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This is what Prince wrote to Sasin in Episode 8, and my heart completely shattered. On one side, I’m overwhelmed with happiness that they are in love, and that Sasin was finally able to bring back Prince’s smile after the grief of losing his mother. Yet on the other side, the weight of reality crushes me, they cannot truly be together, no matter how much they long for each other.

What breaks me even more is the time they live in. In the 1960s, there were no mobile phones, no instant messages, no way to ease the ache of distance with a simple call. All they had were handwritten letters, carrying pieces of their hearts across the silence. Reading those words feels like touching their pain, their hope, and their love all at once. It hits me so deeply because every letter is both a lifeline and a reminder of how far apart they are.


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Sasin, my love.

As I write this letter, I wish it were just an ordinary letter from one… lover to another, not a letter that has to be hidden… away. Not a letter filled with restrictions and… prohibitions. But we both know that’s not our reality. My father has forbidden me from seeing you.

But no one can forbid me from loving you. I am still here. I still love you, just as I always have. And if you are suffering alone, please… know that I am suffering no differently than you.

I ask you to be patient and wait. I will be patient too. I will not give up. I will not let what we have end just… because others say it is wrong. I will find a way back… to you, no matter how difficult it may be. But please, trust in me, just as I have always trusted in you. We will be together again. I promise. With all my love.

—Your Saen Kaew.

Sorry for the misunderstanding

I have no idea who you think you are talking to but liking ABO Desire does not mean we need to marry it. That kind of comment is childish. You are also commenting on Knot’s page, starring Boat and Oat from My Stubborn, a series that has NC scenes in every single episode. If NC is such a problem for you, then why are you even here?

Telling people to “just watch porn” is not only disrespectful, it shows you have no real argument. I have watched over 400+ BL dramas and read countless novels. I have reviewed and rated top shows like Cherry Magic, Old Fashion Cupcake, and Bad Buddy that prove you can create masterpieces without graphic content. But that does not mean intimacy has no place in BL. In fact, many of the most celebrated series, from KinnPorsche to My Stand-In, use NC scenes to deepen the realism and emotional stakes of the story. Sex is part of life, and when portrayed with care, there is nothing to be ashamed of.

Wanting NC scenes does not mean anyone is spamming, it means we expect full and realistic portrayals of relationships. To pretend intimacy should not exist in BL is to deny the very thing that makes these relationships feel human. Some shows thrive without it, others thrive with it, both are valid. The beauty of BL is in its diversity of storytelling.

So instead of trying to insult people for their preferences, maybe take a step back and accept that BL is bigger than your personal taste. You do not get to gatekeep what fans can or cannot enjoy. Nobody here needs your approval.

He’s so cute, every time he smiles, it melts my heart. It’s the cutest smile ever.

I’m dying for the English subtitles, we may have to wait 24 hours since episode 7 was released. It’s so rare for me to feel this excited about a show. I’ve been thinking about it all day and I just can’t wait for the subtitles to drop. Their chemistry is insane, and they’ve quickly become one of my favorite couples this year.

Wow, I absolutely loved episode 9.
Win went back in time, carrying the weight of knowing that this time he must protect Nut. With gentle hands and a devoted heart, he cooked healthy meals, guided him to exercise, and in doing so, saved his life after he fainted. When Nut thanked him and their lips met in a tender kiss, it was so sweet, so fleeting, so achingly romantic.

Ek’s story shone in contrast. When he revealed his truth, his parents already knew, their smiles warm and their hearts wide open. They embraced his love for Chai without hesitation. To them, love was love, no matter the form it took.

Yet Nut’s father was a storm without shelter. He never cherished his son, never nurtured his soul. Win’s passion for music was crushed when his guitar was broken. Nut, still healing from surgery, was forced to leave the country, forced to abandon the boy who loved him most. His father’s words cut deeper than any wound, telling him not to waste time on Win, as if love itself were worthless.
The contrast was unbearable. Ek’s parents filled the air with acceptance, while Nut’s stripped it away with cruelty.

Win returned to rearrange fate. He saved Nut’s life, yet his words left me shattered: “Even if Nut does not die in the end, I will not get to be with him.” How cruel that saving someone’s breath may cost you your own happiness. Through this unbearable sorrow, at least Biu stood beside him, a friend steady enough to hold him when the world collapsed.

One episode remains, and it feels like only yesterday I pressed play on the very first. This BL has been a journey of beauty, pain, and love. I wait with trembling hope for the finale, fingers crossed for an ending that does not break what little is left of my heart.

You scared me with your first sentence! I kept watching, and our dream finally came true!!! I’m so happy right now!

The official platforms are their YouTube channel One31 and GagaOOLala.

I totally agree with you, I always support them through legal platforms.

But since GagaOOLala releases the English subtitles a day later, I just couldn’t wait! I ended up watching it on their official YouTube channel without subtitles, and I’ll definitely rewatch it again on GagaOOLala once the English subs are out.

Omg my dream finally came true! I absolutely loved episode 7.

Please make sure to watch it on the official YouTube channel One31 to support them:
👉 https://www.youtube.com/live/0lC3ZWA89Lk?si=QXiSth5LC6w_M-pb

English subtitles will be available 24 hours latter on GagaOOLala, but honestly, I didn’t even need them m, I couldn’t stop smiling the entire time. Everything I wanted was there. Can’t wait to rewatch it again once the subtitles are out!

That underwater scene felt like a painting of sorrow, every movement heavy with grief.
Khem returning to the past was haunting and beautiful, a window into the truth long buried.
We saw Ramphueng, broken and frail after giving birth, cradling hope in her arms only to watch her son die before her eyes.

Instead of justice, she was betrayed, her innocence shattered.
Her husband, who should have stood beside her, cast her into the flames of cruelty.
He chose not belief, but punishment, condemning her to death beneath the lash, each strike stripping away her humanity.
A young woman of twenty-one, turned into a spirit of vengeance, her love for her child twisted into eternal anguish.
How can we hate her when her pain is so raw, her suffering so merciless?
Her story bleeds tragedy, and my heart breaks with hers.

And then, Peem.
The most beautiful soul, selfless and gentle, his face a portrait of perfection yet his life a canvas of loneliness.
Always giving, always protecting, always forgetting himself for the sake of others.
Even when poison coursed through his body and blood stained his eyes, his thoughts were not for his pain.
He begged his disciples to abandon him, to save Khem instead.
If that is not love, then love has no meaning.

But love has never stayed with him.
His mother, whom he longed to see, remained out of reach because he was bound to the path of a shaman.
Grandma Si, the only one who truly loved him as her own, died before his eyes.
Thong and Ake, the spirits who shared his days and kept the silence at bay, faded into nothingness.
And finally, Khem, the one who carried his heart, walked away.
Peem’s words as he held Khem’s hand broke me into pieces:
“I have no one left, Khem. Please stay with me. Please do not leave me.”
Yet even as those words fell trembling from his lips, Khem still chose to go.
His mind poisoned by guilt, convinced that all the deaths were his burden, he thought leaving was the only way.

But I pray the day will come when regret brings him back to the one who loved him most.
For now, Peem is left in silence, an empty soul with no one to hold.
If the world will not have him, then let me take his sorrow, for I would never let him be alone.

What an episode, what a masterpiece of heartbreak.
Ramphueng’s tragic past, Grandma Si’s death, the sacrifice of Thong and Ake, and Peem left abandoned in the ruins of love.
Rarely does every episode carry such depth, such relentless emotion, never once letting us breathe.
We are blessed, even in tears, to witness such beauty.

Three Thai BL masterpieces shine at once: Khemjira, Love in the Moonlight, and The Wicked Game.
I wait for the next episode with both dread and longing, knowing it will shatter me again.

Thank you so much :)

Thank you for this! Do you happen to have a link to the novel, or should I use the one above?

Sometimes different translations vary in quality, so I just want to make sure I’m starting with the best version.

They should make it 24 episodes like Revenged Love, 16 just doesn’t feel like enough.

I see it differently. That night it was Shen Wen Lang who forced himself onto Gao Tu, and the next morning Gao Tu left not because he was weak, but because he was terrified and needed time to process what had happened. If my boss, someone I had known since high school, suddenly crossed that line with me, I too would run away, desperate to breathe, to think, to hold myself together.

Then the inevitable happened. Gao Tu became pregnant. Shen Wen Lang, blind to how sharp and heavy his words could be, answered Gao Tu’s trembling question with cruelty. When Gao Tu asked what he would do if an Omega carried his child, Shen Wen Lang did not hesitate, he said he would not want it, that he never liked children. For Gao Tu, already carrying this fragile truth inside him, those words shattered something deep within. In that moment, it was as if he stood between two worlds: one filled with joy and anticipation, the other with despair and fear.

Leaving the company was not cowardice. It was his only way to protect himself and the life growing quietly within him. He carried his pain in silence, waiting for a moment where the truth could be spoken without breaking him completely.

And yes, in episode 15, Shen Wen Lang did everything he could to reach him, calls, messages, even showing up in person. Gao Tu should never have lied about another Omega’s pregnancy. That lie was a knife to both of them. At the hospital, he should have laid everything bare, but he could not. His silence was heavy, and his fear louder than his love. And yet, I agree with you that is is not safe for him without an Alpha by his side.

Both of them are hurting, trapped inside wounds that only grow deeper with silence. Miscommunication stands like an unmovable wall between them. It is not fair for Shen Wen Lang either. He was lied to. How can he open his heart when the man he loves admitted he had gotten another Omega pregnant. That betrayal stripped him of hope just as surely as rejection stripped Gao Tu of his.

And yet I cannot harden myself against Gao Tu. He carries his pain in silence, protecting a fragile life while burying his own happiness. I feel sorry for him, but pity cannot heal what honesty must. The time for lies has passed. He must tell the truth, no matter how much it hurts, because only in truth can love have a chance to survive.

Thank you for this. Just like with Addicted, I prefer to watch the series first and then use my imagination when reading the novel. Since I can now visualise what the characters look like from the series, reading the novel will make more sense.

According to your link, there are only 102 chapters, are there any more beyond that?

I’m so excited for their first kiss in tonight’s episode. Even without subtitles, I’ll still watch it, then rewatch it tomorrow once they’re out. After waiting seven days that felt like seven years, their kiss better not be interrupted.

I just hope we finally get their first kiss, a truly intimate moment, maybe even a week together on the island, just the two of them, away from everything, being themselves. I want to see Prince finally open up about his mother’s death, and Sasin comforting him, telling him it wasn’t his fault, helping him heal that part of his heart.

I know it’s just a dream in my head, but the thought that Prince’s dad could ruin everything makes my heart ache. It hurts so much even imagining it.

So sad that ABO Desire is ending this week 😭

But the good news is we’re getting another Omegaverse BL! MFlow Entertainment just announced Thailand’s first Omegaverse series ‘Knot’ starring Boat and Oat from My Stubborn and the trailer already looks insane!

We all know China dominates when it comes to plot, while Thailand might have weaker storylines but absolutely dominates their NC scenes, it’s so hard to get the best of both worlds!

On one hand, I’m so happy, but on the other, I’m still shocked. The NC scenes in My Stubborn were wild… just imagine what their upcoming Omegaverse series will be like and one of them ending up pregnant in this one… I seriously can’t wait!

https://youtu.be/ZcuEXvYc80s?si=RPQiLRom7s3Rv3PQ

I absolutely loved the China BL ABO Desire and can’t wait for this one! A few weeks ago, I commented that I wanted Boat and Oat to be in another series together and my dream actually came true!

Just imagine the NC scene and one of them ending up pregnant in this one… I seriously can’t wait!

I get that you didn’t call anyone “stupid” directly, but your sarcastic comment does come across as implying it. Suggesting that producers think viewers have a low IQ, and then saying “judging by some comments they’re correct” is still insulting. People are allowed to share their opinions, even if you don’t agree, without being mocked or belittled. We’re all entitled to our own interpretations and opinions about a show, that’s literally the point of having a discussion thread. You might disagree with certain takes, but resorting to insults doesn’t make your argument stronger, it just shuts down conversation. Disagreeing is fine, but belittling others for sharing their perspective crosses the line.

I agree with you. In episode 1, Than already had his eyes on Pheem when he walked out wearing his robe.
Then in episode 2, there were so many hints, Pheem clearly wanted the intimate moment on the sofa, the office scene carried the same tension, and you were right about the car scene when they talked about having sex. It’s pretty clear that both of them are into each other.