peng-peng:
I am of the same mind as you. I never attributed her heart pain in this chapter to XL controling it. What gain would he have to do this to her? That would be cruel.
I also thought her calling XL on it was actually to justify her pain. She was still in denial that she was heart broken. Pretending to be above such thing.
yes...people can sometimes see differently . For me, the first paragraph is her real feelings...the one I shared there...second one was when she was hurt from XL through bug. Well, she had longed for Jing times and times before this. XL was not even in her mind to pop up. This is the first time. For me if she just thought she can feel different , She had been feelings for Jing for long times before. I think she realized her heartbreak for jing long time ago ...several times too written.. XL was not present . That kind of hurting was different . I also think this is a time she realized xl could control her but she cant.
What gain would he have to this to her?
He had hurt her before with his demonic title . So why not this time too. XY had been suffering of heartbreak for long. So he is finally fed up.
He hurt her the same like this in chapter 32 too..worse too . to get her promise not to reveal about FFB was him ..
in chapter 26...i only get like it when XL and she talked how their life and emotion share ..afterwards ...when they meet at the wedding ....he was so annoyed with her heartbreak... he warned her to stop it all cost...because if she only hurt physically he will be hurt 1/10 of that pain but if her heart hurt he felt it fully...
well yep we it see differently....