LunaticLady

But he told Ray that his mom told him about his dad, and then he found out his dad was working at that bar. So doesn't it mean he found the bar by himself? 🤔

I was kinda confused in that scene though. If he didn't know his father's name, how could he find him? Or he just didn't know his nickname? 🤔

No more drama for SandRay after this please... I just want Sand to be happy 😢

I heard Cooking Crush is included in WeTV 2024 though, doesn't that mean it'll be released next year? 🤔

Well, as long as there's nothing indicating that on the show, I won't make that assumption. Of course I might've missed some things, but as far as I remember there's nothing indicating that. I always try not to make any assumption while following a story, it's just my way to stay objective, and it also might hinder me from totally immersing myself into the story. So everything I said is always only based on their actions and words, which I try to break down the reasons behind in order to understand them, never more.

Regarding that, I think he really loved Mew though. If it wasn't love, it wouldn't hurt him that much, and he wouldn't be hurting for so long. It's just that feelings can change, just like people can. Well, it's just what I think from what I see though. I might be wrong, who knows.

The world is unfair anyway, why would you put fairness over your own happiness? Life is short after all, even more so a series. I'd rather Sand to be happy as long as he can.

I believe that heart and brain are completely separate entities. The brain is totally in our control, it only works in the way we know. Heart, however, is never in our control, that's how sometimes we can't even describe our own feelings. It's up to us whether we want to look into it and give a name to those feelings or completely ignore it. It's like how we usually move our bodies knowingly, but there are also times when we move before we know it. That's our heart taking control of our body, and which shows that it's capable to take control of our brain without us knowing. Well, that's just me though.

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When you love someone for years, a painful one at that, it's hard to get over it. Those feelings are etched so deep into your brain and heart that even if your heart have someone else already, your brain might be slow to catch up to that change because somehow you kind of identify yourself by those feelings already, and you'll need quite some time for the wound and scars to really heal.

Ikr, this series is so interesting because there are so many layers in each scenes and characters. For me, who prefers character-driven stories to plot-driven one, this is heaven.

I think it's a sign that he wanted to try living his live. He used to not care whether he lived or died, but he said he wanted to go around the world with Sand. So he might want to try living to see that future.

I think his anger is not so much about him refusing to have sex with him, but more about the frustration in knowing that Mew could never move on from Top and love him. He was already leaning towards Sand, that was why he wasn't panicked over Top having the evidence against him. But his attachment made it hard for him to let go of Mew, so he initiated sex to really make sure of Mew's feelings. It was a turning point where he admitted that him and Mew would never work out and decided to go full speed ahead towards Sand. It's not that I'm justifying his actions, I'm just saying it might be not as simple as people make it to be.

I guess it just signified how pessimistic he was towards life and that dying meant nothing to him. Tbh if I have to say, he had been living like a zombie, neither dying nor alive, numb against his surroundings. That's why he's so selfish and careless. But by promising a future involving Sand, I think it meant that he wanted to try living his life, with Sand.

I think his anger is not so much about him refusing to have sex with him, but more about it was a proof that Mew could never move on from Top. He was already leaning towards Sand, that was why he wasn't panicked over Top having the evidence against him. But he was still confused because he didn't want to let Mew go, so he initiated sex to really make sure of Mew's feelings. It was a turning point where he admitted that him and Mew would never work out and decided to go full speed ahead towards Sand. It's not that I'm justifying his actions, I'm just saying it's not as simple as people make it to be.

Lol me too 🤣🤣🤣

He didn't do anything wrong, but it won't help if he wants to convince Mew of his loyalty. What's right and wrong can be determined by ethics, but the world isn't just black and white.

Unlike us who watched the whole series, Nick doesn't know how Boston actually feels towards Top. He just saw how hung up Boston was over Top to the point of betraying his own friend, so it's natural to think Boston like him and that he was only with Nick because Top didn't want him. That's why he started working out and changed his fashion style to be like Top, hoping Boston would like him too.

My heart has been with Sand since the start of the series, but it's split now since my respect towards Mew keeps on growing, especially after his revenge against Boston. I like how he brought up Sand first and is sincerely happy for Ray. I also like how he owned up to his mistake yet also emphasized that what Ray did was still wrong despite that. I actually hoped for Ray to struggle more before Sand accepts him, but as long as Sand is happy, I'm happy too. If Ray is his happiness, let him be. Life is short after all, even more so this series. I'm glad since I can see him being happy longer instead of being brokenhearted the whole series. As long as Ray changes for the better and treats Sand well to make up for everything he has done to him, it's fine by me. The friendship between Sand and Nick is my favorite though, I'm glad they didn't turn it into something toxic.

Seeing the preview of the next episode, it seems like my guess about Boston is right. He's actually greedy for love, yet he doesn't want to commit maybe because he thinks it's bothersome. But he still yearned to be loved, that was why he felt comfortable with Nick and was jealous of Mew and Ray. And he himself didn't even realize that, he just acted by impulse. Atom also loved him, but the difference between Nick and Atom is that Nick loved him unconditionally, while Atom demanded him to change into a person he wanted which might be one of the reason why he thinks love is bothersome. Yeah, go and be happy, just stop being an asshole already.