Five Stars

The first episode got me totally hooked. It combines everything I'm looking for in a show. First of all: I don't wanna be that person..but geez, these visuals! ? they are all so hot, lmao. But it's also exciting and I have already an emotional connection to the show T_T I had no problems to follow the plot so far because after reading the synopsis, everything I saw is very clear.It's definitely an interesting choice to start with the scene 4 years later, because it gives a whole different perspective for emotions on this show.Also the second couple shows off some great chemistry and I'm so excited to see more of them! The first couple seem to have personalities, that are my favorite ? I love this combination of a teasy, rougher type and a cute, pure guy who doesn't show affection at first. Also the second couple.. one is totally caring and protective and the other one seems more..clumsy and carefree? He definitely gives of more "childish" vibes. Or like a brat. Oh, I think that's fitting! Since English isn't my first language I sometimes have a hard time to put my thoughts into words. ? Definitely kinda cheeky and sharing the same "I don't show you what I really feel to protect my feelings" vibe like the student from the first couple. :D Hella curious how it will all develop and how they act when they see each other 4 years later, but also how the situation got this worse at all, so why does he have to go to jail etc? Aaaah, I can see my emotions trembling already. Even the intro with all the scenes from the show got me so interested, because it seems like there happens some wild sh*t. But geeeez, I'm already so impressed by the chemistry, the tension, the little nagging. Love iiiiit. I'm a sucker for all of this. ? The tension, the humour, the personalities. 10/10.Normally I don't start shows that are still airing, but I couldn't wait any longer and it was definitely the right decision. ?? Eddie is definitely some cutie pie and I'm already relieved that, as far as the drama shows, he kept Zong Yi some company lmao. They have a bunch of interesting characters already and I'm so ready for it. ? oh, and Ze Rui being a gangster, but smart af? AAAAH. So hot.

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Getting Kiyois POV is so important! Because…

Getting Kiyois POV is so important! Because we get to understand the reasons behind his behavior. They are both so broken because of different reasons and while I'm thinking that love can't heal you, it's terrible nice to watch them together. T_T nothing someone should adapt in their reallife, but in a fictional drama it's definitely interesting to watch. Since I can think about it, I am totally into guys like Kiyoi and his actor did a freaking great job. The little details that show he "cares" about Hira. The little changes in his face when different things happens. Ah, it just melts my heart. ?The flashbacks are still interesting, although we saw it already. But giving them the twist of Kiyois POV makes them even more interesting, because so far we just saw how Hira adores him and get treated like sh*t.Personally I can totally understand both leads. I am a person who's familiar with these kind of dynamics and I can definitely tell how both of them are feeling and why they behave like they do. In reality it's not cute, it's not right and it's definitely not healthy. But I can totally enjoy it in a fictional drama as a teasing fantasy.I liked the talk he had with Koyama at the end of the episode. The scenes when Hira isn't just quite and looking around are refreshing. I also like that he cares about Koyamas feelings, like..he doesn't want to hurt him more then necessary (necessary like in: he can't force himself to love him back, so it's obvious that he will hurt him, but he don't want to rub it into his face) Koyama is just a poor boy in this scenario T_T he is so nice and caring, but of course he's the one who gets to suffer because of this toxic bond Hira and Kiyoi have. x.x

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For the people who think Xun'An doesn't…

For the people who think Xun'An doesn't make sense in this episode, lemme explain it: he trusted Bai Lang, when Bai Lang told him, he hasn't feelings for him. He also didn't want Bai Lang to think that he's still involved with the senior. That's a totally different thing from being lied to! It was the moment, when Bai Lang told him, he lied to him, when he shut down. Because it's just a difference if you are honest and don't have feelings or if you lie straight to his face. And now Xun'An asks him several times if Bai Lang can even trust himself, because how should Xun'An trust him, if Bai Lang doesn't know what he wants? He is taking care of his own feelings to avoid getting hurt again, because Bai Lang doesn't know what he wants. He even said it isn't about the senior. So the reason Xun'An believed for Lang rejecting him, is also eliminated. Of course on the first look it looks like nonsense drama, but it's so realistic and authentic. That Xun'An doesn't want Bai Lang to tell him lies, because lying breaks someone trust and what gives Xun'An the safety to trust him again and believe him, that his confession wasn't an impulsive reaction? He's absolutely right here. Bai Lang should have been honest about his anxiety and not lying to him.

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Sigh. I really tried hard to like this drama…

Sigh. I really tried hard to like this drama and as you can see in my reviews to the episodes some aspects were really good, but overall, after finishing it, I don't feel very happy about it. There were many flaws. After Kieta Hatsukoi I don't think a kiss is necessary in a BL Drama but..wtf was this kiss at the end? Shinwoo was fiiiine af, but TK? Like. Dude. Are you alive? Do something. I am so tired of such bad kisses, for real. No passion, no feelings, nada. T_T I'll guess I will end up rating this drama around 6/10 because it just didn't give me so much good feelings. Even I liked some scenes and the messages behind it, I just don't feel it. I had a rough start with it, but I just can't lay my finger on this feeling to describe it. Maybe it's just the whole thing in once. The development seems a bit off. TK is so fast over Daon, Shinwoo and his time is super short. And..weirdly enough I don't think I feel any chemistry between the actors anymore. I think it was just because Daon and Shinwoo are really handsome and their acting is good. But in conclusion with TK, it feels a bit..off? When I see them together, I see the emotions from Shiwoon, but I hardly see anything from TK, so it's hard to call it chemistry when I just fell for one actor. Well. Oops.Guess it just wasn't my thing. But the outtakes at the end were funny!

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