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My translation of Lyf thai ver Chapter 15 is done..

Lyf Chapter 15 thai ver translated part 1

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Lyf Chapter 15 thai ver translated part 2

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Chapter 15

Review Part 2

Xuan Yuan Dance Hall
Abstract
After trying out the sound of the harp(zither), He began to play the harp(zither). The voice is like flowing water. Suddenly, a sound like the sound of a clear fountain reverberated in the middle of the valley. Immediately, it sounded like the sound of a waterfall splashing from a cliff. The water shattered like flakes of jade.

Zhuan Xu skill of zither is not so low. In fact it is majestic. It is like he could make the sound of the whole forest. He had come to Dance Hall for a purpose of course. 

Abstract
The door was pushed open. A woman walked in sloe. She wore a yellow dress, very beautiful, and when people saw her they forgot their troubles. She sat down quietly. Listen to the sound of the harp(zither), waiting until Zhuan Xu finished playing, he said, “Pure white-furred horse. Popping back and forth like lightning. Before it should be a principle for the country. Why are you worried about happiness and not taking care of it? Travelling around, don't soil the soil. Keeping oneself hidden is a pity. Sir, you have finally returned.”
Zhuan Xu said. “I have returned.”

This Ms Jin Xuan should be her alliance.
And she welcome him with a song. This could be their secret code. Zhuan Xu had come to Xuan Yuan to take it. Will he be succeeding? Of course he is very cautious.
Abstract
Xiao Yao asked. “Is that lady Jin Xuan your person?”
 “I hope so. When eldest Uncle was still alive, he used to establish a large and strong news gathering organization with aunt Zhu Yu  as the control caretaker. After eldest Uncle passed away, this organization also works for you. After uncle died, even though Aunt Zhu Yu was still here, because of her personality, someone must give orders in order for it to work. When there was no one giving orders, she completely didn't know what to do. This organization therefore began to disappear. A hundred years ago, Aunt Zhu Yu took Jin Xuan and came to find me at Gao Xing. Follow the orders that Uncle gave you before going to battle. Hand over this organization to me. Jin Xuan was also a wood demon. If I were in eldest uncle position, Jin Xuan was in the same position as aunt Zhu Yu. But will she be as loyal to me as Aunt Zhu Yu is to  Eldest Uncle? I don't know. Let's just take a look slowly and see!”

It is already aranged, the wood demon, Ms Jin Xuan is to support Zhuan Xu. Is this because she is a wood demon that Zhuan Xu had to play music of the forest as for her to know the signal? 

Fang Feng Bei
Xiao Yao first met Fang Feng Bei, at the dance with another, later revealed to be Cang Lin, Royal 7th Uncle's son, Shi Jun. He totally seemed a playboy as much as Shi Jun was.
Abstract
Two men opened the curtains and walked in from outside. One of them suddenly and immediately embraced the dancer. He caressed her waist once. Then he pushed her into the chest of another man. “Tonight, . let this small waist lady serve you!" This dance hall is only a place to sell the art of dancing. The dancers were all beautiful and delicate. One could look at them, but one could not spend the night with them.
In fact, the dancer's expression had turned cold. But as soon as she saw the man's face, even though she had gotten used to dealing with men and women, she still felt her face heat up and her heart beat so hard that she could no longer express her anger. She agreed to follow him.

So Shi Jun and Fang Feng Bei acted as playboys. We can see that Shi Jun is not so polite. It's implied in the text that the dancer  is not serve as someone to spend the night with the guests, and however Shi Jun did not care. After checking her waist, he just gave her to his friend. The dance heart was beat by the friend, Fang Feng Bei. Therefore, Fang Feng Bei must be really good looking.  

Xiao Yao's Reaction
The man smiled and hugged the dancer's waist, and took her to walk upstairs. Xiao Yao felt familiar. But because of the curtains and the corner causing her to see his face not clearly. It was until he reached the next  floor. Xiao Yao could see his face clearly. In the blink of an eye, her mouth dropped open. His face was unmistakably similar to Xiang Liu's.
But he wore a silk covering his jade hair. His hair was completely black with ink. His eyebrows and eyes all concealed a lazy smile. The whole atmosphere was completely different from the cold Xiang Liu. Xiao Yao remained silent, staring at him intently the entire time. Instead, he just glanced at her coldly. His eyes didn't stop looking at her for a moment.

According to Xiao Yao, this man was very similar to Xiang Liu which made her mouth fell. Yet did not have the cold look Xiang Liu had. She could not be 100 % sure. But then about Xiang Liu is more revealed in her conversation with Zhuan Xu afterwards.

Abstract

Xiao Yao's heart was filled with doubts if that person was Xiang Liu? Or not Xiang Liu?
Xiao Yao asked, “Brother, have you ever seen Xiang Liu’s true face?”
“Never, every time I see him. He was all wearing mask."
Xiao Yao asked curiously. “Xuan Yuan has been posting notices to capture Xiang Liu for hundreds of years. Why do I only see no drawings on his placards? Or has it been all these years that no one has ever seen his true face?”
“There must be those who have seen his true face. But Xiang Liu was a nine-headed demon. It is rumored that he has nine true faces and eighty-one morphs. People who have seen them give conflicting information. One time someone drew a picture of his face,  it was exactly like His Majesty, the sixth uncle without anymore.”
Or was the Xiang Liu she saw just one of his transformed forms? Xiao Yao felt like she was relieved, but also felt lonely as losing.
Zhuan Xu said curiously. “But it's strange! Since Xiang Liu's transformed body, even the magical items couldn't distinguish between real and fake. So why does he still have to wear a mask? After all, he can change his face at any time!” Xiao Yao said softly, “Perhaps he is like me. Thinking only of wanting your true self, so he doesn't care about the transformation."
Zhuan Xu asked, “Why did you suddenly mention Xiang Liu?” Xiao Yao said. "I just....thought of him." Xiao Yao didn't want to lie to Zhuan Xu. So it tells half the truth. 

So Xiang Liu was a wanted culprit, and nobody has really seen him even with rumors were all around. He never really use power to change his appearance but rather use a mask. Xiao Yao took it as Xiang Liu did not want to do transformation but just be himself, just like her. But for some reason, it gives sense from the context , something as simple as mask can hide someone appearance more than magical transformation. But of course Xiang Liu had signature himself as "a man under a mask"! Xiao Yao must be one of few, who had seen his real face.

The playboy Fang Feng Bei
Xiao Yao got to meet Fang Feng Bei agao  when bachelors were gathered again at their cousin's house part. Their meeting was all playful but the surrounding environment is said "gloomy".
Abstract
She took a walk in the garden as she liked and saw a man similar to the one Xiang Liu that she had met at the dance hall. He was taking the liquor and sitting down, reclining comfortably on a jade chair. Surrounding him were shadows of trees. Dark gloomy shadows .If one weren't paying attention, it would be hard to see him. Xiao Yao strode over, standing behind him without letting him know. She leaned down and said, “Xiang Liu, what are you doing here?”
The man didn't move his body at all. He just lift his head up a little. “You walked quietly behind me. All the time I was guessing what you were thinking about doing to the point of having some distracted thoughts. I didn't think you would remember the person. wrong"
Xiao Yao stared into his eyes steadily. She bursted out laughing.
 "I'm starting to think I want to be the person you misremembered." The occult bug in her body did not have any reaction, so she was beginning to be puzzled. “Are you really not him?”
“If you can drink alcohol, be my friend, I will be a substitute of him whatever matters!"
Xiao Yao smiled sweetly and said, “Sure!”
He poured a cup of liquor for Xiao Yao. She drank the whole cup in one go. Then she poured him a cup of liquor. He, too, drank the whole cup in one go. In blink of an eye, the cup in his hand fell. He smiled smugly. “You poisoned me?”
Xiao Yao held up his hand, carefully rubbed his nails. The tips of his nails had red spots. It shows that he really haf been poisoned. He sighed and said, “If you hadn't poisoned me, I must think that I am very fortunate.”
Xiao Yao pick up his hand and pour him a cup of liquor. “This is the antidote.” He weakly raised his hand. He clearly could not lift the cup of liquor by himself.  Xiao Yao fed it to him to drink. Xiao Yao said, “Sorry, I remembered the wrong person."
“Every time you recognize the wrong person, you end up poisoning them? This habit is not good at all!”
Xiao Yao said again, “Sorry,” then turned and prepared to walk out. Instead, he held her wrist. “With one word of apology, are you thinking of leaving?”
"Then what do you plan to do?"
 “I am Fang Feng Bei.” The man wrote his name one line at a time on Xiao Yao's palm, “Remember it, so next time you don't regconize the wrong person.”
“You and Fang Feng Yi Yang..."
“I am her second elder brother. Do you know the youngest sister?”
 Xiao Yao forced a smile and said. “Da Huang is so small!” Xiaoyao walked away. This time, Fang Feng Bei did not pull her back again.

Some people were enjoying the dancing, some were drinking and chatting. Many young ladies were playing in the pavilion. Zhuan Xu was with Shi Jun, but it was unknown what they were discussing. They laughed loudly from time to time. Xiao Yao found a quiet corner and sat down.
All that showed that Fang Feng Bei was not Xiang Liu. Many people knew Fang Feng Bei, a descendent of an aristocratic family. Xiang Liu could not possibly impersonate him. However, Xiao Yao still felt very familiar with him.This sense of familiarity could not be rationally explained. She could not put it into words, but it was a feeling that the body's instincts recognized.

It was all a playful courtship from a playboy. The way he wrote his name on her reminding me of how a man giving his contact to communicate with the lady. Xiao Yao was curious that she just poisoned him. All the symtoms said he was poisoned, and also Zhuan Xu later revealed he was the second master of Fang Feng family. But Xiao Yao's body instinct tells her that they were connected. And she is connected to Xiang Liu via bug.

Assassination Attempt on Zhuan Xu
This is the layered assasination. Several charaters appeared on the scene. Because we could not be exactly sure who is the main person behind. But it seems like several. First Zhuan Xu and Xiao Yao suspected of their uncles and cousins may wanting to get rid of Zhuan Xu, who was the threat to Xuan Yuan throne. But then the actual culprit was Yu Qiang, the winner of Little Zhu Rong tournament, we learned the whole background story of Yu Qiang o  why he wanted to kill Zhuan Xu because Zhuan Xu killed his older brother. (I will not share the whole story here) But then things maybe not as he seemed. But then there is also Fang Feng Bei!
Abstract
"The second master  of the Fang Feng manor, is accomplished in the arts of disguise and archery, so much so that his name has spread throughout Da Huang.

We knew that Fang Feng family must be on opposite of Zhuan Xu because Fang Feng Yi Yang attempt to assassinate Zhuan Xu twice. But is it really Fang Feng that had come to assasinate Zhuan Xu that night or is it Xiang Liu, as Xiao Yao had expected, of Sheng Nong army that came to finish off his rival? 

Overall
Xiao Yao and Jing and pledge their romance and promise in previous chapter. In this chapter she and Zhuan Xu came bacl to Xuan Yuan so that Zhuan Xu claimed Xuan Yuan. Xiao Yao is supportive all the way. And of course her support is with her own life. 

Abstract
As Zhuan Xu was struggling to stand up, Xiao Yao suddenly shouted, "Don't move!"She opened her arms and stood in front of Zhuan Xu, facing the dark void, and backed away step by step.
Now Xuan Zhu understood and whispered, "The Fang Feng family?"
Xiao Yao's entire body was tense, like a female animal protecting her young, and she stared at the empty space with rage. She could not see him, but she could perceived his presence there. That bow and arrow could pierced Xuan Zhu's throat at any moment.
At that moment, the guards who had been following Xuan Zhu finally broke through the magic barrier and rushed in, protecting Zhuan Xu.
That person was gone!

The royal family of Xuan Yuan is complicated had heart breaking past, howeve it must be the way of imperial life? Zhuan Xu understood it. Xiao Yao seemed more hurt by that. 

And also the man Xiao Yao met, Fang Feng Bei, was he the same person Xiang Liu? Or there more back story to Xiang Liu and Fang Feng Bei. Nevertheless, both them are still threats to Zhuan Xu. 

Story is now entered into most exciting parts, or probabaly central of the main plot. Zhuan Xu is using all his faucilties to get to throne that is including using Xiao Yao. And Xiao Yao will be helping him with all her might. We could see Zhuan Xu, probably limited with bodiliy powers, was with mighty, smart, and preicise plans and even in physical fighting he could dodge well. With all politicals scheming, Xiao Yao might seem a lot more innocent, however, she was still filled with wits when it comes to life threats and dangers. All in all chapter 15 is when things are getting more action packed, more than before.

Let's explore the assassination attempt and political intrigue in Chapter 15 through some key dialogue quotes:Assassination Attempt:

 
The  dramatic and tense scene as an assassination attempt is made on Zhuan Xu's life. This event sets the tone for the rest of the chapter, establishing a sense of danger and urgency.
The attempt showcases the physical vulnerability of Zhuan Xu despite his status as a prince, highlighting the constant threats faced by those in positions of power. 
Xiao Yao's courageous intervention to protect Zhuan Xu demonstrates her unwavering loyalty and willingness to sacrifice herself for him. Her actions add emotional depth to the scene and highlight the strength of their bond.
Political Intrigue:
The presence of Zhuan Xu's cousin, of Fang Feng Bei, and other nobles during the assassination attempt suggests deeper and larger  political machinations at play. 
Zhuan Xu's strategic response to the attempt reveals his astute understanding of political maneuvering. By leveraging Chi Sui Xian's intervention, he not only survives the attack but also gains favor with her family, potentially strengthening his position within the court.

 
The involvement of Yu Qiang, adds another layer of complexity to the political intrigue. His motivations for the assassination attempt and his true identity are gradually revealed, highlighting the intricate webs of loyalty, betrayal, and revenge that characterize court politics.
The revelation of Yu Qiang's tragic backstory sheds light on his motivations and actions, underscoring the personal vendettas and familial loyalties that drive the political dynamics within the court.
Overall, the assassination attempt and the ensuing political intrigue serve to deepen the complexity of the narrative, revealing the precarious nature of power and the lengths to which individuals will go to achieve their goals within the court. It sets the stage for further developments and conflict, driving the story forward and keeping readers engaged with its richly woven tapestry of intrigue and betrayal. 

Assassination Attempt:
Xiao Yao's concern for Zhuan Xu's safety is evident when she says, "Zhuan Xu, watch out!" This quote highlights the sudden and perilous nature of the attack and Xiao Yao's quick reaction to protect Zhuan Xu.
Zhuan Xu's calm demeanor amidst the chaos is reflected in his response to Xiao Yao: "Stay behind me, Xiao Yao." This quote underscores Zhuan Xu's leadership and composure in the face of danger.
Yu Qiang's chilling declaration during the attack, "He took my elder brother's head, so I will take his head as a sacrifice to my elder brother," reveals his deep-seated desire for revenge and sets the stage for the violent confrontation that follows.

EXTRACT: As Zhuan Xu was struggling to stand up, Xiao Yao suddenly shouted, "Don't move!"She opened her arms and stood in front of Zhuan Xu, facing the dark void, and backed away step by step. Now Xuan Zhu understood and whispered, "The Fang Feng family?" Xiao Yao's entire body was tense, like a female animal protecting her young, and she stared at the empty space with rage. She could not see him, but she could perceived his presence there. That bow and arrow could pierced Xuan Zhu's throat at any moment. At that moment, the guards who had been following Xuan Zhu finally broke through the magic barrier and rushed in, protecting Zhuan Xu. That person was gone!  
Political Intrigue: 

Zhuan Xu's explanation of his strategic approach to Xiao Yao sheds light on his understanding of political dynamics: "I gave Chi Sui family an opportunity to earn my favor... Those who give favors will also feel close to those who have nothing to offer." This quote demonstrates Zhuan Xu's shrewdness in navigating court politics and leveraging alliances to his advantage.
Xiao Yao's realization of the intricacies of power is evident in her reflection: "I used to think I was quite smart, but now that I compare myself with all of you, I feel like an idiot." 

This quote highlights Xiao Yao's growing awareness of the complexities of court intrigue and her evolving role within it.
Zhuan Xu's discussion of Yu Qiang's origins provides insight into the familial and personal motivations driving the assassination attempt: "His brother didn't die in an accident... he felt that Zhuan Xu had taken away his closest relative." This quote reveals the deep-seated resentment and desire for revenge that fuel Yu Qiang's actions.
These dialogue quotes encapsulate the tension, intrigue, and personal motivations underlying the assassination attempt and political maneuvering in Chapter 15. 
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Identity and Disguise:

Fang Feng Bei is introduced as the second master of the Fang Feng manor, known for his expertise in disguise and archery.  
As Fang Feng Bei, Xiang Liu operates under the guise of a nobleman, allowing him to move freely within aristocratic circles and gather valuable information without arousing suspicion.
Relation to Fang Feng Yi Ying:
Fang Feng Bei's identity as the brother of Fang Feng Yi Ying adds complexity to Xiang Liu's character, revealing familial ties that further intertwine him with the political landscape.
The sibling relationship between Fang Feng Bei and Fang Feng Yi Ying suggests a deeper connection between Xiang Liu and the Fang Feng family, potentially influencing his motivations and actions throughout the story.
Strategic Role:
 Fang Feng Bei strategically positions himself within the courtly environment, enabling him to observe key players and manipulate events to his advantage.
 
Interactions with Other Characters: 
Fang Feng Bei's interactions with Xiao Yao, particularly their encounter at Chui Liang's mansion, reveal his ability to seamlessly blend into different social settings and engage in casual conversation while maintaining his true identity hidden.
Despite Xiao Yao's initial suspicions, she eventually realizes that Fang Feng Bei is not who he appears to be.
Symbolism and Foreshadowing: 
The name "Fang Feng Bei" carries symbolic significance, as "Fang Feng" can be interpreted as "phoenix," symbolizing rebirth and renewal. This foreshadow Xiang Liu's ability to reinvent himself and adapt to changing circumstances throughout the story.
Bei, meaning "north,"  also symbolize mystery or darkness, hinting at the enigmatic nature of Xiang Liu's character and the hidden depths of his motivations.

Both Zhuan Xu and XiaoYao know fang feng family is against them as Fang Feng Yi ying was already implyed in one assasination attempt on zhuan xu by her.

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About Shi jun: 
Shi Jun is a character in the story who is mentioned as one of Zhuan Xu's cousins. Here's a deeper analysis of Shi Jun based on the provided text and context:

Family Background: 

Shi Jun is introduced as one of Zhuan Xu's cousins, indicating that he belongs to the same family lineage as Zhuan Xu.
The mention of Seventh Uncle Yu Yang suggests that Shi Jun is likely the son of this uncle, further establishing his familial ties within the story.

 
Personality and Behavior: 

Shi Jun's behavior at the dinner party suggests a playful and somewhat carefree personality. His laughter and casual remarks, such as his comment about preferring a beautiful woman, indicate a light-hearted and perhaps flirtatious demeanor.
Despite his jovial nature, Shi Jun also demonstrates a sense of respect and formality towards Zhuan Xu and Xiao Yao, as seen in his salutation to Xiao Yao and Zhuan Xu and his willingness to invite them to the dinner party.

 
Social Status: 

His association with other young men who are described as talented and famous throughout Xuan Yuan Country further indicates his prominence within the social hierarchy of the story's world.
Relationship with Zhuan Xu and Xiao Yao: 
Shi Jun's interaction with Zhuan Xu and Xiao Yao at the dinner party hints at a cordial and possibly friendly relationship between them.
Despite the playful banter and casual remarks, Shi Jun's invitation to Zhuan Xu and Xiao Yao demonstrates a level of hospitality and goodwill towards his relatives.
Potential Plot Significance: 

While Shi Jun's character is not extensively developed in the provided text, his invitation to Zhuan Xu and Xiao Yao  have plot significance in terms of furthering relationships, alliances, or conflicts within the story.
His role as one of Zhuan Xu's cousins and his position within Xuan Yuan City's social circles could potentially influence future events or interactions involving Zhuan Xu and Xiao Yao.
In summary, Shi Jun appears to be a relatively minor character in the story, but his introduction and interaction with Zhuan Xu and Xiao Yao at the dinner party provide insight into his personality, social status, and potential role within the broader narrative.

 
=> Shi jun is the one who is friend with fang feng bei, ...the one who touch dancer waist, what does it mean?:
 
 Shi Jun is depicted as being friendly with Fang Feng Bei, the individual who is later revealed to be Xiang Liu's identity. When Shi Jun touches the waist of a dancer, it likely symbolizes his flirtatious or playful nature, indicating that he is comfortable with physical interaction and may have a penchant for romantic or intimate encounters.

Touching someone's waist can be a gesture of familiarity, affection, or even attraction, depending on the context and cultural norms. In this case, Shi Jun's action suggests that he is not hesitant to engage in such interactions, reflecting his bold and outgoing personality.

Furthermore, the fact that Shi Jun is associated with Fang Feng Bei may imply a deeper connection or alliance between them. It's possible that Shi Jun's behavior towards the dancer serves as a subtle indication of his association with Fang Feng Bei and his involvement in broader political intrigues or social circles. 
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Extract: “There must be those who have seen his true face. But Xiang Liu was a nine-headed demon. It is rumored that he has nine true faces and eighty-one morphs. People who have seen them give conflicting information. One time someone drew a picture of his face,  it was exactly like His Majesty, the sixth uncle without anymore.” 
Or was the Xiang Liu she saw just one of his transformed forms? Xiao Yao felt like she was relieved, but also felt lonely as losing.
Zhuan Xu said curiously. “But it's strange! Since Xiang Liu's transformed body, even the magical items couldn't distinguish between real and fake. So why does he still have to wear a mask? After all, he can change his face at any time!” Xiao Yao said softly, “Perhaps he is like me. Thinking only of wanting your true self, so he doesn't care about the transformation." 
Zhuan Xu asked, “Why did you suddenly mention Xiang Liu?” Xiao Yao said. "I just....thought of him." Xiao Yao didn't want to lie to Zhuan Xu. So it tells half the truth.
So Xiang Liu was a wanted culprit, and nobody has really seen him even with rumors were all around. He never really use power to change his appearance but rather use a mask. Xiao Yao took it as Xiang Liu did not want to do transformation but just be himself, just like her. But for some reason, it gives sense from the context , something as simple as mask can hide someone appearance more than magical transformation. But of course Xiang Liu had signature himself as "a man under a mask"! Xiao Yao must be one of few, who had seen his real face.

 
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The revelation that Xiang Liu opts to wear a mask rather than rely on magical transformations to alter his appearance carries several implications and adds depth to his character:

Psychological Complexity: Xiang Liu's choice to wear a mask instead of using magic to transform his appearance suggests a deeper psychological complexity. It indicates that he  have a strong attachment to his true identity or a personal reason for wanting to maintain a consistent outward appearance. This decision could stem from a desire for authenticity or a reluctance to constantly change his external image.

Symbolism of the Mask: The mask serves as a symbolic representation of Xiang Liu's identity and his relationship with his true self. By wearing a mask, he is expressing a desire to conceal certain aspects of himself or to project a specific persona to the world. The mask  also represent the layers of secrecy hinting at his  hidden motives.
Strategic Advantage: Despite possessing the ability to magically alter his appearance, Xiang Liu choose to wear a mask for strategic reasons. By using a physical mask instead of relying solely on magic, he can maintain a consistent appearance that is less susceptible to detection or disruption by magical means. This approach allows him to navigate through various situations with greater ease and reduces the risk of his true identity being revealed.

Contrast with Magical Abilities: The decision to wear a mask highlights an interesting contrast with Xiang Liu's formidable magical abilities. While he possesses the power to shape-shift and assume different forms, his choice to use a physical mask underscores his preference for a more tangible and controlled method of altering his appearance. This contrast adds depth to his character and suggests that there are  consequences associated with his magical transformations.

FFB appearance from (extract): "dark gloomy shadows":

Psychological Symbolism: The presence of dark gloomy shadows evoke primal fears and anxieties deeply rooted in the human psyche. Darkness is often associated with the unknown, the subconscious, and hidden threats, tapping into our innate fear of the unseen and the mysterious. By invoking these primal fears, the narrative intensifies the psychological impact on both characters and readers, heightening the sense of suspense and anticipation.

Symbolism of Deception and Intrigue: Shadows are often used metaphorically to represent deceit, secrecy, and hidden agendas. In the context of the narrative, the dark gloomy shadows symbolize the presence of covert machinations, political intrigue, and deceptive intentions among the characters. They serve as a visual metaphor for the hidden forces at play, hinting at the complexity of relationships and the duplicity of motives within the story.

Foreshadowing of Conflict and Betrayal: The description of dark gloomy shadows  foreshadow impending conflicts, betrayals, or moments of confrontation. By casting shadows over the scene, the narrative subtly hints at the potential dangers and conflicts that may arise later in the plot. This foreshadowing adds depth to the storytelling, building anticipation and suspense as readers await the unfolding of events.

Contrast with Light and Illumination: The contrast between the dark gloomy shadows and sources of light within the scene can symbolize the struggle between darkness and enlightenment, ignorance and knowledge, or deception and truth. The interplay of light and shadow highlights the dualities inherent in the narrative, such as good versus evil, truth versus lies, or loyalty versus betrayal. This contrast enhances the thematic complexity of the story, inviting readers to contemplate deeper philosophical and moral questions.

Emotional Impact and Atmosphere: Finally, the presence of dark gloomy shadows contributes to the overall atmosphere of the scene, infusing it with a sense of foreboding, tension, or mystery. The oppressive nature of the shadows evoke feelings of unease, apprehension, or dread, intensifying the emotional engagement of both characters and readers. This heightened emotional impact serves to immerse readers more deeply in the narrative, enhancing their investment in the story's outcome.

In summary, the description of dark gloomy shadows in the narrative serves multiple symbolic and thematic functions, including psychological symbolism, foreshadowing, representation of deception and intrigue, contrast with light, and emotional impact.

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Added scene with Jing showing how he negotiate Feng Long help and involvement...

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                                   Further manipulations -ZhuanXu usage of XiaoYao:

Zhuan Xu's utilization of Xiao Yao to gain access to the Chi Shui society circle reveals strategic thinking, manipulation, and the dynamics of power and influence in the narrative. Here's an analysis of Zhuan Xu's actions and their implications:

Recognizing Xiao Yao's Influence: Zhuan Xu acknowledges Xiao Yao's connections and social standing, understanding that she can serve as a valuable asset in navigating the intricate social circles of Chi Shui society. By leveraging Xiao Yao's relationships and influence, Zhuan Xu aims to gain entry into exclusive circles that would otherwise be inaccessible to him.

Exploiting Xiao Yao's Relationships: Zhuan Xu strategically exploits Xiao Yao's relationship with Tushan Jing, recognizing the potential benefits of aligning himself with influential figures like Tushan Jing. By associating with Xiao Yao, who has a close connection to Tushan Jing, Zhuan Xu aims to gain favor and support from Tushan Jing, thereby strengthening his own position and influence within Chi Shui society.

Strategic Alliance Building: Zhuan Xu's decision to use Xiao Yao as a means to access Chi Shui society demonstrates his adeptness at alliance building and networking. By aligning himself with powerful individuals like Tushan Jing, Zhuan Xu expands his network of allies and supporters, enhancing his political capital and influence in the region.

Manipulative Tactics: Zhuan Xu's actions also highlight his willingness to manipulate and exploit relationships for his own gain. While he genuinely value Xiao Yao's friendship, his primary motivation appears to be using her connections to further his own political ambitions. This underscores the complex and often morally ambiguous nature of power dynamics in the narrative.
Risk of Exploitation: While Zhuan Xu benefits from Xiao Yao's connections in the short term, there is a risk that he may be perceived as exploiting her for his own gain. This could potentially strain their relationship and erode trust between them. Additionally, Zhuan Xu's reliance on Xiao Yao's influence may make him vulnerable to manipulation or betrayal if she decides to prioritize her own interests over his.

Overall, Zhuan Xu's utilization of Xiao Yao to gain entry into Chi Shui society reflects his strategic thinking, willingness to exploit relationships, and understanding of the importance of alliances in achieving his political objectives. However, it also raises questions about the ethical implications of his actions and the potential risks of relying too heavily on others for personal gain. 

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                                                                                Conclusion:

1. Chapter 15 of the story intricately weaves together themes of power, loyalty, and political intrigue, presenting readers with a captivating narrative that delves deep into the complexities of the characters' relationships and the challenges they face in their quest for dominance and survival. At the heart of the chapter lies an assassination attempt on Zhuan Xu, orchestrated by the enigmatic Yu Qiang and potentially manipulated by the mysterious Fang Feng Bei. This event serves as a catalyst for the exploration of political tensions and power struggles within the Xuan Yuan tribe, highlighting the precarious nature of Zhuan Xu's position as he navigates the treacherous waters of tribal politics. Throughout the chapter, the dynamics between the characters are meticulously explored, revealing the depth of their relationships and the intricacies of their alliances. Xiao Yao emerges as a central figure, displaying unwavering loyalty and bravery as she defends Zhuan Xu during the assassination attempt. Her character arc is further developed as she grapples with her sense of duty, loyalty to Zhuan Xu, and growing awareness of the political machinations surrounding her. The revelation of Fang Feng Bei's potential identity as Xiang Liu adds another layer of intrigue to the narrative, raising questions about his motives and allegiances. His manipulative tactics and connections to other characters deepen the sense of mystery surrounding him, leaving readers eager to uncover the truth behind his actions.

   
   

   
   

   
   
2. Themes of power, betrayal, and resilience permeate the narrative, as characters navigate the complexities of leadership and the ever-present threat of betrayal. The chapter serves as a pivotal moment in the story, setting the stage for further conflict and resolution as the characters continue to navigate the volatile political landscape of the Xuan Yuan tribe. In conclusion, Chapter 15 is a masterfully crafted installment that captivates readers with its richly developed characters, intricate plot twists, and compelling exploration of power dynamics and political intrigue. As the story unfolds, readers are drawn deeper into the world of the Xuan Yuan tribe, eagerly anticipating the resolution of ongoing conflicts and the fate of its complex cast of characters.

Chapter 16: Missing You, Hating You, You Don't Know

Part 1

(Thai ver translated by me)

Since the time they separated at Ying Zhou Island until now, from winter to summer, over half a year has passed, Jing had only contacted Xiao Yao once.Yet, it was to express his gratitude for  Zhuan Xu's hospitality. Among the gifts Jing sent to Zhuan Xu, there were nine bottles of plum wine. Although Zhuan Xu didn't know which item Jing intended to give to Xiao Yao, he could guess that all these gifts were just definitely not for him. After receiving the gifts, he called Xiao Yao over and said, "I don't understand the riddle behind them. Go and choose it yourself."Xiao Yao picked out the nine bottles of plum wine. They were white jade bottles painted with a plum blossom branch in light red. In fact, they were just ordinary white jade bottles with a plum blossom pattern. However, Xiao Yao felt a warm and fresh sensation run through the center of her forehead.
The nine bottles of wine followed Xiao Yao from the Ming Ze Residence Palace on the Wushen Mountain(Five Gods Mountain) to the Chao Yun Peak in Xuan Yuan. Xiao Yao enjoyed drinking this plum wine and finished the first seven bottles, but felt regretful when there's only the last one left and would not drink it at all. Instead, she kept it all along and kept the eight emptied bottles well.

She wanted to drink the last bottle of wine very much, but she planned to wait for the sending new wine first and then drink it.
In the quiet late night with no one around, Xiao Yao would lie on the bed and play with the bottles of wine. The three-inch-high wine bottle rested in the middle of her palm, held gently. Sometimes Xiao Yao would smile, and sometimes she would feel sorry for herself.
She had been waiting for half a year, but there was still no news from Jing. One evening, she lay on the bed again, playing with nine jade bottles. She flipped and twirled the bottles. The nine jade bottles lay on a white handkerchief. Nine peach blossoms bloomed brilliantly. Suddenly, Xiaoyao thought of Yusan (Jade Mountain). She had waited for her mother there for seventy years, but in the end, she waited for nothing. In this life, she did not want to wait for anyone anymore.
 Xiao Yao opened the last bottle of plum wine. She did not drink it one or two sips at a time like usual, but drank it all at once. The wine bottle was only three inches high, and Xiaoyao finished it in an instant. She put away all nine wine bottles and did not take them out to play with them again.
Xiao Yao began to spend more time concocting poisons. In the middle of the night when she could not sleep, she would lay out the poisons on the bed, thinking how she could make the poisons to look even more attractive. What she hoped for was to make them more visually appealing, but not more toxic.
In her mind, she had the "Sheng Nong's Herbal Classic" that Yan Di(Flame Emperor), the patriarch of medicine who was revered by all under heaven, had left behind. The medical books of both Gao Xing and Xuan Yuan, which had been carefully preserved, were all open to her. Xiao Yao had never doubted the potency of the poisons she made.

When she saw the guppy flowers, she pondered over them for many days. Then she spent many consecutive days and nights to make a small, looking like fresh guppy flowes. The colors were lively and the fragrance was refreshing. When she saw the setting sun, she made some dazzling golden toxic powder. It was as if she had captured the radiant glow of the sunset by the horizon.
This poison was her idea. It was a reflection of her momentary emotion. She created them, watched them blossom in her hands, and then packed them with care before sending them out. Xiao Yao wondered about Xiang Liu's reaction when he received the poisons. Would he curse her as perverse? Xiao Yao packed the poisons she had prepared at the dock into a sealed jade box and went to the shipping agency run by the Tushen family. She handed the box to them.
"How much will it cost to ship this to the brothel in Xihai street of Qing Shui County?" she asked.
The shopkeeper said, "If the place you're referring to is Qing Shui County, then that's located at the very eastern edge of Xuan Yuan country, almost at the ocean already."
Xiao Yao said, "That's exactly why I came all the way to the Tushan family's shipping agency. If I were to entrust this for delivery to others, the price would definitely be cheaper, but I wouldn't be at ease."
The shopkeeper laughed and said, "You've come to the right place."The shopkeeper gave her a price, and Xiao Yao didn't bargain. She paid the money right away. It wasn't money she had earned herself anyway, so there was no reason to be stingy. This was the method Xiaoyao had come up with to deal with Xiang Liu. All under heaven, there were shipping agencies of the Tushan family everywhere. As long as Xiao Yao had the money, she could send anything to Qing Shui County.

Every three or four months, Xiaoyao would send poison to Xiang Liu. The last time, she sent it was from Gao Xing. She didn't know if Xiang Liu had received it. But he should have received it by now. Otherwise, given his narrow-mindedness, he would definitely make time to seek revenge, no matter how busy he was.
Xiao Yao walked out of the transport station and saw Fang Feng Bei. She couldn't help but try to test his reaction with the voodoo bug, but there was still no response.
 Fang Feng Bei approached with a smile, saying, "Are you here to deliver goods?" Xiao Yao looked at him, so he asked, "You should still remember me, right?"
 Xiao Yao walked away, "You'd better not get close to me. When I see you, I feel like poisoning you."
Fang Feng Bei followed her, "Did that friend of yours make you hate him so much?" Did Xiang Liu make her hate him? Of course not. It was him who made her feel disgust.
Xiao Yao asked, "Why are you following me?" When they met in the garden that day, he probably didn't know who she was. But by now, he should know her status. "I'm bored and have nothing to do. You also seem bored. Being bored together is better than being bored alone."
That night, that feeling of being pressured by death at the point of his arrow. Xiao Yao still remembered it as if it had just happened. So she said sarcastically, "Why are you in Xuan Yuan City? You can't be here to make yourself feel bored, right?"

Fang Feng Bei smiled and said, "The things I came to do in Xuan Yuan City are all things that cannot be done in broad daylight. I tend to be busy at night, so during the day I really am incredibly bored."
Xiao Yao couldn't hold back a laugh. This person's nature was the complete opposite of her younger sister's. He was completely shameless."I heard that everyone in your esteemed family excels at archery."
"Indeed."
"Who has greater archery skills, you or your younger sister?"
"Her."
"How much greater?"
"Would you like to see my archery skills for yourself?"
Xiao Yao answered without thinking, "Why not?"
"Follow me!"
Fang Feng Bei returned to his lodgings, ordered his servants to lead out two heavenly horses, and then left Xuan Yuan City with Xiao Yao. They arrived at Mount Dun. Fang Feng Bei asked, "What would you like for me to shoot?"
Xiao Yao narrowed her eyes for a moment, then pointed at a golden tassel that was swaying in the breeze, clinging to a pine tree on a cliff on the opposite side."Golden tassels bloom between summer and autumn. It should have small yellow flowers by now. Go on and shoot one.
Fang Feng Bei took a bow down from the back of his Heavenly horse, drew it back, and nocked an arrow. He pulled back on the string and let it fly. Xiao Yao laughed. "Who knows if you'll actually hit it?"
Fang Feng Bei reached out a hand. The arrow flew back from the cliff on the opposite shore and into her hand. Fang Feng Bei showed it to her. A small yellow dot was stuck to the tip of the arrow, indicating that he had shot the flower. Xiao Yao had to compliment him.
"Your archery skills are really as excellent as people say."

"Do you want to learn?"
"Can you teach?"
"Right now, what you need to learn is archery techniques, not special secrets. Anyone can teach you, but naturally it would be for the best if I was the one to do it."
"Alright!" Xiao Yao couldn't figure out what Fang Feng Bei was trying to do, but after all, she was already so bored she couldn't stand it, so she might as well play along and see what he was up to.
Fang Feng Bei chose a large tree not too far from them. "Let's use that as the target." He passed the bow to Xiao Yao. Xiao Yao imitated her teacher's posture and held the bow firmly in her hand.
Fang Feng Bei said, "Not bad, your posture is quite good. Your upper body must be straight, don't hunch your neck, don't extend your arms, don't bend at the waist, don't stick your head out, don't bend your back, and don't puff out your chest."He gave detailed instructions and adjusted Xiao Yao's posture.
 "You don't have a lot of strength, so it would be better to use four fingers to draw the bowstring, with your thumb bent and pointing toward the center of your palm. The index finger is under your chin and the bowstring is aligned with the bridge of your nose, your lips and lower jaw..."
He handed Xiao Yao an arrow, and Xiao Yao nocked it. The arrow flew out at an angle and landed halfway to the target.
He handed her another arrow, but the result was the same as before. After shooting several arrows in a row, Xiao Yao's shots were much better than the first two, but none of them came close to hitting the tree. Xiao Yao sighed and said, "It looks easy, but when I try it myself, it's really hard."
Fang Feng Bei walked up behind Xiao Yao and took her hands, instructing her to follow what he did. "Straighten your upper body, exert strength to balance it, hold the bow correctly, place the arrow without exerting too much force will push back slightly. Pull the bow string taut, and release it with a flick of the wrist." With the word "release," the arrow shot out and was firmly embedded in the tree."How does it feel?"

"My mind is not thinking, and my eyes are not on the target, only focusing on the archery."
"Not bad, you learn fast."Xiao Yao smiled, but it wasn't that she learned fast. At that moment, her body's reaction was the same as when Xiang Liu approached her. She felt as if he was going to bite her neck, and her mind suddenly went blank. However, if he was really Xiang Liu, even though he and Feng Fang family had just reached some kind of agreementctogether,  Fang Feng family would certainly not agree to pass on their family's archery technique to a nine-headed monster.
Fang Feng Bei led Xiao Yao to pull the bowstring again, "Keep this feeling and shoot it."
Xiao Yao shot an arrow by herself. Although she didn't hit the big tree, she still reached the front of the tree. Xiao Yao suddenly felt really interested and quickly shot another arrow, which hit the big tree. Xiao Yao was a little surprised."Did I hit it?"
Fang Feng Bei smiled slightly. Xiao Yao immediately took out another arrow, imitating the feeling just now and shooting it out, it fell down halfway like the first arrow. Fang Feng Bei said, "You feel stressed about gainslost."Xiao Yao didn't believe it and tried again. Fang Feng Bei stopped her, "That's it for today."
Xiao Yao didn't understand, "I think I need to practice more."
"If you practice again, it will only get worse. Such a wrong feeling will take root in your heart because of repeated practice. Trust me, it is best to stop when you see it is good."

Xiao Yao put down her bow. “If you are a teacher I guarantee that disciples will definitely admire."
Fang Feng Bei laughed. “Every person is different. This method of mine is suitable only for intelligent people.”
"Thank you for the compliment."
Fang Feng Bei just turned his body and climbed onto the heavenly horse. The two of them rode the heavenly horses slowly down the mountain.
Xiao Yao said. “I see that your magical powers seem to be far superior than Yi Yang. How is it possible that your archery skills cannot compete with hers?”
Fang Feng Bei smiled and said. “A lot of people think that archery requires a lot of arm strength, which is shocking. But that's not the truth. Archery is knowing how to use flexible power. Four taels pushing a thousand pieces is considered good. The specially crafted bow would be able to break through the defenses of the combined magical powers. People who don't have any superpowers just do it the right way, and it can shoot people with more magical powers. My magical powers are far superior to little sister's. But I cannot fight her archery skills. "
Xiao Yao remained silent and stared at Fang Feng Bei, feeling surging in her heart. Her magical power was low, therefore, she could only think of protecting herself, asiding the idea of being the first to attacck. But if what Fang Feng Bei said was true then within a certain distance, She could also be the one to attack first if she encountered a situation like when Yu Qiang assassinating Zhuan Xu last time.Moreover, what she could do was not just using her body to block it.
Fang Feng Bei seemed as if he didn't feel that his own words would have any influence on Xiao Yao.
He smiled and asked Xiao Yao: “Are you interested to learn archery with me?”
"Interested"
Fang Feng Bei said: “You are my friend who relieves my boredom. I will teach you.”

Xiao Yao replied, “Alright.”Fang Feng Bei took Xiao Yao to the front of the place Zhuan Xu was staying  and smiled, saying, “I will see you tomorrow.”Xiao Yao gazed at him riding down the street on his heavenly steed like a debauched young master.
Out of nowhere, Xiao Yao’s daily life became filled with activities. She had to concoct poison and practice archery. When Fang Feng Bei was free, she would practice archery with Fang Feng Bei, and even accompany him to go and find fun. After Xiao Yao and Fang Feng Bei spent time together, she finally knew what it meant to dine, drink, and have fun. She felt as though she was getting to know Xuan Yuan City anew. It had numerous locations hidden within its alleyways and side streets. Not only her, but even her younger cousins had likely never heard of them. Yet, Fang Feng Bei knew of them all.He was like a well-versed old horse, leading Xiao Yao about as they amused themselves, and indulged in food and drink.
The jewelry shop opened by the dwarves of the Zhou Rao Region, were perhaps able to create such delicate jewelry because they were small with nimble fingers. They could carved over one hundred roses from an ordinary ruby and engraved a lifelike image of a pair of lovers embracing on a single teardrop-shaped pendant. Xiao Yao admired it and ended up buying several pieces of jewelry each for An Nian and Consort Jing An.
The giant Kuafu Tribe’s reatuarants provided bowls that were as large as Xiao Yao’s own sink. Initially, she had not believed herself capable of finishing an entire bowl, but after trying one bite, she had eaten the entire bowl, one bite after another. She complained that she was so stuffed she would die, but she did not regret eating to death.

At the cosmetics shop opened by the flower demons, the scented powders were actually not that appealing to Xiao Yao, but a single drop of condensed floral liquid could make one's body fragrant for an entire month. The fresh scent of lotus, the proud fragrance of plum blossoms, the refreshing aroma of orchids…there were also many different ways to blend fragrances. One could create a unique fragrance unmatched to any other in the entire world. Even Xiao Yao, who had long since become accustomed to being a man, couldn't help but rush in without restraining herself. She experimented with the fragrances of every type of condensed floral liquid, and couldn't resist buying over a dozen of different types.
 Fang Feng Bei was not free every day. Once every five or six days, he would have Xiao Yao accompany him one day, just long enough for Xiao Yao to restore the stability of the archery skills she had learned the previous time. Once, he even disappeared over three months before finally reappearing. Xiao Yao didn't ask where he had gone, and he didn't tell her. Both Xiao Yao and he clearly understood that their student-teacher relationship was only a short-term affair, which could be ended at any time by some unforeseen event. However, from an outsider's perspective, Fang Feng Bei and Xiao Yao could be considered very close. Moreover, the way he passed on archery skills to her, developed as if there was close mutual bond between them.
Fang Feng Bei was someone who acted on a whim. Sometimes, when he came to find Xiao Yao, if Xiao Yao was on Chao Yun Peak, he would go directly to Xuan Yuan mountain and asked the imperial guards to notify her. Xiao Yao didn't feel the need to conceal anything. One came and the other went, and the entire capital city of Xuan Yuan knew that the eldest princess of Gao Xing and the second young master of the Fang Feng family had recently become very close.
Even Zhuan Xu teased Xiao Yao, "It wasn't easy getting you back. I still want to keep you by my side for several more years. Don't be led astray and elope with that playboy from the Fang Feng family." Xiao Yao stuck out her tongue and said, "As long as there's still a chance of him shooting you, I definitely won't elope with him."

Chapter 16: Missing You, Hating You, You Don't Know

(Thai version translated by me)

Part 3

The next day, Xiao Yao woke up early in the morning, left a message for Zhuan Xu, and returned to Chao Yun Peak. According to the relationship between Jing and Zhuan Xu, Jing should pay a courtesy visit to Zhuan Xu, after arriving in Xuan Yuan City. Xiao Yao had no idea when he would come, but she really didn’t want to wait any longer. Waiting with a longing worried heart only led to endless disappointment. That feeling was unbearable. So, she chose not to wait and fled back to Chao Yun Peak. Whether he would come or when he would come had nothing to do with her. Xiao Yao practiced archery in the mulberry forest for half a day until she was drenched in sweat.
Then, she put away her bow and arrows. “Your mind isn’t calm today,” Huang Di’s voice echoed. Huang Di was holding a cane and standing outside the mulberry forest. Xiao Yao went over to help Huang Di sat down on a stool in the mulberry forest. She sat unceremoniously beside Wangdi, picked up a plate of iced mulberry, and began eating it one by one. She reckoned that across the entire Da Huang Continent, she was the only person who dared to sit on equal footing with Huang Di. Huang Di said, “Let me see your hands.” Xiaoyao stretched out her hands. Huang Di gently touched her fingers. The parts that had been used for drawing the bowstring were already thick with calluses. “Girls who learn archery are all afraid of their hands becoming unsightly, so they use specially-made gloves. Why haven’t you had any made?”
Xiao Yao chuckled. “My goal is different from theirs. They are merely learning to hunt in the autumn, but I’m doing this to kill people. Would the enemy wait for me to put on gloves before taking action?”
Huang Di let go of Xiaoyao’s hand. “It’s impossible for Fang Feng Bei to pass on the Fang family’s archery skills to you. I’ll find you a new teacher. Your spiritual is weak. The bow and arrows you use need to be specially-made for you by a master craftsman. But there’s no hurry for this. Let’s wait until your archery skills have improved somewhat before I have someone invite a craftsman.”
 Xiao Yao said as not caring, “Whatever Gao Xing lacks, but definetly not skilled craftsmen. I’ll just have my father help me find a craftsman later.”
 Huang Di looked at Xiao Yao’s eyebrows and eyes and asked calmly, “How does your father treat you?”
 Xiao Yao’s eyes curved into happy crescents. “Unbeatable! There’s no father who could be better than him.”

Huang Di looked at the mulberry forest. With Shao Hao’s intelligence, how could he not know Xiao Yao's intention… what was he planning?
 Huang Di said slowly, "He’s a ruler of a kingdom. Don’t think of him as a simple father. Since you were born into royalty, don’t expect any pure love. Everything depends must depend oneself."
Xiao Yao sighed deeply. "Not every emperor is as capable and ambitious as you."
Huang Di ignored Xiaoyao’s implicit sarcasm and said, "Choose a good husband. Before I die, I can still guarantee that you will marry the man you want." Making her to live as happily as possible and let it pass.
Huang Di suddenly changed the subject, which made Xiao Yao pause for a moment. She suddenly felt a sense of bitterness and sadness in her heart. No matter how angry she was with him, he was still her grandfather.
Xiao Yao suppressed the confusion and asked with a forced smile, "Anyone? Even if he’s engaged? Even if he’s your enemy?" Huang Di looked at Xiao Yao. "What kind of man do you want?"
 Perhaps because Huang Di was born into ordinary society and wasn’t educated like the children of noble families, when he spoke, he was more straightforward and sharp comparing to Xun Di.

If other women heard such blunt words, they would have blushed a long time ago. However, Xiao Yao did not show any embarrassment at all. It was the first time someone had asked her this question, so she pondered for a moment before slowly saying, "I started dressing like a man before I had even matured. When other young women were longing to find lovers, I didn't know what I was busy doing. Maybe I was just busy trying to stay alive. Perhaps I have been alone for too long, and I have always wanted to find someone to accompany me. I don't mean getting married, but rather someone to share my life with and to share my joys and sorrows. Even if we quarrel with each other, at least we can talk and keep each other company. But I am a very coward person. Just think about it. Even people like my paternal grandfather and my parents have all abandoned me for various reasons. So how can I trust that others will not abandon me? I  accompanoed with the lonely and helpless old person to depend on each other, and I took in n orphaned children. They all needed me, so they would definitely not abandon me." Xiao Yao laughed self-deprecatingly. "Everyone else thinks I am kind-hearted. In fact, I am just weak. I am with people who are weaker than me, because that makes me feel like I can control everything. I like being relied on and not being abandoned, so it makes me feel secure."
Huang Di leaned on the locust wood couch, gazing at Xiao Yao thoughtfully. Xiao Yao continued, "After I changed back into a woman, I always felt that marriage was still a long way off, so I never thought carefully about it. But I know very well that I am afraid of men like you. In your hearts, there must always be choices that are more important than women."
Huang Di's face was expressionless. He said calmly, "Actually, none of us was suited to be anyone's husband."
Xiao Yao narrowed her eyes and said slowly, "I am so afraid that once I have it, I will lose it. If that is the case, I am willing to never have it in the first place. Unless there is a man who, no matter what choices he faces, I am his first choice. No matter the reason, he will not abandon me. Only then would I be willing to spend my life with him."
Huang Di replied, "That's difficult."

Xiao Yao laughed and said, "I know it's very difficult, so I don't dare to think about any man. I'm afraid that once I think about it, I won't be able to turn back...even though..." Xiao Yao sighed, "Even though I feel confused in my heart, I try to control it."
Huang Di said, "The question you asked me just now, you already have your own answer. If he chooses another woman, it means that you are not the first choice in his heart. If he chooses to be an enemy of me or the Zhuan Xu, it means that you are not the most important thing in his heart. He can abandon you."
Xiao Yao felt even more depressed, hugging her knees and sitting in a corner like a ball, staring at the mulberry forest.
Huang Di said, "In fact, you think too much. Sometimes people have to learn to be a little vague. As long as you choose the right person and respect each other, it is not difficult to stay together until you grow old."
Xiao Yao thought Huang Di's words in a daze for a while, then smiled bitterly and said, "I understand what you mean, Grandfather, but I have such a temper. If I can't find such a man, I would rather not get married and adopt several orphans. Life can go on."
Huang Di didn't say anything, just looked at the mulberry forest in silence. Xiao Yao stayed on Chao Yun Peak for five days. In the morning, she practiced archery, and in the afternoon, she turned the pages of the book of poison concoctions.
When Huang Di had free time, she would be a companion to eat and talk with Huang Di.
On the morning of the sixth day, Zhuan Xu brought A Nian to pay respects to Huang Di.
A Nian was particularly humble to Huang Di. When Huang Di saw A Nian, he felt unexpected. He probably didn't expect that A Nian would be more like his daughter than Xiao Yao. Perhaps because of this similarity, Huang Di favored A Nian very much.

A Nian understood it at once and asked Huang Di in a pleading tone, "I also wish to have a grandfather, Father. May I call Your Majesty 'Grandfather' like Zhuan Xu?" Huang Di laughed. "If your Imperial Father does not mind, then of course, by all means."
A  Nian called sweetly, "Grandfather."
 Huang was overjoyed and ordered a servant to fetch a bracelet that Lei had once worn. When A Nian heard that it had belonged to Lei, her face lit up in joy, and she put it on carefully.
Xiao Yao was stunned and felt that A Nian must be Huang Du's blood-related granddaughter.
Zhuan Xu blinked at her. Now she understood A Nian's wiles. Xiao Yao could only give her a thumbs-up. She used to think that A Nian was frivolous in small matters but clever in serious ones. She was not stupid, but just impulsive and found it difficult to get along with others. However, she now realized that A Nian was not difficult to get along with. She was just unwilling to waste her energy on people who would bring her no benefit. So why should she waste her energy and intellect on pleasing them? Upon careful reflection, A Nian seemed capricious and self-centered, but in fact, she had never crossed the line Huang Di and Zhuan Xu had set for her.
A servant came in to report, "Fang Feng Bei is here to see the Princess."
Xiao Yao felt as if a mountain had been removed from her chest. She said to Huang Di, "I am going out. If I return too late tonight, do not wait for me to have dinner with you."
Huang Di was talking to A Nian and replied absent mindedly, "Go on."
Xiao Yao bowed hastily and left. Zhuan Xu quietly followed her out.

Xiao Yao led heavenly horse, but she didn't take the bow with her. Except from Fang Feng Bei, only Huang Di and Zhuan Xu knew that she was practicing archery. Xiao Yao herself also didn't want anyone to know.
That day, she intended to buy two bows that were exactly the same. One of them was with her and the other one was with Fang Feng Pei. Even if others saw them, they would think that Fang Feng Bei was hunting in the mountains. Zhuan Xu pulled the reins of the heavenly horse. "Are you intentionally avoiding Jing?"
"No."
 "In these days, he came to look for me every day. I don't think he is so free to think about seeing me every day."
Xiao Yao said, "Fang Feng Bei is waiting for me. I should go."
Zhuan Xu hesitated for a while and said, "Fang Feng Bei is a son born from a concubine. He has no authority in the family. You can hang out with him, but...don't break up with Jing yet. I need him now."
Zhuan Xu lowered his head. His hands, which were holding the reins, were turning a little bit pale because of the excessive strength. It's not like Zhuan Xu had never experienced such a heart-wrenching situation, but at that moment, he felt the most heart-wrenching pain. Xiao Yao held his hands. "Big brother, don't feel sad. It's not a big deal. I will go to see Jing. I didn't force myself. And I was not doing it for you. In fact, I...but I was venting my anger to him."
Zhuan Xu was still lowering his head. He said sarcastically, "I'm such a good brother. I can't let you vent your anger, even a little bit. I have to let you rush to bow to a man." He loosened the reins. "Go!" He went to the gate of the palace with quick steps.
 Xiao Yao and heavenly horse left. When they arrived at the foot of Mount Xuan Yuan, Xiao Yao saw Fang Feng Bei. Xiao Yao waved her hand at him once.

Fang Feng Bei followed her on the heavenly horse. They both galloped towards Mount Dun Wu with understanding.
 Upon reaching their destination, Xiao Yao put down her bow, drew the bowstring taut, and fired.The arrow firmly pierced into the trunk of a tree.
Fang Feng Bei smiled and said, "Where did you eat the hornet's nest today?"
Xiao Yao remained silent. She simply picked up an arrow, placed it on the bowstring, slowly turned around, aimed at Fang Feng Bei's chest, and pulled the bowstring."Who are you, really?"
Fang Feng Bei said with feigned dismay, "I am currently at my future brother-in-law's house, meeting my future sister-in-law every day. Aside from being Fang Feng Bei, who do you think I could be?"
Upon looking at him, he no longer resembled Xiang Liu. Xiao Yao glared at him.
"If I discover that you've deceived me, I'll shoot you in the chest with an arrow."
Fang Feng Bei laughed. "Who do you really want me to be? That friend of yours that you tried to poison?"
Xiao Yao released her fingers, and the taut bowstring snapped, sending the arrow flying past Fang Feng Bei's head and embedding it into the trunk of the tree behind him. Fang Feng Bei laughed and clapped his hands in applause. "A teacher like me teaches not bad at all!"
Xiao Yao smiled wryly.
Fang Feng Bei said, "You're in a bad mood today. Don't practice anymore."Xiao Yao picked up another arrow and drew the bowstring, aiming at the target tree. "I'm in a bad mood today, so I won't practice! If I'm in a good mood tomorrow, I won't practice either! Life is filled with excuses to indulge oneself. If there's a first time, there is bound to be a second time. Then what will I ever learn?"
Fang Feng Bei let out a faint sigh and said nothing more. He watched Xiao Yao's form and occasionally provided guidance.

After training until noon, Xiaoyao put away the bow.The two of them did as usual and prepared to return to Xuan Yuan City to have dinner and rest at the dance hall. As the two of them rode side by side through the streets of Xuan Yuan City, although Xiaoyao was wearing a hat to cover her face, when people saw the heavenly horse that Xiao Yao was riding and saw Fang Feng Bei, those who were more discerning could guess that it was the princess, so they could not help but call out in surprise. When the pedestrians heard it, they all made way for them.
At that time, Xiao Yao realized that because she was in a state of confusion in the morning, she had mistakenly led the wrong heavenly horse. The reins of this heavenly horse were made of gold and had the imperial seal imprinted on them. It was estimated that it was the heavenly horse that was used to pull the chariot for Huang Di, in particular.
At this moment, there were only she and Fang Feng Bei moving on the entire street. Xiao Yao felt very strange, but she did not know what to do. She could only put on the arrogant and dignified demeanor of a princess and walk through the long street with Fang Feng Bei.
Fang Feng Bei said in a low voice, "Even though my face is thick, under the watchful eyes of so many people, I still feel ashamed to lead you into the dance hall."
Xiao Yao laughed, "It shows that your face is not thick enough. You should practice more."
In fact, she herself did not dare to do so, for fear that it would spread to Gao Xing and make it difficult for her father to act.
Xiao Yao said, "Let's go to Zhuan Xu's guest house. He should have finished dinner at  Chao Yun Peak and will be back."
Xiao Yao jumped off the horse and sighed, saying, "A princess who came from the streets like me is not like A Nian. When I see so many people staring at me, I always subconsciously check to see if I did something wrong, or if it's a side effect from being a thief before."
Fang Feng Bei said half-jokingly, "Then don't be a princess and come travel with me all over."
"OK."Xiao Yao laughed and said, "Sure, as long as you give up everything."
Fang Feng Bei laughed out loud. Xiao Yao glanced at him with a smile. It's just saying words, who would not be good at just saying? Back when I was a wandering liar, you were probably still at home, entangled in kissing maids!
The central hall was where the Zhuan Xu received officials for consultation on state affairs. Xiao Yao led Fang Feng Bei past the guest reception hall in the Zhuan Xu's garden, which was used for rest during the day. In the middle, separated by a curtain. The large outer room had a low table and tea set for receiving guests. The small inner room had a bed for sleeping.The maidservants brought food quickly. After eating, Fang Feng Bei sat leaning on the edge of the window, drinking wine and looking at the scenery outside the window.
Xiao Yao squinted her eyes and said, "It seems that the Zhuan Xu doesn't foster dancing girls. If you want to see some, ask the maids."
Xiao Yao went into the inner room, lowered the curtain, and lay down on the bed, then fell asleep. This was what they had done in the dance hall before. After eating, Fang Feng Bei watched the dancing girls danced outside. Xiao Yao was sleeping inside. After Xiao Yao slept enough, they discussed where to go next.

Xiao Yao seemed to faintly hear Fang Feng Bei  muttering something. Xiao Yao waved as to tell him not to disturb her since she was yet to sleep enough. Unlike Fang Feng Bei and others, Xiao Yao’s body was weak. She had been practicing archery since morning which had caused great fatigue. If she did not rest for a while, she would not be able to do anything in the afternoon. She slumbered for quite a while and in the middle of her sleep, she heard Fang Feng Bei having conversation with someone.
Xiao Yao thought that Zhuan Xu had returned so she didn’t bother to pay attention and continued sleeping with her forehead covered by her fists. “I heard Xiao Yao say that His Highness, the prince had just meal, so that he went back. If you have urgent matters, why don’t you send someone to anxiously report word to Xuan Yuan Mountain?”
“I have already sent someone to Xuan Yuan .”
Xiao Yao was shocked and immediately opened her eyes. If that hoarse nonchalant voice was not that of Jing, who else could it be? It was strange. Whenever she heard him speak with others, he didn’t seem like the Jing she knew. When having conversation with others, he could even appear calm and indifferent while lying through his teeth, but whenever he spoke to her, she always felt that he was slightly awkward and uncoordinated.
 “Are you very close with His Highness?” Fang Feng Bei attempted to sound him out. “His Highness has a warm and friendly personality and treats everyone with friendliness.” Jing replied without loophole. Xiao Yao sat up, the two people outside the gauze tent immediately stopped chatting. Xiao Yao walked in front of the mirror and tidied her hair a bit. Fang Feng Bei spoke, “Xiao Yao, just now, the servant girl came to report saying that Master of Qing Qiu, Tushan Jing came seeking a meeting with His Highness, the Prince. Since you were still sleeping, I arbitrarily asked the servant girl to invite him in.”

Xiao Yao rolled up the curtain and walked out, smiling and saying, "It's good that you acted according to the situatiom, otherwise I would have been impolite to my brother's friend." Xiao Yao pretended not to have heard their conversation just now, and said respectfully to Jing, "My brother is in Chao Yun Peak. I'll send someone to invite him back immediately. If young master is not in a hurry, please wait here. If you have something urgent, you can go back first. I'll have my brother go to you."
 After saying that, Xiao Yao really called the maid in and ordered her to send someone to Xuan Yuan Mountain immediately. Xiao Yao bowed to Jing slightly and said, "Fang Feng Bei and I still have something to do, so we can't stay with you anymore." Xiaoyao left the room with Fang Feng Bei, Xiao Yao asked Fang Feng Bei, "Where are we going next?" Fang Feng Bei smiled and said, "Where do you want to go, we'll go there."
Xiao Yao felt that there were always eyes staring at her from behind, so heavy and pressuring that she could barely walk, but she would rather resist, pretending to walk with a light step, talking and laughing happily. When she arrived at the door, Xiao Yao suddenly remembered that she had promised Zhuan Xu in the morning, so she stopped. Just now, she didn't know why, she only thought about resisting Jing.
 Fang Feng Bei looked at her and asked, "What's the matter?"
 Xiao Yao said, "I suddenly remembered that my brother asked me to do something. I can't go out with you today. Can I make it up to you next time?"

Fang Feng Bei fixed his eyes on her silently.  The familiar feeling welling up in her again. Xiao Yao’s body stiffened involuntarily, as if Fang Feng Bei would rush over to take a large bite of her neck at any moment.
 All of a sudden, Fang Feng Bei laughed out loud and said nonchalantly, “Alright!”
As Fang Feng Bei left in an instant, Xiao Yao couldn’t resist rubbing her neck. She felt as if she had just overcome a disaster.
In the living room in the garden, a gentle breeze was blowing. The curtains fluttered slightly and the room was peaceful and quiet. Jing sat silently on one side without moving, seemingly lost in thought. “He is Tushan Jing now,” Xiao Yao told herself, “not the unlovable and unwanted Ye Shiqi.” Xiao Yao walked over with a smile and sat down opposite Tushan Jing. “Would you like to have some tea? I’ll ask the maid to make you a cup.”
 “No, thank you,” Jing said hoarsely.
Xiao Yao asked solicitously, “Or perhaps you would like to have some wine? I’ll ask the maid to warm some wine for you. Xuan Yuan City may not be as warm as Qing Qiu. People usually fancy a cup of warm wine in late autumn.”
 “No, thank you.” Xiao Yao smiled. “What would you like, then?”
 “Your presence is enough.” The corners of Jing’s eyes and brows were gentle and warm, and the corners of his mouth curled into a faint smile. The smile seemed to be bitter yet without any trace of resentment. It seemed that Xiao Yao could do anything and he would be happy as long as she was there.

Suddenly, Xiao Yao felt depressed, like she was throwing a tantrum at the clouds. No matter how much effort she put in, the other wouldn't feel for her at all. Jing handed a small box to Xiao Yao. Xiao Yao opened it and found a silver necklace inside. On the necklace was a purple gemstone hanging, clear and shiny, sparkling brilliantly.Xiao Yao thought for a moment and asked uncertainly, "This is fish purple crystal?"
"In fact, I wanted to find a red gem for you, but although this item is not considered a precious object, it is something that must be encountered by fate. I could only find this purple gem. I initially thought about what shape to carve it into, but when I thought again about the reason you wanted this item, it must be to play with it in the water. Therefore, no matter what shape it is, it can't compare to a round, smooth crystal that is comfortable to hold in your mouth. If you want it to be a certain shape, I can help you carve it."
Xiao Yao asked, "It's not easy to find this item, is it?"
"It's not difficult."
Xiao Yao said, "Not difficult? Even the Tushan, who were rich enough to buy a kingdom, could only find one purple gem. Hence forth, if you want to give something to a young lady, you must describe the difficulty as three-fifths of the truth, and describe the difficulty as fifty percent of the truth, so that they will see that you are sincere."
Jing was silent.
Xiao Yao played with the purple crystal in her hand, "Is this item ready to be used?"
"It's ready."
"By holding this gem in my mouth, will I be able to breathe freely in the water?"
"Yes, I've tested it."
Xiao Yao was about to pick up crystal and put it into her mouth, but when she heard this, she hurriedly put the crystal away. When she held it in her hand, she felt that the bead was scalding hot. Jing was a little nervous, but he was afraid that Xiao Yao would have fun and cause trouble, so he urged in a low voice, "The longest time I swam in the water was one day and two nights, but I have supernatural powers. For safety, it's best for you not to stay for more than ten hours."
Xiao Yao accepted with the low voice. Jing liked to stay still and didn't like to move. In order to test the crystal, he even swam in the water for one day and two nights.Suddenly, Xiao Yao fell on the table and buried her face in her arms.Jing was so shocked that he exclaimed, "Xiao Yao, Xiao Yao, what's wrong with you?"
"I'm not unwell, I'm just a little angry with you." Every time when she just became strong-minded, he always had a way to make her soften her heart. Was it because she took him home and saved him that she couldn't harden her heart towards him?
"I'm sorry. I know I shouldn't have appeared!"  Jing didn't know anything at all about Xiao Yao's complicated thoughts. He only knew that Xiao Yao was very unhappy now, but just now she was very happy when she was with Fang Feng Bei.
Xiao Yao was so angry that she threw the bead in her hand at him, "You're such a fool. I really don't understand why those people think you are smart."
Jing didn't dare to dodge. He just sat still and didn't move. Xiao Yao began to be scare that the crysral would be damaged by her, so she asked, "What about the crystal?"
Jing hurriedly helped her look for it and handed the crystal that rolled on the floor back to Xiao Yao."It's not easy to break."

Xiao Yao glared at him while playing with the crystal and said resentfully, "Why did you bring... to Xuan Yuan City? Are you still thinking about canceling the marriage? If not, tell me before hand, so that I don't have to wait and keep the promise with you! "
Jing said anxiously, "Of course I want to cancel it! I told my grandmother that I don't want to marry Fang Feng Ying!"
Xiao Yao lowered her head, obviously waiting for him to continue speaking.
Jing said, "Yi Yang has stayed with my grandmother's side for many years, and she is deeply attached to grandmother. My grandmother disagreed with canceling the marriage, but agreed to postpone it for the time being. This time, Yi Yang asked me to come to Xuan Yuan City with us. I didn't want to bring her, but my grandmother said that our Tushan family owes her, and asked me to take care of her like my younger sister."
Xiao Yao played with the crystal and thought quietly
Jing said, "Xiao Yao, my grandmother has always loved and cared for me, so I must persuade my grandmother to agree."
Xiao Yao said, "I accept this fish purple crystal!"
Xiao Yao put the necklace around her neck, slightly lifted the collar, and put the crystal into it and attached it to her body.
Jing saw it all and his heart pounding, and he quickly lowered his head.
Xiao Yao said, "I'm practicing archery now, and Fang Feng Bei is willing to teach me, therefore quite friendly and closed to each other."
At that moment, Jing's heart was filled with joy, and he smiled gently and said, "No need to explain, I am not qualified to ask you to explain now. A moment ago, you came back, it is enough."
But when she came back just now, it wasn't for Jing, but for Zhuan Xu! Xiao Yao's heart was very depressed. Between her and Jing, does one have to use the other, and the other has to be used?

“Do you still remember that you promised me not to hurt Xuan?” Xiao Yao asked.
“I do.”
“I don’t know what my brother is planning to do, but if he doesn’t hurt the Tushan family, can you try to help him a little?”
“If it’s just this request, you don’t have to say it. The reason why Feng Long and I came here this time is to discuss something with the Zhuan Xu,” Jing softly said.
“If there was nothing to discuss, would you not have come?” Xiao Yao bit her lip and frowned. Jing’s heart twitched violently.
He said with slight hesitation,“Feng Long actually wanted me to wait and come with him, but I… couldn’t wait and came early.”
“Is this considered early? I’ve been in Xuan Yuan City for twenty months.”
Jing carefully reflected on Xiao Yao’s words. He felt that the meaning in her words probably meant that he came too late, but he didn’t quite believe that Xiao Yao really meant it. He could only think of the meaning of the words one by one. To the point where he wanted Xiao Yao to say it again so that he could figure it out from her tone.
When Xiao Yao saw Jing being quiet not responding, she sighed and stood up to leave. Jing grabbed her and asked with hesitation, “Xiao Yao, do you… do you… do you… want to see me?”Xiao Yao looked up at him and he said uncomfortably, “I know I’m a bit foolish. If I misunderstand, please… please don’t get angry.”
Xiao Yao seemed to see Ye Shiqi from Hui Chun Tang and cheered up again. She immediately softened and asked gently, “Do you want to see me?”

Jing nodded vigorously once, because he had missed her so much that it had penetrated to his bones. Therefore, after he had thought about it over and over again, he came up with an idea. He started by persuading Feng Long to agree. Now he was dragging Feng Long and Xing Yue to travel thousands of miles to the Xuan Yuan City to persuade Zhuan Xu.
Xiao Yao asked with dissatisfaction, “Then why didn't you come?”
“I have something to do.”
Xiao Yao sighed and said, “Are you so sure that I won't let another man into my heart?”Jing shook his head once. He wasn't sure. Because he didn't have any confidence at all, that he had thought up a method that could almost be considered as a method to solve the problem from the root cause.
Xiao Yao was at her wit's end. “You...are so stupid!”
Jing's face fell. Comparing to Fang Feng Bei, who was open, flirtatious, and free to come and go, he really was a bit dull.

Chapter 16 

My Review Part 1

Jing's 9 Bottles of Wine

Abstract
Since the time they separated at Ying Zhou Island until now, from winter to summer, over half a year has passed, Jing had only contacted Xiao Yao once.Yet, it was to express his gratitude for  Zhuan Xu's hospitality. Among the gifts Jing sent to Zhuan Xu, there were nine bottles of plum wine. Although Zhuan Xu didn't know which item Jing intended to give to Xiao Yao, he could guess that all these gifts were just definitely not for him. After receiving the gifts, he called Xiao Yao over and said, "I don't understand the riddle behind them. Go and choose it yourself."Xiao Yao picked out the nine bottles of plum wine. They were white jade bottles painted with a plum blossom branch in light red. In fact, they were just ordinary white jade bottles with a plum blossom pattern. However, Xiao Yao felt a warm and fresh sensation run through the center of her forehead.

The chapter opens up with telling of Xiao Yao getting 9 wine bottles from Jing, and then nothing else. The way she felt when receiving wine revealed how much she got strength from recieving it from Jing. It is warm fresh sensation at her forehead where Jing had kissed her before.

Xiao Yao's Cocoting Poison
Her beautiful cocoting poison started after she put away the 9 bottles of wine from Jing.
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One evening, she lay on the bed again, playing with nine jade bottles. She flipped and twirled the bottles. The nine jade bottles lay on a white handkerchief. Nine peach blossoms bloomed brilliantly. Suddenly, Xiao Yao thought of Yusan (Jade Mountain). She had waited for her mother there for seventy years, but in the end, she waited for nothing. In this life, she did not want to wait for anyone anymore.

The pictures of peach blossoms remind her of jade mountain (Yusan) where she had waited for her mother, whom never come. This was when she started to resist on her missing Jing. But one thing that I find intriging is her romantic mind in making poison beautiful. She did not do this before whenever she brew poison. 

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Xiao Yao began to spend more time concocting poisons. In the middle of the night when she could not sleep, she would lay out the poisons on the bed, thinking how she could make tje poisons to look even more attractive. What she hoped for was to make them more visually appealing, but not more toxic.
....
When she saw the guppy flowers, she pondered over them for many days. Then she spent many consecutive days and nights to make a small, looking like fresh guppy flowes. The colors were lively and the fragrance was refreshing. When she saw the setting sun, she made some dazzling golden toxic powder. It was as if she had captured the radiant glow of the sunset by the horizon.
This poison was her idea. It was a reflection of her momentary emotion. She created them, watched them blossom in her hands, and then packed them with care before sending them out. Xiao Yao wondered about Xiang Liu's reaction when he received the poisons. Would he curse her as perverse? Xiao Yao packed the poisons she had prepared at the dock into a sealed jade box and went to the shipping agency run by the Tushan family. She handed the box to them.

These parts are a bit tricky. But it is implied Xiao Yao is putting her momentary emotion into the poison. That momentary emotion is "beauty", flowers and nature, the radiant glow of setting sun. In chapter 14 we knew Xiao Yao is already into Jing's kiss on her forehead, which she got from Jing. And her heart pounded when she saw his hair blowing in the breeze. I could say that is her romantic feeling.
Poison was her defensive (also a bit of vengeful feeling) object since she first made it to kill the nine tail fox who captured her. Later she used it to poison furball because he ate the cute fei fei, and probably possible of killing her too. And then she had a deal with Xiang Liu to make poison, until she in Wen Xiao Liu form was back to Gao Xing and get her female form back. But then she made poison again when A Nian's bullyings made her to return to make poison. This happen before she met Xiang Liu again. Later she did als did renew a deal with Xiang Liu after he drown her (for cpr kiss).
Therefore I am thinking is she puttng her romantic emotions for Jing, into poison making.? But she call it herself "perverse".(Would the person she's sending into think like that?) And of course she used Tushan shipping service. Did she want Jing to know?

Xiao Yao&Fang Feng Bei's Bond

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"I'm bored and have nothing to do. You also seem bored. Being bored together is better than being bored alone."

Fang Feng Bei, the famous playboy approach her because he's bored and she seemed also bored. Since in chapter 15, if Fang Feng Bei is Xiang Liu. She has this curiosity and of course she was indeed bored. So that she accepted his company.
Fang Feng Bei also offered to teach her archery.
And he had showed her archery skill by shoot at a yellow flower.

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Fang Feng Bei reached out a hand. The arrow flew back from the cliff on the opposite shore and into her hand. Fang Feng Bei showed it to her. A small yellow dot was stuck to the tip of the arrow, indicating that he had shot the flower. Xiao Yao had to compliment him.

Yellow flowers are usually meaning for bright friendship. Therefore, I am thinking that if Fang Feng Bei is meaning to start their friendship. This is only my personal take on the metaphor of yellow flower. 

It is implied that Fang Feng Bei was like "old-versed horse" who knew a lot about Xuan Yuan city than her. He took her to interesting places. Xiao Yao was not bored anymore. She loved all the jewelary designs craftet by small hands of dwarfs, enjoy big bowl from giant tribe restuarant, and enjoy scents from flower demons' cosmetic shop. They did find fun in dining, drinking.

Abstract
 Fang Feng Bei was not free every day. Once every five or six days, he would have Xiao Yao accompany him one day, just long enough for Xiao Yao to restore the ability of the archery skills she had learned the previous time. Once, he even disappeared over three months before finally reappearing. Xiao Yao didn't ask where he had gone, and he didn't tell her. Both Xiao Yao and he clearly understood that their student-teacher relationship was only a short-term affair, which could be ended at any time by some unforeseen event. However, from an outsider's perspective, Fang Feng Bei and Xiao Yao could be considered very close. Moreover, the way he passed on archery skills to her, developed as if there was close mutual bond between them.

Fang Feng Bei and Xiao Yao relationship in overall is described as reappearing, disappearing, never to count on when will he appeared again to teach her achery again. The two has very much understanding about it. Fang Feng Bei could call on her once in 5 days or at one time he can disappear up to three months. Outsiders consider they are close. He was passing down his skill to her. There seemed to a mutual bond. However, we all know Fang Feng Bei was near to shoot Zhuan Xu, Xiao Yao cousin and whom she is loyal to. Therefore this "mutual bond" is not certain. However, as long as Fang Feng Bei did not shoot Zhuan Xu with arrow, Xiao Yao is likely to be enjoying company from Fang Feng Bei.

Chapter 16 

My Review Part 3

Choices of Companion In Life
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Huang Di ignored Xiaoyao’s implicit sarcasm and said, "Choose a good husband. Before I die, I can still guarantee that you will marry the man you want." Making her to live as happily as possible and let it pass.
Huang Di suddenly changed the subject, which made Xiao Yao pause for a moment. She suddenly felt a sense of bitterness and sadness in her heart. No matter how angry she was with him, he was still her grandfather.
Xiao Yao suppressed the confusion and asked with a forced smile, "Anyone? Even if he’s engaged? Even if he’s your enemy?" Huang Di looked at Xiao Yao. "What kind of man do you want?"
 Perhaps because Huang Di was born into ordinary society and wasn’t educated like the children of noble families, when he spoke, he was more straightforward and sharp comparing to Xun Di.
If other women heard such blunt words, they would have blushed a long time ago. However, Xiao Yao did not show any embarrassment at all. It was the first time someone had asked her this question, so she pondered for a moment before slowly saying, "I started dressing like a man before I had even matured. When other young women were longing to find lovers, I didn't know what I was busy doing. Maybe I was just busy trying to stay alive. Perhaps I have been alone for too long, and I have always wanted to find someone to accompany me. I don't mean getting married, but rather someone to share my life with and to share my joys and sorrows. Even if we quarrel with each other, at least we can talk and keep each other company. But I am a very coward person. Just think about it. Even people like my paternal grandfather and my parents have all abandoned me for various reasons. So how can I trust that others will not abandon me? I  accompanied with the lonely and helpless old person to depend on each other, and I took in n orphaned children. They all needed me, so they would definitely not abandon me." Xiao Yao laughed self-deprecatingly. "Everyone else thinks I am kind-hearted. In fact, I am just weak. I am with people who are weaker than me, because that makes me feel like I can control everything. I like being relied on and not being abandoned, so it makes me feel secure."
Huang Di leaned on the locust wood couch, gazing at Xiao Yao thoughtfully. Xiao Yao continued, "After I changed back into a woman, I always felt that marriage was still a long way off, so I never thought carefully about it. But I know very well that I am afraid of men like you. In your hearts, there must always be choices that are more important than women."
Huang Di's face was expressionless. He said calmly, "Actually, none of us was suited to be anyone's husband."
Xiao Yao narrowed her eyes and said slowly, "I am so afraid that once I have it, I will lose it. If that is the case, I am willing to never have it in the first place. Unless there is a man who, no matter what choices he faces, I am his first choice. No matter the reason, he will not abandon me. Only then would I be willing to spend my life with him."
Huang Di replied, "That's difficult."

Xiao Yao laughed and said, "I know it's very difficult, so I don't dare to think about any man. I'm afraid that once I think about it, I won't be able to turn back...even though..." Xiao Yao sighed, "Even though I feel confused in my heart, I try to control it."
Huang Di said, "The question you asked me just now, you already have your own answer. If he chooses another woman, it means that you are not the first choice in his heart. If he chooses to be an enemy of me or the Zhuan Xu, it means that you are not the most important thing in his heart. He can abandon you."
Xiao Yao felt even more depressed, hugging her knees and sitting in a corner like a ball, staring at the mulberry forest.
Huang Di said, "In fact, you think too much. Sometimes people have to learn to be a little vague. As long as you choose the right person and respect each other, it is not difficult to stay together until you grow old."
Xiao Yao thought Huang Di's words in a daze for a while, then smiled bitterly and said, "I understand what you mean, Grandfather, but I have such a temper. If I can't find such a man, I would rather not get married and adopt several orphans. Life can go on."
Huang Di didn't say anything, just looked at the mulberry forest in silence. 

In this part of the chapter is showing Huang Di actually wanted Xiao have happy life and happy love life too. We can see that Xiao Yao is scared of being alone and abandoned and made her onto not wanting to rely on anyone. She explained about how her heart sort of rough, because she had been pretending as a man for so long. She had accompanied Lau Mu and took in orphans, Ma Zi, Chung Zi, etc, who had to relied on her so that they could not abandon her. She did not consider herself kind because she's just afraid to be alone that she took them in.
So how much of this is truth?
Back then in chapter 2, Wen Xiao Liu had risked of chances of encountering the brutal Xiang Liu in order to get some pricey herbs and fei fei to sell, so that she could make the bride price for Ma Zi to get married. She did the same Chung Zi. She mostly seemed to act as she didn't but she did. If all actually left her for good, she would all let them because  deep down she still had compassion and kindness.
She was surprised Huang Di asked her about getting married and be with anyone she liked. She said with a question of two men she had been going out with, the one with a fiance and another is enemy of Huang Di. We know that Xiao Yao mentioned enemy of Huang Di, we know that it is Xiang Liu, because he's loyal subordinate of Gong Gong, who was against Huang Di. Fang Feng Bei is most likely enemy of Zhuan Xu since he's going out with the enemy. Huang Di's answer to her question reflect her own answer. If a man choose another woman, Xiao Yao was not his first choice and if a man is enemy of either Huang Di or Zhuan Xu, then Xiao Yao is not the most important for him, and he can abandon her. But of course things are not as simple as this in reality. For example, Jing's engagement was not by his choice. In their conversation, Xiao Yao admitted that she was controlling herself although she's confused. Of course that confusion was for Jing and she was trying best to resist him this whole chapter 16.

Another Side of A Nian
Abstract
A Nian was particularly humble to Huang Di. When Huang Di saw A Nian, he felt unexpected. He probably didn't expect that A Nian would be more like his daughter than Xiao Yao. Perhaps because of this similarity, Huang Di favored A Nian very much.

A Nian understood it at once and asked Huang Di in a pleading tone, "I also wish to have a grandfather, Father. May I call Your Majesty 'Grandfather' like Zhuan Xu?" Huang Di laughed. "If your Imperial Father does not mind, then of course, by all means."
A  Nian called sweetly, "Grandfather."
 Huang was overjoyed and ordered a servant to fetch a bracelet that Lei had once worn. When A Nian heard that it had belonged to Lei, her face lit up in joy, and she put it on carefully.
Xiao Yao was stunned and felt that A Nian must be Huang Du's blood-related granddaughter.
Zhuan Xu blinked at her. Now she understood A Nian's wiles. Xiao Yao could only give her a thumbs-up. She used to think that A Nian was frivolous in small matters but clever in serious ones. She was not stupid, but just impulsive and found it difficult to get along with others. However, she now realized that A Nian was not difficult to get along with. She was just unwilling to waste her energy on people who would bring her no benefit. So why should she waste her energy and intellect on pleasing them? Upon careful reflection, A Nian seemed capricious and self-centered, but in fact, she had never crossed the line Huang Di and Zhuan Xu had set for her.

We have always seen A Nian being bratty all times, this scene of her behaviour showed another side of her. She could actually be very proper and sweet in front of those whom she had to. And with Xiao Yao taking on A Nian, she just did not act humble towards those whom she did not have to. And according to Huang Di, A Nian was more alike with his daughter compare to Xiao Yao. He was very pleased with her.

Fang Feng Bei or Xiang Liu
Abstract
Upon reaching their destination, Xiao Yao put down her bow, drew the bowstring taut, and fired.The arrow firmly pierced into the trunk of a tree.
Fang Feng Bei smiled and said, "Where did you eat the hornet's nest today?"
Xiao Yao remained silent. She simply picked up an arrow, placed it on the bowstring, slowly turned around, aimed at Fang Feng Bei's chest, and pulled the bowstring."Who are you, really?"
Fang Feng Bei said with feigned dismay, "I am currently at my future brother-in-law's house, meeting my future sister-in-law every day. Aside from being Fang Feng Bei, who do you think I could be?"
Upon looking at him, he no longer resembled Xiang Liu. Xiao Yao glared at him.
"If I discover that you've deceived me, I'll shoot you in the chest with an arrow."
Fang Feng Bei laughed. "Who do you really want me to be? That friend of yours that you tried to poison?"
Xiao Yao released her fingers, and the taut bowstring snapped, sending the arrow flying past Fang Feng Bei's head and embedding it into the trunk of the tree behind him. Fang Feng Bei laughed and clapped his hands in applause. "A teacher like me teaches not bad at all!"
Xiao Yao smiled wryly.
Fang Feng Bei said, "You're in a bad mood today. Don't practice anymore."Xiao Yao picked up another arrow and drew the bowstring, aiming at the target tree. "I'm in a bad mood today, so I won't practice! If I'm in a good mood tomorrow, I won't practice either! Life is filled with excuses to indulge oneself. If there's a first time, there is bound to be a second time. Then what will I ever learn?"
Fang Feng Bei let out a faint sigh and said nothing more. He watched Xiao Yao's form and occasionally provided guidance.

I felt that in this scene, Xiao Yao was indeed in a short temper, she just let it out straightly toward Fang Feng Bei. She let out her curiousity in such an angry way by pointing arrow at Fang Feng Bei and to make him at admit he was actually Xiang Liu, as if she could no longer kept this knowledge and curiosity. anymore. Fang Feng Bei sensed her bad mood and so told her to stop. But then Xiao Yao's answer to him on she did not want to stop learning archery because of some excuses. It is like Xiao Yao is telling us that she will need to go on with life even if she had to deal with some confusion in life. We all know that of course Fang Feng Bei is Xiang Liu in disguise especially when he showed anger at her through his expression when Xiao Yao told him that she had to go and meet Jing (for Zhuan Xu).
Abstract
Xiao Yao said, "I suddenly remembered that my brother asked me to do something. I can't go out with you today. Can I make it up to you next time?"
Fang Feng Bei fixed his eyes on her silently.  The familiar feeling welling up in her again. Xiao Yao’s body stiffened involuntarily, as if Fang Feng Bei would rush over to take a large bite of her neck at any moment.
 All of a sudden, Fang Feng Bei laughed out loud and said nonchalantly, “Alright!”
As Fang Feng Bei left in an instant, Xiao Yao couldn’t resist rubbing her neck. She felt as if she had just overcome a disaster.

Xiao Yao's Venting Anger
Abstract
"Big brother, don't feel sad. It's not a big deal. I will go to see Jing. I didn't force myself. And I was not doing it for you. In fact, I...but I was venting my anger to him."

We could see her admitting of vent anger to vent when Zhuan Xu asked to meet Jing for the benefit.

Abstract
Xiao Yao felt that there were always eyes staring at her from behind, so heavy and pressuring that she could barely walk, but she would rather resist, pretending to walk with a light step, talking and laughing happily. When she arrived at the door, Xiao Yao suddenly remembered that she had promised Zhuan Xu in the morning, so she stopped. Just now, she didn't know why, she only thought about resisting Jing.
.......
 “Your presence is enough.” The corners of Jing’s eyes and brows were gentle and warm, and the corners of his mouth curled into a faint smile. The smile seemed to be bitter yet without any trace of resentment. It seemed that Xiao Yao could do anything and he would be happy as long as she was there.

Suddenly, Xiao Yao felt depressed, like she was throwing a tantrum at the clouds. No matter how much effort she put in, the other wouldn't feel for her at all. 

Xiao Yao could feel Jing's heavy emotion on her leaving with Fang Feng Bei. She still resisted it to leave until she remembered of Zhuan Xu's request. It seems like she wanted Jing to suffer in jealousy as her (of FFYY). But he was acting all calm which is much disappointment to her.

Fish Purple Crystal
Abstract (Long)
Jing handed a small box to Xiao Yao. Xiao Yao opened it and found a silver necklace inside. On the necklace was a purple gemstone hanging, clear and shiny, sparkling brilliantly.Xiao Yao thought for a moment and asked uncertainly, "This is fish purple crystal?"
"In fact, I wanted to find a red gem for you, but although this item is not considered a precious object, it is something that must be encountered by fate. I could only find this purple gem. I initially thought about what shape to carve it into, but when I thought again about the reason you wanted this item, it must be to play with it in the water. Therefore, no matter what shape it is, it can't compare to a round, smooth crystal that is comfortable to hold in your mouth. If you want it to be a certain shape, I can help you carve it."
Xiao Yao asked, "It's not easy to find this item, is it?"
"It's not difficult."
Xiao Yao said, "Not difficult? Even the Tushan, who were rich enough to buy a kingdom, could only find one purple gem. Hence forth, if you want to give something to a young lady, you must describe the difficulty as three-fifths of the truth, and describe the difficulty as fifty percent of the truth, so that they will see that you are sincere."
Jing was silent.
Xiao Yao played with the purple crystal in her hand, "Is this item ready to be used?"
"It's ready."
"By holding this gem in my mouth, will I be able to breathe freely in the water?"
"Yes, I've tested it."
Xiao Yao was about to pick up crystal and put it into her mouth, but when she heard this, she hurriedly put the crystal away. When she held it in her hand, she felt that the bead was scalding hot. Jing was a little nervous, but he was afraid that Xiao Yao would have fun and cause trouble, so he urged in a low voice, "The longest time I swam in the water was one day and two nights, but I have supernatural powers. For safety, it's best for you not to stay for more than ten hours."
Xiao Yao accepted with the low voice. Jing liked to stay still and didn't like to move. In order to test the crystal, he even swam in the water for one day and two nights.Suddenly, Xiao Yao fell on the table and buried her face in her arms.Jing was so shocked that he exclaimed, "Xiao Yao, Xiao Yao, what's wrong with you?"
"I'm not unwell, I'm just a little angry with you." Every time when she just became strong-minded, he always had a way to make her soften her heart. Was it because she took him home and saved him that she couldn't harden her heart towards him?
"I'm sorry. I know I shouldn't have appeared!"  Jing didn't know anything at all about Xiao Yao's complicated thoughts. He only knew that Xiao Yao was very unhappy now, but just now she was very happy when she was with Fang Feng Bei.
Xiao Yao was so angry that she threw the bead in her hand at him, "You're such a fool. I really don't understand why those people think you are smart."
Jing didn't dare to dodge. He just sat still and didn't move. Xiao Yao began to be scare that the crysral would be damaged by her, so she asked, "What about the crystal?"
Jing hurriedly helped her look for it and handed the crystal that rolled on the floor back to Xiao Yao."It's not easy to break."

Xiao Yao glared at him while playing with the crystal and said resentfully, "Why did you bring... to Xuan Yuan City? Are you still thinking about canceling the marriage? If not, tell me before hand, so that I don't have to wait and keep the promise with you! "
Jing said anxiously, "Of course I want to cancel it! I told my grandmother that I don't want to marry Fang Feng Ying!"
Xiao Yao lowered her head, obviously waiting for him to continue speaking.
Jing said, "Yi Yang has stayed with my grandmother's side for many years, and she is deeply attached to grandmother. My grandmother disagreed with canceling the marriage, but agreed to postpone it for the time being. This time, Yi Yang asked me to come to Xuan Yuan City with us. I didn't want to bring her, but my grandmother said that our Tushan family owes her, and asked me to take care of her like my younger sister."
Xiao Yao played with the crystal and thought quietly
Jing said, "Xiao Yao, my grandmother has always loved and cared for me, so I must persuade my grandmother to agree."
Xiao Yao said, "I accept this fish purple crystal!"

This is the whole scene for Xiao Yao to accept the purple crystal from Jing. We could see Jing was just plain in his discussing matters with Xiao Yao. Jing knew Xiao Yao would like to dive in water with her curiousity when she saw fish red crystal Hou got back then. But since it's rare Jing could only able to get the purple one and he said with ease that it's not difficult to get. It's very sincere  from him, but Xiao Yao said that he should have make it sounds more difficult in getting, so one could feel more sincere from him. At that I have a feeling that Xiao Yao might have wanted Jing to work harder to get her. And moreover, this seems to be telling that some people could only feel sincere when something seemed to get from difficulties although it could be a lie.
Throughout the scene we see Xiao Yao fighting with her feelings. But finally she accepted the purple crystal from Jing when he will persuade his grandmother to cancel his engagement because she had already agree to postpone it. (He also believed that his grandmother loved him very much.)

Chapter 16 

My Wrap Up Review

"Chapter 16 : Missing You, Hating You, You Don't!" is one of the longest chapter. Xiao Yao is definetly in love and her romantic side has inspired her to do some beautiful craft in doing poison, just when her missing and hating towards Jing.
I just love how she felt fresh in her forehead (where Jing had kissed twice in chapter 17) , when she received 9 bottles of wine from him.
But it happened Jing could not contact Xiao Yao through Zhuan Xu often. It's the only time within 20 months that he was able to do so. His way to break off loveless engagement was not successful yet. Because Jing would like to persuade his grandmother cancel off the engagement and be with the one he actually love. After all part of why he was still at Tushan clan so that his family background still can match up Xiao Yao's princess title.
In this chapter, Xiao Yao was reminded of how she was abandoned in the past, she no longer want to suffer from being left behind. Therefore, she tried to severed her feeling of missing Jing into crafting poison for Xiang Liu.
She was already happy with her times Fang Feng Bei when he arrived for her although she initially used Fang Feng Bei to get at him.   Throughout the chapter we could her resistance to see Jing despite still having confused about her feelings for him and tried to control it as how she said to her grandfather, Huang Di.
When she finally gave in to meet him for Zhuan Xu sake, she could not stand his plain and straight forward talking of why he could not come earlier and difficulties. She accepted his affection token of fish purple crystal, which she could use for diving under water.  Jing was a master of Qing Qiu. But Xiao Yao was caged and tortured by a fox deity from Qing Qiu before, so she did not like the idea of going to Qing Qiu very much because of it and because she killed the fox she began to worry. Jing confirmed that he was related to him as they were all from the Tushan Clan or distant relatives. Xiao Yao was shocked by this revelation but Jing reassured her that the fox deserved punishment for his actions and that she was in the right. Even his grandmother would not side with that fox. After calming down, Jing suggested that Qing Qiu was worth visiting and promised to take Xiao Yao there after they arrived at Sheng Nong Mountain. Because Qing Qiu is Jing's home. By inviting Xiao Yao to visit Qing Qiu, Jing could be opening up for the possibility of reconciliation and growth in their relationship, and of course to simply enjoy a new place for Xiao Yao with him.
The interactions between Xiao Yao and Jing in the last scene of the chapter shows a deep, intimate connection. Despite the conflicts and complexities of their world, they found solace and comfort in each other's presence. Their playful banter, care for each other, and shared moments of vulnerability highlight the depth of their bond and the growing romance between them.  The scene is filled with tenderness, affection, and a sense of longing, making it such a heartfelt moment in their life journey together.
 
Xiao Yao and Fang Feng Bei
After spending over a year under Fang Feng Bei's guiding in archery, Xiao Yao couldn't help but to admire him. Although one of the main reason she started to go out with him was to get at Jing (to make Jing jealous just as she was to Fang Feng Yi Yang, and not to leave her without contact or else she can move on, because she loathe waiting). However, not only was Fang Feng Bei, being an exceptional archer coach, but he also knew how to make life enjoyable. Their carefree and adventurous nature was a refreshing escape from the loneliness and boredom that consumed her daily life. I could see the strong bond between them. She also suspected him of being Xiang Liu, the enemy to her family. But as long as he did not shoot at Zhuan Xu, she would not consider him an enemy. I consider Xiao Yao didn't have romantic feelings for Fang Feng Bei, because of the lack of sensual feelings from her side in the context. She was more into the places and activities he took her to enjoy. Besides Xiao Yao really believed him to be playboy, who was good at taking care of women, and love visiting dance hall and see beautiful dancers. Her responses to him seeing other women is neutral. At least, she would not ask which dancer is prettiest. Nevertheless, she appreciated his playful and charming personality, making it easy to spend time with him and enjoy exploring different places and activities, such as going to dwarf jewelry store, giants restuarants, flower demons' cosmetic shops or even a dark gloomy place like gambling house. Despite the uncertainty of Fang Feng Bei's true identity and intention, I couldn't deny that he had become an important  companion in her life at that time of period.

Zhuan Xu's New Target

 Feng Long  urged Zhuan Xu to abandon Xuan Yuan city and move to Zhong Yuan, (it's hinted the idea was orginally by Jing), which holds the key to conquering all of Da Huang. Zhuan Xu, after seeing over the 3D map, agreed with Feng Long's plan and points to the Sheng Nong Mountain as their next target. Despite being exiled to Gao Xing, Zhuan Xu's dreams of gaining power and conquering were not just Xuan Yuan, but probably the entire world. With the support of powerful clans like Chi Sui and Tushan, Zhuan Xu's ambition is unwavering and he is determined to spare no expense in achieving his goals. It is indeed the importance of connections and support from influential families are needed in the quest for ultimate power.

All in all, there were a lot of happenings in chapter 16, however the title suggests her missing Jing, her hatred in waiting for him, but he did not know.

My review for chapter 16 is done.

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