Lanzhan

Wow

Pain .

oh yes, i didnt see the numbers properly .

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I hate myself for this , but tbh i want this fool Zhuang xu to be with Xi guang .i may prefer him 0.0000001% more than Lin yu sen . This triangle is gonna hurt me so bad .
Lin yu sen is not just a good guy , he's more than that . Him and xi guang have a whole past history, to Xi guang it was just some passing memory in which he didnt even exist but to lin yu sen that affected his life so much .
Lin yu sen saw Xi guang at a family party . Xi guang was in a bad mood that day , cause her father had brought his first love's daughter to the family function ( this father guy betrayed his famiily , overly caring abt a first love when he has a wife and daughter) . So Xi guang was shouting at the first love's daughter. Lin yu sen takes interests in Xi guang .
After the party he tries to meet Xi guang . This one idiot guy gives the number of first love's daughter instead of Xi guang's . On the way to meet this girl , Lin yu sen gets into an accident . Lin yu sen was a doctor ,one of best , but after this accident he couldnt use his hands . then Lin yu sen waits for Xi guang to visit him in the hospital , but she never comes . Lin yu sen was hurt both mentally and physically . eventhen he doesnt hate xi guang or blame her for anything.
These things happened a few years ago , before zhuang xu and xi guang met .
then after a few years when lin yu sen gets to know that xi guang is working in their family company , he goes there as her supervisor . he was deeply hurt but boy just couldnt give up on her . xi guang falls in love with him . lin yu sen decides to not bring up the past , as it may only hurt her .
the truth comes out anyway . so by the end of book 1 , they are a very loving and healthy couple who knows how to communicate , nothing to seperate them . lin yu sen is such a gentleman.
i was very happy with it too .

this is why i think , the only way lin yu sen and xi gunag would no longer be together is when one dies.

As to zhuang xu he treated the fl badly , he has a inferiority complex too. xi guang's family is rich , zhuang xu is from a single parent house . i do think this guy is a bit more complex . if u see the novel comments majority of the people hate zhuang xu , he's so hatable . but i also think he never showed zhuang xu's side of the story . he may have his reasons too na .


the whole plot ~

when i saw that book2 wasnt out , and its been like 5 years or more since book1 came out , i just lost my will .

thank you for reading my long paras . i do hope you would join me in this torturous love triangle when the dramas comes out

xi guang doesnt know that zhuang xu likes her

whole plot of book1 :( avoid this comment if you dont want to spoil yourself the drama plot. personally I really love this novel . spoiling yourself the plot is just such a waste of a good drama )
i was just saying an example , no one died, atleast no one died in book 1 .
there are three main characters .
Nie xi guang - female lead .
zhuang xu -male lead .
lin yu sen - male lead.

book 1
Nie xi guang had a huge crush on zhuang xu and confidently pursued him ,but had to give up on him cause zhuang xu already had someone, and that someone is her hostel mate .
Zhuang xu gave lots of mixed signals throughout those days . But he was not clear about it . And this guy has a inferiority complex .
By the end of college days we get to know Zhuang xu likes Xi guang too .

Then their college got over. their work life starts , she moved on , met mr lin and then fell in "love " with mr lin .

the end of book 1 ~
i absolutely love lin yu sen and love them together , if the story end there , i would be happiest person .

book 2- not yet released .
but the author released a small spoiler ,
spoiler for book 2 - zhang xu and fl end game
im not ready to explain more than this , only people who read the book would understand my heart .
if anything just hate on zhang xu , cause this guy is easy to hate .

I call them bothe leads ,cause I hate to take a side . Both are are "equally part of her life" . Imagine , you loved a guy so much like he's your forever and he loves you the same , and due to some event (death, or some unknown event), will that person disappear from your life . Will you call him a second lead . You won't . That's my emotion rn.

Run on leads really did set the standards high✨

Ikr . And he's so lovable in all his roles .from lil Huang yu xuan's da ge to the
li zi Wei who waited for 15 years to meet Huang yu xuan , the wang Quan Sheng who was brave in love and didn't hesitate to confess to his crush , or the Li zi Wei who became wang Quan sheng to love Huang yu xuan .
Nation's boyfriend indeed ✨
And I was born in the wrong country

It's been one day since I finished SOOD , I NEED THOSE PILLS!!!

I thought that he would be around early 20s if not late teen . He's actually 30 , wahh. Just how . He did suit every age in SDOD , but his school uniform really suited him well

I miss this guy so much eventhough I Havent finished"SOOD" , I ALREADY MISS HIM . What am I gonna do after it ends .

metoo bro . i just cant give up waiting

omgggg , my long ballad team awww

open endings are the worst .
ps; i may have been traumatised by scarket heart ryeo(kdrama) ending

i dont think he killd him . but he def knows the reason why ji seojun died or the main reason .i feel like they two have smtg going on apart from fl

they wont . thats changing a lot

but we can hope for the drama to have better ending . and more light hearted moments to balance the dark parts . is the novel ending happy one ??

i know . i couldnt even gather my courage for the movie . just listening to the movie's song is enough to make me sad for hours