nytwp wrote: I can't really follow Sawa's feelings for Hoshio/Tatsuya anymore because there's been like 3 versions of him now and each one differed greatly from the rest, but apart from general confusion her feelings for him seem to have remained completely the same :s?
Haha, I guess you're right! I think Sawa's feelings are:
1) she wants to love somebody
2) she wants to love somebody who can be a good father to her boys
3) she decides to give this stranger she calls Hoshio a chance - he seems to be doing a pretty good job...
4) she didn't really have time to get to know him properly before he "changed", so she decides to give Tatsuya a chance, too - but he "dies" right when she starts to maybe like him a bit...
5) she hopes that "the third version" is someone who is actually going to stay with her and decides to "keep him" just like she kept the others...
So, her feelings never had time to become really deep, before there was a new version, it's more that she really wants to be able to love somebody. That's why her feelings seem unchanged, I think. (I don't think she would have been able to do this so easily, or at all, if his physical appearance had changed as well.) Now, if this last Hoshio stays, their feelings can turn into real love.
That's my theory.