Ohh I was referring to A Lan, not Linglong lol
So someone provided a very good explanation on ep 47. At least made me feel better about it.
The theme that the Love & Redemption screenwriter wants to express is salvation. For SF and XJ, one of them is God and the other is a demon.
Xuanji is the demon star. It is not just that she has a hostile spirit (Li Qi) hidden in her body. In the previous 9 lives, Sifeng died because of her hostility, but he also reduced her hostility each time. Although XJ seems to be carefree and innocent in this lifetime. Sifeng is the key that begin her hostility in this lifetime. When she became the god of war on ep 10, she had no sense of mind. Sifeng was able to awake her up when he called out her name. He can reduce her hostility but he can also arouse it.
What she cares about deception is actually not only deception. The point is Sifeng’s deception. Sifeng can resolve the hostility in her heart because he is the existence of redemption in her mind and the source of her belief. Once this is broken, she will once again return back to the God of War a thousand years ago with murder intents. It will be more fatal if she changes back to Mosha Xing.
So she didn't really care about the justice views of the sects, but Sifeng's deceit shattered her rebuilding believes.
Some people might think she cares about Haochen way too much, that's why she wanted to kill Sifeng. Actually, it is not. Haochen's death is just the last straw that crushed her. In fact, her focus is on Sifeng. She had illusions before, but Haochen's death told her that Sifeng was deceiving her from start to finish, she was turning into a demon. Remember there was a ep where Siming said God of war' pillar was growing hostility.
In fact, the deception of other people doesn't have that great effect on her at all. Haochen is just a tool here. Either when the misunderstanding is solved, Haochen's deception doesn't have much effect on her because only Si Feng is the key.
So, God loves the world but demon is only concerned with one person. That's why XJ was yelling over and over again why did SF lied to her at the scene of Qinggu. She still helped him until ep 42 when SF said he would lied to her thousand times to get what he wants. Although she has a loving family and friends around her and it appears she cares a lot about them. Her love for them and cares about them is only surface level. In fact,the essence of Asura made heart only care about Sifeng. She only cares about Sifeng’s deception, everything else can be overlooked.
If Sifeng was not so sincere, as long as he is willing to lie to her and brainwashing like Haochen, the effect will be several times stronger than Haochen. As long as he doesn't tell the truth, even if all the evidence is in front of her, XJ will still believe him. Which is why she said that as long as he said he was not a demon, she would believe it.
It was obvious that everyone in Lize Palace are demon. But as long as Sifeng says no, she will believe it. Sifeng wanted to protect her and admits that he lied to her and he is a demon. This is a critical, other things aren't important. Demons are extreme. Extreme love will also lead to extreme reactions.
Regarding why Hao Chen deliberately wanted to kill Sifeng in the end, even at the expense of even killing XJ, is it really just because of love?
Because only he knows the truth about Mosha Xing and that she is Luo Hou Jidu, and Si Feng has too much influence on her. Hao Chen knows well that he has lost control of her. Although on the surface he is pulling Xuanji to the right side, but in fact, as long as Sifeng does not die, the hidden danger will always be there.
Therefore, since it is impossible to ensure that Sifeng is killed, he can only be relieved by killkng Xuanji together. The DiJu is paranoid and suspicious person. A thousand years ago, he did not believe in Luo Hou Jidu, and after a thousand years he did not believe in Sifeng. He thought he was doing what's the best thing for the Three Realms. As it turned out, he is right. The glass lamp will be broke because of Sifeng.
After understanding these logics, the plot of the past few days was completely clear.
I hope I translate this right