Does He Zi Qui have a girlfriend in the end?who is it?
No he doesn't and honestly he doesn't need it bc it's not what he desires or needs in his life at this moment. What he needed was to belong to a family, to officially and legally belong bc if it's not legally then he still have this fear of being abandoned. So what he needs isn't a gf but a family and to cure his abandonment issues. I honestly don't understand why everyone wants ZQ to have a gf. A happy ending doesn't require a significant other.
"Missing you, missing home, day dreaming. Dreaming about being with you, dreaming about marrying you and having our kid. I even thought of a name for our child"-LX
and then I broke down sobbing when JJ said "Ge, what's wrong with you, are you sick"
I've rewatched that scene many many times. It made me realized how vulnerable LX truly was/is. How much he had to endure during those 9 years in Singapore being apart from the people he loved. How much JJ meant to him and how she was his sole salvation to keep him going throughout those years. I wouldn't put it past him the thoughts of suicide occurred. He had to day dream often to keep himself going. A young adult that has to go to medical school, take care of his mentally abusive immobile mother, take care of his kid sister, cook and do chores. That's way too much for a person let alone an 18 year old. People say he's weak but I say he's one of the strongest character I know.
JJ's words broke me bc it showed that she really is the only person that can truly understand LX. No one knew or cared to be perceptive enough to know that something isn't alright with LX, but JJ could sense it, could see it. Her helplessness and frightened tone when she said those words got to me deep.
I have one more question about a meaning about a scene. Remember when LX was packing up his books after high school.…
I analyzed every aspect of the drama, but that watermelon smashing part I never really got. I guess, it could also mean all good things will eventually come to an end. Since the best part is the middle of the watermelon, and he never got to have it since it was dropped. The best part of his life was the decade with JJ, Li dad and ZQ, but especially with JJ. He had to leave the only happiness in his life, the only sweetness in his bitter life.
and then I broke down sobbing when JJ said "Ge, what's wrong with you, are you sick"
I've rewatched that scene many many times. It made me realized how vulnerable LX truly was/is. How much he had to endure during those 9 years in Singapore being apart from the people he loved. How much JJ meant to him and how she was his sole salvation to keep him going throughout those years. I wouldn't put it past him the thoughts of suicide occurred. He had to day dream often to keep himself going. A young adult that has to go to medical school, take care of his mentally abusive immobile mother, take care of his kid sister, cook and do chores. That's way too much for a person let alone an 18 year old. People say he's weak but I say he's one of the strongest character I know.
JJ's words broke me bc it showed that she really is the only person that can truly understand LX. No one knew or cared to be perceptive enough to know that something isn't alright with LX, but JJ could sense it, could see it. Her helplessness and frightened tone when she said those words got to me deep.