ashesinthewind

After begging for 6 episodes for Xiaofan to get some spine, he finally did and left that horrible toxic environment that was suffocating him. Good for him, now I can finally start to enjoy this show.

His family is all around horrible, but the brother is by far the worst.

This episode has hurt me like I haven't been hurt for a long time. Just devastating.

And why isn't anyone in this show to give the sister a good scolding? There is something very wrong with her.

I completely agree! Big Jane became all possessive and crazy only after Jane broke up with him because of those two. He was the best boyfriend ever to Jane before Put and Dan got involved in their relationship. Their motivation is still nebulous to me - is it really only about liking Jane or is it more about refusing to let big Jane to have a little happiness in his life or a combination of both?

After rewatching episode 4, it's painfully obvious how much Jane isn't into Dan. Dan must be very blind not to see it.

If Put indeed likes Jane, why would he be okay with him dating Dan but not big Jane? Either way it's not him.

Thank you! Patrick Jane will end up with the person he wants to be with, and there's a good reason for that.

Little Jane has really bad luck with the people he surrounds himself with. They all want something from him and don't really care much about what he wants.

Now the real question is: did big Jane orchestrate what happened to Jane's brother in order to get what he wanted, knowing very well that Jane wouldn't ask for anything for himself but would for his family or did the brother act stupidly on his own and big Jane got lucky by coincidence?

I'm afraid to rewatch episode 2, even with improved subs, to be honest. ;) But thanks, it's nice to know they were paying attention. It's not right for a paid streaming service to have subs that bad.

Well, at least it seems that our complains about the subs have been heard. They were a lot better in this episode.

I think this is the first episode in which we've seen Sun to visibly soften and smile. <3 The credit for getting Sky back is fully on him.

If Sun doesn't get a revenge on Sunny, someone else will, he's so despicable.

Just the mere fact that little Jane spent the entire episode 3 being horrified of his own boyfriend is reason enough to break up with him. It was glaringly obvious he was afraid. This is not how you wanna feel when you're in love. Even if I understand big Jane's point, I still understand why little Jane acted the way he did. He saw his boyfriend with his hands around his best friend's neck, threatening him. How else was he supposed to react?

It's a completely different matter that he should try to understand big Jane's motives, which I agree with.

According to people who've read the book, it's not. Of course, they might have changed it, but so far, I don't see any signs for that.

Fan Xiao is in a league of his own. So is You Shulang, btw. <3

I know it's not a supernatural show, but the entire vibe of episode 3 felt like it was and I was watching a horror show.

I'm not saying that big Jane is not a red flag and scary as hell, but I sorta get his point, from a rational point of view, because the man seems to have no feelings for anyone except little Jane. These people all went to him on their own asking for big things and knew what they are getting themselves into and what he wanted in return. Big Jane's famous all around the university. Why are they not considering their own mistakes before blaming everything on big Jane? Before making a blood contract with the devil for selfish reasons, they should've thought about the possible consequences.

I can't believe a violent abuser could just beat that girl in public in front of so many people and no one went to defend her, no matter what she has done before. No, Jane Patrick, she does not deserve to be treated that way, even if she cheated on her abusive ex. Just that statement would've been enough for little Jane to break up with you on the spot and I was a little surprised he didn't.

Little Jane is anything but stupid, just like I thought from the beginning. He's not some blind follower and has enough backbone to do the right thing for him. Too bad I think it's too late for him to escape.

I think all of us are watching for Jaemin and hoping for his happiness. <3

It's iQIYI in Germany. The rankings are obviously updated every day. Payback is #3 today. There are 4 BL series in the top 10.

I... don't know what to say.

And if you thought the subs for My Stubborn were bad, try this one and you'll be proved wrong.

I'm still not done reading the novel, but it feels like it's more about Sun's journey in accepting what happened and forgiving himself than about the revenge plot, at least IMO.

At the moment, Payback is #1 on iQIYI in my country and as far as I'm concerned, totally deserved.

Yes! I was wondering from the very beginning whether JaneJane taking the same dance class was a coincidence or big Jane started with the stalking immediately after meeting little Jane and got the answer I suspected. ;)

In defense of little Jane, I have to say that IMO he's not as stupid as people paint him to be, or at least not stupider than the people trying to warn him off. So far, he seems to be the only one able to actually resist to ask big Jane for something, unlike the very same people accusing him of being blind when it comes to big Jane, and unlike little Jane, these people don't have a very strong mutual attraction as an excuse. I'm giving Jane the credit he deserves here, and IMO, so far he's shown better judgement than the people we know have fallen into big Jane's trap out of sheer greed, as it seems - the football captain, the student council president, Put (I'm sure he's one of them even if it hasn't been said yet, he knows too much for it to be otherwise) and the girl. Considering how much he's attracted to the guy, I think that he's still behaving somehow rationally - he did not accept to be his boyfriend right away when big Jane asked, and he is not completely blind to the warning signs, either, even though I agree he could pay more attention to them and take them more seriously. It's still the beginning, though, so maybe he will do that.

This is a show I would've loved to binge. So far, it's my favourite BL series this year, no competition!

Finally how that one-night stand with the pink bunny costume happened has been revealed, they've been teasing us with it since episode 1. If I got it right, now Jay knows the pink bunny was Sun, but Sun still doesn't know the guy that night was Jay, correct? How long until he gets it either?