okay I'm at ep 11at that angsty moment.. I want to drop some analogy? idk anyways..I'm bawling my eyes while typing this because I feel him ..and partly relate ..I would like to say the first mistake he did is continue to choose her as his coach even after he knew he liked her.. NEVER EVER do that while you think it's some utopian decision it will either distract you from what you want to achieve or might lead you to quit what you like. never relate what you like to who you like..it's a risky road ..anws going back to the episode: caring about someone opinion of him begging her to take him back because he doesn't want to quit what he likes..that's hurtful af..connecting what you like to someones opinion of you and how you perform OOFF ..I think I got avoidant attachment style from it😭(ended up being a disappointment)..my god the scene was so painful ..he had the guts to beg ..I wouldn't ..but it felt like I was put and face the cause of my attachment style 😭😭so so painful..and the fact that what's plan b? quitting what he likes? never daring to like anything ever after that? like both roads lead to hell in their own way..so so painful seeing that ..I know in drama world he will heal and have a happy ending ..but irl..my god I can't imagine the mental illnesses from that
everytime someone interrupted them I remember the time I was going back home in France it was freezing cold waiting for the bus at midnight and I interrupted this couple who was about to cuddle to ask about the schedule and why the bus was so late but the words of this third language wouldn't come out and I was stuttering 😭😭like I'm sorry I'm reallyyy sorrryyy go back to cuddling I'll just bury myself in this cold
there's an ost from shining for one thing that reminds me of this drama specifically rather the drama that's it's made for😭🤣 anyways it's the song "for lovers" by sa ji
GURL BEFORE THAT..the subtle supplication of taking her attention by throwing a ball to touch her ball on the table..like MY GOD that's some genius scriptwriting
usually I'd be overwhelmed but here it's so healthy and everyone is minding their business and are so supportive ..and the bromance is such a tearjerker..I want a season 2😭
at least I do
anyways it's the song "for lovers" by sa ji