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Me too. I am so happy, because is only fair we will also get Kiyoi POV.

Yes. I made a lot of comments like this until now, so is time to let others do it.
I love your comment.

You mean the novel in japanese/raw?
I don`t know from where it can be brought.
The english translation of the novel is at the very beginning too.
There is a japanese audio drama i can help you with, if you want to listen to it, and a translation in espanol of the the audio drama, not the novel, if you want to read it.

Yep. You express yourself in a much more beautiful way than me.

So you are really charmed in the end.?
The story is really good isn`t it?
I am glad to talk to you again.

Yep. And this is why i can`t relate of people saying that they don`t like Hira and Koyoi being together because is better for Hira to end up with Koyama.
Because this is not about is not what we want. We should think what is the best for the characters while considering what they also also want.
Even through in the surface, it might look like Hira will be more happy with Koyama, it don`t mean it will.
Hira will never come to like him as much as Kiyoi, especially not after Kiyoi has come into his like, because his longing and obsessive love has come back too, in full force.
And Koyama deserves better than being like you said, second for someone he likes.

There is only available at this point ( as the translation is more complete) the espanol translation to the BLCD/ audio drama, ( the first part of it, released in 2019. As there is a second part released this year.) Is not the english or the espanol translation of the novel.
https://suzumiya-bren.blogspot.com/2021/07/utsukushii-kare-espanol18bl.html?m=1

Is easy to find if you search for it. It's the espanol translation to the BLCD/ audio drama, ( the first part of it, released in 2019. As there is a second part released this year.) Is not the english or the espanol translation of the novel.
https://suzumiya-bren.blogspot.com/2021/07/utsukushii-kare-espanol18bl.html?m=1

Is easy to find if you search for it. It's the espanol translation to the BLCD/ audio drama, ( the first part of it, released in 2019. As there is a second part released this year.) Is not the english or the espanol translation of the novel.
https://suzumiya-bren.blogspot.com/2021/07/utsukushii-kare-espanol18bl.html?m=1

Yes. This is also most likely mixed among all the reasons. Both Hira and Kiyoi are really hard to describe in simple words and their actions are motivated by multiple reasons, is fascinating to read the novel. The psychological aspect of the story is well presented.

Yes. I will send it to you.

Yep. Glad you got the full picture. This why people who read the novel or listened to the audio drama has a totally different perception of the story and characters than people who don't know anything about the source material.

Yep. You are right. The imagination of Hira might be a hint that things might get more intense than we think. But to not get disappointed i will keep my expectations low.

Ah? I think it depends, sometime young actors can manage to show intimate scenes to be much more intense and hot than the ones shown by older actors. It depends a lot of the director and the storyline.
I can accept everything , nothing is too intense for me. I am old enough, hahahha

Yes. They will most likely not able to adapt them , even through i want the drama to at least suggest that something intimate happens between them next episode. They can do it, just how it happened with the masturbation scene. The actors are old enough, in the range 20-24 if i remember right, so i am wondering how much they will show.I'm also wondering what rating the drama will have.And i am expecting at least two hot kisses, i am sure they can do it, i will remove a star from my rating if they won't show them, and i will keep my promise.

If they follow the source material, it should happen. Kiyoi really goes all out about what he is feeling, the scene is impactful. Hira too, but Kiyoi is really close to break down. I really want to see that scene come alive in the drama.

What is happening is sad actually, because from about two years back until now, i feel the english BL fandom is getting worse in their desire to criticise everything.
It might be that the BL"genre"has become popular and has attracted a lot of young people and teenagers who are set in liking only dramas like Hieta Matsukoi, Cheery magic and other dramas with the most frequent encountered storylines and not being able to like other dramas that have real, flawed characters and more dark and psychological storylines.
Every kind of storyline offers something different to the BL genre, nobody owns the genre, and we don`t have the right to comment and criticise on the themes and stories that people want to create, film and bring into this world.
I have some days when i wish time will go back how it was in the past where people were grateful to every BL that was released, i miss these times.
Yes, i agree on criticism when it comes to acting, camera work, if the story is no well presented and conveyed, but not when it comes to the themes chosen to be presented , because is the production team freedom to present what they want.
We should be open to diversity, because it makes the BL industry grows, can open new doors and stories to explore.
If it comes the day where there are released only BL dramas and movies with similar storylines, people will be complaing that all dramas repeat the same story over and over.
I am really grateful to Japan for bringing so many diverse stories for us to watch.

What i wrote below contain spoilers from the source material, don`t read if you don`t want to know.

They will make it work in the end, especially because of Kiyoi persistence,
They will resolve their misunderstandings in the end, but yes it will take a while since Kiyoi attempts to get close to Hira will be blocked by Hira idolization. But this end up being a good thing, because it will force Kiyoi and Hira to talk it out seriously. Kiyoi gets all emotional too. Actually Kiyoi is a really emotional person when he is forced to his breaking point and we will see this in the future. And from next ep we will finally see Kiyoi toughts and perspective about Hira and what their relationship means to him.
All i wrote is based on the novel and audio drama which the drama follows closely.

Yes. I will DM you a MEGA link with the ep.
The person who uploaded the ep in dailymotion has probably rerstricted the countries in which can be accessed.

Yes. Your intuition is right about this. From now on as well, Hira idolization of Kiyoi will really block a lot of Kiyoi attempts to get close to Hira.
I hope i didn`t spoiled too much.