apathy

had to pause the ep bcs i could feel my blood pressure rising. sorn has always been an asshole but this is the first time (not counting that mean prank he did ig) that i wanted to fist fight him omg. i haven’t been this mad since yotha and gun. god he’s such a dick. jun confesses to you AGAIN sober and all you do is try to fuck again??? he keeps bringing up jom and acting like a possessive fucking boyfriend but refuses to share his feelings then he’s shook jun is upset??? electric chair!!!

trying to get dicked down 5 mins after waking up from a coma is crazy work 😭 my favourite thing about khanin is he knows what he wants and he wants charan period point blank. and also i was NOT expecting to see booty cheeks from this show. i was missing ramil and paytai a bit, but overall this was a good ep

at yotha’s age, yes i would tbh. i was kissing everybody and anybody, especially if i had been drinking BUT i wouldn’t do that if i were in a talking stage with someone else

i was super pleasantly surprised by this! idk why but i usually don’t click with gmmtv bl but i was absolutely devouring this one. it’s my first time seeing forcebook and perthsanta in action and they’re both super cute. i like how angsty perthsanta’s story was, while forcebook were giving slow burn romance. it was good. unfortunately, im really struggling with the last story but there’s still time for them to grow on me i hope

there’s definitely emotion in their nc scenes imo, especially this one. it’s the desperate obsessiveness, possessiveness, yearning that comes with bottling up their feelings. there was a little slip of tenderness too with jun tying sorn’s hair for him. sorn also initiates kisses every time he wants to re-establish their connection, i’ve noticed. instead of words, it’s one of the ways he expresses himself when he’s feeling unsettled etc. i’m sure we’ll get more tender and romantic nc scenes when they make up eventually tho

oh paytai is his absolute match 🙂‍↕️

yes he starts with a smirk and then his eyes darken. amazing acting on jimmy’s part. and the way he looks down at the mess with such haughtiness then walks away. GRAH! it’s so good. he also does this cunty little head tilt when he’s about to be a little shit while talking with paytai. i’m so obsessed with him

i think sorn has more responsibility here because he’s the one who initiated this relationship and the one who made it messy as hell. like you pointed out, jun acted pretty aloof in the beginning, but that actually lines up with the whole fwb setup sorn proposed. it’s sorn who started acting like a controlling, jealous boyfriend while knowing full well he’d never actually commit because of his trauma. that’s incredibly unfair of him.

yeah, sorn’s behavior probably should’ve prompted jun to speak up, but, like you said, jun is inexperienced. it makes sense that he’d just go along with the tone sorn set and not know how or when to start that kind of conversation.

i also agree that it’s fair sorn didn’t take jun’s confession too seriously since he was drunk, but let’s not forget that sorn was the one who basically pushed for that confession in the first place. he’s the one who asked, “do you like me like you like tai and champ?” or whatever it was. why ask that in that moment, knowing jun’s drunk and knowing you don’t want to reciprocate?

and honestly, who the hell wouldn’t listen in if they overheard someone talking about them? only a saint would just walk away lol. my take is maybe jun would’ve (while sober) eventually brought up his feelings and asked for clarity (it kind of seems like he only just realized how deep his feelings go) but based on what he overheard, he thinks he already got his answer. so what’s the point now?

he’s absolutely within his rights to cut sorn off. this weird boyfriendy fwb thing doesn’t align with how he feels anymore, and he just heard sorn say he’d never want anything more. so yeah, both jun and sorn are bad at communicating, i agree, but sorn’s the one who crossed emotional boundaries he wasn’t willing to take responsibility for. that’s what makes him the asshole here imo.


side note: look at this show beating the no plot allegations!! it has us having fandom discussions and debates bahaha

i think ohm gave the greenlit for a fan to post the pics they’d taking of jimmyohm at songkran, not realizing one of the photos were of him and jimmy kissing at the festival. and i think people got mad at the fan for violating jimmyohm’s privacy, not knowing that ohm actually did give the fan permission, so ohm defended the fan and also said it’s his fault for not noticing the kissing pic. something like that

i’m sorry but prince ramil walking onto the dance floor with his glass, holding it high with that look, shaking it a bit then letting it crash on the floor was so cunty and dramatic 😭 he amuses me so bad. what an angsty little shit. when ava said “you’re here too?”, and he said “you see me don’t you 🙄” the sasss. i fear he is my favourite character even with his 17 seconds of screen time. and his relationship with paytai? gives me goosebumps! their tension is excellent, and their dynamic is so interesting. paytai was like “you see me getting controlled by a 196cm angsty ass prince, don’t save me i’m exactly where i wanna be 😏”

i honestly don’t remember them using condoms from what i read in the book but i could be wrong.

edit: i was mixing them up with cirphu, my bad lol

literally the could both dominate the bl world if given the right support. such a pity. and side note, but god i wish i could see both bl pairs in a drama together

that’s what i’m saying like!!! 😭

this show doesn’t handle any of the side couples well tbh. both relationships are confusing and underdeveloped. i don’t mind seeing penny and june be sweet together but i don’t really understand anything about their romance

yes, bossnoeul have insane chemistry and comfort with one another during their scenes, something i don’t see thaaaat often when watching bl. but since watching my stubborn, i can say boatoat have shockingly good chemistry too. like im pushing 30. it’s not easy to make me blush like this lmaoo

literally like y’all are peers 😭

fucking while sorn’s fam is downstairs is one thing but not even a quickie?? they were at it for HOURS from the sun being out to long after it’s set then they came downstairs for dinner like nothing happened. madness 😭

i can tell the ANGST is really about to start next week. i’m sort of looking forward to it, but also nervous bcs i don’t want jun sad. i’ve grown attached to him. he’s so cute. listen, i’m trying to be sympathetic about sorn’s trauma, but the logic isn’t logic-ing tbh. i understand not wanting to date anyone younger after a terrible experience like the one he had, but sir, you’re sleeping with jun, living with jun, and not letting jun date or sleep with anyone else wtf is the difference…he needs the upcoming reality check

didn’t they do doggy the second time they had penetrative sex 😭

i’m a big bossnoeul fan but i gotta admit boatoat ate 😭 it was such a long scene too omg and they switched positions. my face got so heated i had to pause and splash my face with some water 😭

the subs were horrendous