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Jiang Mu's path was always filled with doubts towards Jin Chao, although she saw that life forced Jin Chao to take a dangerous path, yet she avoided him when she had doubts about him, although he reassured her, Jiang Mu always lacked confidence in Jin Chao, always needing other people to reassure her about Jin Chao's motivations so that she could trust him even if she loved him. When she knew the truth about Jin Chao's life, she argued with her mother but she did not confront her mother. She listened to her mother make her understand that she had no obligation towards Jin Chao because he is not her biological son. Then she had a normal dinner with her. She felt a slight disappointment but she never really held her mother responsible for Jin Chao's misfortunes, because she continued to have a very good relationship with her without reproaching her for anything. (Sai Lai is the only one who considered Jiang Mu's parents to be responsible for a very large part of his misery). Jin Chao did not want to show her his vulnerable side because he knows that Jiang Mu was raised in a world without difficulties, he thinks that she could not handle the harsh realities of life so he made the choice to let her continue to live a carefree life so as not to see her go through difficult times with him. When they got back together, Jin Chao had overcome his traumas and his difficulties, being able to now return to Jiang Mu's life without being a real burden for her. It's good that she showed her concern for him but even Jin Chao had the impression that she treated him like an invalid at times so he had to continue to be strong so that she didn't have to play nurse because he is healthy. after sending her his medical reports he was afraid that her situation would drive her away, highlighting jin chao's insecurities. Jiang Mu is a character who can't handle too much hardship and needs to be protected from the world, so she can't really protect Jin Chao's feelings or be a person he can lean on in his hard times. Jiang mu remains a consolation for Jin Chao because he loves her and wants to make her happy but she is not an ideal partner for him even if he is satisfied to love her and have her by his side. Jiang mu is not able to give emotional security to Jin chao nor can she be a support for him. Regarding Jiang Yinghan I left a comment above expressing my feelings about him.

he is a proud man but it is not really his pride that makes him face his problems alone, he always thought that he could not really count on others because the people closest to him (his family) showed him that he could not afford to do so at the risk of experiencing disappointment. Jiang Mu never made Jin Chao feel that he could rely on her, after the accident he had left her a clue (I am only a man) that he was not a hero he subtly made her understand that he was hurt because even if he did not want to become a burden for her, he wanted her to understand his situation because deep down he wanted her to be there for him. But as he said, he was afraid that Jiang Mu's love would fade if she saw him in his most pitiful state. Deep down Jin Chao does not trust Jiang Mu's love, because in his worst moments she was not there he has no certainty that Jiang would have stayed with him in his moments of misery. Jiang Mu, even when things are obvious, has always ignored the clues to follow his path without constraint. I read the extra chapter but it couldn't make up for all his pain; he didn't need to go and seek validation from Jiang Yinghan. Mu Mu's family was too toxic last chapter tried to clean up Jiang Yinghan's image but all his mistreatment cannot be forgiven. In the end, if Jiang Mu's parents had been more responsible and treated him properly like their own blood, Jin Chao's life would have been better.

Jin Chao experienced trauma after trauma, I wasn't satisfied with the ending either. I have the impression that he didn't get justice that he didn't really get the end he deserved, he deserved at least parents-in-law who could love him and treat him like a real son, not people who contributed to his misery and trauma. after Li zan from (The White Olive Tree) he is the second character who was the most tormented by fate that I had to read this writing was really painful.

you should try Oceans Of Time lin yingtao and Jiang Qiaoxi they totally grabbed my heart it's not as painful as this one (even though Qiaoxi's life is not easy) but it's definitely a beautiful story. Qiaoxi and yingtao are so well written and complementary, I am impatiently waiting for the Cdrama.

jin chao's life is really tragic, jiang mu's parents are really horrible people. I wanted him to get away from Jiang Mu's family, his parents neglected and abandoned Jin Chao so much, leaving him to his own devices. Jiang Mu was never there in Jin Chao's darkest moments, Jin Chao was convinced that Jiang Mu's feelings would not have survived if she had seen her in her worst moments. Jiang Mu is not an ideal partner for Jin Chao because he cannot count on her, he cannot be reassured by her he must always show that he is strong that he is not a weight jin chao can never allow himself to be vulnerable with her. All the misery and signs that Jin Chao was pushed aside by Jiang Mu's parents was before her eyes yet she saw nothing and even after learning of all the injustice he suffered she never showed the mirror to her parents. San lai is jin chao's real family he was there for him, he supported him and comforted him San lai and the best character in jin chao's life. Jiang Mu didn't really do anything significant for Jin Chao yet he gave too much for her and her father, he rose from hell to fulfill his promises and be presentable in front of her. while she was living her best life Jin Chao went through hell. I have the impression that even if he finished with Mu Mu, Jin Chao will still have to continue to face all his life Jiang Mu's mother who despised him so much and Jiang Mu's father who neglected her for the benefit of his own legitimate children. Jin Chao has always had to fight to protect himself and give the best to the people he loves, yet he has never had anyone to protect and guide him. This novel broke my heart.