who does XY actually love? i thought i read somewhere that she loves XL but he was always mean to her bc they…
Their loyal to opposing sides and XY doesn't want to make the same choices her mother made. XY would never betray Xuan or her grandpa which in the novel she describes as her "only remaining blood family". XL is never going to betray Gonggong who saved him. So it will never work out cause in order for it to work one of them needs to betray the people they are so fiercely loyal to.
who does XY actually love? i thought i read somewhere that she loves XL but he was always mean to her bc they…
XL was saved by Gonggong who is in charge of the resistant army. He's extremely loyal to him and would never betray him because of it. XY on the other hand is extremely loyal to Xuan. As such, they are on opposite sides. Plus, Xuan and the Yellow Emperor have tried several times to compromise with XL and get him to come to their side but he refuses because of his loyalty and because he's been fighting with these men and burying their bodies for so long. He can't just jump ship now just because he loves XY. So he goes out of his way to crush all her hope and reminds her that it will never happen basically. So I guess, you could take it as she loves XL more if you want? But personally...based on how she reacted to their deaths, I feel like the love is equal. That's just my interpretation though. Everyone gets different things from it.
who does XY actually love? i thought i read somewhere that she loves XL but he was always mean to her bc they…
No, ability is referring to being able to make things happen. Not being weak etc. Can actually go after what they want full force. Can apply themselves. As for who she loves most between them, I honestly feel like at that point in the novel it really depends on the way you look at it. Personally I think she loves them both equally but she expresses her loves to Jing more outwardly because it's not a losing game/lost cause. If she went after Xiang they would have the same fate as her parents. It was doomed from the start. That's why a lot of people describe him as her soulmate and jing as her boyfriend. As for the xuan thing, he was in the running before she met jing and xiang but then so many things happened. That's why he's dubbed her "secret lover". So honestly it's up to you cause there are so many ways of looking at ranking her love but either way it's very clear (to me at least) that she loves all three.
who does XY actually love? i thought i read somewhere that she loves XL but he was always mean to her bc they…
In the novel she loves all three of them based on what I have read. There's a part after Xuan does something really really bad and he basically asks her if there was ever a chance and she says before she saved/met Jing there was no Jing, only him. So basically if he hadn't sacrificed her the way he did may be. As for XL, after another major event when he forces her to leave with him, he asked her if she wants to marry Jing. She says yes. Then he asks her if there is anyone else and she can't answer. She gets a very bad headache cause she's trying to suppress her feelings for XL. There are a lot of other things that happen too and her reaction to them and some things she says show she loves XL. So yeah, in the novel she loves all three of them. She doesn't love Xuan as much romantically as she does Jing and XL but she still does love him.
Oh also, there's a part where she's talking to Fenglong thanking him for being her "anchor" and she basically she's met 2 people that she could have potentially spent her life with but "one [has] feeling[s] but without ability and one [has] ability but without feelings". She's talking about XL and Jing.
Something from the novel that I skim-read about cangxuan that I thought was so...funny but wtf at the same time.
So there's a part where FengLong's sister is ranting to XY about how she took something from her (xuan) and she talks about when they got married and how he wouldn't touch her. And when xuan finally did it was passionate and amazing but then she heard him call out XY's name. WTF is wrong with this man y'all 🤣🤣🤣🙃🙃🙃 why would he do that?! He's so crusty.
The happy ending of my dream: XY decides to stay in Jade Mt for 200 years to recover her spiritual powers. XL…
Lmao, I love this ending. My own version:
XY decides to stay in Jade Mt for 200 years to recover her spiritual powers and while this is happening, Gonggong does something that makes it justifiable for XL to abandon the soldiers and join XY. They lives happily ever after as a powerful demon couple and Jing as her concubine. The end. 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣So XL first wife, Jing second.
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As for who she loves most between them, I honestly feel like at that point in the novel it really depends on the way you look at it. Personally I think she loves them both equally but she expresses her loves to Jing more outwardly because it's not a losing game/lost cause. If she went after Xiang they would have the same fate as her parents. It was doomed from the start. That's why a lot of people describe him as her soulmate and jing as her boyfriend. As for the xuan thing, he was in the running before she met jing and xiang but then so many things happened. That's why he's dubbed her "secret lover". So honestly it's up to you cause there are so many ways of looking at ranking her love but either way it's very clear (to me at least) that she loves all three.
Oh also, there's a part where she's talking to Fenglong thanking him for being her "anchor" and she basically she's met 2 people that she could have potentially spent her life with but "one [has] feeling[s] but without ability and one [has] ability but without feelings". She's talking about XL and Jing.
XY decides to stay in Jade Mt for 200 years to recover her spiritual powers and while this is happening, Gonggong does something that makes it justifiable for XL to abandon the soldiers and join XY. They lives happily ever after as a powerful demon couple and Jing as her concubine. The end. 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣So XL first wife, Jing second.