I'm not saying it wasn't right. I love this drama even the angsty part ( I like to suffer) because it adds depth in their story. What I meant is I saw a lot of people mad at Xuanji , that she was stupid, and I was just wondering if they couldn't understand her because we didn't get to see her side more. I was honestly feeling bad for both of them, they were both hurting. Many wanted her to suffer more but when she went against him she was suffering too. If their story had a tragic ending, she would've killed him then killed herself because I can imagine a scenario where Xuanji can bear to live without Sifeng.