apathy

i regret watching this bcs now it’s all i want to watch but there are no more eps 😔 i tried LITA to fill the void but i don’t like it unfortunately

gen and aeoy are driving me INSANE omg.

im glad we’re finally talking about that 😭

i like how they’re genuinely keeping us on our toes. everyone was so sure he was just a stalker and the eps from the previous couple of weeks made it look that way but now this ep is making a parallel universe or some other paranormal explanation seem plausible again. i love the mystery of it all, same with cir and his mom plotline !

even though i’m happy the detective guy ended up killing (i think?) aeoy’s disgusting stepfather i still have beef with him for believing the rumours about aoey seducing her stepfather. at his big age and in whatever shady profession he’s got going on he should have known immediately that shit wasn’t consensual. she’s only a university kid and her pos stepfather raised her since she was a child, the situation screams abuse. also FU to aoey’s mother.

i fear i am eating this tf up. usually i have to fast forward or skip scenes or take breaks while watching thai bl but this had me seated

so far i don’t like gen’s mom but i can’t lie she’s serving face. she’s so beautiful lol

just finished ep 1 and this is fun so far! i’m really enjoying it. unlike a lot of the comments i didn’t find it confusing at all. sure, there are a lot of unanswered questions atm but the mystery of it all is entertaining

i actually don’t consider that a sad ending. to me, the ending is a bit hopeful even if the circumstances aren’t perfect lol

im currently rewatching this and its making me realise a few things. 1) the series is actually a lot more romantic than i initially gave it credit for. i guess it’s because their moments are a bit understated, more lingering emotional eye contact and acts of service, so if you’re going in expecting kisses and hand holding, you can feel like there’s no romance when there is 2) i think i was too harsh on jack. i kinda saw him as a bit self righteous and ungrateful when he was upset with joker later but seeing how many times they emphasised that promise and honesty again…i get it lol. 3) i need jackjoker fanfic NEOWWWW. i need more of their relationship and i don’t wanna wait for the special ep in february to get it lol 4) i need yin’s next series to include martial arts again. he’s really good at it

begging them to up shoma’s screentime again so i’m too dazzled by his good looks to care about how much the second couple makes me cringe lmao

everything about this is so cartoonish 😭 the sex scenes, the fighting, the dancing, the acting. i can’t even appreciate this in a non serious way i really tried

one ep a week is actually torture and should be legally recognized as such 😭

tbh, as a defender of this series bcs i was having fun not taking anything too seriously, i gotta admit i’m not vibing with the second couple. it’s the first in a long time i’ve skipped thru a NC scene. i don’t watch bl or gl specifically for those scenes, but im also not too prudish, so i usually enjoy them well enough, but this time not so much. i just can’t connect with the choice in actors. i’m wondering if i should drop this series now or if there’ll be more of arashi and rei later 🤔

i’m missing seeing war’s pretty face on my screen so bad 😫i need something else with yinwar to watch

two more eps

this almost reminds me of time of fever (korean bl) bcs of the undercurrent of tension between them. it has a fever dream quality to it

i cackled 😭

a very unserious drama trying to be serious 😭 the way it randomly became squid games part 2 cracked me up. i think they all just wanted an excuse to play dress up, and you know what good for them! war especially looked really good in his costumes. he’s such a beautiful man. also, sidenote, say what you want about hope, but he don’t play about his man! i loved that. anyway, at the end of the day, this show is supposed to be entertainment and i was entertained, so as unserious as i thought this all was, im satisfied.

i can’t get into this for some reason 😭being objective as possible the acting is good, the cinematography is good, the story is good, but i just keep stalling instead of finishing the eps lol. no clue why. i think i’ll put a hold on this for a few months and try again later