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On Kill to Love Sep 28, 2025
Title Kill to Love
Re-watching Episode 6 - The most beautiful of all the episodes (for me)
This is an episode that I will watch a thousand times and never be tired of. It does define the tone of this love story - a passion that burn them to the core and a devastating future.
Dance in front of the Emperor - This is DZA claiming territory and dancing with so much anger and jealousy. The sword cutting in the black veil is beautiful and tell the story.
Mutual scolding - SH confronts DZA about risking his life for him, yet SH is the one who has risking his life all along for him. SH wanted to push him away to protect him. DZA presents his dagger, for me a symbol of his piercing love and longing from him. The dagger represent him, so when it is returned in later episodes DZA goes completely mad.
The torture, fake poison and kingdoms- This is a terrible revenge and punishment for such a delicate soul like SH, but this is who his brother was. He is a parricide after all. Everybody around SH wants SH as the Emperor, Jibei the North, want him in the throne to defeat it, the Primer Minister to manipulate him and DZA as a way to save him. He tries to sells this to the head of the Elite Assassins and he is punished with "death" for refusing to kill SH, but they did not want that it was just to test DZA. The poison was fake , he should be grateful, this cements the duty he owns to Jibei.

Consummate love - the most beautiful and moving scene of any Chinese drama I have ever watched. The dialogue is exquisite. SH trying to push DZA away, but DZA did not buy it, he acknowledges they lied to each other, so what? DZA finally kisses SH. By now, we know SH does not want a platonic relationship with DZA and was longing for this realisation, but he rejected him to keep with the act. Finally, he crumbled and confess his suffering making DZA crumbled too. In this place full of love, compassion and vulnerability they kissed through their tears, deep kissing and the result is such a moving scene. They surrender their bodies and souls to the passion they so wanted to consummate.
Kudos to SheXu and MiJin for the bravery to deliver such a scene. It must have been challenging for two novice actors who never kissed in front of a camera in their careers to do a French kissing scene. It is noticeable their full commitment, communication, trust and a chemistry that it has been a revelation inside and outside the screen.
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Replying to myra9 Sep 28, 2025
Title Kill to Love
The KTL fandom is so wholesome and full of good vibes 🌸. There’s no in-fandom fighting or major scandals.…
Thank you for your positive opinion. I am only going to point it out that ABO is also a low-budget BL but without the professional input. This is why it is generating so much antagonistic feelings. This BL is done by professionals from the best performing schools of China. From the director, to the screen writers and of course the actors. It is underrated, for sure and their budget hardly reach to produce 12 episodes, but the quality is better than many top tier mainstream Chinese dramas. I hope more people have the chance to appreciate this beautiful BL.
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On Kill to Love Sep 28, 2025
Title Kill to Love
I love you by Shu He - @Yerisina and other friends that are still active in this forum, I would like to know your opinion about Shu He "I love you". He said it twice in the series. I don't recall DZA saying the phrase in the whole series. We know DZA loved SH with all his power and soul but did he actually say it? Do you have an opinion about it? For me it is that, SH loves DZA and did want to remind him that whatever decision he would take that would remain unchanged. It is also interesting that ZheXu chose this phrase as the most moving in the whole series in a live. As why in the script they decide DZA not to say it overtly, I don't have an answer.
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Replying to 14696146 Sep 28, 2025
Title Kill to Love
can someone tell me how were the nc scenes in the series and is it worth watching because I’ve not watched it…
No NC, but very sensual scenes including French kissing. The characters love each other in a very intense and devastating way. For me the best BL i have ever watched. The CP chemistry is amazing, their acting is perfect, the script is pure poetry, but im not sure is what you are looking for. Think of a very dramatic The Untamed without the humour but with kissing and Romeo and Juliet ending.
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Replying to nama2sama Sep 27, 2025
Title ABO Desire
Who are LYKN if you don't mind ?
He is gorgeous, you have to see him dancing to Dhoom Machale 😂. He has a ghost ship with Diamond.
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On ABO Desire Sep 27, 2025
Title ABO Desire
I really enjoying SSY true happiness. Being in love suit him so well. Before when HY was pretending, he was moved by HY but he never felt happy and relax. Now that he has accepted HY as he is and enjoying intimacy with him, his gaze is blissful. I very much like he is still an assertive S-Alpha so he is loving him from this stature, looking at him like an equal, nothing more, nothing less. Kipuka does well being in love, his personality is quite sweet so he is doing this angle of his character very soundly. It is quite appealing the way he is tenderly looking at Elliot. In all honesty, everything else in the episode felt redundant. Exciting for the last part that finally justice will be made in relation to the brother (Elliot looks great in these scenes) I get the SWL/GT fans were not very happy, the scenes with them felt like a filler not a main story. I am assuming that next episode they will have more screen time or at least GT will as he will be reunited with his family. I like to see him with his sister. It is a nice duo.
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Replying to nama2sama Sep 27, 2025
Title ABO Desire
Who are LYKN if you don't mind ?
A Thai pop group with Lego and William.
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Replying to Lilac Sep 27, 2025
Title Kill to Love
Someone needs to make a compilation of all quotes from these series because what😭... They have those sentences…
There are some in the "discussions" above, but agree we need to keep adding them. The script is pure poetry.
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On Kill to Love Sep 27, 2025
Title Kill to Love
Last live: They really were sad to be separated, with Jin Jin telling don't go to film, stay for me
https://x.com/yunton37496913/status/1971422413117325421
Xu buying food for Jin
https://x.com/yunton37496913/status/1971420570744238583
https://x.com/yunton37496913/status/1971387059387637806
Xu drawing a ring in Jin wedding finger
https://x.com/yunton37496913/status/1971419669144989862
Jin will start a barber shop, but Xu will be his exclusive stylist.
https://x.com/yunton37496913/status/1971396873396289552
Xu wiping Jin mouth
https://x.com/yunton37496913/status/1971393637775966328
Xu did not allow Jin to drink from a bottle that it was suspect a female staff drank from (considering they drink from each other cups and shared spoons, etc)
https://x.com/yunton37496913/status/1971391141552721969
I will post more if I find them.

This is nice, fans asked him if he would like to collaborate with Jin again and he was so forceful in his response. Of course both would like it.
https://x.com/yunton37496913/status/1971459539418611736
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Replying to MareAzurre Sep 27, 2025
Title Kill to Love
ZheXu is joining another series crew, next week. I imagine MiJin soon too. They both went to film other series…
Let's wish for them to remain that close forever. Why not? We have seen lots of celebrities that privately have kept their "magic bond" for years. ZheXu and MiJin have really unique personalities, particularly Jin Jin. He is querky, funny, and very loving and ZheXu admire him and dots on him a lots. Those two have really found each other so let's wish for the best.
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On ABO Desire Sep 27, 2025
Title ABO Desire
Never fall for the gas lighting of this series - As we know we have had a lot posts from the pseudo moralistic haters and RL crazy fans. I have blocked most of them so I am not expose to such rubbish. I would like to say that those hypocrites with their haters agenda are horrid. I am now watching My journey to killing you, a yazuka BL from Japan, that's heavy stuff and Japan has produced similar BLs in the past too. This is the portrayal of a reality. It is well documented that the mafia around the world has homosexual practices sometimes as consensual sex but most of the time as way to assert submission and power , which is awful. So far when somebody said in the forum, but that's was SA people respond, you are watching a yakuza BL, what do you expect? and people shut up. ABO promo never lied to anybody. We had 10 minutes trailer in which is clearly expressed this was a Omegaverse BL and what it was about. This universe is closer to the animal world than the human world. Do we said when we have females cats that have not been spade and got pregnant, ohhh, she was raped!? No we don't say that one, do we? It is a distorted fictional account, it is not a human reality as we know it. In relation to the personal hate of Elliot, the only way of contra resting it it is supporting him, promoting the series among friends in chat with the warning what is about, buying the magazines, attending fan meetings. Watching this series legally!!! (very important). Celebrities in China are having a very hard time, across the board. The difference is that the ones in higher positions would have strong agencies and lawyers team to suit everybody left and right, but we still can do our part, like reporting accounts. If there is porno for instance we could forward it to the Chinese authority (or warning them we will do). Porno in China is punishable with prison. To see if we can do our bit as followers of the series. Having said that, we still can rant about aspects of the production and editorial choices. This is what a healthy discussion is all about too.
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Replying to emperor moran Sep 27, 2025
Title ABO Desire
It's crazy , all the accounts that iwas reporting had the picture of ml of that one bl on their pfp .i don't say…
I have blocked so many of those fans account that I have not had chance to watch any fake photo of poor Elliot. I totally believe blocking people and accounts here and everywhere.
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Replying to Yerisina Sep 27, 2025
Title Kill to Love
Has anyone else noticed the symbolism in their afterlife clothing?For Zi Ang, it's simple — his wedding robe.…
Nice post Yerisina. It is a series full of heartfelt details.
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Replying to MareAzurre Sep 26, 2025
Title Kill to Love
ZheXu is joining another series crew, next week. I imagine MiJin soon too. They both went to film other series…
In which part of the world are you? If I would be closer I would go to support them, but I am in Europe, impossible for me to do this kind of trips. Yes, I feel sad too, more for us, for them, it looks they have enjoyed these lives and vblos greatly and it had made them even closer. As their careers take over and they get into other characters, I am always fearful they could loose the magic of their relationship as it stands. In any case, such is life for an artist.
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Replying to Alisha Sep 26, 2025
Title Kill to Love Spoiler
Omg ..this series broke my heart 💔 one wanted to save people and kingdom more than love and the other wanted…
I think both wanted love and kingdoms. Even DZA couldn't left his revenge and the interest of the North Kingdom when he killed SH brother in the bridge. He could just injured him and escaped with SH, but he killed him purposely and was happy about it. They were multi layer characters, this is what I found this story interesting and so intelligently delivered, since the amazing performance of ZheXu and MiJin to the beautiful script
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