the weight of wearing a white coat
I actually saw the recommendation for The Heart 2 before The Heart...needless to say, I saw one random clip and decided I will binge both series in the span of 2-3 days....
I think there are periods where my dream of being able to throw a white coat over put these rose colored glasses over my eyes and want me to see all the beauty that is being able to save lives, decrease burden and better quality of life. While there are many moments that crash down my expectations of what practicing medicine means in real life, this is one instance where I am reminded of the weight that comes with such a career.
Obviously it isn't reality, so there is no ethics committee but how hard some choices are and how helpless one can feel are real. Lin Yi needed some therapy (or like a really long vacation...far away from the hospital) if you ask me. He gets dropped of at this hospital by his mentor Dr. Cao. His father, brother and his nephew...well it is unfortunate. The worse part though, is he is alive and in a position to understand the condition and help tons of other people with the hands of a genius. How must it feel to be called a genius but unable to save the people so close to you. Being brilliant does not protect anyone from grief. I wouldn't want to hear about how much I inspired someone or even how talented I am cause at that point...does it even mean anything? His talent becomes another source of guilt. If his hands can help so many people, why could they not help the people he loved? To run tirelessly against a fate that always finds its way. Then he his department head...the poor guy. It is no wonder he just put on headphones and walked away.
That being said, he was a jerk at times, immature, and arrogant. I think he came a far way from the sprout that was season 1. But I also think it was realistic to show the regression along with such a traumatizing event. Swallowing and suffocating in such despair, helplessness, guilt, dread, sadness, and denial...I don't think that one can truly stay the same. That fact that he was able to find himself and what be stood for...to make choices based on that after all the wrong turns...was what made him brave. I am glad he was able to find himself again and I liked the ending. He, like everyone else alive, is deserving of happiness.
He also modeled this display of stubborn, unwavering standard towards his patients...well very wavering actually. But he is constantly shrouded by this sense of responsibility, justice, and righteousness. The idea that being a doctor isn't enough. That one should also be a kind and compassionate physician. That he works hard and practiced his sutures, that he is soft even when whining and saying harsh words, that he too drowns himself in work to avoid feeling. God those bows he did...While some scenes...the acting could have been better. I still enjoyed it.
I think the villain of this was fascinating. I wasn't a huge fan of how they did everything but the equipment vendors, the money....the constant show of temptation, conflicts in interest...yes lots of people did bad things...lots of people do bad things...but I don't think that means they aren't capable of good. One can be someone I root for or thank and still...choose something that I don't agree with. I felt like it was a shame for how some characters ended up. But I also understood the idea of doing the right thing in the face of the bigger walls and barriers. In face of the easier roads. I think the whole drama had that theme. Constantly challenging the characters and showing their character through their choices. Well...I would say that is life really. Just because you know it is wrong....people don't always choose what is right. Sometimes a choice is just a choice.
Even our zhao director had moments of temptation. What would be so bad about closing my eyes to this? What can I do in the face of performance metrics and bed count? A character can be devoted to patients, principled, hardworking, and still be swayed. Someone who is so kind and sunshine can become exhausted.
Do I like 2 more than 1...I am not really sure. I was heartbroken, inspired, frustrated, and attached to both. Is this a medical drama that I enjoyed? Yes. I do think...Lin Yi will be joining a list of characters I really like. Not because I loved every version, ever action or second of him. I think he was human and by the end... his EQ went form 1 to at least 12 ahah. Like Department head Sheng...i think I just wanted to protect the innocence and cleanliness of the boy that was so focused on surgery.
Oh his surgery team (i love you guy) If the sky falls, they will all hold it up together.
I think there are periods where my dream of being able to throw a white coat over put these rose colored glasses over my eyes and want me to see all the beauty that is being able to save lives, decrease burden and better quality of life. While there are many moments that crash down my expectations of what practicing medicine means in real life, this is one instance where I am reminded of the weight that comes with such a career.
Obviously it isn't reality, so there is no ethics committee but how hard some choices are and how helpless one can feel are real. Lin Yi needed some therapy (or like a really long vacation...far away from the hospital) if you ask me. He gets dropped of at this hospital by his mentor Dr. Cao. His father, brother and his nephew...well it is unfortunate. The worse part though, is he is alive and in a position to understand the condition and help tons of other people with the hands of a genius. How must it feel to be called a genius but unable to save the people so close to you. Being brilliant does not protect anyone from grief. I wouldn't want to hear about how much I inspired someone or even how talented I am cause at that point...does it even mean anything? His talent becomes another source of guilt. If his hands can help so many people, why could they not help the people he loved? To run tirelessly against a fate that always finds its way. Then he his department head...the poor guy. It is no wonder he just put on headphones and walked away.
That being said, he was a jerk at times, immature, and arrogant. I think he came a far way from the sprout that was season 1. But I also think it was realistic to show the regression along with such a traumatizing event. Swallowing and suffocating in such despair, helplessness, guilt, dread, sadness, and denial...I don't think that one can truly stay the same. That fact that he was able to find himself and what be stood for...to make choices based on that after all the wrong turns...was what made him brave. I am glad he was able to find himself again and I liked the ending. He, like everyone else alive, is deserving of happiness.
He also modeled this display of stubborn, unwavering standard towards his patients...well very wavering actually. But he is constantly shrouded by this sense of responsibility, justice, and righteousness. The idea that being a doctor isn't enough. That one should also be a kind and compassionate physician. That he works hard and practiced his sutures, that he is soft even when whining and saying harsh words, that he too drowns himself in work to avoid feeling. God those bows he did...While some scenes...the acting could have been better. I still enjoyed it.
I think the villain of this was fascinating. I wasn't a huge fan of how they did everything but the equipment vendors, the money....the constant show of temptation, conflicts in interest...yes lots of people did bad things...lots of people do bad things...but I don't think that means they aren't capable of good. One can be someone I root for or thank and still...choose something that I don't agree with. I felt like it was a shame for how some characters ended up. But I also understood the idea of doing the right thing in the face of the bigger walls and barriers. In face of the easier roads. I think the whole drama had that theme. Constantly challenging the characters and showing their character through their choices. Well...I would say that is life really. Just because you know it is wrong....people don't always choose what is right. Sometimes a choice is just a choice.
Even our zhao director had moments of temptation. What would be so bad about closing my eyes to this? What can I do in the face of performance metrics and bed count? A character can be devoted to patients, principled, hardworking, and still be swayed. Someone who is so kind and sunshine can become exhausted.
Do I like 2 more than 1...I am not really sure. I was heartbroken, inspired, frustrated, and attached to both. Is this a medical drama that I enjoyed? Yes. I do think...Lin Yi will be joining a list of characters I really like. Not because I loved every version, ever action or second of him. I think he was human and by the end... his EQ went form 1 to at least 12 ahah. Like Department head Sheng...i think I just wanted to protect the innocence and cleanliness of the boy that was so focused on surgery.
Oh his surgery team (i love you guy) If the sky falls, they will all hold it up together.
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