remember the last time we roamed under the sea together? Every time you take your last breath, you come to me to take it in. What about now?
Xiaoyao's attitude was obviously different now: Xiaoyao grabbed his hand and looked at him pleadingly.
So Xiang Liu: He ignored her and continued to swim deeper into the sea.
<Xiao Yao was holding it in so hard that it felt as if her whole chest was about to explode. Her hands had no strength left. She let go of her fingers. Xiang Liu held her waist and pointed at his lips with a smile. He was saying, "I want something fresh." Just breathe in the air yourself. >
When Xiang Liu saw that Xiao Yao had no energy and refused to kiss him, his heart dropped, but he still had some hope, so he took the initiative to hug her and remind her.
<Xiaoyao shook her head. In the past, she was Wen Xiaoliu. She never considered herself a woman and it didn't matter. But now, she can't do it. The smile on Xiang Liu's lips disappeared, he hugged Xiao Yao and continued to sink. >
This is where Xiang Liu and Chi You are very similar. Sometimes, their passionate love will burn each other.
<Xiang Liu pressed her head hard, pushed her to his lips, and brought her up.
The two emerged from the sea. >
Xiang Liu was furious: If you don’t kiss me, I will do it myself!
He was really just testing Xiaoyao. Whenever Xiaoyao took the initiative to kiss her, he would find a good reason for her.
So Xiaoyao's first kiss after regaining her daughter's body was given to Xiang Liu.
<Xiang Liu had no expression on his face and kept staring at her without speaking. Xiao Yao didn't even know what to say. They were in the vast sea, surrounded by boundless darkness, as if they were the only two people left in the world. >
Xiang Liu stared at her inquiringly: he had too many doubts and didn't know which one to ask first.
<Xiao Yao finally said: "Originally, I planned to pretend that I didn't know you when I saw you in the future."
"I still have your Gu in my body, do you want to break the oath you swore?" >
Do you still remember how Xiaoyao missed Xiang Liu in the previous section? <However, Wen Xiaoliu has completely disappeared. Even if he sees Xiang Liu again in the future, I'm afraid he won't be able to recognize her. Xiaoyao lay on the water and sighed melancholy. >
So what she says now is a lie: It's so embarrassing, just make some nonsense.
Xiang Liu's inner thoughts: Well, she sentenced their relationship as soon as she opened her mouth. Now it's useless no matter how many reasons she gives her, she just doesn't want him!
Xiang Liu: You planted the lover's poison on me, why are you turning your back on me now?
<Xiaoyao said: "Logically speaking, only I can sense you, and you shouldn't be able to sense me. How do you know that I am Wen Xiaoliu's?">
Xiaoyao's words show that she really doesn't know that this is Lover's Gu. If she doesn't know, there is no two-way love. Now it doesn't mean that she has failed him. But Xiang Liu's heart has already been given away.
<Xiang Liu raised his hand, pushed the wet hair back from Xiaoyao's face, held her head, and looked at her face carefully, "Is this your true appearance?"
"Um."
"You are very good at lying.">
Xiang Liu's heart: Even if she didn't know it was lover's poison, she still lied to me.
Xiang Liu was very depressed and uncomfortable at this time. He originally thought that Xiao Yao had let him down, but Xiao Yao actually didn't take the initiative to confess to him at all. He had fallen in love with her, but she wanted to cut off the relationship with him. His Emotions need an outlet - no matter what, you are sorry for me.
<Xiao Yao defended herself, "It's not a lie, I really thought I was Wen Xiaoliu."
"Prince Gao Xin?" Xiang Liu sneered, "No wonder you suddenly wanted to save Zhuan Xu even if you died that day." Xiao Yao did not dare to say anything anymore. >
Xiang Liu: Isn’t that considered a lie? Do you think this is cheating?
<Xiang Liu's nails, which had become a bit sharp, returned to their original shape silently. Xiao Yao had no idea that she had really had a brush with death at that moment.
Xiang Liu stared silently into the dark void, not knowing what he was thinking. His whole body was like a sword without a hilt, so sharp that no one in the world could get close to him. >
Killing intentions can be vented through love, but cuteness has nowhere to vent. She refused to kiss him, and he was reluctant to kill her.
He didn't know what to do with her, or what to do with his own heart.
<Xiao Yao didn't know why, but she felt like she was sinking to the bottom of the water again, even though she was on the surface of the water. Her chest felt very tight. She suddenly remembered something, took out her wet purse, took out a small jade bottle, poured out a handful of colorful pills, spread them out in the palm of her hand and showed them to Xiang Liu, "Would you like to try them?" >
Xiaoyao felt Xiang Liu's depression and discomfort, so she tried to comfort him.
<Xiang Liu slowly put each one into his mouth like eating jelly beans.
"How's it going? I made this specially for you. I checked a lot of information and found a lot of rare medicinal materials." The coldness on Xiang Liu's body suddenly faded, "It's okay." >
Xiaoyao is really good at coaxing Xiangliu, and she always acts "only" and "special", but Xiangliu just does her trick and just coaxes her.
<Xiang Liu said calmly: "Are you still thinking of poisoning me?"
Xiaoyao shook his head, "I think I, the poison god, can poison even the nine-tailed fox demon. There is no reason why I can't poison you, the nine-headed demon!"
Xiang Liu smiled disdainfully, "I'll wait.">
According to Xiang Liu's understanding of the conversation here, although she doesn't admit our relationship, she still treats me the same as before, and things don't seem that bad.
<Xiao Yao felt that the atmosphere between the two was no longer so tense and asked cautiously: "Why did you get involved with A Nian?"
"Isn't it possible?" >
Xiang Liu: You don’t care who I get involved with, you don’t want me anyway.
<"No! Don't provoke her anymore. She is too well protected by my father and she cannot resist being teased by people like you." Xiang Liu leaned forward and asked with a smile: "A person like me? I am What kind of person?"
Xiaoyao rolled her eyes at him, "You know it in your heart.">
Xiang Liu knows how to grasp the key points. Doesn't Xiao Yao just admit that she is very attractive? So he started to babble - tell me, why am I so attractive?
"You know it in your heart." This sentence once again confirmed that the two of them had known each other and flirted with each other in Qingshui Town.
<Xiang Liu said nonchalantly: "She hasn't considered you a sister yet, but you are anxious to be a good sister first." >
So Xiang Liu started to complain about Xiao Yao.
<“In relationships between people, one person must take the first step. Needless to say, it goes without saying between men and women. This is also true for parents and children. When children are unaware, parents will start to pay. I would like to express my sincere gratitude to you. Selfishly, I would never be the one to take the first step, but between A-Nian and I, I decided to be the one to take the first step. Not because of how good or worthy she is, but because of my father and Wang. Zhuanxu, I am willing to sacrifice for my father and Zhuanxu first for A-Nian.”>
Xiang Liu would carefully memorize Xiaoyao's words. He would digest what he understood directly and write down what he didn't understand first, and then think about it slowly when he went back.
What Xiang Liu received at this time: Anyway, she meant to protect her sister, so just listen to her.
<Xiang Liu said: "I promise you won't tease your sister again, and you also have to promise me something."
Xiang Liu said: "Continue to help me make poison."
This is very simple. Xiaoyao readily agreed, "Yes. But...how can I leave it to you? I'm not in Qingshui Town now, and you can't go to the mountains to find me."
Xiang Liu smiled and said, "This is what you need to consider. Anyway, if I don't see your medicine for too long, I will go find your sister." >
What kind of threat is this? What kind of deal is this? Both of them are just looking for reasons for their entanglement with each other.
<Xiao Yaodu, "I knew you wouldn't let me go so easily."
Xiang Liu said: "I have spared you." >
The two people's "rao" here have different meanings. In Xiaoyao's case, it means: I know you won't let me go easily, and you want to continue to drag me down. What Xiang Liu means here is: As long as we are the same as before, I will forget all the things you did wrong to me before.
<Xiang Liu snorted coldly and suddenly asked: "Why?"
Xiaoyao understood that he was asking why she would rather die than kiss him, but she deliberately pretended to be confused, "Why?" I remembered it.”>
Now I suddenly feel relieved that Xiang Liu didn’t tell Xiao Yao about his lover Gu before. Xiang Liu’s mouth is like this. He will never say anything. Even if he wants to ask, "Why would I rather die than kiss him?" All that came out was "why". I think that to be able to ask why, Xiang Liu had done a lot of mental construction and was extremely nervous. ——Since we are still the same as before, why don’t you kiss me? It was obviously not like this before.
<Xiang Liu stared at her and Xiao Yao said: "I'm scared."
"Would it be worse than death?"
Xiaoyao thought for a while and then slowly said: "My brother is Zhuan Xu. One night when we were chatting, he laughed at me because I am still a girl who can dream. Although it's just, just... but I'm afraid I might accidentally do it. , you will walk into my dream, and you..." Xiaoyao shook her head, "It is definitely not suitable to appear in a girl's dream. That would be more terrifying than death."
Xiang Liu laughed softly. Gradually, his laughter became louder and louder. He let go of Xiao Yao and floated away into the distance. >
Many people here understand "people who can't dream" as "people who can't fall in love with Xiang Liu". In fact, this understanding of logic is unreasonable. Xiao Yao has long known that he has fallen in love with Xiang Liu, and Xiang Liu has long known that Xiao Yao loves him. , if Xiaoyao only meant that she was afraid that she would fall in love with him, there was no need for him to believe it. What does Zhuanxu mean by this sentence? Zhuanxu means: Xiaoyao is still a girl who has illusions about love after all. "Dream" means "fantasy".
So what Xiaoyao means here is that she is afraid that even if she just kisses Xiang Liu, she is worried that she will not be able to control herself and fantasize about Xiang Liu and a future with Xiang Liu. However, Xiang Liu is definitely not someone she can fantasize about. Once you have this idea, you will definitely feel miserable. ——Isn't that what Xiaoyao was like in the later period? She was in pain and wanted to die but couldn't. She already knew the consequences of fantasizing about Xiang Liu, but she still couldn't help it!
Translation: I love you, but I can't have even the slightest illusion about you. People like you are not the kind of men girls can fantasize about. Otherwise, it will only make my life worse than death, so let's not be like before. Tangled up.
And what Xiang Liu heard at this time was: We are not suitable, let’s break up!
Xiang Liu's mood fell to the bottom in an instant. He left with a smile. The BGM should be heard here: ♫You are not truly happy. Your smile is just a protective color you wear. You have decided not to hate, and you have also decided not to love. Your soul is locked away in a body that is locked forever.
<Xiao Yao yelled: "Hey, hey... don't leave me. If you leave me here, how can I go back?"
Xiang Liu said with a smile: "I am doing this for your own good. If I am too gentle and considerate to you, and accidentally enter your dream, making your life worse than death, wouldn't it be a sin?" After Xiang Liu finished speaking, he slowly Slowly sinking to the bottom of the sea and disappearing. >
Xiang Liu couldn't understand Xiaoyao's fear at this time, and he didn't understand it at all. He couldn't accept Xiaoyao's reason for breaking up, so his words were actually mocking Xiaoyao.
Xiang Liu: Didn’t you say that we shouldn’t be entangled anymore? Let’s start from now on, lest I accidentally make your life worse than death, hum!
So Xiang Liu’s mental activity is: Xiaoyao wants to break up with him, and blames him for the reason for the breakup, and the reason he finds is a very bad reason, but his arrogance does not allow him to continue questioning-since you If you want to divide it, then divide it! (Just like what Tan Jianci, the actor who plays Xiang Liu in the TV series, posted on Weibo: If you divide so, you will divide so)
Why can't Xiang Liu understand Xiao Yao's fear?
The first reason is mentioned above. Xiaoyao knows the ending, but Xiang Liu does not. The ignorant are fearless.
The second reason is that the two people have different perceptions:
Xiang Liu has never known what "fear" is. He used to fight with people desperately, and the enemy couldn't find his weakness at all. Xiang Liu has always conquered everything with absolute strength. As the strongest person in the world, no matter what danger he encounters, Xiang Liu is confident enough to solve all problems and overcome all difficulties. He is not afraid of anything, and no one can do anything to him. So Xiang Liu couldn't understand Xiaoyao's fear at all. What was she afraid of? He is the strongest male beast in the entire wilderness and will not allow anyone to harm her. He will fight to the death whoever dares to threaten her.
And Xiaoyao knows very well what "fear" is. During the hundreds of years of living in the wilderness, she has been afraid every day, fearing that her life will be lost if she doesn't pay attention. She has low spiritual power and is unable to protect herself. She has always been in a weak position. It can even be said that it is the caution and conservatism that comes with her "fear" that allows her to survive to this day. Xiang Liu is very strong, but will Xiang Liu always protect her from harm? Can she trust Xiang Liu? Obviously not. Faced with different positions, Xiang Liu will definitely abandon her for the Shennong Rebels. What will she do then? She has no confidence at all to overcome the difficulties of the two of them being together. He can still get rid of his delay; she can't get rid of her delay! So she didn't dare.
Xiang Liu is brave, while Xiao Yao is cowardly.
One is afraid, and the other doesn't know what she is afraid of.
This place shows Xiang Liu's character flaws, which were brought about by the environment in which he grew up. In the Colosseum, he always used violence to solve problems. Later, when he became the strategist of the Shennong Rebel Army, he also had to be decisive in killing. Communicate with people? That is what he is not good at, but he has not needed it all the time. He only needs to use absolute force to suppress everyone who disobeys him.
But feelings need to be communicated. He didn't say anything, which made Xiaoyao very insecure. Xiaoyao had sincerely expressed his deepest fears, instead of making up excuses to deal with Xiangliu. As long as Xiangliu could Communicate well with Xiaoyao and soothe her fears. Xiaoyao will not be so cowardly. As for Xiangliu, I want to quote Huangdi again: "When I was young, I was always full of ambition, for something I thought was very important. He persisted and refused to give in. When things changed, he realized that he was wrong, but it was already too late.”>
As long as they communicate well and speak clearly, even if the problem cannot be solved in the end, at least they will not fall into the pain of misunderstanding. Of course, if it were explained clearly, it would not be this story. If it were explained clearly: either the two of them stay together well and accompany each other for a short time; or they jump directly to the breakup stage, Xiang Liu kills Gu with his life, and the two have nothing to do with each other anymore.
Dreamer
Yaoliu's lovesickness
The title of the chapter after Yaoliu broke up is "There is no way to eliminate this feeling." The first sentence of this poem is "One kind of lovesickness, two places of idle sorrow." The combined meaning is: one kind of lovesickness for parting affects the two places of separation sorrow, and this lovesickness and separation sorrow cannot be eliminated at all.
So this chapter title is actually given to two people, Xiaoyao and Xiangliu: both of them are suffering from the pain of separation and lovesickness.
Let’s first look at Xiaoyao’s lovesickness.
<But he saw Jing standing up and casually untying the crown that bound his hair. His hair was covered with black hair like a galaxy, falling down on his back and drifting in the sea breeze. He leaned against the railing of the boat, looking lazily and casually at the dawn of dawn in the eastern sky. Xiaoyao's heart was pounding as hard as a deer for a moment. >
Xiang Liu's hair was not tied up with a crown. What Xiao Yao saw in this place was not Tu Shanjing at all.
Do you still remember how she spent more than 20 years in the mountains? <"Although the snake demon can understand what I say, it can't speak, so I speak for it and answer questions and answers myself. My habit of talking too much originated from that time.">
Xiaoyao didn't know Xiang Liu's thoughts at this time, so her perspective was that her love was not reciprocated, but it didn't matter. She had many years of experience in entertaining herself, and she couldn't bear to miss Xiang Liu, so she looked for candies by herself. . Xiaoyao's life has always been very hard, so she learned to enjoy happiness in the midst of hardship. Now it seems that her state of happiness in the midst of hardship has reached perfection.
<"...If it is a good-grade fish elixir, refined into a treasure and held in the mouth, it can extend the time a person can stay underwater."
Xiaoyao was originally distracted when Jing was talking, but when he heard the last sentence, he suddenly became interested, "What is a good grade? Does the piece just now count?" >
Xiao Yao actually got distracted after Tu Shanjing talked about it for a long time. When she heard that it could extend the time a person can stay underwater, she immediately became interested. Therefore, even if Xiaoyao doesn't let herself fantasize about being with Xiang Liu, she still can't control her love for Xiang Liu. Otherwise, why would she be interested in Yu Danhong, who can extend her underwater time?
<Xiao Yao asked in confusion: "How do you men judge whether a woman is sincere or fake? Even if she is sincere, how do you know what kind of sincerity it is? You must know that there are many kinds of sincerity, and some are more sincere than others. There are no twists and turns; some sincere hearts can go through eighty hardships, but not eighty-one hardships; some sincere hearts can only share the poor and lowly; some sincere hearts can only share wealth and wealth; some sincere hearts cannot be seen at ordinary times, but they show up in great disasters. ; Some people sincerely respect and protect each other in ordinary times, but in times of disaster, the birds fly into the forest. In fact, many men and women in this world who grow old together may not be truly single-minded and indestructible, but they have not encountered any test."
Zhuan Xu laughed and said, "Your string of words makes my head hurt. If you ask me how to judge specifically, I have nothing to say, it's just a feeling. A cold heart and a pair of cold eyes, I have experienced a lot. , naturally you can see it clearly.”
Xiaoyao asked: "What if I'm wrong? What if I mistakenly think that sincerity, which can only go through eighty-one hardships, is unchangeable and unchangeable despite all odds?" >
This conversation took place when the brother and sister were discussing Xinyue's sincerity towards Zhuanxu, but Xiaoyao obviously used this conversation to sincerely ask his brother about his inner confusion.
What confusion? Of course it was confusion about Xiang Liu. Because she missed Xiang Liu too much, her determination not to let Xiang Liu fall asleep was shaken. Xiaoyao actually asked:
Brother, how can I tell whether Xiang Liu is sincere or fake towards me? Even if Xiang Liu is sincere, is this sincerity indestructible and able to withstand the test? Can his true love for me overcome the obstacles that stand between me and him? Can you still choose to protect me when there is a conflict between Protecting Me and Protecting Shennong?
And the reason why she asked a series of questions was just because: Zhuanxu: Your string of words makes my head hurt. >She has always carefully protected Xiang Liu. Xiaoyao is actually trying hard to find a way to be with Xiang Liu here. Although it seems to the reader that her efforts are in the wrong direction, she does work hard in her own way.
Zhuanxu's answer is: judge by feeling.
Xiaoyao asked again: What if I make a mistake in judgment? What if Xiang Liu’s sincerity towards me is not indestructible?
<Zhuan Xu said softly: "You know the way to ensure you won't make mistakes is to have a cold heart."
Xiaoyao smiled and wrinkled her nose, "I thought you had some good ideas!">
Xiaoyao thought to himself, asking for nothing.
Zhuanxu's words were equivalent to strengthening Xiao Yao's determination that was about to waver. The two brothers and sisters are also very consistent on this point. Because they are too afraid of getting hurt, even if it is the "what if", they cannot afford the consequences of that eventuality, so they simply stay cold-hearted and protect themselves with a thick shell.
As I said before, although Xiang Liu has experienced a lot of hardships, he has also gained maternal love, father love and a sense of belonging along the way. In addition, he is the "strongest", so Xiang Liu's heart is brave. He is powerful and has the courage to give selfless love. On the other hand, these two brothers and sisters have only continued to lose and suffer endless hardships along the way. Moreover, their current situation is "unable to protect themselves", so they are cowardly and weak, and do not have the courage to give generously. Call it "selfish".
None of Tong Hua's characters in this book are written casually, some are just different in the amount of ink. Zhuan Xu is actually a very charming person, but I am mainly analyzing Yaoliu here.
Tong Hua's writing technique in this paragraph uses the "one blow and two roars" in the "Spring and Autumn Writing Method": a metaphor for describing one event or one scene, involving multiple characters. This technique of doing one thing to achieve two goals is also known as "killing two birds with one stone" or "killing two birds with one stone".
On the surface, this paragraph is about the content I analyzed above, but it also hints readers to think about the sincerity between Xiaoyao and Tushanjing - is Xiaoyao sincere towards Tushanjing or is it fake? Even if she is sincere, how sincere is she towards Tu Shanjing? What kind of sincerity does Tu Shanjing have for Xiaoyao?
Xiaoyao's series of words was meant to confuse Zhuan Xu, but Tonghua wrote this series of words to wake up readers:
Xiaoyao and Tu Shanjing's sincerity had no setbacks at first, but later they experienced eighty tribulations, but the eighty-one tribulations still failed; their sincerity could only be shared by the poor and humble - Wen Xiaoliu and Ye Shiqi; their Zhenxin always respects and protects each other, but in times of disaster, the birds take refuge in the forest - Jing runs away because she is afraid of being recognized by A-Nian, and Xiaoyao breaks up because of Fengfeng Yingying. Xiaoyao and Tushanjing's sincerity cannot withstand the slightest test.
On the other hand, Xiaoyao and Xiangliu's sincerity is to share wealth and wealth - we all want to be good; we can't see it at ordinary times, but it is revealed in times of disaster - they are usually at odds, but when faced with real choices, they always give priority to each other. When the other party was in trouble, he would always help him regardless of his own safety. Xiaoyao helped Xiang Liu several times in Qingshui Town. When Xiang Liu was injured, he was rude and wished that he would let him suck more blood and heal the injury quickly. Xiang Liu was also usually cold and cold. , Xiaoyao rushed to save her whenever she encountered danger.
Tonghua's chapter doesn't mention Xiang Liu at all, but just by looking at the title, you can guess Xiang Liu's sorrow after the breakup and his longing for Xiao Yao.
I have said before, "Xiang Liu will remember Xiaoyao's words carefully. He will digest what he understands directly. If he doesn't understand, he will write it down first, and then think about it slowly when he goes back."
So during this period of unbearable longing for Xiang Liu, he must have thought over and over again what Xiao Yao said before. Xiaoyao said that she was afraid of being with him. Xiang Liu must have thought about it for a long time. Unfortunately, he really couldn't understand it at this time and couldn't understand Xiaoyao's fear.
Then he would think that Xiaoyao had said before, "In relationships between people, one person must take the first step. Needless to say, it goes without saying between men and women. This is true even for parents and children. When children are ignorant and helpless, When I wake up, my parents will start to pay. I have always been selfish and will never be the one to take the first step." Xiaoyao also said that he is "definitely not suitable to appear in a girl's dream."
Xiang Liu began to seriously reflect on himself: Was he too cruel and unkind to her before? Xiaoyao felt that I was not the ideal lover in a girl's fantasy, so that's why she wanted to break up? Xiaoyao said that between a man and a woman, one person must take the first step, and she is not willing to be the one to take the first step, so I will pay first. I have indeed done many things wrong before, so I should coax her. of. But "Xiang Liu" has already been broken up, and when we broke up, in order to pretend to be free and easy, I actually left her alone and asked her to swim back. She must be so angry that she doesn't want to talk to me anymore. What should I do? Gotta think of a way...
Let me explain here that Xiang Liu is indeed arrogant, but like Xiao Yao, he has no face and baggage, and he is a person who corrects his mistakes immediately.
The reason why Xiang Liu dressed casually during the last breakup was because when he heard that Xiaoyao was going to break up with him, people subconsciously protect themselves when they are hurt, just like the lyrics of the song "Your smile is just the protective color you wear." ", and the reason why he asked Xiaoyao to swim back was because he thought at the time that "Xiaoyao was going to break up with him, and she blamed him for the reason for the breakup, and the reason was a bad one," so he was very angry. , he felt that Xiaoyao had let him down.
But when he feels sad and miserable because he misses Xiaoyao too much, he can't help but think that Xiaoyao obviously loves him, why did Xiaoyao break up, and Xiang Liu will reflect on whether he did something wrong? It's over. When he decided to make amends and coax Xiaoyao, he couldn't have used his "Xiang Liu" identity just because he was arrogant.
There are two reasons for using the identity of Fangfeng Bei: first, he is afraid that Xiaoyao will not want to see and interact with "Xiang Liu"; second, Xiaoyao is the Queen of Gaoxin now, and the identity of "Xiang Liu" is no longer suitable for getting close to Xiao Yao.
I have said before that when Xiaoyao was a boy, Xiang Liu didn't mind using a girl's body to match her. Similarly, when Xiaoyao was a Wang Ji, Xiang Liu didn't mind using Fangfeng Bei to get close to her . The title is not important to Xiang Liu, anyway, he just wants to be himself.
Therefore, the casual, gentle and considerate "Fangfeng Bei" came online.
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