I've been lurking for months but made an account especially to comment on this episode.
First: good job, whoever decided not to give us a promo this time. Way to keep us in suspense! Second: I don't understand people who are (and have constantly been, from what I've seen) unable to understand Little Jane's doubts and lack of trust. There were important omissions in the beginning of their relationship (his real age, Harvard), some of the gossip about him was proven true (Big Jane admitted to it once asked, like it wasn't nothing), he saw BJ hurting Put the other episode, he knew what he was capable of from what he tried to do to him and what he asked back once LJ needed a favor... This episode, he even found out he was being tracked (through his phone, I guess.) At this point, he has every reason not to trust him. I'm actually glad he has some self-preservation instincts! Third: BUT... I do agree with everything Big Jane said in that letter, too. He was finally trying to understand Lil' Jane, give him what he needed and wanted, and to do better as a whole, even though he's clearly been through something that messed up his ability to feel empathy for others. It doesn't erase all the horrible things he did before (the attempted SA sticks out in my mind), but I think he legit was willing to change. I cried a little for him - I shouldn't be so emotional :P Yet, I think this was the right move: Instead of holding on to contracts and trying to force Little Jane to stay with him (again), he finally gave him space. Fourth: It's obvious that they're gonna get back together sooner than later, since we still have half of the series to go; but I hope it only happens after LJ finds out what really happened to Put and stops blaming BJ, and after BJ shows that he actually has the self-control and willpower to take LJ's feelings and wants into consideration, and becomes more transparent about himself in the meanwhile. :X
And... I guess that's it. I need to word-vom a little to get my thoughts in order and survive until the next episode.
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First: good job, whoever decided not to give us a promo this time. Way to keep us in suspense!
Second: I don't understand people who are (and have constantly been, from what I've seen) unable to understand Little Jane's doubts and lack of trust. There were important omissions in the beginning of their relationship (his real age, Harvard), some of the gossip about him was proven true (Big Jane admitted to it once asked, like it wasn't nothing), he saw BJ hurting Put the other episode, he knew what he was capable of from what he tried to do to him and what he asked back once LJ needed a favor... This episode, he even found out he was being tracked (through his phone, I guess.) At this point, he has every reason not to trust him. I'm actually glad he has some self-preservation instincts!
Third: BUT... I do agree with everything Big Jane said in that letter, too. He was finally trying to understand Lil' Jane, give him what he needed and wanted, and to do better as a whole, even though he's clearly been through something that messed up his ability to feel empathy for others. It doesn't erase all the horrible things he did before (the attempted SA sticks out in my mind), but I think he legit was willing to change. I cried a little for him - I shouldn't be so emotional :P Yet, I think this was the right move: Instead of holding on to contracts and trying to force Little Jane to stay with him (again), he finally gave him space.
Fourth: It's obvious that they're gonna get back together sooner than later, since we still have half of the series to go; but I hope it only happens after LJ finds out what really happened to Put and stops blaming BJ, and after BJ shows that he actually has the self-control and willpower to take LJ's feelings and wants into consideration, and becomes more transparent about himself in the meanwhile. :X
And... I guess that's it. I need to word-vom a little to get my thoughts in order and survive until the next episode.