angeliviki2022:
As they kept telling me about beer, "it's an acquired taste." So don't be so hard on yourself. BL is for fun, relaxation and entertainment. Occasionally for thought-provoking content. If it stresses you out to this extent, you're right to quit - not BL, of course - just JBL.
1st = S. Korean - Rated - 7.6 - Starting to find ones that are boring to me
( 10 Series + 2 Film)-3 = 9/12 ~ 75% ~~ 7.5 + (7.7) = 15.2/20x10=7.6
Highest Rated = 8.5 ~ No. 9
2nd = Shhhh! Chinese - Rated - 7.5 - So much potential if it was allowed
( 4 Series + 2 Films) - 2 = 4/6 ~ 67% ~~ 6.7+ (8.3) =15/20x10=7.5
Highest Rated = 9 ~ No.4
3rd = Thai - Rated - 6.5 - Hit or Miss. It's strength is it's variety
(28 Series + 0 Films) -14 = 14/28~ 50% ~~ 5 + (7.9) = 12.9/20 x 10 = 6.45
Highest Rated = 10 (x2) ~ Top 3
4th = Taiwanese - Rated - 6.4 - Genuinely see it improving though
(11 Series + 1 Film) -5 = 7/12 ~58% ~~ 5.8 + (6.9) = 12.7/20x10 = 6.35
Highest Rated = 9 ~ No. 6
5th = Japan - The barrel is dry and disappointing
(8 Series + 3 Film) -7 = 4/11 ~ 36% ~~ 3.6+ (6.4)= 10/20x10= 5
Highest Rated = 6.5 ~ No. 29
My actual stats at the minute. I've been keeping track every time I've added another BL to my Mega List. I'm crazy, but I'm a consistent crazy LOL I overdosed on Japan growing up. I know their style and it's not who I am anymore. Most of it just annoys me.
I'm also not a cutesy person either which adds to the headaches. It's just who I am and who I'm becoming. I respect Japan for the years of amusement it's given me. No disrespect is meant by saying I cant watch JBL's anymore.