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Falling in love with this drama is the easiest thing in the world.

Let me start by saying that this is the only TV show I ever rewatched just because I felt like it. It's interesting seeing how I kept it in my "plan to watch" list for months because 50 episodes seemed too much at the time. After finishing it I wouldn't mind if it had 50 more.

I love pretty much everything about The Untamed, but if I had to pick something that could be better it would be [some] CGI and [some] fighting scenes. Objectively speaking they're not the best and at first it was hard to watch some of the first few episodes, but later I didn't even pay attention to it because everything else that is good about this show overshadowed those negative points. And speaking about CGI, I actually liked how some of it looked [f.ex. talismans, resentful energy, some spells], the only issue were big 'monsters'.

Now, things I LOVED:

1. Story & characters - I love how complex and well thought out everything was. We had enough time to get to know the characters before the story picked up momentum. It stayed consistent throughout the show and every episode was interesting and exciting. There were many story arcs and all of them had their own charms. Thinking about it now I cannot possibly choose my favorite. I love how everything that happened throughout the show affected characters in a visible way. Their development was done masterfully. Wei Wuxian, Lan Wangji, Jiang Cheng and everyone else went through so much and differences in their characters at the beginning of this story and at the end are so stark but also completely understandable and natural. Seeing them going through these phases of development was heartbreaking but gratifying. Relationships between different characters are probably my favorite thing about this show. Wei Wuxian/Lan Wangji, Yunmeng Siblings (my heart still aches when I think about them), Lan Xichen/Jin Guangyao etc. all of them were layered and well portrayed. I’m not a big fan of romance in TV shows so I absolutely loved how they depicted love between Lan Wangji and Wei Wuxian. It’s something between bromance and romance and it’s done flawlessly. There was so much tragedy and angst throughout these 50 episodes, but the ending was happy, and that’s also something that I appreciate a lot. Give me angst and anguish but make the characters happy after all those tribulations.

2. Music/OST – Music in this show is something out of this world. Let’s just say that months after watching it for the first time I still listen to this OST almost every day. I also used to listen to instrumental OST every day before going to bed. It’s the best lullaby you could wish for. I love how every character [the more important ones] has the theme song with lyrics that do such a great job at portraying them. WuJi, Qu Jin Chen Qing, Bu Wang, Hen Bie, Huang Cheng Du etc. are beautiful songs with beautiful lyrics that will make your heart ache once you know the full story behind them. Really, the person responsible for music in this show deserves nothing but praise.

3. Costumes and sets – First of all, costumes were beautiful and they didn’t look cheap or fake which is case in some dramas. Locations and sets were also really pretty. I loved the whole aesthetic behind different sect/clan residences and how all of them portrayed these clans and their characteristics in a visual way. Visual aspects of Cloud Recesses, Lotus Pier, Unclean Realm, Nightless City and Carp Tower really contribute to the clan (and character) characterization. Also, I really like those names!

4. Acting – When it comes to acting I’m a bit torn. I really love how some actors portrayed their characters, but in some scenes acting wasn’t the best. It wasn’t unwatchable, but it could’ve been better. Many of these actors didn’t have much experience in acting so it’s understandable and to be honest I didn’t mind that much. Xiao Zhan and Wang Yibo as main leads did a fantastic job tho. When it comes to supporting cast I really like Liu Hai Kuan’s (Lan Xichen) and He Peng’s (Wen Chao) acting. Their facial expressions were really interesting to watch.

There is something addictive about this drama. If you decide to give it a try there is a good chance that you’ll absolutely love it. When it comes to me personally, deciding to watch it was one of my better decisions this year. It introduced me to the world of Chinese TV shows and it gave me motivation to start learning Chinese. Falling in love with these characters and actors was the easiest thing in the world.

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Beyond the Blood River awaits the Other Shore.

"Why can't the light of this world make room for Blood River? No one is born a killer. We deserve another chance to choose. Why do you block us again and again?"

Blood River is a drama about a group of young assassins who want to seize control of their own lives and break free from the system that forced them into killing. The Blood River organization, run by Su, Mu, and Xie families, operates under a single Patriarch, though even he is quietly manipulated by shadowy figures lurking behind the scenes. When the current Patriarch is poisoned, the precarious balance between the families shatters, and a ruthless battle erupts to claim the symbolic sword of leadership.

Within this large power struggle, there is also a smaller faction of young assassins led by Su Changhe (code name: The Undertaker). Their goal is to overthrow the entire Blood River leadership. His closest friend, Su Muyu (code name: The Umbrella Ghost), is a Kui, basically the Patriarch’s personal bodyguard, which places them on two opposite sides of the conflict. That’s where the drama begins: one sworn to kill the Patriarch, the other sworn to protect him.

Despite their opposing positions, their bond remains unmistakably strong. As the story progresses, the drama shifts from rebellion to themes of friendship, loyalty, politics and defying fate, i.e. breaking the chains meant to restrain and control you. It also becomes a tale of revenge and righteousness, of searching for light in the darkest of times, and of crossing the “blood river” in pursuit of a new future.

The aspect that resonated with me the most was the unshakeable bond between Su Changhe and Su Muyu. Their friendship remained steadfast from beginning to end, marked by a quiet, instinctive understanding. Even when their views diverged, they never failed to support each other, protect each other, and find ways to bridge every divide. Their connection gave the whole drama a strong emotional core.

Besides the interesting story, the drama has very good special effects and fight scenes. The action is nicely spread throughout the episodes, so there’s always something exciting to watch. The music was also good. For me, none of the songs stuck in my mind, but all of them fit the scenes well and supported the atmosphere.

The acting was impressive too. I watched Gong Jun before in Word of Honor, and while he was good, I didn’t finish that drama especially impressed. But here, that definitely changed. He played Su Muyu, a character who is calm, almost cold on the outside, but with deep kindness and a strong sense of righteousness. I was especially impressed by one of his crying scenes in the last episode.
Chang Hua Sen was also great as Su Changhe. I’ve seen him in other dramas, and his acting always stood out. Here he played a very charming, deadly assassin, and he fit the role perfectly. When it comes to his acting, the scene that impressed me the most was in episode 2 - a flashback showing Su Changhe and Su Muyu’s past, where Su Changhe tries to sacrifice himself to save his best friend's life.

Even the side characters were interesting and had their own unique charms. Whenever something bad happened to them, I honestly felt bad and rooted for them.

Now, for the things that weren’t as strong. Su Muyu has a love interest in this drama, and while I do think the story behind it had its own logic and showed his desire for a simple, ordinary life away from the dark world of Blood River, I personally found his brotherhood with Su Changhe far more compelling and wished we’d seen more of it. Also, some parts of the plot were left hanging rather abruptly and never addressed again. ALSO, I wish we got more of Su Changhe's backstory.

The ending leans bittersweet, but it fits the story’s tone. It's a realistic conclusion for a world built on shadows and blood, yet it still carries enough warmth to be considered happy, at least by assassin-story standards.

All in all, I would recommend it & wish we get more of these darker-themed dramas in the future. 9/10

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It’s not a masterpiece some people expected it to be, but it’s a great drama nevertheless.

[This review may contain some minor spoilers concerning characters but there won’t be any major plot related spoilers]

I enjoyed watching this one quite a lot; and what stood out to me the most was acting. The story was good [nothing spectacular in terms of political plot/scheming but it was engaging enough to make me interested and excited to see what happens next], the music was fitting and it managed to successfully enhance many scenes throughout the drama, landscapes were gorgeous [it’s really something that captures your attention while watching], costumes were hit or miss [I mostly liked them but some were a bit iffy], CGI was good enough [compared to some other dramas it’s actually really good] and fighting/action scenes were interesting to watch even though they were sparse. But like I said, the real highlight of this drama are its actors, characters and their relationships.

Darren Wang as Wolfie/Prince Bo captured my attention from the first episode. The way he could seamlessly alter between the kindness and innocence of Wolfie, and strictness and viciousness of Prince Bo is really commendable. Prince Bo is the epitome of the cold male lead [for the most part], but in rare occasions when he smiled his eyes would soften and you couldn’t help but like him or feel sorry for him. I wish they showed more of his backstory and what happened to him during the time he was away from Ma Zhai Xing tho. Seeing that process and his inner struggles would’ve made this drama even better. We see some flashbacks but they hardly tell us anything about this transformation. Darren was definitely the best fit for this role, both for his acting skills and for his physical appearance. He has that masculine beauty this role required.

Li Qin as Ma Zhai Xing was also amazing. Her character went through many hardships and tragedies and her portrayal of those distressing moments was striking. Her crying felt natural and not forced. Ma Zhai Xing went through several phases. But whether she was a naive, lovestruck girl or a serious and determined princess, Li Qin managed to make it believable. Many people complained that as a female lead she was annoying and too weak, and while I do agree that she was annoying [not always!] I also think her behavior wasn’t that far from the reality of how lovestruck girls act in real life. Yes, it’s not wise or helpful and it’s actually quite toxic but it is how it is. Once she got over Prince Bo [or did she?] she turned into a dignified princess that understood what needed to be done in order to achieve her goals.

Xiao Zhan as Ji Chong was also exceptional. This was Xiao Zhan’s first serious role and I was a bit worried that the lack of experience will affect his acting but it turned out that I had nothing to worry about. Ji Chong is an interesting character. When he first showed up as a bounty hunter he was mysterious, arrogant and devious but also charming. Later in the story after he revealed his true identity he turned into a kind, sensible and responsible person whose main goal was to protect and help Ma Zhai Xing. He’s one of the most likable characters I’ve ever seen. Xiao Zhan did a good job showing both of his sides - cocky and free spirited & empathetic and responsible. The ending he got warmed my heart!

When it comes to other characters I have to say that I loved their development. Bao Na and Yao Ji were in my opinion even better characters than Ma Zhai Xing [at least they were less annoying]. I couldn’t stand Bao Na and her attitude when she first showed up but in the end she matured and turned out to be extremely likable. Yao Ji was a great example of how strong female characters should act and I also liked her complicated relationship with Prince Bo. Both actresses did a good job. Members of the Night Fury were also very likable as characters. The ending gave us beautiful conclusion of their storylines.

What I also love in this drama is the romance. Now, in most cases I’m not a huge fan of romance and I try to avoid dramas that are heavily romance oriented. However, in this case it really worked out for me. I like the dark undertones of their relationship. It’s not fluffy or light [even though there are some really heartwarming moments, especially in the beginning and towards the end]. Lord Bo and Ma Zhai Xing start off as childhood friends, get separated for years, and once they find each other again they start off as strangers and reluctant allies but soon enough become lovers. Then everything falls apart and they become enemies. In order to make her hate him Lord Bo verbally abuses her and in general acts like a jerk. Their relationship does get better over time and through all this Lord Bo actually loves Ma Zhai Xing and is trying to protect her in his own twisted way but for some people this may be triggering. I’ve seen people complaining how this type of relationship isn’t trendy anymore in C-Dramas and how they don’t like it, but like I said - it worked for me. I won't spoil the ending but I do have to say that it was beautiful and fitting in its own way.

I’ll end it here. The Wolf is far from perfect and if you’re expecting a masterpiece you’ll probably end up disappointed. I also wouldn’t recommend it to people who like fluffy, light and conflict-free romance relationships or intricate political plots. However, if you like a bit darker historical shows focused more on the characters and their relationships, with the touch of fantasy [those parts from the trailer where Lord Bo transforms into a wolf were cut so don’t expect nothing like that, he’s just stronger and more capable than normal people] I think you may enjoy this. I went in with no expectations and came out more than satisfied.

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"Survival is both an exalted privilege and a painful burden."

Begins Youth is a drama inspired by BU (BTS universe), a fictional storyline that spans through one webtoon and several music videos, short films and books created by BTS. To watch it you don’t have to be familiar with BU, though. The drama version can stand on its own.

STORY – 9.5/10

It’s a compelling story of 7 boys who live miserable lives, but find comfort in each other after becoming friends. It’s a story full of pain, pain and more pain. Saying their lives are hard would be an understatement. They all suffer either because of their abusive/controlling/uncaring families, harsh living conditions or past traumas and mental health issues caused by those traumas. They’re victims of adults who control their lives and their struggle to survive in that bleak environment is painful to watch. When they get together, however, they can forget about their worries and act like teenagers that they are. Those moments of beautiful friendship in between constant suffering and pain are what makes watching this drama worth it. The conflicts they get into with each other are also gripping because nothing about the bond they share is ever bland. If you’re a sucker for angst, found family tropes and plots centered on strong friendships without unnecessary romantic interferences, there’s a good chance that you’ll love this. One of the important aspects of this story is also time travelling. It doesn’t happen in the beginning, but certain elements of the story, and the last two episodes in particular, cannot be understood without the knowledge of it. The ending leaves space for another season, but we don’t know if there are any official plans for it.

ACTING – 10/10

Aside from Seo Ji Hoon, whom I watched in several other dramas, I wouldn’t say any of these actors are famous. They certainly are underrated though, because they can ACT! This story is challenging and playing characters who have so many issues and who carry so much emotional baggage can’t be easy. Despite that, all 7 of them shine. They did justice to every emotion and their portrayal of emotional breakdowns was painfully realistic. It felt like watching veteran actors in action! Their comedic timing and delivery were also impeccable.
ALSO, there is another aspect of their acting that makes people like me, who are ARMYs, so enthusiastic about the drama. Their portrayal of BTS members’ mannerisms were flawless. It’s actually quite creepy (in a good way) how much Haru, Cein and Hosu (in particular) remind me of Jimin, Yoongi and Hoseok. They really did their homework!

MUSIC – 10/10

Most of the music used in this drama is by BTS. Two other OST songs are also good. “Take it all” by JEMMA is beautifully haunting and it’s probably one of the most beautiful OSTs I’ve ever listened to.

REWATCH VALUE – 10/10
Considering the source material (BU) famous for its fan theories, this drama blends in perfectly. I see myself watching it multiple times in an effort to find more clues about the time travelling. Also, I can never get tired of the bond these 7 share.

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Painfully underrated!

So, it's a story with three main characters who are the driving force behind the plot.

Park Gye Won
- is a powerful prime minister who overthrew one king, installed another, and is currently trying to make the newest king his puppet

Lee Tae
- is a young king
- after realizing how powerless kings are compared to the ministers, he's trying to strengthen royal authority and solidify his own power
- is in love with Yoo Jung

Yoo Jung
- is a daughter of a scholar
- as a teenager she was selected to be the crown princess but her family got accused of treason and annihilated
- she, however, was saved by Lee Tae (then crown prince) and they continued seeing each other for years without her being aware of his real identity
-years later she involuntarily got involved with Park Gye Won and came to court where she became one of Lee Tae's concubines

What this drama has:

1. Impeccable cinematography.
2. Beautiful soundtrack & gorgeous costumes.
3. Good story that combines politics and romance and nicely incorporates romance into the political plot which adds to its significance even though it's not the main focus of the drama.
4. Interesting and well-developed characters that can't be painted as good or evil. They all have their own ambitions and ideologies that are justified and completely reasonable when you look at things from their perspective. It's one of the things I love the most about this drama. In the power struggle between the young and powerless king who just inherited throne from his father, who was basically a puppet king, and the experienced and influential minister who controls the court, the king is cunning and the minister is not power-hungry for the sake of his own ambition. Add a strong and smart female lead, who has connections to both male characters and who is not overbearing but acts within her social confines, and you'll get a really interesting story. Characters who are enemies but can form compromises, change their allegiances and go against their loved ones to achieve higher goals.
6. Amazing acting from all leads. Jang Hyuk who plays the minister was expectedly good, but Lee Joon who plays the king was a revelation for me. The way he balanced between the cunning, ice cold/ruthless king and the king who is worried about his loved one was really good. His often teary eyes were a nice bonus and they showed how constantly anxious, worried and angry he was. Kang Han Na who plays the concubine also managed to successfully portray all the complexities of this character. She exuded such dignity!
7. Good pacing. Every episode is gripping and keeps you wondering about what's going to happen next and how are characters going to react in given situations.
8. Satisfying ending.

What it doesn't have:

1. Action/fighting scenes. I guess it's one thing that people who love historical dramas may find lacking. There are some fighting scenes but they are few and far between. This drama is heavily focused on court politics so it's not something unexpected.
2. The political plot gets a bit convoluted towards the ending and some thing don't make much sense (to me) but I don't know much about the real historical context (what was possible and what wasn't possible at Joseon court) so I tried not to let it affect my overall score.

I honestly don't understand the reason for the relatively low MDL rating. I would recommend this to everyone who loves sageuks, especially more serious ones.

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A brilliant revenge story with cold, calculating lead who does whatever it takes!

The Vendetta of An is a historical revenge drama set in a fictional past where, after the old emperor dies, Yan Fengshan, the ruthless commander of the Huben Army, seizes control of the empire by placing a young prince Xiao Wenjing on the throne as his puppet ruler. But his triumph is short lived. The new emperor’s older brother Xiao Wuyang launches an uprising, retakes the capital, and declares himself emperor, forcing Yan Fengshan and Xiao Wenjing to vanish amid the chaos.

Although the throne is reclaimed, the new emperor’s rule remains dangerously unstable. The Huben Army still operates from the shadows, and civil war feels inevitable. In desperation, the emperor turns to Xie Huaian, a young man renowned for his intelligence, tasking him with restoring order and uncovering the truth behind the disappearance of Yan Fengshan and the missing emperor.

Xie Huaian’s loyalty to the throne is driven by far more personal agenda, though. Years earlier, Yan Fengshan betrayed his father and massacred their entire clan, leaving Huaian and his younger sister as the sole survivors. Since then, he has lived only for revenge, waiting for the chance to return to the capital and destroy the man who ruined his life. But as Huaian becomes increasingly entangled in political schemes, power struggles, and imperial conspiracies, he begins to unravel an even deeper conspiracy that threatens the entire empire.

The Vendetta of An is a story packed with clever strategies, layered schemes, and constant deception. I had to pause several times just to discuss the characters and their plans with my watching buddy. I loved both the protagonists and the villains. Every character felt well-rounded, with believable motivations and distinct personalities, and for the most part, they were genuinely likable.

The male lead, Xie Huainan, played by Cheng Yi, was incredibly intelligent and calculating. I especially loved how utterly exhausted he seemed with life, yet remained relentlessly driven by revenge. That made him feel genuinely vicious at times. He was fully prepared to stain his hands with blood, and what I appreciated most was that he never tried to preach morality. In fact, none of the characters did, and I absolutely loved that.

This is an ensemble cast where everyone is driven by deeply personal motivations and ambitions. They betray, manipulate, and kill without hesitation, and the story allows them to be human, flawed, ruthless, and morally gray, without constantly forcing some “higher moral ground” message onto the audience.

The villains were especially compelling because their actions clearly stemmed from their past traumas and life circumstances. Their choices felt understandable, even when they were terrible, and their endings all came full circle in ways that felt satisfying and earned. The protagonists were just as interesting. I really enjoyed Xiao Wenjing's/Zhang Mo’s character development, Ye Zheng’s loyalty and steadfastness, and Gu Yu’s courage and determination.

Even some of the supporting antagonists, like Su Chang Lin and Wang Pu, were incredibly charming and strangely likable despite their borderline psychotic tendencies.

Although the male lead is repeatedly described by his enemies as “terrifying,” he is far from the only intelligent character in the story. His schemes may succeed, but his enemies are more than capable of striking back hard enough to throw him completely off balance. More than once, he is forced to sacrifice even his own life in order to see his plans through. The stakes always feel high.

The fight scenes were amazing, and I definitely replayed several of them while watching. The background music also fit the atmosphere perfectly.

There were a few aspects that threw me off a little, particularly parts of certain characters’ backstories and how some of them managed to accomplish so much in such a short amount of time. Those moments didn’t always make complete sense to me. Still, aside from those minor issues, I loved almost every aspect of this drama.

If you enjoy smart political plots and revenge driven stories, I would definitely recommend this drama. It’s also a great watch if you’re tired of main characters who are overly preachy or unrealistically righteous. Xie Huaian is not a bad person, but he is far from morally self-righteous, and he never hesitates to manipulate others or spill blood in pursuit of his goals.

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"It takes an exceptional person to love a warrior, especially a warrior whose war will never cease."

If you are looking for a sweet, fluffy love story, this is not the one to watch. If you struggle with depictions of war and PTSD, you may want to avoid it. However, if you want a beautifully heartbreaking story with strong performances from the main leads and plenty of emotional angst, it is absolutely worth watching.

Not for the faint of heart, The White Olive Tree is a deeply emotional experience that lingers long after it ends. I found myself in tears more than once (which usually happens very rarely), completely immersed in a story that is as devastating as it is beautiful.

At its core, this is a story about young idealists, people who choose, of their own will, to step into danger and do what must be done, even when no one asks them to. They are driven by compassion and a sense of duty, fully aware of the risks, yet unwilling to turn away. Fate, however, is unforgiving. Their choices come at a great cost, and the suffering they endure feels painfully real. Still, they continue to help others, even when it breaks them.

As a ML, CZY delivers an outstanding performance as Li Zan and truly owns the role. His portrayal is nothing short of devastating. Li Zan is not just a man who has experienced hardship, he is someone fundamentally altered by it. The weight of the lives lost around him, especially those of friends who died for him, becomes something he can never escape. That survivor’s guilt seeps into every part of him. Along with his physical trauma and the crushing burden of his own guilt and regrets, it leaves him slowly falling apart under the pressure.

Watching him transform into a shadow of who he once was is painfully realistic. His silence, his distance, and the way he carries himself all reflect a mind and body pushed far beyond their limits. His PTSD is not portrayed lightly, it feels heavy, suffocating, and all consuming. You can feel how trapped he is within his own memories, how every step forward is weighed down by the past he cannot let go of. This raw and unfiltered depiction makes his character unforgettable and at times very difficult to watch.

Equally moving is Song Ran, whose unwavering devotion anchors the story. Her refusal to give up on Li Zan, her quiet strength, and her determination to stay by his side no matter what make their relationship incredibly compelling. Their love is built on understanding and mutual support, even when it is imperfect. They lie and hide their pain, each trying to protect the other from more burden, each trying to avoid causing more pain, but their bond never really breaks. The way they continue to be there for each other, despite everything, makes their love story feel very special and genuine. It feels like a truly rare kind of love story, the kind you don’t come across often.

The music also deserves mention because it is perfectly chosen and enhances every emotional moment.

One other thing I really loved was the relationship between Sa Xin and Ben. As a fan of all kinds of bromances, this one was pure gold for me.

They start off as enemies, then slowly move into a stage of reluctant acceptance, and eventually develop a real sense of brotherhood and connection. That progression felt very natural and genuinely moving. Ben, a seasoned mercenary who becomes a regular soldier, and Sa Xin, a young reporter who turns into a soldier, both meet each other in that in-between space shaped by war. Through that shared experience, they begin to understand each other’s pain and hopes for a better future, which makes their bond even more touching.

That said, the drama is not without flaws. At times the pacing feels stretched and some scenes last longer than they should. Also, the English speaking actors were noticeably weak and sometimes even ridiculous/distracting, which took me out of the experience.

Even with these flaws, the drama still stands out because of its emotional depth, strong performances, and meaningful story. It is heartbreaking, sincere, and not easy to forget.

(Also, while watching, I was thinking about how Eastern Country, the fictional place where the war takes place, feels a bit unusual because its native population includes people of many different ethnicities. Then my aunt pointed out that this might actually be intentional. Eastern Country could have been designed that way to represent the world as a whole, rather than a single nation. In that sense, it becomes a symbol of universality, showing that war does not discriminate and affects everyone regardless of background.

If that really was the intention, then Eastern Country works as a kind of microcosm of the world, emphasizing how war is horrific precisely because it touches all kinds of people equally. I am not sure if that was the creators’ exact goal, but it does make a lot of sense when you look at it that way.)

9/10, even though I wish I could rate it 10/10 just for how powerfully it stirred my emotions.

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The Heavy Cost of Saving Each Other

Had I Not Seen the Sun is a mystery romance drama centered around a young serial killer Li Jen Yao, known as the Rainstorm Killer. At twenty-five, after murdering ten people, including his own father, he turns himself in, cooperates with the police, and accepts the death penalty. The one thing he never reveals is why. Years later, two journalists decide to make a documentary about him, hoping to uncover the truth behind the murders. As they begin investigating, strange visions and dreams start haunting one of them, and little by little the past begins to surface.

Most of the drama unfolds through extended flashbacks, telling the story of Li Jen Yao’s life, first during high school in part one, then in early adulthood in part two. His life is bleak from the beginning. He is abused by his father, repeatedly let down by his mother, chased by debt collectors, and constantly targeted by bullies at school. There’s very little warmth in his world.

The only real light in his life is Chiang Hsiao Tung, a girl he meets at school. She takes an interest in him and decides they should become friends. She’s everything he isn’t: bright, talented, surrounded by loving family and supportive friends, with a future ahead of her as a ballet dancer. For a while, she becomes the one beautiful thing in his otherwise miserable existence. But once she gets pulled into his world, everything slowly starts falling apart. The love that grows between them feels like it should save Li Jen Yao, but instead it turns painful and destructive, and in the end it leaves both of them broken.

The drama explores a lot of heavy themes: family abuse, sexual assault, corruption, the way powerful people use their influence to bury their crimes, and the issues surrounding the death penalty. It mixes mystery with romance extremely well, and there are even a few scenes with a horror-like atmosphere that genuinely unsettle you. It’s intense, at times graphic, and emotionally exhausting in the best way possible. The story keeps hitting both the characters and the viewer with tragedy after tragedy, with only a few tender moments between the leads offering any relief.

It’s a very bleak and heartbreaking watch, but if you love angst and emotionally painful stories, it delivers beautifully. What makes it work so well is that it handles all of those difficult themes with real care and depth. Even when it gets heavy, it never feels empty or overly dramatic. You just can’t stop watching.

The acting is phenomenal (especially Tseng Jing Hua as Li Jen Yao, and Moon Lee as Chiang Hsiao Tung) the casting feels perfect, the cinematography is beautiful, and the soundtrack is chosen incredibly well. And by the end of part two, when the mystery from the opening finally unravels and every piece falls into place, you’re left with this overwhelming heaviness and deep pity for the characters.

It hurts from beginning to end, and somehow that’s exactly what makes it unforgettable.

In the end, the famous line, "Had I not seen the sun, I could have borne the shade," rings hauntingly true. Had Li Jen Yao never seen the sun in the form of Chiang Hsiao Tung, he might have endured the bleakness of his own miserable life. But once he glimpsed that light, returning to the shadows became impossible, and ultimately, it was that glimpse of the sun that ruined him.

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