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So many people are discussing this on feeds. So I decided to watch it to see if it’s actually worth the hype. Haha... Let’s dive in and discuss this drama!
This is the story of Cheng Yi Chen (YC) and Lu Feng (LF). Their love story spans over a decade, from their innocent school days to a fraught, intense adulthood.
YC is a quiet, diligent student from an ordinary family, while LF is a rebellious and wealthy heir who lives by his own rules.
They knew each other in high school, where LF often bullied YC. But everything changed during their university years when they were placed in the same dorm room. LF finally dropped his bullying act and became friends with YC. As it turned out, LF had harbored feelings for YC all along; but as a teenage boy who didn't know how to handle his emotions, he had initially expressed his affection through bullying. As they spend more time together, their relationship deepens, and the two young men eventually fall deeply in love, forming a profound bond.
When their romance is discovered, they face intense opposition from their families and the people around them. LF is sent to the United States under his family's control, while YC is forced to transfer schools and rebuild his life without the one person he cannot forget. Separated by oceans and with no certainty of ever seeing each other again, their love becomes a memory that neither of them can escape.
Years later, fate brings them together once more. By then, both men had changed. YC has tried to move on and leave the past behind, while LF has never truly let go of him. Determined to reclaim what he lost, LF re-enters YC's life and pursues him with unwavering persistence.
They finally decided to try again for a second time, but reality quickly hit them. LF was ready to fight openly for their future, whereas YC was far more cautious, constantly torn between his love for LF, his responsibilities toward his family, and the harsh reality that the outside world still does not accept them.
This difference creates a growing gap between them. The breaking point comes when YC’s family situation becomes increasingly difficult, particularly because of his mother's illness and her inability to accept his relationship with another man. Rather than continuing to fight, YC chooses sacrifice. He pushes LF away, believing that ending their relationship is the only way to fulfill his duties as a son.
For LF, this second separation is even more devastating than the first. During their youth, he could blame circumstances and family interference. This time, however, he feels that YC is choosing to abandon him. Having already lost years of his life because they were forced apart, LF cannot bear the thought of losing YC again. His anger, desperation, and obsession intensify as he views YC's decision as a betrayal of the promises they once made to each other.
Years later, they crossed paths again. But this time, LF has completely shed the gentler side of himself and transformed into his ultimate toxic form. Consumed by a desperate need for revenge and an absolute refusal to let YC leave him again, LF resorts to extreme and controlling measures. He keeps YC under constant watch, using emotional manipulation, confinement, and surveillance to trap him in a gilded cage of his own making.
Yet, despite the intense psychological warfare and the sheer toxicity of the situation, YC never truly stopped loving LF. He tolerated a staggering amount of cruelty, recognizing that LF’s destructive behavior stemmed from deep, unhealed trauma and overwhelming heartbreak.
So, how does their story ultimately end? Will they finally break free from the trauma that has haunted them for years, or will that trauma ultimately destroy one—or both—of them?
That's pretty much the story without giving anymore spoilers.
What I like:
+ The growing pain is so real
+ How protective Yi Chuan (YC’s brother) is for YC.
+ YC & LF inescapable and consuming their feelings for each other.
+ The bitter harsh reality in Asians county. Unlike Thai BL where everyone seem accepting gays, here we can really witness the harsh reality when gays not accepted.
What too much for me to handle:
- The sheer of toxicity & feel the ownership that LF had for YC
Overall this quite worth the hype
This is the story of Cheng Yi Chen (YC) and Lu Feng (LF). Their love story spans over a decade, from their innocent school days to a fraught, intense adulthood.
YC is a quiet, diligent student from an ordinary family, while LF is a rebellious and wealthy heir who lives by his own rules.
They knew each other in high school, where LF often bullied YC. But everything changed during their university years when they were placed in the same dorm room. LF finally dropped his bullying act and became friends with YC. As it turned out, LF had harbored feelings for YC all along; but as a teenage boy who didn't know how to handle his emotions, he had initially expressed his affection through bullying. As they spend more time together, their relationship deepens, and the two young men eventually fall deeply in love, forming a profound bond.
When their romance is discovered, they face intense opposition from their families and the people around them. LF is sent to the United States under his family's control, while YC is forced to transfer schools and rebuild his life without the one person he cannot forget. Separated by oceans and with no certainty of ever seeing each other again, their love becomes a memory that neither of them can escape.
Years later, fate brings them together once more. By then, both men had changed. YC has tried to move on and leave the past behind, while LF has never truly let go of him. Determined to reclaim what he lost, LF re-enters YC's life and pursues him with unwavering persistence.
They finally decided to try again for a second time, but reality quickly hit them. LF was ready to fight openly for their future, whereas YC was far more cautious, constantly torn between his love for LF, his responsibilities toward his family, and the harsh reality that the outside world still does not accept them.
This difference creates a growing gap between them. The breaking point comes when YC’s family situation becomes increasingly difficult, particularly because of his mother's illness and her inability to accept his relationship with another man. Rather than continuing to fight, YC chooses sacrifice. He pushes LF away, believing that ending their relationship is the only way to fulfill his duties as a son.
For LF, this second separation is even more devastating than the first. During their youth, he could blame circumstances and family interference. This time, however, he feels that YC is choosing to abandon him. Having already lost years of his life because they were forced apart, LF cannot bear the thought of losing YC again. His anger, desperation, and obsession intensify as he views YC's decision as a betrayal of the promises they once made to each other.
Years later, they crossed paths again. But this time, LF has completely shed the gentler side of himself and transformed into his ultimate toxic form. Consumed by a desperate need for revenge and an absolute refusal to let YC leave him again, LF resorts to extreme and controlling measures. He keeps YC under constant watch, using emotional manipulation, confinement, and surveillance to trap him in a gilded cage of his own making.
Yet, despite the intense psychological warfare and the sheer toxicity of the situation, YC never truly stopped loving LF. He tolerated a staggering amount of cruelty, recognizing that LF’s destructive behavior stemmed from deep, unhealed trauma and overwhelming heartbreak.
So, how does their story ultimately end? Will they finally break free from the trauma that has haunted them for years, or will that trauma ultimately destroy one—or both—of them?
That's pretty much the story without giving anymore spoilers.
What I like:
+ The growing pain is so real
+ How protective Yi Chuan (YC’s brother) is for YC.
+ YC & LF inescapable and consuming their feelings for each other.
+ The bitter harsh reality in Asians county. Unlike Thai BL where everyone seem accepting gays, here we can really witness the harsh reality when gays not accepted.
What too much for me to handle:
- The sheer of toxicity & feel the ownership that LF had for YC
Overall this quite worth the hype
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