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there r a few new BL's that just don't show up on this page one of them is AI so idk if that is the reason. or maybe someone just didn't get around to updating the data as u knew the names of the actors (basic info). not 100%

what an emotional roller costar of an ep, but dude really has a problem with understanding that force isn't love - this isn't the 1st scene/time where he forces himself on Yi Chen & then is shocked that Yi Chen's reaction to getting assaulted is aversion & the need to flee - if u watch Lu Feng's face & notice his behavior (afterwards), he thinks that's how u make love.
genuinely don't get how his mind works - but i also read that a person who cannot understand that force isn't love may be exhibiting controlling or possessive behaviors stemming from deep-seated insecurity, fear of abandonment, or a lack of emotional maturity & given that father of his (the lack of a mother figure) it explains a lot. complex sh*t - still not ok & dude needs therapy. but explains a lot. anyway poor Yi Chen 😥🖐

guess he can't admit to his part in keeping his brother away from Lu Feng, easier to make Lu Feng the main bad-guy.

guess i am the only one that is really pissed at the whole messed-up triangle at the start, where poor Yi Chen (the older brother) was getting manipulated by his younger brother & the guy his younger sibling wasn't ready to accept yet (as his words & his actions were the opposite). also he was up in arms when his brother was with Lu Feng, but now he's A-ok that his brother dates Qin Lang - how that work?!??
also Qin Lang telling Yi Chen his brother must really love him, cause he puts him before even himself - i laughed out loud at the farce of a statement - the f*cker is acting out of guilt!! he lied & gaslit his brother into believing Lu Feng was just paying with him & has moved on. he feels guilt that he hid the message - now that he sees his brother is still suffering ,his way to make penance is to give him Qin Lang???
while Qin Lang only has eyes for him & might as well treat (the older) Yi Chen like air when the younger brother is around???
the fact the older brother isn't catching on, is cause he is in a world of his own (a world of pain) not even half way through this ep & i wanna knee both the younger brother & Qin Lang in the balls - they acting like they r making this grand sacrifice - when the one who is being played & insulted is the older sibling - they treating him like a moron. like WTF 🤬

well this started off "great" i really have come to loath Jack - he is a friend to whom? Dean?!??? if he was any kind of friend, he wouldn't f*ck him & f*ck with his head the way he did at the start. it was a goodbye f*ck & he knew full well he isn't in a place where he can forgive the past & get over himself - cause sorry, i still say that Dean isn't guilty of sh*t & doesn't owe Jack a thing, let alone this endless groveling apology. i seriously needed Dean to sober up & tell Jack to f*ck off.
with friends like Jack, who needs enemies?!?? Jack is the worse type of human, he will mess with ur head & then claim it's out of care & u r the one not understanding his pure intentions - miss me with this type of b.s. freakin sociopath!
so the tone has been set for this ep & it wasn't any better not for this couple - i wish Dean listened to his sister in the previous ep & ditch all of the momentous from their relationship, the biggets one being Jack. this dude is toxic & nothing good can come from having him in his life. but love is blind & sadly for whatever reason Dean's attracted to abusers that treat him like sh*t. so it is what it is - the fact this last ep revolved around them & turned them into a main couple was such a farce - this a happy ending? for whom? not for me. think the only couple that i enjoyed seeing, were Rome & Raffy who have come a hell of a long way from the start & their hard work & growth paid off... was a balm to the soul - now this a happy ending. 🥰

enjoyed seeing Sand & Ray for one last time, but as was thinking of Boston this just made me annoyed that his character was used & then tossed aside - what was the point of bringing him on ??? he was underused & as i said at the start, with Dean & Raffy we really didn't need a sh*t starter. personally i think Boston is interesting enough to have a show of his own, where he is the star - i would so be there for that, but it is what it is.. 🤷‍♀️ so the end ✌

given her rush to say yes - it felt like she understood/thought he was 2nd guessing or unsure how to ask, so she tired in her way to help - giving him an affirmative response.
that's also why her face fell when he didn't continue (after the other guy departed) she understood then that she had jumped the gun & decided to take the bus, as she was embarrassed - or that's how i read that scene.

i wanted to punch Zen in the stomach, when he started to "confess" to Kiritani, cause we all know he was panicking about his feelings for Ryo & was just gonna use her like some sort of "beard" - as if that would stop what he was feeling.
so was so glad the other guy came to "cockblock" them. even though i cringed when she accepted before being asked & then realized she had jumped the gun - when he didn't continue... am sure it wasn't a comfortable moment to exist in, but she dogged a bullet with that one - she just doesn't know it.
thank f*ck we didn't get the annoying trope of the gay dude dating a woman, just cause he's deep in the closet - & i know it isn't easy to live openly is some societies, when ur gay. but i feel equally bad for women who get into relationship where they r basically gaslit.... 🤷‍♀️

guess only me throughout this whole ep was looking / hoping North would pop-up at any point 😑guess we not gonna get him... bummer

ep 17 has aired today - a hr or so back

1 they not blood related
2 they didn't grow-up together
3 they didn't know that their parents were married to each other
*this in regard to the in*est, step-brother issue.

regarding the why; cause i enjoyed the BL & people wouldn't stop mentioning the web-novel & how good it was & "what a shame the BL was cut short etc.." so curiosity got the better of me 🤷‍♀️& it was fine & fun until the r*pe chapter 😑✌

sadly this is a running theme with the C-BL writers (who ironically r mostly women) idk why they think it's ok -
i remember trying to read Addicted after watching the BL that got canceled midway & after chapter 89 (if i remember correctly) i just stopped, cause of how brutal the grape scene was. that's why i just avoid reading the web novels they r adopted from🤦‍♀️

why such a big gap between stories?!? also i think we should've seen both Tiger & Nao pop up from time to time in both previous stories, as they r in that friend group. oh well i just hope i see North 😁Fourever You isn't Fourever You without North ✌

i doubt they gonna end up together - they teacher & student after all (against the law & all that😅) maybe there will be a time jump 🤔
i was angry for Eui Ju cause of her bff, that was a shitty thing to do...

really? just googled it (to be sure) & it showed me 16 too 🤷‍♀️weird. like i said, this site rarely gets it wrong.

most K-dramas r 16 & it's written 16 here for this drama, usually this site gets it right. unless u heard something else somewhere else🤔

yeah - it seems that way. but it grows on u - i think it is adorable now, not what i thought at the start 😅🖐

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was thinking along the same lines, idk why he is so insecure & thinks the only one that appreciates him is Jack, someone who (at least from the start of this BL) is treating him like garbage. guess seeking out abusive partners runs in that family🤦‍♀️

haven't read all the comments, so idk if i am the odd one out or what... but i aint happy that Dean is back with Jack. sometimes no matter how much u love someone, they just not good for u & that is the case for both of them. also i really don't like Jack 🤷‍♀️
Dean should've listened to his sister, said thank u to Jack when he told him he forgave him & bowed out 😑✌after everything Dean has been through, i think the best thing for him is to be alone & learn to love himself! then love will come - but as this is how it's written this is how it played out 🤦‍♀️

why can't Boston & Gameplay hit it off?!? know there is no time for story development - but that is one thing Boston doesn't need - time 😂✌