so i really liked the idea of the show, however, i feel that the show was very chaotic and disorganized. The only thing that saved the show was the amazing chemistry between parker and hsiao. they were so good together and carried this shit show of a drama on their backs while they had chains around their ankles. I really hope they can be together in another show again that has better producers/writers/directors. I really think that this could have a crazy good show if it had been better exucated.
i get why everyone is hating on ray because he really did some shitty things to Sand and Mew, however, we have to remember that he has an alcohol problem and had a really fucked up childhood. Now am I saying it's right for him to do that, no, however, can I see why he acts like this yes. Also, yes he has treated Sand horribly, but do I know that he loves him with all his heart, absolutely. Again, his character and everything he's done makes sense for someone struggling with repressed guilt and sadness from his childhood and someone struggling with an addiction. Just because people have addictions doesn't mean they don't love anyone it's just a struggle to love without giving up their addiction.
i know everyone’s toxic in this show including ray, however, i loved sand and his relationship the most. i was so happy everytime they had screen time. i think that khao and first have AMAZING CHEMISTRY. Even tho ray is being stupid as fuck i still love him and sand. I also feel that Ray think’s he “loves” Mew bc Mew was there for him when he was struggling and didn’t want to lose that support and that was why he wanted to be with Mew. However, I think Ray really loves Sand more but is afraid of losing Mew. Also, i HATED top in the beginning of the series but towards the end i think i’m starting to like him. i think what happened was top being the player he was used to being got into the relationship with Mew not thinking anything would come of it so he was easily seduced by Boston into having sex but as he got to know Mew, he fell for him and realized later just how different Mew was compared to the people he was with before.
SO DISREGARD 1 VOTE FOR MEW BECAUSE I REALLY WANTED RAY