Chapter 8
Part 4 Dragon's Bone prison - the crucial steps in their journey to forever never parting
[Finally Shi Qi spoke “I won’t leave you.”........................................................Xiao Liu sighed “I’m a man, don’t you think you’re being weird.”
This time Shi Qi’s response was immediate “You’re a girl.”..................................... ”Shi Qi continued “That day, I put on my clothes and walked out the door, standing under the sun feeling the outdoors I hadn’t seen in a long time. In the eyes of others it was just a normal thing to do, but to me it was a rebirth and a new chance. Xiao Liu, I decided right then and there that I would never leave you.” Xiao Liu said “A reborn phoenix must first be incinerated. But you cannot ever escape your past as Tu Shan Jing.”“My father died shortly after I was born. I have an older twin brother named Tu Shang Hou......................Xiao Liu, when I see you, I have no hatred and vengeance in my heart, only gratitude. I am grateful the Heavens let me live, let me have a still whole body, let my eyes still see, so that I can see you pretend to be stupid, let my ears hear, so that I can hear you complain, let my hands still work, so that I can help you dry your hair, let my legs still move, so that I can carry you. Xiao Liu, I don’t want revenge, I just want to be Ye Shi Qi.”......................................Shi Qi said “I don’t want to go back because my brother is very capable and much more ruthless than me. He’s actually a more suitable leader of the clan than me. If he’s there, the family will be fine. As long as there is no Tu Shan Jing, then Tu Shan Hou will be the best. ................................................................... I don’t want revenge, and I want even less to be Tu Shan Jing, but once my brother knows he will hunt me down no matter where I go. I was afraid he would hurt you and Lao Mu and them so I had to go back to being Tu Shan Jing. If I am in the open, then my brother will know where his target is and not aim wildly.”
Xiao Liu sighed “You don’t want to hurt him but he wants to hurt you. For your own safety you ought to kill him, but if you do you can’t have a peace of mind. His death is an instant release but you’ll carry the guilt your whole life. I guess you really can’t kill him.”
Shi Qi was so happy “I knew you would understand and support me. ]
Shi Qi asserted to Xiao Liu that he will not leave him. He proceeded to reveal to Xiao Liu that he Xiao Liu , is not a man but girl , Xiao Liu tried to deny it, but admit to herself that Shi Qi had indeed known this for a long time. She is cannot help herself and wants to know how he did find out. Shi Qi them proceeded to tell her all about it. I love this moment because, though Xiao Liu denied Shi Qi statement, she actually was pleased about it, not afraid like she was when Xiang Liu brushed the subject of her gender and touched her intimately. Here it is the 1rst time Xiao Liu showed her girly side. I love their conversation here I love that Shi Qi did not letting the matter rest. He had the last word.
Their conversation took a sad and kind of dark turn when Shi Q share about his blessed life as Tu Shan Jing and the tortures he suffered at the hand of his brother Hou. He talked about how under Xioa Liu he was reborn. Xiao Liu them mention that a reborn phoenix needs to have been incinerated 1rst and that he, Jing cannot escape his past. She is indeed right. Though Jing feels like he has been reborn anew, however he is still tied to his past life. This is unlike the reborn phoenix who is not tied to itspast self as it has been incinerated . Ru Shan Jing's past is catching on to him : Jing Ye found him, his engagement is back on track and FFYY is around him. She bought with her some extra problem ( Xuan assassination attempt). Shi Qi proceeded to explain that he has changed and does not seek revenge and just want to be YSQ. TSJ wants to be Ye Shi Qi, but he is not.
I find it so sad that he is want to not be TSJ so that Hou his abuser could shine, could be valued when Hou has diminished him. Jing does not want revenge but want to escape as YSQ. There is a similarity here between TSJ and Xiao Liu as both are trying to run away from their past. I would describe them both as phoenixes - both have been tortures to such an extent that this has shaped them anew character wise and power wise:- Xiao had been changing her form and gender multiple she has been changing her identity, she has lost most of her powers, one of Xiao Liu important phoenix transformation is the fact that she has moved from a poisoner, a killer to a healer, a life saver, a life bringer. Her heart is closed, she is scared of taking chances and have hopes. -Jing 's body is disfigured, he has lost a lot of his power, want to change his identity, His phoenix transformation is that Xiao Liu changed his soul, he does not want revenge anymore and he is ready to take chances and hope. - who are still tied to their past therefore have not undergone the total incineration of their past self/past life. The story will take us on their journey to achieve their complete phoenix transformation and forever never parting.
the 15 years promise
[Shi Qi’s breathing was erratic and his heartbeat was also fast. Xiao Liu knew what he wanted to say but was embarrassed to say. So she didn’t rush and instead nestled like a cat on his shoulder waiting patiently.
“Xiao Liu….I……I know I am engaged and have no right to say this to you…..and I never dared to….but…….I will call off the engagement, I will call off the engagement! You wait for me for twenty years….no…..no, fifteen years. You give Tu Shan Jing fifteen years, and after fifteen years I’ll give you back a Ye Shi Qi.”Xiao Liu asked “How do you want me to wait?”
“You…..you won’t let another man……into your heart.”
Xiao Liu was silent.....................Xiao Liu said “You, you really don’t know me at all. My heart is cold and there is a hard shell encasing it. Forget fifteen years, likely in fifty years there won’t be a man who goes inside.”
Shi Qi asked “So you’re agreeing? Let’s make a palm promise.”
Xiao Liu lazily raised her palm and Shi Qi felt where it was and then solemnly pressed his palm on hers......................Xiao Liu couldn’t help but smile “You said everything boils down to a business transaction, so why do I feel like I’m not getting the better end of the bargain here.”
Shi Qi shook her hand “That doesn’t include love, only love can never be measured by profit or loss. Family love, sibling love, friendship love, romantic love, it seems so easy but is a rare treasure that cannot be bought with any amount of money.”.......................................................Shi Qi said “I know you never give yourself hope so you don’t trust first and won’t give first. You have a true heart but if the other doesn’t appreciate it, then you won’t give it. I’m willing to wait, wait until you’re willing to hope.”................................................................................Shi Qi was so grateful that Zhuan Xu locked him up in the same cell as Xiao Liu, and only here did he have the courage to reveal his greatest wish. He even wished now to never leave, he was willing to spend an entire lifetime here with Xiao Li]
TSJ made his promise to Xiao Liu. He stated twice that he will break his engagement. the 2nd time add a conviction, ascertion. I love that he admitted that he has no right to ask this of Xiao Liu. I love that he is taking the risk , giving himself a chance . He has nothing to loose but everything to gain. He is indeed following the say " nothing ventured, nothing gained`'. Xiao Liu asked what Jing wanted her to do while he is breaking his engagement. At his answer, she stated that her heart is seal and that even if many years have passed, no man will enter her heart so in a way he should not worry. We see that Xiao Liu wants companionship only and this is because she believes her heart is closed to love. We see that Xiao Liu is in denial as she has been longing for YSQ. Her heart has been longing for him. We will see as their story progresses, how Xiao Liu will learned to hear her heart.
What I love about the promise is that Jing has not forced it on Xiao Liu. He asked her if she wanted to take this chance with him. Xiao Liu has agreed knowing what she is signing for unlike the 2 promises she made with Xiang Liu. She has not been forced, coerces via excruciating beating and information has not been withheld from her in order to make her agree. I love that Xiao Liu has finally been willing to take a chance even though she does not want to hope as Jing took the 1rst step and she accepted to wait for him.
Jing made it clear to Xiao Liu that this deal is not a business transaction as it is about love and only love is a rare treasure that cannot be bought with any amount of money.
Jing is finally extremely happy that he took the courage to reveal his greatest wish. The way Xiao Liu raised her to seal the deal. : in a lazy way foreshadow that she will be making the least effort since she does not want to hope in the chance she is giving herself.
I felt sad that whilst Jing has reveal everything about himself, Xiao Liu has not. She also has not reveal anything regarding FFYY assassination attempt of Zhuang Xu. after all any woman or man wanting and longing for a specific companion would have tried to remove the obstacle/ competition as quickly as they can in order to get their never parting.
[Shi Qi laughed lightly and his laughter was just like his personality – gentle, peaceful, pure]
I Love how the writer describe Jing personality. It is what Xiao Liu who has suffered a lot and is tired of suffering actually is looking for : gentleness, peace and purity .
Here is my2 cents and understanding of this part of chapter 8
Chapter 8
Part 5
[Xiao Liu opened her eyes and they were walking along the edge of the cliff. To the right was the vast ocean, waves and waves were pounding the black rocks. Xiao Liu suddenly felt her heart sense, she sensed someone was calling her. She said to Shi Qi “To the edge of the ocean.”.........The white shadow stood steady on top of the wave, white robe and white hair, wearing a mask. He stood in the middle of the waves like a white lily, pure and untouched, extraordinary and beautiful.............Xiao Liu suddenly remembered that Xiang Liu had the bug in him so when her leg was broken, he must have felt it. Xiao Liu laughed “With my little measly ability? Nothing, it’s just a misunderstanding.”............................................. Xiang Liu could come and go if he was alone, but if he had to take another person along, it would be a death sentence. And if she left, what would happen to Shi Qi?
Xiao Liu smiled “Thank you, but I’d rather not owe you too many favors.” Xiao Liu said to Shi Qi “Go back.”
Shi Qi stepped off the rock and walked back. Xiang Liu merely smiled at Xiao Liu turning down his offer....................Xiang Liu’s eyes glanced across Shi Qi’s face and then landed on Zhuan Xu. He said “Farewell!” before disappearing in the waves.........................Xiao Liu stared at the breaking waves on the jagged rocks and felt rather dazed. Xiang Liu traveled tens of thousands of miles, just to ask her two questions?....................................Right now Shi Qi was wearing a blue Gao Xing robe with wide sleeves and a simple belt, a crown encircling his hair. As he walked it was like he was walking on clouds, like he was the embodiment of the blue moon, his moves like the waves fluid. The two maids stared and Xiao Liu couldn’t look away either. Shi Qi appeared taken back and slightly lowered his eyes but he liked Xiao Liu staring at him like this so he kept his eyes locked on hers as he walked over.
Xiao Liu teased “No wonder a girl learned dance for ten years to try and seduce you. After you go back, there won’t be a lack of women throwing themselves at you.”
Shi Qi appeared uneasy and worried Xiao Liu would misunderstand and quickly said “I won’t look. Xiao Liu felt a sweetness in her heart but didn’t want him to see it so purposely turned her head “Whether you look or not has nothing to do with me.................................................
Xiao Liu stared at Shi Qi’s leg “But Gao Xing has a lot of special medicine, maybe it can heal your leg.” Shi Qi’s right leg’s injury, because of his spiritual powers, when he walked fast it was undetectable that he was a cripple, but when he walked slow it was evident he limped.
Shi Qi shook his head “I don’t care.”
Xiao Liu smiled and then yawned. Shi Qi said “You sleep.”
Xiao Liu grabbed his sleeve “You sleep, too. But I don’t want you to leave.”
“I can sleep leaning.” Shi Qi sat on the pallet and leaned on the side. Xiao Liu closed her eyes but her hand kept playing with Shi Qi’s sleeve. Shi Qi picked up a cup of water and held it in his hand. A white mist came up from the cup and surrounded Xiao Liu. Xiao Liu’s hand gradually stopped moving.
Shi Qi felt like Xiao Liu was trying so hard to control her nervousness since they left the prison. Shi Qi deduced it had something to do with the Grand Emperor. It couldn’t be related to the Emperor’s power, but was because of who he was.
Shi Qi tightly held Xiao Liu’s hand and said in a low voice “No matter what happens, I will always be with you.”]
As they were leaving the prison, Xiao Liu suddenly felt her heart sense, she sensed someone was calling her. It was Xiang Liu using the voodoo bug connection.. We are witnessing what the voodoo bug connection can do and how Xiang Liu is controlling it to find exactly where Xiao Liu and to make her come to him. . We have never seen Xiao Liu used it like this before. It is therefore correct to state that the voodoo bug connection could be used to track Xiao Liu where about. If she had succeeded in running away and changed her appearance, these would not have prevented Xiang Liu to find her. I cannot help but wonder if this was the reason why he asked for the transfer of the bug to his body. It is not far fetched to think that, with everything that has been going on in Xiao Liu life recently, he had also sensed that she was planning on running away. She is his precious medicine, his poison maker for what ever purpose he needs itband he has feelings for her. Xiao Liu remembered that he has the bug so would have felt the pain of her broken leg. Xiang Liu is there to help her escape if she wanted to. Xiao Liu rejected his offer therefore deciding to stay with Jing. Xiao Liu here is not thinking about Ye Shi Qi safety, but of the chance she has been willing to take with him. This is showing us her commitment to this new chapter in here life.
Xiang Liu before leaving is glancing at Shi Qi. This is something he has never done before. Why did he do it? You only glance at someone when somenthing about them caught your attention. Xiao Liu is also in dazed- confused, that Xiang Liu came to ask her 2 questions. This is out of character for him. I cannot help but wonder since we know that the voodoo bubg can share pain but also sensual feeling, is it far fetched to say that Xiang Liu had experience : 1- the feeling of `longing Xiao Liu has for Shi Qi and also felt it expand? 2- how it had felt when Xiao Liu was relaxed and content in Jing arms ? 3- how Xiao Liu has felt when she spontaneously performed this sexual act by licking the inside of Shi Qi palm and her flaming red blush? My answer to these is "yes!". Is this the reason why he came so late to rescue her? It is important remember what we had learned so far: the bug is a lover's bug and that Xiang Liu took it knowing this fact, but also not knowing that Xiao Liu's heart was already longing for Shi Qi. We also know that during the transfer, Xiao Liu's heart due to the bug recognised Xiang Liu's as a friend not as a lover. Due to this Xiao Liu had a bad feeling about the bug connection.
Later on when Xiao Liu saw Shi Qi in his changed of clothes, and she is could not take her eyes form him and Shi Qi liked the way she was looking, staring at him. Xiao Liu never had this kind of reaction when looking Xiang Liu even though his appearance is somenthing to behold. Shi Qi is described as looking like the embodiment of the blue moon here Her teasing comment to Shi Qi shows that she is attracted by his appearance as well here. When Shi Qi said that he will not look, this implies that he will not have eyes for any other woman but her, Xiao Liu's heart is moved by this. She is please but does not want him to know , to see it hence she turned not away. This implies that he facial expression would have shown to Shi Qi how pleased she was.
After the doctor visit, Xiao Liu requested that Shi Qi stayed with her while she is sleeping and Shi bQi again used his powers to help her relax. He again promised to be by here side regardless what happen with her meeting with the grand emperor of Gao Xing.
This is my 2 cents on the final part of chapter 8.
@Peng-Peng: Xiao Liu suddenly collapsed on the pallet and stared at the wind chime. Shi Qi saw through it, that he was planning to leave.]
Thank you Peng! In the drama covering this scene (ep.13):
- Xiao Liu when Yeshiqi leaves, she turn around and look at his direction, before she look at the wind chime. This is an appuyé on her emotions.
Yeshiqi leaves.
She turn around to face the direction he took to leave (inside the house).
And only after that, she'll look to the wind chime...her emotion is visible too
(here you see that she changed her sight)
@Peng-Peng : throw the fan
The fan comes in the drama just after without the yelling part :D :
She turn around from the chime and go to sit , grab the fan, air herself
but as she cannot help but look at the wind chime...
she poutly, in a moody gesture cover her eyes with the fan - to blind her sight of the object :).
Wind Chime + Fan... 2 interesting objects..
Symbolika1:Wind Chime + Fan... 2 interesting objects..
As I love so much visuals, I just had to explore this further.....:D I mean ...those two objects , each of them venting in this scene something, is just not trivial!...
General overview of those objects:
1. THE FAN:
Hand fans have existed since antiquity. Some of the earliest examples can be seen in ancient Egyptian artwork. The folding hand fan originated in Japan and was introduced into Europe in the 16th century. Since its beginning, the hand fan has been more than a practical means of cooling a person down: in Asia, it assumed an important ceremonial role; in Europe, it became a signifier of status, with elaborate designs and expensive materials showing both taste and wealth.
There is also a widely held belief that hand fans had another use besides just their practical application: that of conveying secret messages. It is believed that gestures and precise hand movements using fans constituted a secret language. In an age when women had to conform to strict rules of etiquette, it is believed that this secret language became an ideal way for a lady to discreetly communicate with and flirt with her admirers.
Although this sounds like an intriguing and romantic idea, is there any evidence that such a language existed?
Early Accounts of the 18th Century
By the 18th century, hand fans had become a popular and fashionable accessory and were seen frequently at social gatherings. Their frequent appearance became fodder for both satirists and romantic poets. In 1711 Joseph Addison wrote a satirical article in The Spectator advertising his school for ladies, the purpose of which was to instruct ladies in the proper use of the hand fan so that they "may be entire mistresses of the weapon which they bear." (View full article here.)
In 1742 the poet John Winstanley wrote:
“In Love’s soft Reign, the Sceptre is the Fan,
Woman is the Sovereign, and the Subject Man.
Her frowns and smiles its different motions show,
His hopes and fears from its impressions flow.”
Yet these references only suggest a subtle use of the fan to convey meaning. It was not until the end of the century that a more formalized method of hand fan communication was spoken of.
In the late 1790s, Charles Francis Badini and Robert Rowe designed what they referred to as "Communication" hand fans. Badini named his “Fanology or the Ladies Conversation Fan” and Rowe named his “The Ladies Telegraph, for Corresponding at a Distance”. Printed instructions were written on the fans informing ladies how to use them. https://owlcation.com/humanities/Fanology-The-Secret-Language-of-Hand-Fans
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2.WIND CHIMES:
Wind Chimes: Symbolism, Superstition, and Feng Shui:
People's imaginations have been captivated by these suspended tubes, rods, or bells, which are delicate and attractive and to which artistic and metaphysical aspects are sometimes linked. From ancient culture to modern times, wind chime superstitions weaved a tapestry of beliefs and practices that continue to intrigue and inspire.
The purpose of wind chimes is highly prized in many cultures for various reasons, including their beautiful sounds and the deep symbolism and mystery surrounding them. Whether as protectors against evil spirits, bringers of good fortune, or facilitators of communication with the divine, wind chimes continue to enchant and inspire us with their captivating music and spiritual symbols.
The earliest documented evidence and meaning of wind chimes dates back to ancient China, around 3000 BCE. Stone, metal, or bamboo wind chimes were mainly used for their music and to predict the weather. The Chinese culture thought that the sounds of wind chimes could keep negative energies away and bring a wealth of luck.
During the Middle Ages, monasteries and churches in Europe used wind chimes. The metal bells were hung in bell towers and made melodic sounds used to call for religious ceremonies or mark significant times during the day.
The Symbolism of Wind Chimes
Harmony and balance are both part of wind chime symbolism. The pleasant sounds they create represent the interconnectedness of different elements and the need for equilibrium. The sound of wind chimes reminds us to seek harmony within ourselves and the world.
They are also associated with spiritual energies and the divine. The sound of wind chimes is believed to carry prayers, messages, and intentions to higher realms. They symbolize a bridge between the earthly and the spiritual, facilitating communication and connection with the divine.
Feng Shui and Wind Chimes
The placement of wind chimes is essential in Feng Shui. They are commonly hung near entrances, windows, or gardens where they can catch the natural wind and disperse positive energy throughout the space.
In Feng Shui, wind chimes can be used to balance and harmonize the elements in a space. For example, if an area has excess fire energy, a metal wind chime can control and balance between fire and the presence of metal elements.
Positioning the chimes also enhances the forms of energy. The northeast direction is associated with the earth element. The east and southeast directions are related to the wood energy, and hanging wood chimes in this direction support family luck and peaceful life. The west and northwest directions are associated with the metal energy. Placing metal chimes in these areas can enhance creativity, communication, and mental clarity.
https://memorialize.art/blogs/news/wind-chime-superstition
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IN Chapter 8/drama ep. / Xiao Liu- Jing CONTEXT:
Wind Chime and Fan Symbolism:
Wind Chime as Connection: The wind chime introduced by Jing serves as a symbol of connection and attempts to bridge the emotional gap between Xiao Liu and Jing. It brings a refreshing breeze, representing a desire for tranquility and understanding. In contrast, the fan represents a personal space and a form of self-protection for Xiao Liu.
Cooling Effect: The wind chime's cool breeze is juxtaposed with Xiao Liu's physical discomfort in the heat. This contrast symbolizes Jing's efforts to bring comfort and relief to Xiao Liu's turbulent emotions. The fan, used by Xiao Liu, represents a personal attempt to cool oneself, emphasizing the need for emotional independence.
Acceptance and Rejection: Xiao Liu's contemplation of whether to accept the wind chime or not reflects her internal struggle. The act of covering her eyes with the fan can be seen as a symbolic gesture of shielding herself from the emotional vulnerability associated with accepting Jing's overtures.
Gender Symbolism: The fan, traditionally associated with femininity, can symbolize Xiao Liu's desire for independence and control over her emotions. In contrast, the wind chime, a shared object between them, represents the intertwining of their lives and the blurred lines between personal and shared space.
Visual Contrast: The visual contrast between the wind chime and the fan highlights the conflicting emotions and desires of the characters. It becomes a visual metaphor for the push and pull within their relationship, where one seeks closeness while the other yearns for distance.
Mood and Atmosphere: The wind chime and fan contribute to the overall mood and atmosphere of the scene. The cooling breeze and the sound of the wind chime create a serene ambiance, while the fan, used in frustration, adds a touch of tension and resistance.
Emotional Resonance: These objects become vessels for the characters' emotions. The wind chime represents Jing's attempts to mend and connect, while the fan embodies Xiao Liu's internal struggles and attempts to maintain emotional boundaries.
=> Refined addition:
Wind Chime and Fan Symbolism:
Soothing Sounds: The sounds produced by the wind chime could carry additional meanings. The gentle tinkling might represent the potential for healing and resolution, contrasting with the harsh words exchanged between Xiao Liu and Jing. The delicate tones of the wind chime act as a counterpoint to the heated exchange, symbolizing the possibility of harmony and understanding beneath the surface of their conflicting emotions.
Wind Chime as Connection: The wind chime introduced by Jing serves as a symbol of connection and attempts to bridge the emotional gap between Xiao Liu and Jing. It brings a refreshing breeze, representing a desire for tranquility and understanding. In contrast, the fan represents a personal space and a form of self-protection for Xiao Liu.
Cooling Effect: The wind chime's cool breeze is juxtaposed with Xiao Liu's physical discomfort in the heat. This contrast symbolizes Jing's efforts to bring comfort and relief to Xiao Liu's turbulent emotions. The fan, used by Xiao Liu, represents a personal attempt to cool oneself, emphasizing the need for emotional independence.
Acceptance and Rejection: Xiao Liu's contemplation of whether to accept the wind chime or not reflects her internal struggle. The act of covering her eyes with the fan can be seen as a symbolic gesture of shielding herself from the emotional vulnerability associated with accepting Jing's overtures.
Gender Symbolism: The fan, traditionally associated with femininity, can symbolize Xiao Liu's desire for independence and control over her emotions. In contrast, the wind chime, a shared object between them, represents the intertwining of their lives and the blurred lines between personal and shared space.
Visual Contrast: The visual contrast between the wind chime and the fan highlights the conflicting emotions and desires of the characters. It becomes a visual metaphor for the push and pull within their relationship, where one seeks closeness while the other yearns for distance.
Mood and Atmosphere: The wind chime and fan contribute to the overall mood and atmosphere of the scene. The cooling breeze and the sound of the wind chime create a serene ambiance, while the fan, used in frustration, adds a touch of tension and resistance.
Emotional Resonance: These objects become vessels for the characters' emotions. The wind chime represents Jing's attempts to mend and connect, while the fan embodies Xiao Liu's internal struggles and attempts to maintain emotional boundaries.
In summary, the wind chime and fan serve as powerful symbols in the narrative, representing the complexities of Xiao Liu and Jing's relationship. These objects become visual cues that enhance the storytelling, offering readers nuanced insights into the characters' emotions, desires, and the evolving dynamics between them.
Let's delve deeper into the metaphoric representation of Xiao Liu and Jing through the shapes of the wind chime and fan:
Wind Chime:
Harmony in Complexity: The wind chime, with its interconnected and dangling pieces, reflects the complexity of relationships. Each piece contributes to the overall harmony, echoing the intricacies of Xiao Liu and Jing's connection. The varying lengths and shapes symbolize the diversity of experiences and emotions they bring to their relationship.
Interdependence: The individual elements of the wind chime rely on each other to create a harmonious melody. This mirrors the interdependence between Xiao Liu and Jing, suggesting that their individual qualities and experiences contribute to the shared dynamic. The chime may only produce its beautiful sound when all parts work together, reinforcing the idea of mutual contribution.
Fluidity and Change: The swaying movement of the wind chime in response to the breeze signifies the fluidity and adaptability required in relationships. Similarly, Xiao Liu and Jing navigate the changing winds of their emotions and circumstances, emphasizing the need for flexibility and understanding.
Fan:
Closeness and Distance: The fan, with its ability to open and close, mirrors the fluctuating dynamics between Xiao Liu and Jing. When closed, it represents a desire for personal space and emotional distance. In contrast, when open, it symbolizes moments of vulnerability and closeness. The fan becomes a tool for Xiao Liu to regulate the level of intimacy in their relationship.
Protective Barrier: When Xiao Liu uses the fan to shield her eyes, it becomes a metaphorical barrier protecting her from the emotional exposure associated with accepting Jing's gestures. The fan acts as a form of self-protection, allowing Xiao Liu to control the degree of vulnerability she reveals to Jing.
Feminine Symbolism: Traditionally associated with femininity, the fan may also symbolize Xiao Liu's assertiveness and independence. It becomes a tool through which she asserts her autonomy and control over her emotions, challenging traditional gender norms.
Expressive Gestures: The fan, with its ability to be wielded expressively, reflects the range of emotions Xiao Liu experiences. Whether used in frustration or as a shield, the fan becomes an extension of Xiao Liu's emotional state, adding depth to her character.
In essence, the author employs the shapes and characteristics of the wind chime and fan to metaphorically convey the nuanced aspects of Xiao Liu and Jing's relationship. Through these objects, readers are invited to explore the intricacies of harmony, interdependence, fluidity, closeness, distance, and individual expression within the Xiao Liu and Tushan Jing evolving narrative and relationship.
"The wind chime represents Jing's attempts to mend and connect". By looking at it with a cold smile, Xiao Liu is determine to see if this connection is strong. the cold smile show that he sure that he will get a rejection from Jing, he is in fact ready for it. It will all rest on Jing hand again. It will be a make it or break it moment for them both. I my opinion, I find Xiao Liu here unfair towards Jing. How many time does one needs to prove himself for him? I guess we will have our answer when they finally meet and `Xiao Liu test Jing. It is important to notice that Xiao Liu so far has only been interested inn testing Jing's and only Jing's commitment towards him.
In the drama it's in Episode14, while they are catched by CX that Xiao Liu admit on testing him :
AND WHY :) =>
Carress his hair gently....
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She also reveal him that's because of her blood back than when she first found him, that he could have survived...
He understand at that moment that it is for that very of her blood and it's healing propriety that she interested someone else too, and that makes him smile.
SHe OFFER him.
CH 8 - analysis
1. Zhuan Xu's Identity and Political Intricacies:
Textual Evidence: "My real name is Zhuan Xu. Xuan Yuan Zhuan Xu. I am the eldest grandson of the Yellow Emperor of the Xuan Yuan Kingdom."
Analysis: Zhuan Xu's revelation of his true identity introduces a layer of political complexity into the narrative. His royal lineage from the Xuan Yuan Kingdom adds an intricate dimension to the power dynamics that Xiao Liu is navigating. The stark contrast with Jing's steadfast loyalty emphasizes the political machinations at play, highlighting the intricate web of power that Xiao Liu finds himself entangled in.
2. Xiao Liu's Internal Conflict and Emotional Turmoil:
Textual Evidence: "Xiao Liu stammered 'You…what are you doing here? I already removed the bug. You ought to have been able to feel it."
Analysis: Xiao Liu's internal conflict surfaces as he confronts Zhuan Xu. The palpable struggle between self-preservation and political obligations is heightened by Jing's immediate support. The emotional turmoil Xiao Liu experiences becomes evident, setting the stage for the intricate choices he must make. Jing's unwavering loyalty accentuates the emotional depth, portraying a stark contrast to the potential political motives behind Zhuan Xu's actions.
3. Jing's Loyalty, Love, and Reassurance:
Textual Evidence: "Jing said slowly 'I will accompany you to Gao Xing. The Grand Emperor is a sage ruler; he would not be looking to harm you.'"
Analysis: Jing's unwavering loyalty and love shine through as he offers to accompany Xiao Liu. This loyalty stands in stark contrast to potential political motives. Jing's reassurance adds emotional depth, emphasizing the genuine care he holds for Xiao Liu. The contrasting motivations of Jing and Zhuan Xu contribute to the nuanced exploration of loyalty, love, and the intricate interplay between emotions and political considerations.
4. Escape Plans and Political Intrigue:
Textual Evidence: "Xiao Liu walked out and saw Tian Er memorizing medicinal herb concoctions. He said to her 'I’m leaving Hui Chun Clinic in your hands.'"
Analysis: The departure plans underscore Xiao Liu's resourcefulness and Jing's involvement, showcasing their ability to navigate the political landscape. This contrast with Zhuan Xu's political strategies hints at the characters' adaptability and determination to forge their own path. The juxtaposition of escape plans against political intricacies adds depth to the narrative, highlighting the characters' resilience and ingenuity.
5. Symbolism of Wind Chime and Fan:
Textual Evidence: "Soothing Sounds: The gentle tinkling might represent the potential for healing and resolution."
Analysis: In essence, the author employs the shapes and characteristics of the wind chime and fan to metaphorically convey the nuanced aspects of Xiao Liu and Jing's relationship. Through these objects, readers are invited to explore the intricacies of harmony, interdependence, fluidity, closeness, distance, and individual expression within the Xiao Liu and Tushan Jing evolving narrative and relationship.
6. Metaphor of Stars and Unknown Future:
Textual Evidence: "Xiao Liu raised his head to look at the stars and wished for a duck neck to gnaw on to make this feel like a trip rather than running away."
Analysis: The metaphor of stars symbolizes the unknown future, emphasizing the unpredictability of Xiao Liu's journey. The desire for simplicity through a casual trip reflects the character's longing for a carefree existence, contrasting with the complexities of their current situation. The stars become a poignant symbol of hope and uncertainty, underscoring the emotional depth in Xiao Liu's quest for freedom.
7. Language - Words and Metaphors:
Textual Evidence: "Zhuan said 'This is an Imperial Summons; you can’t refuse. Xiao Liu, don’t make it hard for me, I don’t want to hurt you.'"
Analysis: The tension in Zhuan Xu's language underscores the power dynamic at play. Contrastingly, Jing's reassuring and supportive language highlights the difference in approach, showcasing the characters' distinct attitudes and motivations. The choice of words becomes a crucial element in revealing the characters' intentions and the intricate power struggles they navigate.
8. Foreshadowing Language and Anticipation:
Textual Evidence: "Xuan had finally revealed his identity as the grandson of the Yellow Emperor of Xuan Yuan and disciple of the Grand Emperor of Gao Xing."
Analysis: The revelation of Xuan's identity foreshadows future conflicts, creating anticipation for the reader. This adds complexity to the narrative and sets the stage for the challenges Xiao Liu and Jing will face in the upcoming chapters. The foreshadowing language enhances the storytelling, keeping readers engaged with the evolving political and emotional landscape.
9. Replica Dolls and Resourcefulness:
Textual Evidence: "Jing Ye brought two sets of clothes and the two changed into it and arranged their hair so they appeared like messengers traveling from place to place."
Analysis: The use of replica dolls showcases the characters' ingenuity in escaping Zhuan Xu's pursuit. Jing's plans and the introduction of the dolls provide a unique contrast to the political complexities, emphasizing the characters' resourcefulness. This adds a layer of depth to the narrative, showcasing the characters' ability to navigate challenges creatively.(not shown in the drama).
10. The Longing In Xiao Liu's Heart Has Expanded and Emotional Complexity:
Textual Evidence: The moment this thought popped into his head, Xiao Luu suddenly wanted to know Jing’s choice even more than he wanted to escape Qing Shui Town. Xiao Liu looked at the ice crystal wind chime and smiled coldly. Whatever Jing chose to do, once Xiao Liu asked then he’ll know.
Analysis: Xiao Liu's internal struggle and the lack of inquiry from Jing contribute to the deepening of Xiao Liu's longing. The emotional connection between the characters becomes more pronounced, highlighting the complexity of their relationship. The unspoken understanding and emotional resonance enhance the narrative, portraying a nuanced exploration of Xiao Liu's internal conflicts and the evolving dynamics between characters.
11. Xiao Liu's Internal Struggle and Lack of Inquiry:
Textual Evidence: -Xiao Liu turned around - "Fine!” +.Xiao Liu was stunned. Jing knew all along that he was fake.
Analysis: Xiao Liu's reluctance to divulge the reasons behind his desire to escape and Jing's decision not to press for an explanation adds a layer of complexity to their relationship. The unspoken understanding between them becomes a powerful element in the narrative, suggesting a mutual recognition of the weight of Xiao Liu's past and the emotional toll it has taken on him.
12. Symbolism of Leaning Head and Trust:
Textual Evidence: "A raspy voice said 'I. Am Shi Qi.' Xiao Liu still looked up at the stars and said nothing, but after a few moments his head slowly tilted and lightly rested on Shi Qi’s shoulder."
Analysis: The symbolic act of leaning his head on Shi Qi's shoulder conveys Xiao Liu's vulnerability and a subtle invitation to trust. This gesture serves as a metaphorical opening of Xiao Liu's heart. In the silence that follows, Xiao Liu communicates a willingness to share his burdens, hinting at the unspoken connection between him and Shi Qi. It contrasts with the political intricacies and power struggles, emphasizing the intimate and personal aspect of Xiao Liu's journey.
13. Opening the Heart in Silence and Emotional Richness:
Analysis: Xiao Liu's choice to remain silent yet lean on Shi Qi's shoulder becomes a poignant expression of trust and a desire for comfort. This silent exchange becomes a powerful element in the narrative, contributing to the depth and complexity of the characters' relationships. Jing's lack of inquiry may reflect his respect for Xiao Liu's privacy and certanly a shared understanding that some wounds are too painful to articulate.
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Overview of Tones:
Tension: The political tensions between Zhuan Xu and Xiao Liu contribute to an overall tone of tension. The escape plans and the need for secrecy amplify this suspenseful atmosphere.
Emotional Depth: Amid the turmoil, there are moments of emotional depth, especially in the expressions of loyalty, love, and the deepening connection between characters. These moments add a layer of warmth to the narrative.
Symbolic Optimism: The introduction of symbols like the wind chime and the metaphor of stars brings tones of optimism and hope, even in the face of political challenges. These symbols suggest the potential for healing and resolution.
Silent Understanding: The silent gestures, such as Xiao Liu leaning on Shi Qi's shoulder, contribute to a tone of silent understanding and unspoken connection.
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+ Drama cover ep.14 contribute to let us know what are Xiao Liu's feelings for Jing:
Fear of Emotional Entanglement:
- Xiao Liu's testing of Shi Qi could stem from a fear of emotional entanglement. He might be afraid of forming deep emotional connections, especially considering the circumstances of his life and the potential dangers associated with his identity.
Reluctance to Confront Feelings:
- By admitting to testing Shi Qi, Xiao Liu might be revealing a reluctance to confront his own feelings. This could indicate that he is struggling with internal conflicts, possibly arising from past experiences or traumas that make him hesitant to embrace emotional vulnerability.
Protection Mechanism:
- Testing Shi Qi could be seen as a protective mechanism employed by Xiao Liu. If he can create distance or discourage Shi Qi from pursuing a closer relationship, Xiao Liu might believe he can shield himself from potential emotional pain or complications.
Deep Feelings and Longing:
- Ironically, the act of testing Shi Qi could be an indication of deep feelings on Xiao Liu's part. The fear of attachment and longing in his heart, as previously explored in the text, might be driving these actions. Xiao Liu's internal struggle could be rooted in the conflict between his desire for connection and his fear of the associated vulnerabilities.
Character Growth and Evolution:
- This revelation sets the stage for character growth. Xiao Liu's acknowledgment of his testing behavior opens the door for potential self-reflection and development. It creates opportunities for Xiao Liu to confront his fears, understand the true nature of his feelings, and possibly move towards a more open and authentic connection with Shi Qi.
In summary, Xiao Liu admits to testing Shi Qi as portrayed in the drama, it say outloud how deep is the emotional turmoil within Xiao Liu. We already knew that some of his actions may be driven by a fear of attachment and a reluctance to confront his own feelings. However, this revelation also creates opportunities for self-discovery, and for a more profound connection between Xiao Liu and Shi Qi as the story unfolds. Xiao Liu admit to himself that he have feelings for Yeshiqi. It's a huge step foward! :)
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As Xiao Liu caresses Shi Qi's hair while admitting that he tested him, it adds a layer of physical intimacy to the emotional revelation. Here's an exploration of this gesture:
Tender Gesture Amidst Emotional Revelation:
- The act of caressing Shi Qi's hair while admitting to testing him adds a tender and intimate dimension to the conversation. Xiao Liu's touch is like a non-verbal expression of care and affection, contrasting with his testing harsh words he spoke to him.
- Seeking Comfort and Connection:
- Xiao Liu's gesture may convey a subconscious desire for comfort and connection. In the midst of revealing his inner conflicts and fears, the physical touch might be an instinctual way for Xiao Liu to seek solace and reassurance, both for himself and for Shi Qi.
- Vulnerability and Openness:
- The act of caressing someone's hair is often associated with vulnerability and openness. Xiao Liu, who might have been guarded or reserved in expressing his emotions, is momentarily allowing himself to be vulnerable. This physical gesture can symbolize a moment of emotional nakedness and authenticity.
4.Symbolic Sign of Affection:
- Hair caressing is a symbolic sign of affection and tenderness. It could indicate that, despite Xiao Liu's testing and reservations, there is a genuine fondness and affection for Shi Qi. The physical touch signify a connection that goes beyond words or tests.
5.Contrast with Verbal Expression:
- The contrast between Xiao Liu's verbal admission and his physical gesture adds depth to his character. It reveals a multi-faceted approach to communication, where words alone may not fully convey the complexity of emotions. The caress serves as a silent apology or reassurance, a way of saying, "Despite my fears, there is genuine affection between us."
6.Foreshadowing of Deeper Connection:
- This intimate moment could foreshadow a deeper connection between Xiao Liu and Shi Qi in the narrative. It sets the stage for potential growth in their relationship, as Xiao Liu begins to confront his fears and Shi Qi becomes a source of comfort and understanding.
In summary, if Xiao Liu caresses Shi Qi's hair while admitting to testing him, it enhances the emotional and intimate aspects of their relationship. This physical gesture becomes a poignant expression of vulnerability, affection, and the potential for a profound connection between them. Xiao Liu caress Yeshiqi's hair, but she also caress her own desires to let go on further and free, her own feelings toward him.
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@Winny Aye:
I really like this metaphor of her looking at the stars. Stars could be metaphor of "Stars turn on as the day turn to night". The way I understand it is when the dark times come there will be little stars to see the light. Stars metaphor could be "something written in stars", meaning destiny is already written, a force of nature we can't avoid, and something we could not change .
Let's go :D!.
First let me share the 2 related parts from novel + 1 drama covering, before analysing further :)
1/chapter 5:
- Context-Xiao Liu learn that Yeshiqi is Tushan Jing, and further Xiao Liu is counting the stars :
Xiao Liu was arranging the cashews on the plate, first into a flower, and then into a crescent moon. The person next to him was ramrod stiff, his hand tightly clenching a cashew until it had been reduced to powder.
Xiao Liu drank his wine and teased “Hey, what is your name? When I see you later, I can’t act like I don’t know you but I can’t call you Shi Qi anymore! Even if you don’t mind, your wife will likely shoot an arrow into me.” After a few moments, Shi Qi painfully said “Tu Shan Jing.” “Tu Shan….how to write it?” Jing splashed some wine and wrote his name for Xiao Liu who laughed and asked “And what’s the name of your soon-to-be wife?” Jing’s hand froze above the table. Xiao Liu smiled “Six years, I let you stay for six years. Give me six years without rent and then we won’t owe each other anything!” Xiao Liu got up to leave but Jing grabbed his arm. Xiao Liu jerked a few times but Jing never let go.
Xiao Liu realized for the first time that the normally gentle Jing was actually quite strong and it was enough to subdue him. Xuan walked over with a laugh “Brother Liu is leaving?” Xiao Liu smiled “Yes, you have your big business, I have my little medical clinic. If I’m not leaving, shall I stay forever then? I can’t help you with what you’re doing.” Jing released his grip and Xiao Liu shook off his hand, handed money to Xuan, and walked out of the shop humming a ditty. The appearance of the Tu Shan family Second Lord caused Qing Shui Town to get even more lively as people jostled for opportunities and advancement.
Everyone was discussing him. Even Butcher Gao lamented to Lao Mu that all the shops on the street belonged to the Tu Shan family. Chuan Zi and Tian Er didn’t think anything of it since those people were like stars, so far above their reach. Lao Mu had his questions but one look at Xiao Liu’s calm face and it relieved him. It can’t be, it can’t be Shi Qi!
Xiao Liu refused to go to the river banks anymore. He locked the doors to the courtyard and laid on the pallet to count the stars. “Three thousand three hundred twenty seven……..”
2/Related screenshots-ep.8 of that scene in ch.5:
(falling stars for wishes -TSJ/Yeshiqi point of view)
Fondu-enchainé (fade in) to Xiao Liu's POV of the same starry night and falling stars. she is surprise to see them and...
Call out => Yeshiqi...
In the drama covering this scene (episode 8) we have Shiqi alone looking the stars by the river, and Xiao liu in the courtyard counting, the difference is that 1: we see them both under the starry night, 2. there are falling stars in the sky (symbol of wishes- it's in the chapter name by the way-Wish to Entrust Myself to the Mountains and Streams).
3. Novel scene from chapter 8 :
It was Summer so it wasn’t cold out at night. The entire town was asleep and the stars out were especially bright. Xiao Liu raised his head to look at the stars and wished for a duck neck to gnaw on to make this feel like a trip rather than running away. Jing said “If you’re tired, go to sleep.” Xiao Liu replied “It’s crazy outside of town, isn’t it?” Zhuan Xu thought he left town so was searching outside but in truth he was still in town. Jing explained “Tomorrow the messenger group will depart for Gao Xing.” Xiao Liu laughed, Zhuan Xu would never think that he was running away from going to Gao Xing would then be headed to Gao Xing. Xiao Liu said to Jing “I thought you were so honest, who knew you were this sneaky.” Jing said “Tomorrow will be exhausting, you rest leaning on me.”
Xiao Liu looked up at the stars and said nothing. A raspy voice said “I. Am Shi Qi.” Xiao Liu still looked up at the stars and said nothing, but after a few moments his head slowly tilted and lightly rested on Shi Qi’s shoulder. Shi Qi didn’t dare move as if afraid he would scare him away. Until he heard Xiao Liu sleeping did he slightly turn his head to gently look down on the sleeping Xiao Liu.
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NOW: Let's delve into the connections and analyze the significance of these moments!:
*** Scene in Chapter 5:
Setting and Tone:
- Xiao Liu arranges cashews into a flower and crescent moon, displaying a playful and carefree demeanor.
- Shi Qi's reaction is tense, clenching a cashew until it turns to powder, indicating the gravity of the revelation.
- Xiao Liu's teasing and casual demeanor create a lighthearted tone initially.
Dialogue and Interaction:
- Xiao Liu teases Shi Qi about his real name, engaging in a playful conversation.
- Shi Qi reveals his true identity as Tushan Jing, leading to a shift in the atmosphere.
- Xiao Liu sets a humorous condition for staying in the town for six more years without rent.
Xiao Liu's Reaction:
- Xiao Liu attempts to leave, but Jing grabs his arm.
- Jing's strength surprises Xiao Liu, revealing a different aspect of Jing's character.
Later Reflection:
- Xiao Liu, after leaving the scene, counts stars alone, suggesting a moment of introspection.
- Lao Mu's suspicions are alleviated after observing Xiao Liu's calm face.
***Scene in Chapter 8:
Setting and Tone:
- It's summer, and the night is bright with especially bright stars, creating a serene atmosphere.
- Xiao Liu wishes for a duck neck, expressing a desire for normalcy and simplicity.
Dialogue and Interaction:
- Xiao Liu and Jing discuss their journey, and Jing reveals their destination.
- Jing's explanation about Zhuan Xu's search adds a layer of tension to the conversation.
- Xiao Liu's laughter and teasing about Jing's sneakiness maintain a degree of playfulness.
Xiao Liu's Reaction:
- Xiao Liu looks up at the stars and reflects on the craziness outside of town.
- Shi Qi's revelation is made in a raspy voice, creating a sense of vulnerability.
- Xiao Liu's head tilts and rests on Shi Qi's shoulder, a gesture of trust and vulnerability.
Symbolism and Wish:
- Xiao Liu's wish for a duck neck and the metaphor of stars reflect his longing for simplicity and a carefree life.
- Shi Qi's revelation adds complexity, intertwining the desire for simplicity with the reality of their situation.
Analysis and Connection:
1. Symbolism of Stars:
- In both scenes, stars serve as a backdrop for significant revelations and introspection.
- The act of counting stars in Chapter 5 and looking at the stars in Chapter 8 symbolizes Xiao Liu's contemplation of his life's direction.
2. Xiao Liu's Internal State:
- In Chapter 5, Xiao Liu's playfulness contrasts with the gravity of Shi Qi's revelation.
- In Chapter 8, Xiao Liu's laughter and wish for a duck neck juxtapose with the impending challenges of their journey.
3. Themes of Trust and Vulnerability:
- Jing's grip on Xiao Liu's arm in Chapter 5 and Xiao Liu leaning on Shi Qi's shoulder in Chapter 8 both signify moments of trust and vulnerability.
- The contrast lies in the evolution of their relationship from a playful banter to a more intimate and silent understanding.
4. Desire for Simplicity:
- The wish for a duck neck in Chapter 8 echoes Xiao Liu's desire for a casual and carefree existence, mirroring his arrangements of cashews into whimsical shapes in Chapter 5.
5. Political Context:
- Chapter 5 involves the revelation of Jing's identity, impacting the political dynamics in the town.
- Chapter 8 introduces the political tension with Zhuan Xu's pursuit, adding a layer of complexity to Xiao Liu and Jing's escape.
Conclusion:
These scenes, though separated by chapters, are intricately connected through symbolism, character dynamics, and thematic elements.
They highlight Xiao Liu's and Jing's internal struggles,their desire for simplicity, and their evolving trust and feelings . The stars, initially a backdrop for playfulness and revelations, become a symbol of contemplation and longing as the narrative progresses.
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*let's delve deeper into various aspects of these scenes to uncover different layers and highlights.
1. Symbolism of Arranging Cashews and Counting Stars:
- Chapter 5:
- Xiao Liu arranging cashews represents his attempts to create order and whimsy in the face of unexpected revelations.
- The flower and crescent moon shapes may symbolize fleeting beauty and the cyclical nature of life.
- Chapter 8:
- Counting stars reflects Xiao Liu's contemplation of the vast possibilities and uncertainties in his life.
- The act of counting stars becomes a ritual, emphasizing Xiao Liu's introspection and search for meaning.
2. Playfulness vs. Intimacy:
- Chapter 5:
- Xiao Liu's teasing and playful banter with Shi Qi showcase their relationship's initial lightness.
- Jing's strength surprises Xiao Liu, hinting at the hidden depths of his character.
- Chapter 8:
- Xiao Liu's laughter and wish for a duck neck maintain an element of playfulness amid the impending challenges.
- The intimate moment of leaning on Shi Qi's shoulder signifies a shift toward a deeper connection and vulnerability.
3. Transition from Mundane to Extraordinary:
- Chapter 5:
- Xiao Liu's daily task of arranging cashews contrasts with the extraordinary revelation about Shi Qi's identity.
- The ordinary act of arranging cashews becomes a precursor to an extraordinary shift in their relationship dynamics.
- Chapter 8:
- Xiao Liu's wish for a duck neck and the serene act of counting stars amidst the political tension emphasize the desire for simplicity in the face of complex circumstances.
- The transition from a mundane wish to the gravity of Shi Qi's revelation creates a nuanced narrative layer.
4. Political Intrigue-world context:
- Chapter 5:
- Shi Qi's revelation as Tushan Jing introduces political intrigue and power dynamics to the narrative.
- Xiao Liu's condition of six years without rent hints at the impact of political factors on personal relationships.
- Chapter 8:
- The impending departure to Gao Xing and Zhuan Xu's search add political tension to Xiao Liu and Jing's escape.
- The wish for a carefree existence contrasts with the political complexities they are navigating.
5. Themes of Trust and Vulnerability:
- Chapter 5:
- Jing grabbing Xiao Liu's arm and Xiao Liu's realization of Jing's strength signify trust and vulnerability in the face of change.
- The humorous condition for staying in town reflects a mix of trust, friendship, and the need for practical arrangements.
- Chapter 8:
- Xiao Liu leaning on Shi Qi's shoulder symbolizes a deeper level of trust and vulnerability, transcending the playful banter.
- Shi Qi's revelation is made in a raspy voice, emphasizing vulnerability and the weight of the shared secret.
6. Desire for Simplicity and Freedom:
- Chapter 5:
- Xiao Liu's wish for a duck neck and his whimsical arrangements express a longing for simplicity and freedom.
- The condition of six years without rent suggests a desire to break free from entanglements.
- Chapter 8:
- The wish for a duck neck persists, symbolizing Xiao Liu's continuous yearning for simplicity despite the complexities of their journey.
- Counting stars becomes a ritualistic expression of longing for a carefree existence.
7. Evolution of Xiao Liu and Jing's Relationship:
- Chapter 5:
- The playful banter and teasing lay the foundation for a deeper connection between Xiao Liu and Jing.
- Jing's hidden strength hints at the unexplored facets of their relationship.
- Chapter 8:
- The transition from laughter to a silent and intimate moment signifies the evolution of their relationship.
- Xiao Liu's vulnerability, leaning on Shi Qi's shoulder, adds emotional depth and complexity.
8. Impact on Qing Shui Town:
- Chapter 5:
- Lao Mu's initial concern is eased by Xiao Liu's calm demeanor, highlighting the impact of the revelation on the town.
- The introduction of Tushan Jing alters the town's dynamics, reflecting the broader consequences of personal revelations.
- Chapter 8:
- The political tension involving Zhuan Xu's search adds a sense of urgency and risk to Xiao Liu and Jing's escape.
- The decision to lock doors and avoid the riverbanks signifies the impact of external factors on their daily lives.
9. Nature Imagery:
- Chapter 5:
- The arrangement of cashews into a flower and crescent moon brings nature into the narrative.
- Nature serves as a backdrop for Xiao Liu's attempt to find order in the chaos.
- Chapter 8:
- The bright stars and Xiao Liu's wish for a duck neck connect nature with Xiao Liu's yearning for simplicity.
- The ritual of counting stars underlines the timeless and natural aspect of Xiao Liu's contemplation.
10. Foreshadowing and Reflection:
- Chapter 5:
- Xiao Liu's counting stars alone foreshadows moments of introspection and reflection in future chapters.
- Lao Mu's initial suspicion sets the stage for the town's evolving perception of Xiao Liu and Jing.
- Chapter 8:
- The political tension foreshadows the challenges Xiao Liu and Jing will face on their journey to Gao Xing.
- The wish for a duck neck and the act of counting stars become recurring motifs, reflecting Xiao Liu's ongoing struggle and journey.
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Chapter 5:
- Context: Xiao Liu counts the stars alone, emphasizing his solitude and contemplation.
- Observation: Xiao Liu's counting of stars is a silent form of making wishes or expressing inner desires.
- Interpretation: The act of counting stars serves as a personal ritual, possibly encompassing wishes and reflections on his situation.
Chapter 8 (TV Serie Episode):
- Context: Both Xiao Liu and Shi Qi are under the starry night, reacting to falling stars.
- Observation: Xiao Liu, seeking Shi Qi's presence, calls out his name during the falling stars moment.
- Interpretation: Xiao Liu vocalizing Shi Qi's name during this auspicious moment suggests a desire for a connection or an acknowledgment of emotions.
Leaning on Shi Qi's Shoulder:
- Chapter 8:
- Context: After Shi Qi reveals his identity, struggles and past, Xiao Liu leans on his shoulder while looking at the stars.
- Observation: This gesture signifies a moment of vulnerability and trust, a departure from their earlier playful interactions.
- Interpretation: Leaning on Shi Qi's shoulder is a non-verbal expression of Xiao Liu's emotions. It indicate a letting go of reservations and a willingness to share his burdens.
Emotional Release and Connection:
- Chapter 5(TV Serie Episode 8):
- Context: Xiao Liu calls out Shi Qi's name during the falling stars moment.
- Observation: This moment aligns with Xiao Liu's acknowledgment of his feelings, expressed through Shi Qi's name.
- Interpretation: The vocalization of Shi Qi's name can be seen as an emotional release, a moment where Xiao Liu lets go of his reservations and openly acknowledges his connection to Shi Qi.
Shift in Dynamics:
- Overall:
- Observation: The progression from counting stars alone to vocalizing Shi Qi's name during a simultaneous, even if physically apart - falling stars moment signifies a shift in Xiao Liu's emotional state.
- Interpretation: Xiao Liu's actions suggest a growing emotional connection and a willingness to express his feelings. The falling stars act as a catalyst for this shift in dynamics.
Conclusion:
The falling stars become a powerful symbolic element in the narrative, representing moments of introspection, wishes, and emotional release. Xiao Liu's transition from counting stars alone to calling out Shi Qi's name during the falling stars moment in the TV series episode underscores the evolving emotional landscape. It suggests a deeper connection and the acknowledgment of his feelings for Shi Qi. This shift opens avenues for their further connection under the stars.
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In the quietude of Qing Shui Town, where starlight painted the night sky with its ethereal glow, Xiao Liu found solace in the rhythmic counting of stars. His fingers delicately arranged cashews, forming patterns that mirrored the celestial display above. It was a scene of solitude, marked by the gentle hum of a ditty escaping his lips, a melody that seemed to echo the secrets held within his heart.
Little did he know that this night, painted with the brightness of stars, would become a thematic thread connecting two chapters of his life. In Chapter 5, Xiao Liu's musings unfolded in the presence of a rigid companion, one who bore the weight of an unspoken truth. Tushan Jing, unbeknownst to Xiao Liu, grappled with a revelation, clenching a cashew with a tension that mirrored the complexities of their intertwining destinies.
As Xiao Liu playfully teased about the impending change in his companion's nomenclature, little did he fathom the twists fate had in store. The name "Tu Shan Jing" etched in wine, the revelation of a soon-to-be wife, and a profound agreement sealed silently – all painted a canvas of anticipation and complexity.
Fast forward to Chapter 8, the narrative unfolded beneath the same star-studded tapestry. This time, however, the stars bore witness to a different scene. Falling stars, traditionally regarded as vessels for wishes, adorned the heavens. Xiao Liu, now accompanied by the enigmatic figure of Tushan Jing, experienced a moment of shared wonder beneath the celestial cascade.
The TV series adaptation breathed life into this celestial dance, capturing the characters' reactions to falling stars in a synchronized ballet. Xiao Liu, aware of Shi Qi's presence, could no longer contain the emotions that rippled within him. As the falling stars painted streaks of brilliance across the night, he called out the name "Shi Qi" into the quietude.
The adaptation, with its visual poetry, added nuances to this moment. Falling stars mirrored the wishes held in Xiao Liu's heart, while he, under the starry night, called out to the figure who had silently inhabited his thoughts for years. It was a convergence of destinies, a celestial acknowledgment of emotions that transcended spoken words.
And then, in a quiet revelation, Xiao Liu leaned on Shi Qi's shoulder. The once playful banter and teasing undertones gave way to vulnerability. The act of leaning, of resting his head on Shi Qi's shoulder, became a silent dialogue of trust and unspoken emotions.
***As the falling stars continued their descent, Xiao Liu's head tilted, finding a gentle perch on Shi Qi's shoulder. In this intimate tableau, unspoken words hung in the air. Shi Qi, careful not to disturb the delicate equilibrium, gazed down at the slumbering Xiao Liu, witnessing a moment that transcended the political intricacies and the tumultuous currents of their shared history.
The correlation between Chapter 5 and Chapter 8 =>
Unveiled a deep sky of emotions, woven with the threads of solitude, revelation, and the shared wonder of stars and falling stars. The drama adaptation, with its visual storytelling, elevated these moments into a symphony of wishes and unspoken confessions, painting the narrative with hues of intimacy and connection that surpassed the boundaries of mere words, her head leaning on his shoulder.
It was a celestial dance, where the stars bore witness to a story written in the silent language of Xiao Liu and Yeshiqi's hearts.
We saw that Xiao Liu prepared her run away for long, so why is she so eager to run away?...
***Xiao Liu's eagerness to run away is rooted in a combination of deep-seated motivations and a carefully calculated response to the challenges and complexities surrounding her. Let's explore the underlying reasons in depth:
Political Intrigue and Unwanted Attention:
- Xiao Liu finds herself entangled in a web of political intrigue, especially with the revelation of Zhuan Xu's identity and the mention of an Imperial Summons. Her reluctance to be involved in political matters and the potential unwanted attention from powerful figures like Zhuan Xu create a sense of urgency to escape.
Protection of Secrets:
- Xiao Liu carries significant secrets, including her knowledge of Tushan Jing's true identity. The need to protect these secrets not only adds to her emotional burden but also presents a constant threat of exposure. Running away becomes a strategy to distance herself from situations where these secrets might be uncovered and imply him further in a more vast and political implications.
Fear of Repercussions:
- There's a palpable fear of the consequences Xiao Liu might face if she stays. The mention of Zhuan Xu's pursuit and the careful planning of departure suggest a proactive approach to avoid potential harm or repercussions. Xiao Liu is aware that her actions and the secrets she holds may have significant consequences.
Longing for Freedom and Independence:
- Xiao Liu's desire for freedom, symbolized by her wish to run away, reflects a longing for a life unburdened by political complexities. The metaphor of looking at the stars and wishing for a carefree trip underscores her yearning for independence in the vast world and a break from the constraints of her current circumstances.
Emotional Turmoil and Past Trauma:
- Xiao Liu's internal struggle and the lack of inquiry from Jing hint at deeper emotional turmoil. The reluctance to disclose her reasons for wanting to escape suggests a history of trauma or experiences that have left a lasting impact on her. Running away becomes a means to distance herself from painful memories or unresolved issues she can't yet face.
Avoidance of Emotional Entanglement:
- The drama highlight the portrayal of Xiao Liu avoiding Jing due to fear that her and his identity might lead to emotional entanglement , it further emphasizes her desire to maintain a certain emotional distance. This avoidance may stem from past experiences or a fear of being vulnerable and emotionally attached.
Preparation and Resourcefulness:
- Xiao Liu's long preparation for her escape underscores her resourcefulness and strategic thinking. This is not a spontaneous decision but a carefully planned move, indicating the seriousness of the threats she perceives and the importance of securing her freedom.
Very brief summary: Xiao Liu's eagerness to run away is a response to a complex interplay of political threats, the need to protect secrets, fear of consequences, a longing for independence, and underlying emotional turmoil with her feelings for Jing, and later includes CX (gege). Her decision is a proactive attempt to navigate a precarious situation and shape her own destiny in a way that minimizes risks and preserves her autonomy.
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Forethought and Anticipation:
- Xiao Liu's preparations suggest a high level of foresight and anticipation. She has likely been monitoring the political landscape and assessing potential threats for a considerable period. This foresight allows her to plan her escape methodically, taking into account various contingencies.
Understanding Political Dynamics:
- The involvement of Zhuan Xu, the revelation of his identity, and the Imperial Summons all point to a complex political scenario. Xiao Liu's ability to grasp the intricate political dynamics indicates a keen intellect. Her preparations are not just about physical escape but also about navigating the political intricacies surrounding her.
Potential Dangers of Bugs Connection:
- Xiao Liu could also wanted to run away from xl controlling through bugs . She has witnesses XL using her and bug to take Xuan's life. And said she have a "bad feeling about it". She saw the bug worked through a certain distance(CX removal). As a physician, Xiao Liu had awareness of bug transfering between her and XL that there's potential surveillance and so she said "I had bad feelings about it!" This is showing that Xiao Liu sensing of controlling through bugs connection. She could need to distance herself from it's activity.
It demonstrates a shrewd understanding of the importance of who is in control.
Strategic Departure Plans:
- The decision to leave Hui Chun Clinic in Tian Er's hands and the overall orchestration of her departure showcase Xiao Liu's strategic thinking. She ensures that her absence won't leave a void in the clinic and that her departure will be executed smoothly. This level of planning reflects a desire to minimize the impact of her absence on those she leaves behind.
- The decision to leave Hui Chun Clinic in Tian Er's hands and the overall orchestration of her departure showcase Xiao Liu's strategic thinking. She ensures that her absence won't leave a void in the clinic and that her departure will be executed smoothly. This level of planning reflects a desire to minimize the impact of her absence on those she leaves behind.
Emotional Preparedness:
- Beyond the practical aspects, Xiao Liu's preparations may also include emotional readiness. The decision to distance herself emotionally, as seen in her avoidance of Jing, indicates a proactive effort to mitigate potential emotional entanglements that could complicate her escape. She sees her feelings as a tie, not having control on her jalous reactions is burdening her. In particulary when she is not aware of all the manipulation setting around jing's engagement.
By distancing herself emotionally, especially from Jing, Xiao Liu aims to create a necessary detachment to navigate the complexities of her situation. The burden of uncontrolled emotions, particularly jealousy and the emotional ties she perceives, could potentially hinder her ability to make rational decisions.
Xiao Liu's awareness of the manipulation surrounding Jing's engagement adds another dimension to her emotional preparedness. It showcases her keen understanding of the political machinations and the potential emotional toll they could take on her. Thus, her decision to create emotional distance becomes not only a means of self-preservation but also a strategy to maintain clarity and focus amidst the intricate web of political and personal challenges.
- Beyond the practical aspects, Xiao Liu's preparations may also include emotional readiness. The decision to distance herself emotionally, as seen in her avoidance of Jing, indicates a proactive effort to mitigate potential emotional entanglements that could complicate her escape. She sees her feelings as a tie, not having control on her jalous reactions is burdening her. In particulary when she is not aware of all the manipulation setting around jing's engagement.
Long-Term Planning:
- Her long-term planning hints at a sustained effort to carve out a path for herself, indicating a commitment to a future free from the constraints of her current circumstances.
CONCLUSION
Xiao Liu's eagerness to run away is rooted in a complex interplay of political threats, emotional entanglements, and a deep-seated desire for freedom. Her meticulous preparations, spanning both practical and emotional aspects, highlight the gravity of the challenges she perceives. Beyond the immediate political dangers, Xiao Liu recognizes the emotional ties that bind her, particularly her jealousy and the emotional burden of her feelings for Jing.
Her avoidance of Jing and the creation of emotional distance underscore a proactive effort to disentangle herself from potential complications that could arise during her escape. Xiao Liu sees her own emotions, especially her jealousy, as a potential hindrance to her plans. The lack of awareness about the manipulations surrounding Jing's engagement adds another layer of complexity, fueling her urgency to distance herself emotionally.
- However, the narrative takes a nuanced turn with Jing's unwavering determination to accompany Xiao Liu. His willingness to help, despite the risks and challenges, reflects a genuine love and loyalty. Xiao Liu's acceptance of Jing's presence in her escape signifies a profound shift in their relationship. It suggests that, amidst the political turmoil and personal struggles, Xiao Liu finds solace and support in Jing's companionship. The unspoken understanding between them becomes a source of strength, offering Xiao Liu a counterbalance to the uncertainties of her journey.
In essence, Xiao Liu's eagerness to run away is a multidimensional response to both external threats and internal conflicts. Jing's steadfast commitment to accompany and support her adds a layer of emotional depth to the narrative, highlighting the evolving loving dynamics of their relationship in the face of adversity.
Chapter 8
It's Just You and Me
************************** Dragon scene in Chapter 8***********************************************(ep.14)
Symbols:
Dragon Bone Prison: The prison itself symbolizes confinement and despair. However, for Shi Qi and Xiao Liu, it transforms into a unique space where they can share their deepest thoughts and feelings. It becomes a metaphorical cocoon for their emotional connection.
Darkness and Silence: The darkness and silence within the prison are typically associated with death and despair. However, for Shi Qi and Xiao Liu, these elements create an intimate atmosphere where they can be vulnerable and open with each other. It symbolizes the contrast between the external appearance of their surroundings and the emotional warmth they share.
Heartbeat: The heartbeat serves as a powerful symbol of life, connection, and intimacy. Shi Qi holding Xiao Liu while she listens to his heartbeat reflects their emotional closeness. It symbolizes the pulse of life within the seemingly lifeless environment of the prison.
2. Tone:
Intimacy and Warmth: The overall tone of the scene is intimate and warm. Despite being in a grim environment, Shi Qi and Xiao Liu find solace in each other's company. The tone is marked by a sense of emotional closeness and shared vulnerability.
Reflective and Contemplative: The characters engage in reflective and contemplative dialogue. They share personal stories, fears, and hopes. This adds a layer of depth to the tone, making it more introspective and philosophical.
Romantic: The romantic undertones are evident in Shi Qi's declaration of wanting to spend a lifetime with Xiao Liu. The palm promise and the willingness to wait for each other contribute to the romantic atmosphere of the scene.
3.Words and Language:
Metaphors and Imagery: The language used includes metaphors and imagery that convey the depth of emotions. Phrases like "place of death" and "separated from the world’s enticements" create a vivid mental image, highlighting the stark contrast between their emotional world and the harsh reality of the prison.
Poetic Elements: The prose includes poetic elements, especially when describing the impact of Xiao Liu on Shi Qi's life. Phrases like "In your eyes, I was still a man… a man who affected you" contribute to the emotional and poetic quality of the writing.
Dialogue: The dialogue is crucial in revealing the characters' true selves. Shi Qi's admission of vulnerability and Xiao Liu's responses are characterized by a unique blend of humor, teasing, and sincerity. The dialogue captures the essence of their relationship.
Overall Impression: The dragon scene in the prison is a poignant exploration of love, vulnerability, and shared intimacy. It transforms a seemingly desolate setting into a space where emotions flourish. The symbolism, tone, and language work together to convey the depth of Shi Qi and Xiao Liu's connection, making it a pivotal and emotionally charged moment in the narrative.
It showcases the resilience of love in the face of adversity and the transformative power of genuine emotional connection.
=> Further:
1.Tushan Jing's Transformation:
Illusion of Perfection: Tushan Jing's initial identity is portrayed as an illusion of perfection. Born into wealth and talent, he was the prized child who garnered admiration from others. However, this perfection was shattered through years of torture and humiliation, revealing the vulnerability beneath the facade.
Reborn Phoenix Metaphor: The imagery of Tushan Jing approaching the warmth of the sun despite expecting death symbolizes his rebirth. It signifies a new beginning, a chance to embrace life and love. The scars on his body and soul serve as a testament to his resilience and the transformative power of genuine care.
*****Transformation and Rebirth:
- Tushan Jing's journey from a tortured soul to Ye Shi Qi represents a transformation and rebirth. His ability to let go of hatred and embrace gratitude and love signifies personal growth. This transformation, rather than a sign of weakness, underscores his capacity for change and redemption.
2.Gratitude and Taking Chances:
Development of Attraction: The story beautifully navigates the development of attraction between Ye Shi Qi and Wen Xiao Liu. Beyond the initial survival aspect, genuine feelings of romance and affection blossom. The gratitude Shi Qi feels for being reborn extends to the newfound emotions he experiences with Xiao Liu.
Taking Chances on Love: Shi Qi's decision to take a chance on this growing affection is a poignant aspect. It reflects the human tendency to seek love and connection even in the most unexpected circumstances. The acceptance of what is offered with gratitude resonates with the theme of embracing opportunities for happiness.
The Promise of an Entire Lifetime:
3.Prison as a Paradoxical Haven:
The prison, though imposed by Zhuan Xu, paradoxically becomes a haven for Shi Qi and Xiao Liu. The silence and darkness, typically associated with despair, create an environment for them to share their deepest emotions. The desire for this moment to last forever reflects the intensity of their connection.
15-Year Promise: Shi Qi's promise to free himself from the loveless marriage and return to Xiao Liu after 15 years is layered with both passion and practicality. It's a commitment made in the heat of the moment, fueled by love, jealousy, and a genuine desire to be with Xiao Liu. The time frame adds an element of challenge and waiting, emphasizing the depth of his feelings.
Sincere Challenge and Commitment: Imperfections and Insecurities: Shi Qi's imperfections and insecurities, stemming from his past and family ties, add depth to his character. His decision to take the first step toward love is a sincere challenge to himself and a commitment to Xiao Liu. It showcases vulnerability and a willingness to confront personal demons for the sake of love.
****Commitment to Love:
- Tushan Jing's promise to Ye Shi Qi is a commitment to love, and love is often associated with vulnerability. The willingness to wait 15 years and the sincerity in his words demonstrate a genuine desire for a meaningful connection. It takes courage to express such feelings, especially given his complex past.
Complexity of Romantic Love: The scene beautifully captures the complexity of romantic love. It's not portrayed as a pristine, saintly emotion but rather as a passionate, imperfect journey. Shi Qi's and Xiao Liu jealousies, insecurty, and the emotional challenges they face make their love story more relatable and human.
4.Relationship Between a Man and a Woman:
Simplicity Amid Complexity: The mention of the relationship between a man and a woman being simplified in the prison setting highlights the purity of their connection. In the midst of life's enticements and entanglements, their relationship becomes a simple yet profound bond, stripped of external complexities.
Heartbeat as a Symbol:
The emphasis on listening to the heartbeat signifies the authenticity of their connection. It transcends words and external factors, becoming a symbol of the unspoken understanding between them. In conclusion, the dragon scene not only advances the romantic plot but also delves into the characters' vulnerabilities, desires, and the complexities of love. It beautifully navigates the transformation of Tushan Jing into Ye Shi Qi and the evolution of their relationship in the most unexpected of circumstances. The sincerity and commitment expressed in this scene lay a strong foundation for the emotional journey ahead.
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*** As Ye Shi Qi is portrayed as a rising phoenix—symbolizing his rebirth, resilience, and transformation from the ashes of his past—then Wen Xiao Liu could be likened to the nurturing flame or the guiding force that facilitates Shi Qi's renewal and growth. While Shi Qi undergoes a process of rejuvenation and transcends his painful history, Xiao Liu plays a crucial role in providing the warmth, support, and care necessary for his emotional healing.
(Nb:You can relate to ch.6 THua co-relation of Tushan Jing/Yeshiqi and the Sun:https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after&page=7?page=341- where the text of Jing's arrival, coinciding with the description of the bright sun, suggest that his presence brings light into Xiao Liu's life, possibly indicating a positive turn of events or a moment of happiness. Also the choice in that ch.6 scene between them, to add the blossoming flowers in the sun lighted yard. See even Tushan Jing first appearence out of his bandage in front of Xiao Liu......)
In this metaphorical sense:
Phoenix (Shi Qi):
- Represents resilience, rising from challenges, and a symbolic rebirth.
- Embodies the transformation of Tushan Jing into Ye Shi Qi, shedding the old self and emerging stronger.
- Experiences a rebirth not only in terms of personal growth but also in the realm of love.
Nurturing Flame- The Blooming flower (Xiao Liu):
- Symbolizes the supportive and nurturing element that enables the phoenix to rise.
- Represents the emotional and caring presence that helps Shi Qi heal from his past wounds.
- Acts as the loving force that kindles the flame of romance and passion in Shi Qi's renewed life. Express the fuel of her further grow/transformation (further in story).
Text extract: "Xiao Liu’s mouth was suddenly shut by Shi Qi’s hand. Xiao Liu struggled but Shi Qi wouldn’t release his hand. Finally Xiao Liu naughtily licked the center of his palm with his tongue and Shi Qi was like being hit with an electric shock and released him. Xiao Liu was also shocked by what he just did and his mouth was gaping open and his entire face was flaming red.]"
1+2 = Loving Connection (It's Just You and Me):
- Emphasizes the intimate and exclusive bond between Shi Qi and Xiao Liu.
- Highlights the simplicity and purity of their relationship in the face of external challenges.
- The phrase "It's Just You and Me" signifies the depth of their love and the unique connection they share, free from external entanglements.
In this metaphor, the narrative not only portrays Ye Shi Qi's personal transformation but also explores the romantic dimensions of his connection with Wen Xiao Liu. Their love becomes an integral part of Shi Qi's rebirth, symbolizing the power of love to heal and rejuvenate the human spirit.
(Notice the music in the background- the lyrics...)
Together, they form a complementary relationship—a dynamic where one undergoes transformation and renewal, while the other provides the necessary conditions for that transformation to occur. "The phoenix and the nurturing flame-blooming flower" work in harmony to create a powerful and meaningful connection between themselves.
In Lost You Forever , XiaoJing's Love is Simplicity Amid Complexity:
- In the complexity of their respective pasts and the challenges they face, the simplicity of "It's Just You and Me" captures the essence of their relationship.
- The scene conveys that, even in the most complex and difficult situations, the purity of their connection remains unclouded.
******Tong Hua raw words resonates deeply=>
Authenticity and Intimacy:
- Simple words often convey a sense of authenticity and raw emotion. In this intimate and vulnerable moment between Shi Qi and Xiao Liu, the use of uncomplicated language makes their exchange feel genuine and sincere.
Focus on Emotion:
- The simplicity of the language allows the emphasis to be placed on the emotions and sentiments expressed by the characters. Readers can more readily connect with the feelings of gratitude, love, and vulnerability conveyed in the scene.
Clarity in Symbolism:
- The symbolism in the scene, such as the phoenix metaphor and the contrast between life and death, remains clear and impactful due to the straightforward language. Complex words might have obscured the underlying messages.
Subtle Power of Simplicity:
- In some cases, simple language can carry a subtle power that complex words might not achieve. The unadorned words used by the characters in this scene add a layer of authenticity and sincerity to their declaration
Universal Themes:
- The use of simple language aligns with the exploration of universal themes such as love, rebirth, and resilience. These themes transcend linguistic barriers and resonate with readers on a fundamental level.
Reflecting Characters' Personalities:
- Considering the personalities of the characters involved, Xiao Liu and Shi Qi, the choice of simpler language may align with their straightforward and genuine natures. It reflects their personalities and how they communicate with each other.
In essence, the decision to use simple language enhances the emotional impact of the scene, making it a poignant and relatable moment in the narrative. It allows readers to fully engage with the characters' emotions and the profound nature of their connection.
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@Peng-Peng : a reborn phoenix.
It's also as covered on the page before this one , related to the SUN, wich TH often use to describe Jing's presence near Xiao Liu...https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after&page=7?page=341 // Full text here: https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after&page=7?page=356
@Peng-Peng: I like that you caught this shift in Xiao Liu behaviour .
Xiao Liu - shift moment analysis:
Let's try to dig this point....trying to understand her motives and behavior shift.
There is a significant Xiao Liu's shift in behavior, particularly her decision to turn down Xiang Liu's offer to escape, reflects a nuanced evolution in her character and priorities.
Key aspects of this shift:
- Testing Jing/Shi Qi:
Xiao Liu's earlier statement about preferring death over returning to Gao Xing could have been a strategic test, a way to gauge Jing/Shi Qi's reaction and commitment. By refusing Xiang Liu's offer, she demonstrates a more reasoned and measured approach, indicating that her initial declaration might have been a tactic to assess the depth of Jing/Shi Qi's feelings for her....
- Calmer Tone:
The calmer tone in the current scene context suggests a certain level of acceptance and pragmatism. Xiao Liu might have realized that an impulsive decision to embrace death is no more a solution. The presence of Jing/Shi Qi has likely influenced this shift, providing her with emotional support and altering her perspective on facing challenges.
- Concern for Shi Qi:
The mention of Xiao Liu thinking about how Shi Qi would fare if she left underscores a deepening bond and concern for his well-being. This shift in focus from her own fate to Shi Qi's reflects a growing emotional connection and a willingness to prioritize the safety and happiness of her loved one.
- Xiang Liu's Bug Connection:
With Xiang Liu having the bug, he instantly feels her pain when her leg is broken. This connection might have influenced her decision to reject Xiang Liu's offer, as escaping with him could endanger Shi Qi. It showcases her consideration for the potential consequences of her actions on the one she cares about. She could have left. She choose Yeshiqi.
- Emotional Support from Shi Qi/Jing:
The presence of Shi Qi/Jing by her side likely contributes to Xiao Liu's newfound calmness. Tushan Jing/Shi Qi is like as a stabilizing force, influencing her to approach challenges with a clearer mindset and a willingness to confront rather than evade.
In summary: Xiao Liu's shift in behavior can be attributed to a combination of factors=> her testing of Jing/Shi Qi's commitment, a calmer and more reasoned outlook, a deepening concern for Shi Qi's well-being, the immediate connection with Xiang Liu through the bug upset her for Shiqi, and the emotional support provided by Jing/Shi Qi. It's show the evolution of Xiao Liu's character, portraying her as someone who navigates challenges with a quick strategic thinking, emotional depth, and a growing understanding of the importance of her relationship with Yeshiqi.
Xiao Liu asked “Shi Qi, are you so good to me because you are repaying a debt?”
Shi Qi’s body stiffened and he said nothing for a long time. Xiao Liu was leaning on him so could feel his heart beating so fast it might burst out of his chest. Xiao Liu casually added “I saved you, let you stay for 6 years, and now you’ve done everything and more for me. When we get out, we’re really even. You don’t need to worry anymore, I will never go ask you for anything and get you in trouble. I promise to stay far far away from you……”
Xiao Liu’s mouth was suddenly shut by Shi Qi’s hand. Xiao Liu struggled but Shi Qi wouldn’t release his hand. Finally Xiao Liu naughtily licked the center of his palm with his tongue and Shi Qi was like being hit with an electric shock and released him. Xiao Liu was also shocked by what he just did and his mouth was gaping open and his entire face was flaming red.]
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A Dance of Elements: Symbolism and Transformation
Introduction: The selected passage unfolds as a nuanced dance between the characters Xiao Liu and Shi Qi, intertwining elements of symbolism and transformation. This analysis will explore the literary devices employed by the author to convey the intricate dynamics between the phoenix (Jing) and the burning flame (Xiao Liu).
1. Symbolism of the Phoenix (Jing):
Stoicism and Silence: Shi Qi's initial reaction of stiffening and maintaining a prolonged silence reflects the regal and stoic qualities often associated with the phoenix. This mythical bird is renowned for its resilience and ability to rise from the ashes, mirroring Shi Qi's internal strength.
Heartbeat as an Ember: Xiao Liu's perception of Shi Qi's rapid heartbeat as akin to smoldering embers within the phoenix's heart adds depth to the symbolism. The heartbeat becomes a metaphorical flame, suggesting passion, determination, or an unspoken intensity within Shi Qi.
2. The Burning Flame (Xiao Liu):
Curiosity and Doubt: Xiao Liu's inquiry into Shi Qi's motivations introduces an element of doubt, mirroring the flickering nature of a flame. Flames can be unpredictable, symbolizing Xiao Liu's curiosity about the depth of Shi Qi's feelings and actions.
Promise as Self-Sacrifice: Xiao Liu's promise to "stay far far away" presents itself as an act of self-sacrifice, akin to a flame willingly extinguishing itself. This gesture reflects the dual nature of fire, embodying both warmth and potential danger, as she test his temperature.
3. Playful Interaction as Elemental Dance:
Unpredictability and Playfulness: Xiao Liu's unexpected act of licking Shi Qi's palm introduces an unpredictable and playful element, reminiscent of the capricious nature of fire. Flames can dance and change direction unexpectedly, symbolizing the unpredictability in their relationship.
Electric Shock as Surging Energy: The description of an "electric shock" signifies a surge of energy or connection between Xiao Liu and Shi Qi. This sudden yet charged interaction adds intensity to their dynamic, paralleling the spark that ignites a flame.
4. Facial Expression and Transformative Symbolism:
- Blushing and Shocked Expression: Xiao Liu's blushing face and shocked expression symbolize a transformative quality, much like the dual nature of fire. Flames can represent both destruction and renewal, capturing the complexity of emotions in this moment.
5. Elemental Harmony:
- Intertwining of Elements: The passage harmoniously weaves together the symbolism of the phoenix and the burning flame, creating a metaphorical dance of elements. This dance signifies the intricate, passionate, and transformative nature of Xiao Liu and Shi Qi's relationship.
Conclusion: In crafting this passage, Tong Hua masterfully employs symbolism and metaphor to convey the rich dynamics between Xiao Liu and Shi Qi. The phoenix and flame become powerful symbols, embodying resilience, passion, unpredictability, and transformation in the deep characters core.
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Xiao Liu’s mouth was suddenly shut by Shi Qi’s hand. Xiao Liu struggled but Shi Qi wouldn’t release his hand. Finally Xiao Liu naughtily licked the center of his palm with his tongue and Shi Qi was like being hit with an electric shock and released him. Xiao Liu was also shocked by what he just did and his mouth was gaping open and his entire face was flaming red.] ...this is very visual and sensual, and metaphoricly sexual.
1. Sensuality and Intimacy:
Tactile Sensation: The act of licking involves a direct and intimate form of contact, engaging the sense of touch. Xiao Liu's use of his tongue to interact with Shi Qi's palm creates a sensory and tactile connection, intensifying the intimacy between the characters.
Electric Shock Imagery: The description of Shi Qi's reaction as being "hit with an electric shock" amplifies the sensory impact of the moment. Electric shocks are known for their sudden and intense nature, emphasizing the surprising and charged quality of the interaction.
Metaphor for Connection:
Symbolism of Licking: In various cultures, licking is associated with bonding, trust, or even submission. In the context of this passage, Xiao Liu's act of licking becomes a symbolic gesture of forging a deeper connection with Shi Qi. It transcends mere physical contact and hints at an emotional or spiritual intertwining.
Center of the Palm: The choice of the "center of his palm" as the focal point for this gesture adds specificity and significance. The palm is associated with touch, strength, and connection. By focusing on the center, the author emphasizes a concentrated point of connection and a metaphorical center of emotions.
Metaphor for Emotional Connection: The palm, being at the center of the hand, can be metaphorically linked to the emotional core of an individual. Xiao Liu's touch represent an attempt to reach Shi Qi emotionally, transcending the barriers of words.
Shared Vulnerability: The center of the palm is also a sensitive area, and by touching it, Xiao Liu exposes a degree of vulnerability. This vulnerability can be seen as a bridge to deeper emotional connection, as both characters reveal a part of themselves in this moment.
3. Playfulness and Unpredictability:
Naughty Playfulness: The descriptor "naughtily" infuses an element of playfulness into the scene. It suggests a lighthearted, mischievous quality in Xiao Liu's actions, highlighting the unpredictable and spontaneous nature of their interaction. We knew her overall playfull character, now we can read thanx to Tong Hua, her physical naughty playfulness.
Unexpected Reaction: Shi Qi's response, likened to being hit by an electric shock, reflects the unexpected nature of Xiao Liu's actions. The metaphorical electric shock symbolize the jolt of realization or awakening, introducing an element of surprise and heightened emotion. It's funny here to use a modern word. Feel like a time warp :D An explosion...
Shi Qi was like being hit with an electric shock and released him.
4. Symbolic Flames and Passion:
Flaming Imagery: Considering the earlier metaphor of Xiao Liu as a burning flame, the act of licking can be seen as a symbolic extension of this fiery imagery. It's as if Xiao Liu's flame, represented by the licking, momentarily engulfs Shi Qi, creating a fusion of their passionate energies.
Blushing and Fiery Emotions: The subsequent reaction of Xiao Liu with a "flaming red" face aligns with the fiery symbolism. Blushing can be associated with heightened emotions, embarrassment, or desire, or both mixed - further emphasizing the intensity of the moment.
In summary this powerfull described scenery intimate scenery between Jing and Xiao Liu , with the visual and sensual nature of Xiao Liu's action on licking the center of his palm - contributes not only to the physical intimacy between the characters -> It serves as a metaphor for deeper emotional and spiritual connections, it serves as a metaphor to their FUSION. (me= being soft on metaphor :D).
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Gao Xing: A Place of Everlasting Spring
- Symbolism of Cheng En Palace:
- The journey to Cheng En Palace symbolizes a significant juncture in the narrative. The palace, adorned with architectural splendor, stands as a testament to Gao Xing's grandeur. However, the subdued ambiance within, marked by the Grand Emperor's preference for simplicity, contrasts with the external magnificence. This contrast sets the stage for the nuanced interactions that follow.
Zhuan Xu's Warning and Xiao Liu's Condition:
- Zhuan Xu's warning to Xiao Liu about the potential summoning by the Grand Emperor foreshadows challenges they may face. Xiao Liu's request for medicine underscores her pragmatism and determination to navigate the unfamiliar political landscape, highlighting her resilience.
Shi Qi's Dazzling Appearance:
- The description of Shi Qi's attire in Gao Xing clothing evokes a sense of ethereal beauty and elegance. The blue robe and the overall aesthetic paint Shi Qi as a celestial -sky like figure, embodying the essence of Gao Xing. This transformation captivates not only Xiao Liu but also the observing maids, hinting at Shi Qi's magnetic presence.
Symbolism of Gao Xing Clothing:
- The choice of Gao Xing clothing becomes symbolic, representing Shi Qi's integration into this new realm. The loose, airy fashion reflects the carefree spirit of Gao Xing, and Shi Qi's graceful movements mirror the fluidity of the waves. This symbolism reinforces his adaptability and readiness to embrace the unfamiliar.
Xiao Liu's Teasing and Jealousy:
- Xiao Liu's teasing about women throwing themselves at Shi Qi introduces a touch of playful banter. Her words, laden with a hint of jealousy, reveal the growing emotional stakes. Shi Qi's immediate unease indicates his concern for Xiao Liu's feelings and a desire to avoid misunderstandings.
Xiao Liu's Sweetness and Guarded Emotions:
- Xiao Liu's admission of sweetness in her heart signifies the emotional impact of Shi Qi's assurance. Her decision to turn her head, concealing her emotions, suggests a guarded vulnerability. This interplay of emotions adds depth to their relationship, illustrating a delicate balance between intimacy and reservations.
Shi Qi's Reassurance:
- The pivotal moment where Shi Qi tightly holds Xiao Liu's hand and declares, "No matter what happens, I will always be with you," encapsulates a profound commitment. This declaration transcends the uncertainties of their surroundings, emphasizing Shi Qi's unwavering support and determination to stand by Xiao Liu's side.
8. Shi Qi's Quick Rebuttal:
- Shi Qi's quick response to Xiao Liu's teasing, assuring he won't look at other women, showcases his sensitivity to her emotions. His immediate concern for potential misunderstandings reflects a desire to maintain trust and mutual understanding.
@ Winny Aye: Xiao Liu grabbed his sleeve
Drama covering:
=As she search for his hand, he take hers.
and turn water into healing steam toward Xiao Liu.
@Symb.replying to Peng:
As they were leaving the prison, Xiao Liu suddenly felt her heart sense, she sensed someone was calling her. It was Xiang Liu using the voodoo bug connection.. We are witnessing what the voodoo bug connection can do and how Xiang Liu is controlling it to find exactly where Xiao Liu and to make her come to him. . We have never seen Xiao Liu used it like this before. It is therefore correct to state that the voodoo bug connection could be used to track Xiao Liu where about. If she had succeeded in running away and changed her appearance, these would not have prevented Xiang Liu to find her. I cannot help but wonder if this was the reason why he asked for the transfer of the bug to his body. It is not far fetched to think that, with everything that has been going on in Xiao Liu life recently, he had also sensed that she was planning on running away. She is his precious medicine, his poison maker for what ever purpose he needs itband he has feelings for her. Xiao Liu remembered that he has the bug so would have felt the pain of her broken leg. Xiang Liu is there to help her escape if she wanted to. Xiao Liu rejected his offer as she was worried about what would happened to Ye shi Qi if she was to leave. Xiao Liu here is not thinking about Ye Shi Qi safety, but of the chance she has been willing to take with him. This is showing us her commitment to this new chapter in here life.
@ peng-peng:
Xiang Liu before leaving is glancing at Shi Qi. This is something he has never done before. Why did he do it? You only glance at someone when somenthing about them caught your attention. Xiao Liu is also in dazed- confused, that Xiang Liu came to ask her 2 questions. This is out of character for him. I cannot help but wonder since we know that the voodoo bubg can share pain but also sensual feeling, is it far fetched to say that Xiang Liu had experience : 1- the feeling of `longing Xiao Liu has for Shi Qi and also felt it expand? 2- how it had felt when Xiao Liu was relaxed and content in Jing arms ? 3- how Xiao Liu has felt when she spontaneously performed this sexual act by licking the inside of Shi Qi palm and her flaming red blush? My answer to these is "yes!". Is this the reason why he came so late to rescue her? It is important remember what we had learned so far: the bug is a lover's bug and that Xiang Liu took it knowing this fact, but also not knowing that Xiao Liu's heart was already longing for Shi Qi. We also know that during the transfer, Xiao Liu's heart due to the bug recognised Xiang Liu's as a friend not as a lover. Due to this Xiao Liu had a bad feeling about the bug connection.
Voodoo Bug Connection:
- Accurate: Xiang Liu's use of the voodoo bug connection to locate Xiao Liu demonstrates the capabilities of the bug. The idea that he can track her regardless of changes to her appearance or attempts to run away is well-founded. This ability could indeed be a reason why he asked for the transfer of the bug to his body.
- In the drama (ep14): we see it pinch her. (not a quiet,silent call).
Xiang Liu's Intentions:
- Accurate: The analysis correctly suggests that Xiang Liu's feelings for Xiao Liu go beyond a mere strategic use of her skills. The description of her as his "precious medicine" aligns with his need for her unique abilities. Furthermore, the concern about her planning to run away and the offer to help her escape indicate a certain level of care or consideration on his part.
.Xiao Liu's Rejection of Xiang Liu's Offer:
- Accurate: The analysis accurately points out that Xiao Liu's rejection of Xiang Liu's offer is not just about Ye Shi Qi's safety but also about the commitment she has made to this new chapter in her life. This highlights her growing attachment to Shi Qi and her willingness to face the challenges ahead.
Xiang Liu Glancing at Shi Q (and Xuan)i:
- Speculative: The interpretation of Xiang Liu glancing at Shi Qi and possibly experiencing the feelings associated with Xiao Liu's emotions is speculative for now. While it's an interesting theory, the text doesn't explicitly provide evidence for this. The reasons behind Xiang Liu's glance could be open to interpretation.
- But the text is heavilly implying a predator/challeging/cold look : "Xiang Liu’s eyes glanced across Shi Qi’s face and then landed on Zhuan Xu".
- And the drama illustrated this part with a heavy hint on his emotion- a hint of anger (ep.14).
Late Rescue and Bug Connection:
- Speculative: The analysis suggests that Xiang Liu's late arrival could be linked to his experiencing Xiao Liu's feelings through the bug connection. This is a speculative interpretation as the text doesn't explicitly provide details about Xiang Liu's motives for the timing of his arrival. It's an interesting theory that adds depth to the character dynamics but may not be conclusively supported by the text. For now.
We shall see further how the speculative elements about his potential experiences through the bug, evolves...
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