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Not surprised, I do love people watching through their ass as usual 🤣🤣🤣 I guess unless dad wouldn’t stand with an axe above Wayu, they wouldn’t guess. Yeah, grow a spine, let your dad who has almost all the power to erase him 💀 it’s not like Wayu calls him the best man he’s ever encountered for no reason. He’s more man than many. I also just wanna say that I’m hella proud how Krit didn’t grow up an abuser in a family like this. He easily could have with a dad like that, he was also beaten by dad and gaslighted by mom his whole life. The man has more mental strength than most. And only Wayu knows how much torture it was for him to potentially give him up to live happily with someone else. For someone like him it’s the most painful thing ever. From all the crazies he’s the most sacrificial one tbh 😭😭😭

fighting till the end in your opinion was letting his dad shoot Wayu? 🤣 like no one could’ve predicted this, even Wayu himself, it’s not about your regular thing about cutting parents off that usually happens, they gladly almost not visit them after getting back together in the book. he just didn’t want to risk Wayu’s well-being, bc idk what sane person would. In what ass world would you be fully prepared for this outcome?

Leaving here after break up quotes from the novel from both parties, just to let you all cry even more and to let everyone know how much they love each other ❤️❤️💔

“You want me to tell him the truth, Rose?!!! If he knew the truth, he would never let me go. And then what? I can’t keep him safe, I can’t make him happy. You want me to selfishly keep him by my side to watch him suffer every single day? What kind of love is that?” Krit’s usual cold facade fell apart, voice heavy with emotions that were on the edge of explosion.
“So you’ll make yourself a heartless bastard so Wayu would live better. But tell me….does it make it better for you too?”
Krit didn’t answer. He didn’t say that telling Wayu that he doesn’t want him anymore felt like stabbing himself with every word.

Wayu’s thoughts after he realizes what kind of man Krit’s dad is are actually the most accurate, couldn’t formulate it better than him:
“Why didn’t he asks me just once if I wanted to break up with him? If I wanted to move on and love someone else while he’s suffering alone? Did he think I was that weak? Just the thought of him dying while seeing me with someone else shattered my heart. Maybe his reasoning was more mature and more grounded in reality but to me even if his family didn’t accept us, even if we couldn’t be together, even if all I could do was loving him from afar I’d still choose to love ONLY HIM. He grew up in a seemingly perfect family, but it’s all a lie. When people who should care about your feelings DON’T, you’re alone. He was completely alone in this world. If his family refused to accept us, Krit shouldn’t have beared this all alone. I was so heartbroken and angry that I wept.”

Wayu’s thoughts after the break up when he didn’t know the reason are actually the sweetest: “I still couldn’t believe he left me. How was I supposed to accept this? He was the warmest, kindest man I ever met. I never realised someone’s love could bring me so much happiness until I met him. His tenderness, his embrace, his touch, his kisses, his calm soft voice, his smile when he looked at me, how strong and secure he made me feel. He was a dream come true. I still couldn’t believe any of his words. He broke up with me and it hurt like hell. I couldn’t accept it because it made no sense, his words didn’t match with everything that was between us and everything I felt. I knew people could fall out of love, but there should some signs or warnings, not something sudden like this as if you’re sleeping peacefully and then waking up with a shock. I refuse to let things stay so unclear. Left me standing there like an idiot, I’m devastated. Bring me the evidence of not loving me anymore and explain properly.”

“Bring me the evidence of not loving me anymore” lmaoooooooo 🤣 He was sweetest confused angel, but then after facing the dad actually got so furious yelled so hard I was applauding internally. Even Rose will get scared 🤣

sadly theres mentioned in the end of the third epilogue I think that they do have dinner with Krit’s parents only once a month though (his dad can’t handle more lmao) and that Krit‘s dad can’t stand to be in one room with Wayu even after two years but Wayu said he doesn’t care he will try to charm him slowly. why idk, but he mostly joking that he doesn’t give much fucks bc I quote “why would I be upset about him, look at my boyfriend. strong handsome, kind, INSANELY good in bed” it’s really his quote so they basically let his dad suffer lmao

you’ll have to hug me in the chat while I’m editing, I’m gonna cry about our lunatic slowly dying without his air 😭😭😭

For me the most scary part about Krit’s dad was actually that he might just prefer him dead than gay. Bc in the book he also said that he’d rather shoot Krit, Wayu and then himself too than see this and even after Krit was almost dying and they asked him “do you really think your son being like this is better?” he just stayed silent. And in general I didn’t feel like he had loved him even before that when he was in his eyes supposedly “normal” and everything he wanted. I didn’t see even drop of love in this family at all even when he was in his eyes perfect. Usually homophobic parents have at least some drop of something, it’s rarely this bad. I wanted to sob about this bottles of juice that Wayu brought too.

But yes, I totally agree with you on that most disgusting part of “we’re doing it out of love”. Like Krit’s mom after he hit him saying “try to understand your dad”, like what????? Even… what????!

fuck them both for being so good 💔

yeah this time waiting is gonna be extra tough 😭😭😭

Don’t wanna fucking watch Krit on his “let me die” destruction route, I’m gonna flip the fuck out like Wayu 😭😭😭 Did you ask him if he wants to be safe and happy while you will try to kill yourself? I will not survive this arc.

“Your one and only flaw is that you never say how you feel, captain.” Indeed.

Masochist too, with your possessive ass still watching over him 😩 I can’t even start imagining how he feels. He can’t stand when someone touches him. Put your 12th cigarette down, sir.

I will never understand how your kid harming himself is better than him being gay, someone needs to explain it to me.

I feel really bad for my precious Wayu, but for Krit my heart just really breaks. Wayu at least have a large support group and a lot of people who love him for who he is. Krit on the other hand besides Rose has no one. And as much as I love her it’s really not much help in such situation. And the choice of his dad ruining Wayu’s life or worse is not really a choice.

He and Wayu are also despite loving each other the most psychologically are a bit different and to Krit this break up is more like straight up death. He doesn’t have an option of moving on.

“He doesn’t want me anymore” 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 why tf I’m rewatching this, they’re killing me both crying like someone died 😭😭😭😭😭

I also think probably most likely Ice, but Foei would be fire reveal though, I also when I was mad at her last week after pressing Wayu thought she might, I’m up for crazy but sadly I doubt they’ll go there 🤣

Selfishly? The whole point was that he did it bc his dad threatened to destroy Wayu, that’s why Wayu is gonna be so mad about it after he finds out, they even flashed out it twice in the episode. Krit did stand his ground. He said he likes man and nothing is gonna change that.

cried like a bitch for 50 minutes and wanted to smoke a whole pack of cigarettes like Krit 😭😭😭

+1000 points to Foei, sorry I dissed you after ep8, you were just checking if our baby Wayu is sure about his decision ❤️❤️❤️
+1000 points to Wayu for putting his foot down and leaving his mom in jail, I’ve never cheered so much!!!!!
+100000 points into writing Wayu quitting the host job in a way that all idiots understood that it is truly his decision and bless whoever changed it that he quit before getting health problems like in the book 😭❤️❤️❤️

Krit, you have no idea how mad is gonna be your baby when he finds out that you left him bc your dad threatened to kill him and how much he’s gonna cry for you after that. Mind you dad said he’s gonna shoot him in the book. I really don’t understand what to do in such situations when your dad has so much power and it’s not like you can go to the police and tell them “my dad threatens my boyfriend” 💀💀💀 flee the country maybe?

Tai, I love you a lot, but at times you really say things I’d rather you didn’t. Tf did you salt the wound and tell him that he has nothing good to offer to Wayu, if he heard that he would smack you so hard you’s fly away 😭😭😭

Wayu being able to read Krit’s bullshit and not accepting this ass answer is top lol I might be crying my eyes out for two days but I’m not accepting this idiocity 🤣 💯

Mind, I can’t stand you, you don’t understand the word no. GTFO with your nice guy thingy. Wayu, honey, pls, that’s clearly not friendly

I’m kinda scared bc this particular Friday doesn’t look good nor for Love of Silom (my number 1 bbs), nor for Love Upon a Time, and Double Helix will be worse than usual (even tho I’m immune to that one already after years), like I’m picky and only continued watching these three and this weekend looks like a bad one for me 🤣💀 like can you not go angst galore at the same time pls

leave them be, they keep going with “I’ve been watching bls for 15 years”, but can’t tell two different actors apart 🤣🤣🤣 I’m still laughing about your Wayu being a lovely rider yesterday, so good 😭😭😭 he did ride him well 🌚💀 plus I’m kinda honored this person is so dedicated to do all this just for this series

Bc the free CUT version has this schedule, I was talking about UNCUT, again you can click furst photo in the folder here, it’s all there

Tomorrow ep 8 for VIP, ep 9 for fast track, only one episode per week from now on until the end, fast track will finish only one week earlier than VIP. You can check the very first photo in photos here for schedule ❤️

In the scene where he said “good job” to Wayu I kept remembering how in Wayu’s dream where they fought side by side he dreamt about it ending with a kiss, but Tai woke him up before they did, oh the foreshadowing, reality cut him off. He said they don’t need to rush when Krit said he’ll go public and tell his parents, but I think he wants to rush. If I had near death experience and saved my badass bf I’d want at least a hug, not the “good job,” like dude we’re not your subordinate the special op team 😭😭😭 we’re your sub, but not the subordinate 🤣🤣🤣

he actually almost became a prostitute in episode 1 but his future husband saved his virgin ass 🤣 he says “I’ve met a love of my life on the night I was about to sell myself” 💀

exactly