tears, reach, touch, cheek..." paints a rich emotional complexity. The contrasting portrayal of the man's demeanor, with his feet seemingly ready to trample the world yet his gaze gentle and deep when looking at Xiao Yao's mother, highlights the nature of their relationship. This juxtaposition of strength and gentleness adds another layers of depth to the character dynamics.
The image of Xiao Yao reaching out to touch her mother's cheek, only to find nothing, resonates deeply . It conveys a sense of emptiness, longing and loss, as well as the intangible nature of memory itself. Through this poignant moment, readers are reminded of the impermanence of life and the enduring impact of past experiences on the present. -"but there was nothing", as she have no grasp on something that is more than physical. It's extremly profound. As Xiao Yao despite her desire to physically reach out and connect with her mother, and prolonge this moment, she is confronted with the harsh reality of her absence. It hits hard. "but there was nothing" extends beyond the physical realm to encompass , let us enter the emotional emptiness that Xiao Yao feels- all her sense of disconnection and the absence of closure in her relationship with her mother becomes palpable.
As she "sit up at once" -> Tong Hua juxtapose the plum wine amidst the poison jars , further heightening the emotional intensity of the scene. The contrast between the comforting warmth of the wine and the poison jars symbolizes Xiao Yao's struggle to reconcile her past with her present reality. The mention of Jing, whose gift of plum wine serves as a source of solace and connection, infuse hope and strenght amidst the darkness. In the box....
Tong Hua's masterfully use of imagery creates a multi-dimensional world that is at once vividly tangible and deeply introspective, allowing readers to immerse themselves fully in Xiao Yao's emotional journey.Inner Monologue: Xiao Yao's inner monologue provides a window into her thoughts and feelings, allowing readers to empathize with her internal struggles and conflicts. By revealing Xiao Yao's innermost thoughts, Tong Hua enhances character development and emotional depth, fostering a deeper connection between the reader and the protagonist. She talk to us, as she talk to herself.
Resolution: The resolution in the passage provides a poignant moment of closure and emotional release for Xiao Yao, offering readers a glimpse of hope amidst the turmoil she experiences. Let's delve deeper into the elements that contribute to this resolution:
Few gulps and surge of energy from Jing: Xiao Yao's act of drinking the plum wine sent by Jing symbolizes her connection to her father - as both man have already met in ch.9, and serves as a source of comfort and solace. The surge of energy she feels suggests a renewed sense of strength and resilience, bolstered by her bond with Jing and the memories of their relationship.-" Xiao Yao took a few large gulps of the wine, as if she had gained strength from Jing"- making the plum wine a tangible representation of that connection. By consuming the wine in large quantities, Xiao Yao metaphorically absorbs Jing's presence , his strength and reassurance, allowing her to confront her inner demons and find a sense of stability amidst the chaos. Also, Xiao Yao's ability to consume the wine in large gulps despite her inner turmoil demonstrates her resilience and determination to overcome her fears and insecurities. It showcases her willingness to confront her past. Through his symbolic gift, Jing reaffirms his role as a protective figure in Xiao Yao's life, providing her a sense of security.
The words "surge" and "energy" both refer to Physical Vitality-suggesting a sudden increase in physical vigor and vitality. In this context, it implies that the act of consuming the wine invigorates Xiao Yao's body, providing her with a renewed sense of energy and vigor.
Emotional Rejuvenation: Beyond its physical effects, the surge of energy also symbolizes an emotional rejuvenation for Xiao Yao. The act of drinking the plum wine serves as a form of self-care and emotional nourishment, offering her a temporary reprieve from her inner turmoil and providing a moment of comfort and reassurance. This emotional upliftment manifest itself as a sense of inner peace.
Symbol of Hope: The surge of energy serves as a beacon of hope, reminding Xiao Yao that she is not alone in her struggles and that there are sources of support and comfort to draw upon during difficult times.
Comfort and dispelled fears: As Xiao Yao drinks the plum wine, she finds comfort in the familiar taste and the memories it evokes. The act of drinking helps to dispel her lingering fears and anxieties, allowing her to absorb and deal with what haunts her. The warmth of the wine and its association with Jing provide a strong sense of security and reassurance in the midst of fear: each gulp of wine act as anchors, grounding her in the present moment. Guiding her untill Xiao Yao is able to regain a sense of agency and empowerment over her emotions, and allowing her to move forward with renewed strength. ...extracted from his strenght.
Gradual smile and diluted fear: The gradual smile that spreads across Xiao Yao's face signifies a subtle shift in her emotional state. As she reflects on her father's love and the memories they share, the fear that once consumed her begins to dissipate. The word "diluted" suggests that the intensity of her fear diminishes, gradually replaced by a sense of calm and acceptance.It suggests that she is beginning to find peace within herself and reconcile with her past, paving the way for her to embrace the future with newfound strength and clarity.
Catharsis and reflection: Through this resolution, readers are offered a moment of catharsis and reflection alongside Xiao Yao. The act of drinking the plum wine becomes a metaphorical journey of healing and self-discovery, allowing Xiao Yao to confront her inner demons and find closure. It also prompts readers to reflect on their own experiences of love, loss, and forgiveness, fostering a deeper emotional connection to the narrative.- The sentence- "She must be her father’s daughter!" -Xiao Yao set reassurance and stability by reaffirming her connection to her father that has raised and love her deeply. By her convincting expression to herself of this truth, she not only validates her sense of belonging, but also strengthens her resolve to confront the challenges ahead, watherver the truth is. This inner dialogue highlights the resilience and determination within Xiao Yao as she grapples with her past and strives to forge her own path forward.
"Her heart clearly told her: her father loved her very much! She must be her father’s daughter!" Sound as if Xiao Yao's heart itself is speaking to her, guiding her towards a realization about her identity and her relationship with her father. This personification of the heart emphasis the instinctual understanding and connection she feels with her father. She instinctivly understand that wathever the memory urge her to uncover: her father love her and this simple yet profound fact, is a source of solace for her sense of self. Through this line, Tong Hua beautifully captures the complexity of human emotions and the power of introspection in navigating life's challenges.
Conclusion:
In this intense passage, that delves into the intricate nature of family ties, the burden of hidden truths, and the relentless pursuit of understanding the unattainable, akin to the desire to comfort despite the inability to do so - "wanting to wipe away those tears, but there was nothing". It's with the presence of Jing, another physically absent person, yet guiding source of strength, that the passage concludes with a gradual smile and the dilution of fears, heralding a new chapter of growth and acceptance for Xiao Yao. Confronting the past, embracing the present with self-awareness, and navigating through confusion, Xiao Yao's story highlights that true healing and redemption stem from within, guided by the transformative power of love, forgiveness, and self-acceptance. // Through this whole chapter we will see her helping , healling and putting back on their foot 2 man:
Zhuan Xu (drug problem) and FFB/XL (wounds) ,
BUT => The only one man that give her the needed strenght, helping her in depth when sheneeds it mostly. It's neither of those two above, two that she putted back on their foot in this chapter. No. It's the absent one. Seventeen....just thinking of him was seemingly enough to help her out and heal the wound**.****小夭大喝了几口酒，好似从璟那里获得了力量，慢慢平静下来.******I mean really...some gives, some takes...Despite Xiao Yao's efforts to support and heal Zhuan Xu and Fang Feng Bei, it's intriguing to note that it's the memory of Seventeen (Tushan Jing) that ultimately provides her with the strength and comfort she needs. This highlights the profound impact that Jing has had on Xiao Yao's life and emotional well-being, even in his absence. It underscores the depth of their connection and suggests that their bond transcends physical presence, serving as a source of solace and resilience for Xiao Yao in her times of need. Jing's presence looms large in Xiao Yao's heart and mind, serving as a steadfast source of support and reassurance.
Whether she's grappling with past traumas or facing present challenges, Jing's presence in her heart serves as a beacon of hope and resilience.
Moreover, the absence of Jing underscores his significance in Xiao Yao's life. While she may offer her support to others, it's Jing who truly holds the key to her emotional well-being. His absence serves as a reminder of the void left in her life, a void that only he can fill.
Ultimately, Xiao Yao's reliance on the memory of Tushan Jing in this chapter 17 highlights the profound nature of their bond and the transformative power of love and companionship. Even when separated by distance or circumstance, their connection remains unbreakable, providing Xiao Yao with the strength and courage she needs to navigate life's challenges. While others...heal just themselves . This passage was very subtil. Hope you enjoyed it too!
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Hair and Blood
Chapter 17 exploration and analysis with chapter 16 comparative.
Extract1:
Ch 16- Seeing that there was no one around, she beckoned to Jing and quietly pulled him into her room. She entered the room, closed the door, and then felt at ease. (...) The brush fell to the ground and a drop of red liquid splattered on the back of his hand.Jing looked at Xiao Yao, stunned. Suddenly, his body lunged down towards Xiao Yao, pressing Xiao Yao underneath him, his lips kissing the corner of Xiao Yao's lips precisely.
Jing couldn't even care about experiencing what it was like, and was so nervous that his face went white, "No, it's not me. I, I'm not." Trying to sit up, he couldn't get up.
Xiao Yao let out a giggle and rolled over him while holding Jing, "I know it's not you, you must be poisoned, I told you to be careful!"
"I, I didn't have that in mind," he said.
Xiao Yao lowered her head and narrowed her eyes. She said softly, "I'm not stopping you to not having that in mind ."
Jing's eyes lit up as he looked at Xiao Yao. He immediately threw himself at her, pressing her down. His lips landed on the corner of her mouth. Jing barely had time to savor the taste before he was startled. His face turned pale. "No, I don't..."
Extract2:Xiao Yao took off his jade hairpiece, letting the smooth black hair on his head fall down. Her hands went into his hair, combing from the roots to the ends. Her hands felt the soft texture, even softer than silk. Xiao Yao asked, "Is it Jing Ye or Lan Xiang who washed your hair for you now?"
"Neither."
"Do you have any other personal attendants?" Xiao Yao almost wanted to tear his hair out.
"I'm not used to it, so I wash it myself."
Xiao Yao turned from anger to joy, stroking his hair gently. Jing was like a kitten being stroked, looking relaxed and happy. Xiao Yao pursed her lips and smiled for a while, then said to Jing, "Last time at the seaside, you were leaning on the side of the boat, your hair was spread out on your back, I also wanted to stroke it secretly."-Xiao Yao played with his hair happily. She brought his hair to her nose and sniffed. It was still the herbal scent she liked. Xiao Yao murmured to herself, "It's been a long time since I washed your hair. Next time I will wash your hair for you. I will use the leaves of the hibiscus that I picked early in the morning and soak them in water all morning. I will wash it in the afternoon and dry the hair with the remaining sunlight. When smelling it, it will smell both the sunlight and the fragrance of the leaves."
(...)"No matter what method you use, Don't Make Me Wait Too Long!"
XiaoYao's eyes were tightly shut, and her bright red lips were slightly parted as she slept soundly. Jing couldn't help but let out a secret sigh and smiled faintly.
The nex morning, when Xiao Yao woke up, there was a blanket draped over her body. She looked at the table, where the items were all neatly put. There were only three handkerchiefs left. Xiao Yao sat up and was about to reach for the handkerchief when she felt something in her hand. She looked down and saw a lock of hair, which was wrapped softly around her finger. She thought that before Jing left, he didn't want to disturb her, so he had cut off his hair.
Xiaoyao looked at the hair wrapped around her finger in a daze for a moment and then lay down. At this moment, she didn't know where he was anymore, but there was only a lock of hair left to made her heart distracted.
Chapter 17 extract:
A man suddenly jumped in from the window and quickly closed the window.
There were faint shouts of soldiers, obviously they were chasing someone.
Xiaoyao didn't scream or move. She played with the wine bottle in her hand and said with a bit of annoyance at being disturbed: "I won't be blackmailed by you into covering up for you. Leave as soon as possible before it's too late to choose someone else."
The visitor obviously did not accept Xiao Yao's suggestion and walked towards the couch. Xiao Yao counted for him: "One, two, three..." After counting to ten, the man walked to the couch and still did not fall down.
Xiaoyao knew that the person who came this time had strong spiritual power and it would be difficult for him to be poisoned by poison.
The man reached out to lift the gaze curtain and sat on Xiaoyao's couch.
Xiaoyao said: "Although you have great spiritual power, you are injured, so I still recommend that you don't come to me."The man wore a mask, and he looked at Xiao Yao silently. Xiao Yao’s body tensed up. A feeling told her that this man was someone she knew.
She reached out and the man did not stop her.
Xiao Yao slowly removed the mask and it was Fang Feng Bei.
Xiao Yao forced a smile and said, "I somewhat hoped that you would come to visit my bedroom at odd hours on purpose."
Fang Feng Bei did not speak, so Xiao Yao asked, "Do you not know how to meet with your buddies for drinks and hang out ? Why did you have to come to me?"
"You said it yourself, they are buddies for drinks and hangout"
As soon as Fang Feng Bei spoke, some fresh blood dripped from the corner of his mouth. He wiped it away indifferently.
Xiao Yao really did not know what to do, but she could not not grab his wrist, and take out the healing medicine that Royal Mother had given her, and give some to Fang Feng Bei."You should lie down."
Fang Feng Bei lay down on the bed, Xiao Yao also lay down, and covered herself with the blanket."My elder brother cannot control the situation now, and my status is not such that I can be of use. In a moment, if the others were to forcefully come in and search, I would be helpless."
Fang Feng Bei did not speak, Xiao Yao felt that tonight, he was acting very strangely. Just as she was thinking about it curiously, a commotion was heard outside. Xiao Yao could do nothing but wait quietly.
She whispered and asked, "What on earth did you go and do? You did not go to assassinate Huang Di, did you? It likely is not that, there are many assassins who boldly and recklessly come and die tragically. An intelligent person like yourself would not do such a foolish thing."
Fang Feng Bei still ignored her.Xiao Yao sighed and said, "It is truly a pity that you are not really a wastrel!"
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Let's compare and contrast the key elements of Chapters 16 and 17:
Similarities:
Intimacy: Both passages feature moments of intimacy between Xiao Yao and the male characters, Jing and Fang Feng Bei, respectively. Xiao Yao's interactions with both characters reveal a level of trust and closeness.
Caring Gestures: In both passages, Xiao Yao demonstrates her caring nature by attending to the needs of the male characters. Whether it's helping Jing recover from unintentionally poisoning himself, or tending to Fang Feng Bei's injuries, Xiao Yao's actions highlight her empathy.
Emotional Complexity: Both passages explore the emotional complexities of the relationships between Xiao Yao and the male characters. There are moments of closeness in both mixed with humor, vulnerability, and nostalgia, adding depth to their interactions.
Character Development: Both passages contribute to the development of Xiao Yao and the male characters. Through their interactions, we gain insights into their personalities, motivations, and past experiences, deepening our understanding of their dynamics.
Differences:
Context and Setting: The contexts in which the interactions occur are vastly different. In Chapter 16, Xiao Yao and Jing's encounter takes place in her room, in where she pulled Jing into -while in Chapter 17, Fang Feng Bei unexpectedly enters Xiao Yao's room with a sense of suspense and intrigue.
Tone and Atmosphere: The tone of each passage differs based on the circumstances. Chapter 16 has a lighter, more playful tone, with moments of humor and tenderness between Xiao Yao and Jing. In contrast, Chapter 17 has a more suspenseful and tense atmosphere, as Xiao Yao confronts Fang Feng Bei under uncertain circumstances. She smile,but it's a bitter smile.
Relationship Dynamics: While both passages involve intimate interactions between Xiao Yao and the male characters, the dynamics of these relationships vary. Xiao Yao's relationship with Jing is characterized by familiarity and romantic vibes, whereas her interactions with Fang Feng Bei are tinged with suspicion and uncertainty.
Character Motivations: The motivations driving the characters' actions differ in each passage. In Chapter 16, Jing's advance towards Xiao Yao is influenced by his feelings for her and the effects of poisoning, Xiao Yao initiate touching, stroking sniffing his hair ,flipping him to lay on his body for the very same genuine reason, while in Chapter 17, Fang Feng Bei's visit to Xiao Yao's room is shrouded in mystery, hinting at ulterior motives and Xiao Yao doesnt initiate any intimate gesture.
Context and Setting extracts :
Chapter 16:
"Seeing that there was no one around, she beckoned to Jing and quietly pulled him into her room."
The private setting of Xiao Yao's room provides a sense of intimacy and privacy, allowing for personal interactions between Xiao Yao and Jing away from prying eyes.
Chapter 17:
"A man suddenly jumped in from the window and quickly closed the window."
Fang Feng Bei's sudden entrance into Xiao Yao's room through the window creates a sense of urgency and tension, disrupting the peaceful atmosphere and signaling that something unusual is happening.
Tone and Atmosphere extracts:
Chapter 16:
"Xiao Yao burst out laughing and flipped Jing over."
The playful interaction between Xiao Yao and Jing, coupled with laughter and teasing, creates a light and humorous tone, even in the midst of a potentially serious situation involving Jing's poisoning.While she flip his whole body.
Chapter 17:
"Xiao Yao played with the wine bottle in her hand and said with a bit of annoyance at being disturbed."
Xiao Yao's annoyance and the tense atmosphere created by Fang Feng Bei's unexpected arrival contribute to a more suspenseful and serious tone. She is annoyed.
Relationship Dynamics:
Chapter 16:
"Jing's eyes lit up as he looked at Xiao Yao."-"Xiao Yao played with his hair happily"
Xiao Yao and Jing's relationship is characterized by familiarity and affection, as evidenced by Jing's immediate reaction to Xiao Yao's presence and their playful banter.
Chapter 17:
"Xiao Yao really did not know what to do, but she could not not grab his wrist."
Xiao Yao's conflicted feelings towards Fang Feng Bei, coupled with his mysterious demeanor, illustrate a dynamic of suspicion and uncertainty in their relationship.
Character Motivations:
Chapter 16:
"Jing's eyes lit up as he looked at Xiao Yao. He immediately threw himself at her, pressing her down."
Jing's actions are driven by his feelings for Xiao Yao, compounded by the effects of poisoning, showcasing his desire for intimacy and connection with her.
Xiao Yao's Initiatives:
"Xiao Yao played with his hair happily... She brought his hair to her nose and sniffed."
Xiao Yao's actions, such as playing with Jing's hair and sniffing it, demonstrate her own feelings of affection and familiarity towards Jing. Her gestures are initiated out of a sense of comfort and connection with him.
Chapter 17:
"Xiao Yao whispered and asked, 'What on earth did you go and do?'"
Fang Feng Bei's motives for visiting Xiao Yao's room being unclear, leads to speculation and suspicion about his intentions, Xiao Yao react with caution and is not initiating or even reciprocating any intimate gestures:
Extract:
Fangfeng Bei half-propelled his body and lowered his head slowly. His lips were about to touch her neck, but Xiaoyao blocked him with his hand, "No!" His lips touched her palm.
Fangfeng Bei immediately lay back, Xiaoyao lay on his side, handed him his wrist, "Bite here."
"Why not there?" Fangfeng Bei's face was cold.
Xiaoyao began to miss the casual, fun and rogue Fangfeng Bei, "What do you think? Fangfeng Bei!"
Fangfeng Bei was silent for a moment, then he held Xiaoyao's wrist and pierced Xiaoyao's wrist with a few pointed fangs. This was the first time Xiaoyao saw him sucking her blood with her own eyes, and she didn't feel any pain, but it gave a chilling feeling.
Xiaoyao looked at Fangfengbei intently, Fangfengbei glanced at Xiaoyao, and Xiaoyao immediately closed her eyes obediently. She is depressed! She is still afraid of him!
//vs //
Ch16: Xiao Yao sat up and was about to reach for the handkerchief when she felt something in her hand. She looked down and saw a lock of hair, which was wrapped softly around her finger. She thought that before Jing left, he didn't want to disturb her, so he had cut off his hair.
Xiaoyao looked at the hair wrapped around her finger in a daze for a moment and then lay down. At this moment, she didn't know where he was anymore, but there was only a lock of hair left to made her heart distracted.
Here we see the difference in Xiao Yao's response to Jing's advance compared to her response to Fangfeng Bei's actions. Let's explore this further:
Jing's Advance:
When Jing throws himself at Xiao Yao and presses her down, she doesn't explicitly say "no" or resist his initial actions.
Instead, Xiao Yao responds with laughter and playfulness, flipping Jing over her own body when he becomes startled.
The atmosphere is lighthearted and intimate, with Xiao Yao's laughter suggesting a level of comfort and familiarity between them.
Fangfeng Bei's Actions:
In contrast, when Fangfeng Bei attempts to bite Xiao Yao's neck, she immediately blocks him and says "No!"
Xiao Yao's response to Fangfeng Bei is firm and decisive, indicating her unwillingness to comply with his actions. The tone is tense and confrontational, Xiao Yao immidiatly sets barriers.
The difference in Xiao Yao's responses to Jing and Fangfeng Bei highlights the varying dynamics of her relationships with the two characters. With Jing, there is a sense of mutual affection and playfulness, whereas with Fangfeng Bei, there is a level of caution and mistrust mixed with a more sarcastic humor. Additionally, Xiao Yao's actions suggest a greater sense of agency and control in her interaction with Fangfeng Bei compared to Jing.
The concept of agency and control in Xiao Yao's interactions with Jing and Fangfeng Bei:
Xiao Yao's Interaction with Jing:Despite Jing's non intended, initial advance, Xiao Yao takes an active role in the physical interaction by engaging in playful gestures such asflipping his body; touching, brushing, and sniffing his hair.
These actions signify Xiao Yao's agency in expressing affection and intimacy towards Jing, indicating that her participation in the interaction is not solely reactive but are also fully proactive.
Xiao Yao's Interaction with Fangfeng Bei:Xiao Yao's decision to redirect Fangfeng Bei's actions by tending her wrist instead of letting him bite her neck - further emphasizes her agency. By taking proactive steps to guide the ongoing interaction , she asserts her control over the situation and set the line not to cross. It's only when Xiao Yao's fear arouse,realizing FFB is XLiu,that there is a shift in the self agency, out of a sense of resignation and fear.
In both interactions, Xiao Yao demonstrates her agency and control, whether it's through proactive gestures of affection towards Jing or assertive actions to redirect Fangfeng Bei's advances. These examples showcase Xiao Yao's autonomy and ability to influence the dynamics of her relationships with both characters.
She is depressed! She is still afraid of him! (XiangLiu /FFB) & "No matter what method you use, Don't Make Me Wait Too Long!"(Tushan Jing).
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Chapter 16 - Jing's Part:
In Chapter 16, Jing's actions towards Xiao Yao demonstrate love and affection. His advance towards her, despite the unintended consequences of poisoning, reflects his desire for intimacy and connection with Xiao Yao. Jing's gestures of pressing her down and attempting to kiss her convey his romantic feelings and longing for a deeper relationship with Xiao Yao. Additionally, Xiao Yao's playful interactions with Jing, such as touching, brushing, and sniffing his hair, signify her reciprocal feelings of affection and intimacy towards him. Their exchange in this chapter highlights the warmth and tenderness in their relationship, suggesting a deep emotional connection and mutual affection between them.
Chapter 17 - Xiao Yao's Understanding of Xiang Liu/FFB:
In Chapter 17, Xiao Yao's interactions with Xiang Liu (FFB) provide insight into her understanding of his underligned feelings for her (more obvious in the drama covering). But the passage precise that Xiao Yao redirect Xiang Liu's desire for more- > to let it as is from her point of view - a profound connection and camaraderie ,rather than to shift to a romantic relationship. Her response to his advances, such as redirecting his actions and offering her wrist for healing, reflects her understanding of her own emotional needs and her boundaries, her own perception. While Xiao Yao acknowledge Xiang Liu's feelings for her, she prioritizes to pursue it as it is .
ch 16 Xiao Yao to Jing : Xiao Yao lowered her head and narrowed her eyes. She said softly, "I'm not stopping you to not having that in mind ." vs ch 17 Xiao Yao to FFB /XL: No! -Bite here.
The contrasting interactions between Xiao Yao and Jing in Chapter 16 and Xiao Yao's interaction with Fang Feng Bei (Xiang Liu) in Chapter 17 highlight the differences in emotional tone and dynamics between the two relationships.
" Even a corner of her heart was relieved, but at the same time, another corner was hanging."
It's so-so. On one hand, there's a feeling of relief or reassurance, because Xiao Yao has finally confirmed Fang Feng Bei's true identity, which brings clarity and closure to a certain extent.
However, this relief is tempered by another concern that remain, and suggests that while Xiao Yao feel relieved about the revelation, the sense of unease is still there. It's like saying, "It's nice to have this clarity, but there's still something else on my mind that's clearly bothering me"=>if you have more than friendship feelings for me, its bad, if you want to assassinate Zhuan Xu again it's bad ...drawn me...it's bad too."No!" " She is still afraid of him!". It's quite a lot to meditate on.
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Further and symbolical analysis:
Hair and blood-or- Fierce Hickey and Lock of Hair Gently Wraped on her finger
Or=> One give. One take away & also She take a nap. She wake up.
Both hair and blood symbolize vitality, but they carry different connotations and implications from their context.
Hair as a Symbol of Vitality with Jing:
When Jing gives Xiao Yao his hair, it symbolizes vitality, connection, and intimacy. Hair is associated with vitality, sensuality- and life force, as it is a visible and tangible part of one's body. In this context, Jing's gesture of giving Xiao Yao his hair represents a sharing of life force and a deep emotional , bond between them. It symbolizes Jing's commitment to their relationship and his desire to share a part of himself with Xiao Yao, emphasizing the vitality and strength of their connection.
Blood as a Symbol of Vitality with XL:
Conversely, when Fang Feng Bei takes Xiao Yao's blood, it also symbolizes vitality, but in a more invasive and threatening manner - He TAKE HER BLOOD. Blood is a symbol of life force and vitality, as it carries oxygen and nutrients throughout the body. However, in this context, Fang Feng Bei's action of taking Xiao Yao's blood through biting is coercive. It symbolizes his control over her and his potentially dangerous intentions towards her, as he pull it out of her. While blood represents vitality, Fang Feng Bei's actions pervert this symbolism, turning a symbol of life into a tool of manipulation and control.
In summary, while both hair and blood symbolize vitality, they carry different meanings and implications in the context of Xiao Yao's relationships with Jing and Fang Feng Bei. Jing's gesture of giving his hair represents intimacy and connection, while Fang Feng Bei's action of taking Xiao Yao's blood represents control and coercion.
Let's explore these points in more detail:
Emotional Response and Awareness:
In the scene involving blood with Fang Feng Bei, Xiao Yao's response is passive as she closes her eyes and murmurs that she'll take a nap. This suggests a sense of resignation or acceptance of the situation, as well as a desire to distance herself from the moment.
On the other hand, in the scene involving hair with Jing, Xiao Yao's awareness is heightened as she reflects on the lock of hair wrapped around her finger- the moment she wake up. Despite not knowing Jing's whereabouts, she is emotionally affected by the presence of his hair, which serves as a tangible reminder of their connection. The mention of her heart being distracted also says that Jing occupies a significant place in her thoughts and emotions, even in his absence.
Physical Representation and Symbolism:
The description of FFB leaving a fierce hickey on Xiao Yao's wrist conveys a sense of aggression and dominance. The term "fierce hickey" relate an invasive and forceful act, reflecting Fang Feng Bei's control over Xiao Yao and the further harmful nature of their relationship.
In contrast, the hair wrapped softly around Xiao Yao's finger represents a gentler and more tender form of connection. The softness of the hair and the gentle act of wrapping it around her finger evoke feelings tie closeness and a tender embrace , symbolizing the depth of Xiao Yao's emotional bond with Jing.
Overall, these contrasts highlight the differing emotional landscapes and dynamics in Xiao Yao's relationships with Fang Feng Bei and Jing. While her interaction with Fang Feng Bei is marked by tension and resignation, her interaction with Jing is characterized by tenderness and emotional significance.
Unlike her passive response to Fang Feng Bei, Xiao Yao actively engages with the symbolism of Jing's hair, allowing herself to be emotionally affected by its presence. Jing's gesture symbolizes a deeper emotional bond between them, one characterized by tenderness and mutual affection. Unlike the aggressive nature of Fang Feng Bei's actions, Jing's gesture serves as a symbol of comfort and reassurance.
FFB leave a mark of himself, vs Jing leave a part of himself to her
Leaving a Mark of Himself (FFB):
Leaving a fierce hickey on Xiao Yao's wrist, signify his desire to assert dominance and leave a lasting impression on her. The hickey serves as a physical manifestation of his control and possession over Xiao Yao, symbolizing his attempt to assert power in their relationship. By leaving this mark, Fang Feng Bei seeks to imprint himself upon Xiao Yao, ensuring that his presence lingers in her thoughts and emotions.
It's a hematoma. A bruise.
Jing: Leaving a Part of Himself to Her:
In contrast, Jing's gesture of giving Xiao Yao a lock of his hair represents a tender and selfless act of love. By leaving a part of himself with Xiao Yao, Jing symbolically entrusts her with his affection and devotion. The act of giving his hair is a gesture of intimacy and connection, signifying his desire to forge a deeper bond with Xiao Yao. Rather than seeking to assert dominance or control, Jing's action demonstrates his willingness to share himself with Xiao Yao in a vulnerable and meaningful way.
In essence, while Fang Feng Bei (Xiang Liu) seeks to leave a mark of dominance and control, Jing chooses to leave a part of himself as a token of love and connection.For the first -> she close her eyes for a nap //while for the second -> she is waking up and " there was only a lock of hair left to made her heart distracted".
These stark contrasts contribute to the richness and depth of the story, offering insights into the characters' motivations, emotions, and the complexities of their relationships.
Going though these details, reminded me of some passage in -ch 13/14 were :
In13- XY pamper herself to go to her appointment with Jing. While XL manipulate Ah Nian in order to set her a trap and forcibly get her presence to get airkissed......
But in 14 - it's Xiao Yao who initiate a kiss and insist to put the 15 years promise with Jing back on track. Further contrast: promise of making poison was put back on track by Xiang Liu with no possibility for her to say no -and we have also read how her airkissing him is clearly rejected- she'd rather die. Followed by even More contrast - as she is in Jing arms in ch 14: "her waist was her waist, and her breasts were her breasts, and she could see it extraordinarily distinctly."= which tell us the self awareness of her feminity in Jings arms and her sensing sensuality ("she didn't feel any pain, it gave a chilling feeling".in ch 17with the FFB's action).
Xiao Yao's sudden awareness of her body in precise detail, emphasizing her heightened physical sensations. The imagery of her waist and breasts becoming distinctly visible highlights her acute self-awareness and vulnerability in Jing's presence. This moment of self-revelation is intensified by the physical sensations she experiences, such as sharing the electric shock she feels when Jing pulls her arm and initiate it./
The parallels between Chapters 13/14 and the subsequent interactions with Fang Feng Bei (Xiang Liu) and Jing are striking, revealing contrasting dynamics and emotional experiences for Xiao Yao:
Rekindling of Promises:
In Chapters 13/14, Xiao Yao initiates a kiss with Jing, symbolically reaffirming their 15-year promise and rekindling their emotional connection. This act is a proactive gesture of love and commitment, demonstrating Xiao Yao's agency in their relationship.
Conversely, in the interactions with Xiang Liu, the promise of making poison is put back on track through coercion and manipulation. XL's actions leave Xiao Yao with no possibility to refuse, highlighting the lack of agency and control she has in their relationship. The rejection of a kiss with him further emphasizes Xiao Yao's unwillingness to engage in intimate moments, contrasting sharply with her willingness to initiate affection with Jing.
Self-awareness and Sensuality:
In Chapter 14, Xiao Yao experiences a heightened sense of self-awareness and sensuality in Jing's arms. The vivid imagery of her waist and breasts becoming distinctly visible underscores her acute awareness of her body and vulnerability in Jing's presence. This moment highlights Xiao Yao's emotional intimacy and connection with Jing, as well as her physical attraction to him.
In contrast, the interaction with Xiang Liu in Chapter 13 is marked by coercion, near death torture (drawning) and manipulation, as he uses airsharing to drown Xiao Yao in order to obtain a kiss. This moment lacks the emotional depth and intimacy present in Xiao Yao's interactions with Jing, emphasizing the stark difference in the dynamics between the two relationships.
Overall, the parallels between all these chapters serve to highlight the differing dynamics and emotional experiences in Xiao Yao's relationships with XL/FFB and Jing. While her interactions with Jing are characterized by love, agency, and intimacy, her interactions with XL are marked by coercion, manipulation, and a lack of control. (ch13)"Xiaoyao didn't know why, but she felt like she was sinking to the bottom of the water again, even though she was on the surface of the water, and her chest felt very tight. She suddenly remembered something, took out her wet purse, took out a small jade bottle, poured out a handful of colorful pills, spread them out in the palm of her hand and showed them to Xiang Liu, "Would you like to try them?"
After all, genuine friendships are built on trust, respect, and mutual understanding, receiving and giving -particulary in intimate moments - qualities that can thrive without the complications of manipulation and coercion. We saw that how by marking her, was not ideal...but mostly vital to his health .
Another jelly bean, perhaps?
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WHO - HIDDEN Names, naming & meanings
Chapter 17 - My last analysis & exploration.
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To introduce the subject , here are 3 precedent chapter extract, before I dig into... :)
Extract 1-(ch 16): Xiao Yao remained silent, drew an arrow, put it on the bow, slowly turned around, pointed at Fang Feng Bei's heart, and drew the bow, "Who are you?"
Fangfeng Bei was helpless, "I now live in my future brother-in-law's house, and I see my sister every day. Who else do you think I am besides Fangfeng Bei?"
Looking at him now, he doesn't look like Xiang Liu anymore. Xiaoyao glared at him, "If I find out that you lied to me in the future, I will shoot an arrow in your heart."
Fangfeng Bei laughed, "Who do you want me to be? That friend you want to poison?"
Extract 2-(ch17-seventeen): Masks off .FFB reveal XY he is XL:
The rare elixir I just fed him didn't have any effect.
Xiao Yao suddenly let go of his hand, lay down, and stared blankly at the canopy.
After a while, she finally asked, "Who are you exactly?"
"Who do you want me to be?" Feng Fengbei's voice was very cold.
Xiao Yao didn't say anything, and after a while said, "Whoever you like to be!""
Feng Fengbei half propped himself up, slowly lowered his head, his lips about to touch her neck, Xiao Yao's hand blocked him, "No!" His lips touched her palm.
Feng Fengbei immediately lay back, Xiaoyao lay on his side, handed him his wrist, "Bite here."
"Why not there?" Feng Fengbei's face was very cold.
Xiao Yao began to miss the carefree, humorous Feng Fengbei, "What do you think? Feng Fengbei!"
Extract 3-(ch1):-From now on you are YeSHIQI(Seventeen):
The man sat obediently on the stone steps aside, slowly tore open the licorice, broke off a small piece and put it into his mouth. He was also eating licorice, but his movements were very elegant and noble, making people think that he was not eating licorice, but the spiritual fruit from the sacred mountain.
"Hey, beggar... this is licorice, it's good for your throat." Mazi scratched his head and said to Xiao Liu, "Brother Liu, give him a name. You can't still call him a beggar."
Xiao Liu said: "Just call him Licorice."
"No way!" Ma Zi and Chuan Zi opposed in unison, "Come up with a better name, not like ours."
Xiao Liu slapped himself, "What's wrong with our names?"
"Suitable for us, but... not for him," Chuan Zi earnestly said, with Ma Zi nodding in agreement.
Xiao Liu blinked, looked at the beggar sitting on the stone step, leaned towards Chuan Zi and Ma Zi, pointed at his own nose, and couldn't believe it as he whispered, "Am I worse than him?"
Chuan Zi cautiously asked, "Liu Ge, do you want to hear the truth or a lie?"
Ma Zi comforted, "Liu Ge, some people are born as clouds in the sky, while others are like mud on the ground, there's no comparison. Let's just stick to our roles as the mud on the ground."
Xiao Liu got angry, "I'll call him Mud."
Ma Zi and Chuan Zi immediately said in unison, "No way!"
To prevent the beggar from resenting him in the future because of his name, Ma Zi pleaded, "Liu Ge, at least think of a new one."
Chuan Zi added, "Yeah, yeah, think of a name that sounds as good as Liu Ge's."
Only then did Xiao Liu cheer up, casually picked a herb from the mat used for drying herbs, and threw it to Ma Zi, "Count how many leaves there are, we'll name him based on that."
"One, two, three... seventeen leaves."
Xiao Liu turned and loudly said, "Beggar, from today onwards, you'll be called Seventeen."
Seventeen nodded, Ma Zi and Chuan Zi thought it was alright, and they all greeted Seventeen with smiles.(...Half a year later...)
The old man(Lao Mu) stood behind him and asked, "Who are you?"
In the evening breeze, came the hoarse voice, "I am Seventeen."
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------From the last extract shared from ch 1 extract we witness Xiaoyao's act of naming Seventeen and her willingness to accept him into their group in the clinic and the contrasts with Xiang Liu's struggle to fully reveal his own name- (himself) to her.
The naming of Seventeen represents a gesture of inclusion and compassion, while Xiang Liu's reluctance to disclose his true identity underscores the barriers he faces in seeking acceptance, but moreover, manipulate (not revealing as in ch16 extract).
Naming is also a quite meaningfull act, while a sentence as " be whoever you want to be" is like -i dont care-just- name yourself->Xiaoyao's act of naming Seventeen reflects a deep sense of empathy and care, as she seeks to provide him with a sense of belonging and purpose. Because she care ("only then did Xiao Liu cheer up").
In contrast, Xiang Liu's responses implies a degree of amusement, detachment or resignation towards his own identity, highlighting the internal struggles he faces in defining himself to her.
Naming = Meaningful:
Xiaoyao Naming Seventeen (Yeshiqi):
Xiaoyao's act of naming Seventeen as "Yeshiqi" carries deep significance. By bestowing a name upon him, she not only acknowledges his presence but also grants him a sense of identity and belonging within them and in her own life.
The act of naming represents a form of validation and recognition, signifying Xiaoyao's compassion and willingness to include Seventeen as an integral part of their community.
Additionally, the choice of the name "Yeshiqi" carry further personal and symbolic meanings, reflecting Xiaoyao's perception of Seventeen's character and his journey.
Xiaoyao's Response to Xiang Liu:
When Xiang Liu asks, "Who do you want me to be?" Xiaoyao responds, "Whoever you want to be." This reply suggests her acknowledgment of his struggle with identity and her willingness to grant him autonomy in respons.
However, her response also convey a sense of detachment or indifference, as it implies she doesn't have to be further implicated on the matter concerning=> for who he should be or not.
The later (ch17) Xiaoyao's subsequent actions and demeanor, such as blocking him when he want to bite her further suggest a lack of investment in defining Xiang Liu's identity.
Meaningful Identity vs. Personal Autonomy:
Xiaoyao's act of naming Seventeen demonstrates her desire to provide him with a sense of belonging and significance, offering him a new identity and purpose.
In contrast, her response to Xiang Liu indicate a reluctance to engage in defining his identity, instead preferring to let him determine it himself. As she seek honesty: The man wore a mask - Xiaoyao smiled bitterly .
The comparison between Xiaoyao's act of naming Seventeen and her response to Xiang Liu's struggle with naming himself to her - by extention, struggles with his own identity highlights the different ways in which she expresses her empathy and compassion. While naming Seventeen represents a deliberate gesture of inclusion and recognition, her response to Xiang Liu indicate a sense of detachment mixed with fear, expecting him to define himself on his own terms without her interference.
Contrasting Dynamics :
Dependency vs. Empowerment:
Xiang Liu/FFBei exhibits a sense of dependency on Xiaoyao for validation and clarity regarding his identity, reflecting his internal struggle and uncertainty.
In contrast, the beggar's naming reflects a sense of empowerment and affirmation, as Xiaoyao and her friends proactively seek to provide him with an identity a sense of belonging and embracing.
The act of naming and inclusion carries significant weight in the narrative, particularly in how it affects the characters' sense of belonging and identity. Let's refine the comparison:
Xiaoyao's Act of Naming vs. Xiang Liu's Struggle with Identity
Xiaoyao's Empowerment through Naming:
When Xiaoyao names the beggar (Tushan Jing), she not only assigns him a name but also extends a sense of belonging and recognition within their group. This act represents a profound gesture of inclusion and compassion, as she actively gives him a place in her life and affirms his existence. Independent of indebtedness or obligation, freely. This very freedom allows Tushan Jing to re define himself on his own terms and pursue his own goals and aspirations, unencumbered by a sense of indebtedness to her.
By bestowing a name upon him, Xiaoyao and her friends validate his humanity and recognize his worth, offering him a newfound sense of identity and purpose within their community=> through naming him, they accept him for who he truly is, recognizing his intrinsic worth as a person - He is who he is.
Xiang Liu's Struggle with Identity:
In contrast, Xiang Liu's struggle with identity: "Who do you want me to be, particularly through his Fang Feng Bei persona, reflects his failed attempts to establish a place for himself in Xiaoyao's life. Despite his efforts to embody Fang Feng Bei and integrate into her world, he ultimately grapples with internal conflicts and is unable to find genuine acceptance or belonging.
Xiang Liu's manipulation and deception, while aimed at securing a place in Xiaoyao's life, ultimately fail to establish a meaningful connection based on trust and authenticity. Seeking to exert control over Xiao Yao's perceptions and desires by forcing her to confront his own expectations and desires regarding his identity - is not what she want to hear and deal with.
Further Analysis:
Difference in Inclusion and Recognition:
The difference between Xiaoyao's act of naming the beggar and Xiang Liu's struggle with identity lies in the authenticity of inclusion and recognition. While Xiaoyao actively extends a sense of belonging to the beggar through naming early in chapter 1, Xiang Liu's attempts to establish his place in Xiaoyao's life are fraught with manipulation and deception.
Xiaoyao's genuine compassion and empathy contrast with Xiang Liu's flawed attempts to secure acceptance, highlighting the importance of authenticity and sincerity in fostering meaningful connections.
TWO YEARS - TWO IDENTITY
SHIQI will LEARN medical Herbs from XIAO LIU for 2 Years.
Extract (ch1):
More than two years later, Shiqi still looks thin, but he is surprisingly strong. He can carry water, chop firewood, plant medicine, and grind medicine. He especially has a very good memory. Mazi and Chuanzi have been following Xiao Liu for more than ten years, and they still can't remember many herbs. But Shi Qi is different. No matter what herbs they are, he can remember them firmly as long as Xiao Liu explains them to him. Gradually, Xiaoliu took him with him wherever he went. He was strong, had a good memory, and was taciturn. He would do whatever he was told, and he was simply his first choice partner for killing people, setting fires, and doing bad things.
FFB TEACH XiaoYao archery skills for 2 YEARS:
Extract (Ch17)-It has been two years since the day he taught her archery.
In the past two years, the two of them played together in every corner of Xuanyuan City. He sometimes disappeared and sometimes appeared, casually. Xiaoyao felt that they could continue playing like this forever because their attitudes were so similar.
Textual Parallels:
Two-Year Timeframe: Both Shiqi and Xiang Liu engage in activities with their partners over a two-year period, indicating a parallel in the duration of their interactions and relationships.
Skill Acquisition and Growth: Shiqi learns medical herbs and practical skills, while Xiang Liu teaches Xiaoyao archery. Both demonstrate dedication to their partners through skill development and shared activities.
Partnership Dynamics: Shiqi becomes Xiao Liu's valuable partner (the clinic is runned way more efficiently), accompanying him wherever he goes and assisting in various tasks. Similarly, Xiang Liu spends time with Xiaoyao, engaging in many various activities and strengthening their bond.
Conclusion 1:
In conclusion, the development of these themes highlights the importance of authenticity, compassion, and empathy in fostering meaningful relationships. Xiaoyao's genuine compassion and inclusive nature empower those around her and strengthen bonds within their community. In contrast, Xiang Liu's struggle with clearly establishing his identity and reliance on manipulation underscore the consequences of insincerity, marked by twists and turns- and the importance of authenticity in building genuine connections. As the narrative unfolds, these themes continue to shape the dynamics of their relationships and the characters' journeys toward understanding and acceptance.
Xiang Liu's actions, such as interrupting Xiao Yao's romantic moments with Tushan Jing and infiltrating her life as Fang Feng Bei, manifest a sens of jealousy, possessiveness, and a desire for being the one in control. The voodoo bug, through which he can sense Xiao Yao's feelings for Tushan Jing and track the movements of his rival Zhuan Xu, further underscores his intrusive and manipulative behavior. This not only underscores his possessiveness but also his willingness to go to extreme lengths to maintain a sense of control over Xiao Yao's life.
From this perspective, Xiang Liu's behavior aligns with traits commonly associated with possessive and controlling individuals in relationships. His actions highlight the complex dynamics between him and Xiao Yao, characterized by manipulation, jealousy, and a struggle for dominance. Putting this aside his prime mather and interest => Loyalty to Gong gong cause and repeated temptative of Zhuan Xu assassinations - His line from ch.16: "Hope is a lie from the start" chapter 16 illustrate perfectly his
The "who do you want me to be?" from Xiang Liu carries in itself all the ambiguity. On one hand, it could be interpreted as a genuine inquiry, reflecting his willingness to adapt or change for Xiao Yao-BUT: given Xiang Liu's manipulative nature and tendency to control situations, the question is completly ironic. His question is loaded with subtext. It implies that he is capable of morphing into whatever persona Xiao Yao desires, not out of genuine concern for her preferences, but rather as a means of manipulation. By posing this question, he subtly asserts his control over the narrative of their relationship, suggesting that he can tailor his identity to fit whatever role she wish to envisions for him - a wish he cannot trully fufill as his own wishes are deadly striking elsewere. While he presents himself as flexible and accommodating, his underlying motives are rooted in a desire for his own goals. The WHO, who expressed himself here is an ironic loophole. Akin to opening a Pandora's box. In asking this question, Xiang Liu presents himself as a blank canvas, seemingly offering Xiao Yao the opportunity to define his identity according to her desires. However, Xiang Liu's "who" is not a shifting construct, he is the General of the residual rebel army.- and he is fully all of them with loyalty. There is no "who" , even less a one that i allow you to name to be ". As he said in ch 16: "Hope is a lie from the start" illustrate it perfectly.
Conclusion 2:Chapter 17 Absence of Tushan Jing:
The absence of Tushan Jing in Chapter 17, juxtaposed with the significance of his name "Seventeen," reflects the underlying themes of identity, desires, absence, and longing in Lost You Forever.
Throughout this discussion, I've try to explore the relationships between various characters in the story - and the ways in which they define themselves and want to relate to one another.
Tushan Jing's meaningfull absence in Chapter 17 serves as a reminder of his presence in Xiao Yao's life and the impact he has on her (ex.the strenght she get from his wine longely developped in previous post, his sensual hair lock etc...). As Seventeen/Yeshiqi, a freely given, and adopted name : I AM YESHIQI - he metaphoricly symbolize liberation, freedom from the whole chapter title: Going Round and Round Along a Distant Path -underscoring his clarity and inner peace .Tong Hua allow his character to fully personalize Xiao Yao's hope amidst the tumultuous journey and the further twisted long path to go. It simply reflect Tushan Jing/Yeshiqi(17) role in Xiao Yao's life and the story as a whole.
17- A Metaphorical Representation of Liberation and Inner Peace:
Tushan Jing's role as Seventeen/Yeshiqi metaphorically symbolizes liberation and inner peace. By embracing this new identity, he transcends the constraints of his past and embraces a sense of clarity and purpose. As such he is the personification of freedom. His only tie is her in his heart. Seventeen as part of Tushan Jing , and his name giver Xiao Yao are the only persona in the story that can define who they really wants to be and how they want to live their life and fufill it. This act of self-determination empowers him to break free from the limitations imposed by others and forge his own path forward. It's Xiao Yao gift. The chapter title, "Going Round and Round Along a Distant Path," underscores this journey of self-discovery and transformation. Despite the twists and turns they encounter along the way, Tushan Jing's presence, even in his absence, fill Xiao Yao with a sense of direction and hope for the future. Because in embracing this identity, he gained a deeper understanding of himself and his place in the world. What is important, what is not. Who - he - is. This clarity of purpose provides him with a sense of inner peace and fulfillment, anchoring him amidst the uncertainties of the long journey ahead. He is the beautifull hidden gem of this chapter. It's very body: Just as the body contain the essence of a person, Tushan Jing's character through 17 - encapsulates the essence of liberation, inner peace, and self-discovery within the story, he enriching it with his profound and peacefull presence. Tushan Jing, in return of Xiao Yao gift, seeks to reciprocateher, by offering Xiao Yao everything that the name "Yeshiqi" represents. Their exchange of gifts goes beyond mere words or gestures, reflecting a deeper understanding and appreciation of each other's true selves. This time, it was simply contained in 2 bottles.
(drama added the rainbow) -Thanks for reading!.
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