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  • Location: Under Hua Cheng's boot
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  • Join Date: August 12, 2019
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Replying to metawinbri_ Jul 16, 2022
Title KinnPorsche
if this is about the special ep, where can i watch it?
But I think it is today that we will get a chapter from the VP book, not sure tho
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Replying to metawinbri_ Jul 16, 2022
Title KinnPorsche
if this is about the special ep, where can i watch it?
it is not bby, sorry
I was just coping about the fact that the show is over by pretending there is more eps to come 😭
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Replying to KinnPorsche Jul 15, 2022
Title KinnPorsche
Replying to deleted comment
If you write in here means you seek for attention, this is not your personal diary or your friend's group chat
you write a comment people can reply to and then you ask why they replied, like because you posted obviously.
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Replying to KinnPorsche Jul 15, 2022
Title KinnPorsche
Replying to deleted comment
The go confront them or cut them off
why bring drama here?
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On KinnPorsche Jul 15, 2022
Title KinnPorsche
Not people saying we always kept talking about random things on the comment section
I don't remember us calling each other pet
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Replying to Junes Rabbit Jul 15, 2022
Title KinnPorsche
Idk not interact with them? Isn't it a simple answer? Cut them off from your life and don't look back
I am not saying we were not talking about anything but it was molsty with context or KP related, your comment is neither and then you went ahead and personally attacked someone which is not acceptable.
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Replying to Yunhogwarts Jul 15, 2022
Title KinnPorsche
Babes, people share their thoughts and vent here cos our community is (mostly) a safe space here. Like, people…
sharing your thoughts is totally fine but attacking people it is totally not, it is no longer a safe space if then , right?
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Replying to Junes Rabbit Jul 15, 2022
Title KinnPorsche
Idk not interact with them? Isn't it a simple answer? Cut them off from your life and don't look back
wow! Why attack someone personally like that? She just pointed out what everyone thinks, that this is spamming.
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Replying to Junes Rabbit Jul 15, 2022
Title KinnPorsche
Idk not interact with them? Isn't it a simple answer? Cut them off from your life and don't look back
because you keep spamming with no context and people are getting confused
do not bring confusion upon the comment section.
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Replying to KinnPorsche Jul 15, 2022
Title KinnPorsche
Replying to deleted comment
maybe they have a reason to bark
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Replying to Junes Rabbit Jul 15, 2022
Title KinnPorsche
Idk not interact with them? Isn't it a simple answer? Cut them off from your life and don't look back
seems you are the obsessed one here
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On Vice Versa Jul 15, 2022
Title Vice Versa
Trying to fill the void that KP left with this series.
Hopefully it can help
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Replying to Tato Jul 15, 2022
Title KinnPorsche
And I think he did the art for the book cover of the translated version while Bible did the translation
Yeap, truly talented
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Replying to Calicomoon Jul 15, 2022
Title KinnPorsche
Bible really has upped his game in the recent few weeks. Like he is literally out there flirting with Build in…
🤣 true, let's just enjoywhat they give us lol
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Replying to KP4L Jul 15, 2022
Title KinnPorsche
I’m here to vent since Saturday is approaching and it got me depressed😫 hope y’all r doing good
I would be feeling better if tomorrow we had an ep.
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Replying to Pookie_Hyun Jul 15, 2022
Title KinnPorsche
On Binge watch KP spree and I gotta say The best brother and boyfriend award goes to none other than ✨Porsche…
He adjusted so quick, he entered that lifestyle to protect Chay and stayed to protect Kinn
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On KinnPorsche Jul 15, 2022
Title KinnPorsche
'' I don't like it''
''Then why didn't I say no?''
Pete's senses started coming back to him and he started questioning himself for letting himself to get absorbed in this madness of revealing his deeper desires and hidden part of him to his abuser. He is exposed and feels scared. He does not like how Vegas, the man who brought him unbearable pain, tortured him, abused him, humilliated him, was also the man who mangaed to make him bring out his emotions. Pete found himslef caught up in Vegas' world which led him to his embrace. He did not process the craziness of the situation until later on. Pete is reluctant to let out any of his emotions, it must have felt inconceivable how Vegas took over his sanity challennging him to face his demons. He felt nervous and afraid of the unfamiliarity of succumbing to his emotions. His demons were let out along with his desires and started poisoning his mind. Pete was nothing but a shell filled with dark thoughts, a shell that served to conceal his deepest thoughts allowing others only to view just the surface of him. Vegas saw beyond that surface and teared down his walls only for Pete to feel used, a feeling that got enhanced by Vegas' outburst. His inner demons convinced him that Vegas only saw him as an emotional outlet while Pete allowed himself to be vulnerable in front of him.

'' I have no feelings, I have always been useless, I do not exist''.
After comprehending the madness he was drowning into he reached his breaking point. He wanted to withdraw and camouflage his feelings as usually but it was not easy since his shell was teared apart allowing Vegas to see the true state of Pete's mind. Pete has always been a shell with no emotions, a useless shell that can not accomplish anything, that no one can see past its surface. Pete is just an obesrver, seperated from his surroundings. He does not exist.

Vegas came into his life and opened his shell, teared down the walls that seperated Pete from the world and made him cross the line between numbness and emotions. He was not just an observer anymore, he was part of the world, he was alive, he had emotions, he could finally breathe. Vegas was the one to lift him up at one moment only to bring him down the next with his hurtful words. He made Pete feel , he gave breath to him only to suffocate him later with his words. He exposed his vulnerability only to tear him apart.

''I am human, I have feelings''

Pete was mostly hurt by Vegas' words rather than the torture he brought upon him. Pete acknowledges how there are no villains nor heroes, he knows the rules of their world, he stepped foot into he mansion knowing the risk too well. He was prepared to die but at the same time Pete was too used at seperating himself from his feelings allowing him to adapt to the new circumstances and stand up against Vegas. Which is why torture and abuse did not get into his mind, but Vegas' words got into his heart. He realized that the development of their relationship is considered abnormal under those circumstances but it was too late. He had a hard time to process how things were progressing and Vegas' outburst served as the last straw that made him snap back to reality. It was difficult for Pete to process what was happenning to him but it was harder to forgive Vegas for stripping him off his mask only to leave him naked in front of pain. He could not forgive Vegas for that which is why Pete could not bear the thought of having positive emotions towards Vegas.
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Replying to Tato Jul 15, 2022
Title KinnPorsche
I heard it too, if that is the case we can be delusional together.
we are just getting lost more and more in this land each day
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