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https://sueleesunshine.comAlright yall...here's the summary of
YWY's proposal to Xinger you've been asking about...get ready because
it's pretty hot and heavy lol...and if you want visuals @GrnGrnTmt found
this youtube video that's pretty close to how YWY-Xinger's bed scene
played out lol:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hRBuxK-1Olk&list=P...This summary comes from Chapter 180 of the novel, titled "Wedding
Night"...there are sweet/funny moments and convos before and after this
scene too but to include all the details would be too lengthy so I'll
save and tell yall later if you're interested..:)
I went back to read this chapter so I could be more accurate in detailing the dialogs for you because they're really good!! :)
Xinger-YWY and their people are on a boat heading back to ChangAn from
Liang State (after they reunited since YWY's fake death they didn't get
together right away, they met up a few times and then separated due to
personal and political reasons, after Xinger agreed to follow YWY to
Qing Hai she said she wanted to go visit Xiao Ce to say goodbye to him
since she won't be seeing him anymore and it was during this visit that
she got stuck there for months due to internal battles and tragedies
that happened in Liang State...due to these troubles Xinger ended up
bringing Xiao Ce's infant baby with her when she meets up with
YWY...again lots of details here but I'll save for later)...
After dinner, Xinger found YWY sitting at the top of the boat, she came
to sit next to him and they talked about her past life (in the book
Xinger was an agent in modern times, so YWY asked her to tell him about
her previous world)...then YWY said to Xinger...
YWY: Xinger, I don't care who you are...
Xinger (nods and smiles at YWY): I know, no matter what I'm still your Xinger.
YWY (surprised, stared down at her and lifted her chin up): Say it again.
Xinger: say what?
YWY: repeat what you just said earlier.
Xinger (took a deep breath and calmly said): I'm yours, but you also
have to be mine. In my whole life time, I can sacrifice anything,
except for 2 things, in whatever difficult situation I wouldn't let go
of these 2 things: 1st is honor and life belief, 2nd is marriage and my
body. If you want my whole body and being, then you have to give me
yours as well.
YWY (raised his eye-brow and jokingly asked): everything??
Xinger (embarrassed and turned her head away): menace, not serious at all!!
YWY (opened his arms and pulled Xinger into his chest, his warm breath
enclosed Xinger, whispered): Xinger, I'm very happy, truly happy!!
Xinger (leaned against YWY's chest, inside feeling a great sense of
peace that she's never felt before, turned around and embraced YWY,
whispered back): let's not separate again.
YWY: you're going with me to ChangAn, are you not afraid?
Xinger: compared with before, I'm more scared of being separated from
you. Every time we separate, some tragedy always finds us, just like
this last time, I thought I would never see you again.
YWY: from now on, you don't have to be afraid anymore.
They sat like that for a while...
After coming back to their rooms, YWY thought to himself that there are
things that you should act fast and swift, waiting will result in
losses, he must find an opportunity to make himself hers...giving each
other everything belonging to the other...at midnight, he stood up from
bed, walked around the room 2 rounds and decided: no need to look for an
opportunity, tonight is the best time!!
YWY is someone who is meticulous, before he takes action he must plan
out every detail...he changed into a crisp outfit and looked at the
handsome face in the mirror, then sat down to drink a cup of tea while
thinking about all the possible dialogs he could exchange with
Xinger...ok done and ready to execute the plan...he got up and walked
toward the door then suddenly the door swung open and in front of him
was Xinger...YWY froze in his step for bit thinking to himself "what is
this?! This is not a scenario I have imagined or planned for!!"
Xinger: it's the middle of the night, where are you going?
YWY (proud that all those years trained as a spy have taught him how to react quickly, he came up with a fast excuse): I slept too much during the day so now I can't sleep and want to go out for a midnight walk.
Xinger: it's windy outside, it's best to stay inside so you won't get
sick. I noticed you didn't eat much during dinner, so I brought you
some food.
YWY (stared down at the bowl of porridge Xinger brought): that's it??
Xinger: lucky enough to have food already, don't be picky.
Xinger then lightly patted his head like a little kid and said "finish
this and then go rest up, don't wander around". After this Xinger
turned around and walked out of the room.
YWY stunned and thought to himself "what is this?? All plans are mixed
up...the bait came to my door and I let it walk away just like that?!"
YWY walked out of his room to follow Xinger to her room. When he got to
her room he heard the sounds of a baby (Xiao Ce's baby) and the sounds
of water splashing everywhere...he stopped at the doorway and watched
Xinger attempting to give the baby a bath, her clothes were soaking
wet...the baby got out of the tub and crawled toward the door...Xinger's
eyes followed the baby and saw YWY standing there...it was like she was
mesmerized by his beauty...when the baby got to the door, Xinger's maid
came along and picked the baby up and brought him back to her room with
her. YWY calmly walked into Xinger's room and closed the door. YWY
went over to the bed to pick up a blanket and then came back and wrapped
it around Xinger...Xinger's legs went numb, she's not sure if it's
because she's been sitting down on the floor too long or because she's
went weak at the sight of this beautiful man, but her legs have no
feelings...
Xinger: what are you doing over here??
YWY: I miss somebody so I can't sleep. That somebody is actually very
lovable, but a bit stupid. She tends to get lost all the time. If I
don't keep an eye on her she will get lost again, gets hurt or even
kidnapped. That's why even though I'm very close to that person, yet I
still worry when I don't see her so I had to go look.
Xinger: there's no one that's stupid like that.
YWY: ohh yes there is, even more stupid than I just described.
Xinger felt embarrassed, held out a fist about to punch, but YWY grabbed
a hold of her fist and held it in his hand. He moved his face close to
hers where his lips were so close to hers she can feel his
breathing...she closed her eyes...but after a while there was nothing
happening, she slowly opened her eyes for a peek and saw YWY staring
down at her with a smirk and asked "what...were you waiting for me to
kiss you??"
Xinger yelled: YWY, you are too much!!
Furious that she got played Xinger pushed him away but right away he pulled her in for a surprise and deep kiss...
He kissed her one time, two times, three times.
YWY (opened his eyes and called her by her real name for the 1st time): Chu Qiao, be one with me? (not sure how to translate this exactly, but it basically means "will you marry me?")
YWY (changed back to calling her by the name that is his to call): Xinger...
Xinger: yes?
YWY: I love you.
YWY: I've loved you for a long time. Do you know?
Xinger: Yes.
YWY: what about you?
Xinger: me too.
YWY: you too what?
Xinger (struggling to breathe): ...
YWY: speak...you too what?
Xinger: I love you too.
YWY: since when?
Xinger (thinking back about all their times together...all the way back
to their days at Green Hills Court): not sure when...perhaps many times
before...each time a little bit more...I can't remember them all...
YWY (chuckled and pulled her in for a hug): silly...actually I don't know when either...
YWY bent down to kiss her again, her forehead, her lips, her cheeks, her ear, her
neck...he picked her up and carried her to the bed and took off her
clothes...YWY kissed every inch of her body and they
consummated...then she bled and he abruptly stopped (this is when he
realized she was still a virgin)...he couldn't believe what he was
witnessing...he stared down at her making her feel flustered and embarrassed again,
then he let out a loud laugh, Xinger thought she has known him for a
long time but she has never seen him smile or laugh out loud like
this...he said "Xinger, I'm so happy, I'm so happy!!" Later YWY thought
to himself "I've always considered myself as better than YX, that only I
could bring her happiness, however after tonight I've realized that the
other person is more noble than me...after 10 years together and he
didn't do anything...I can't believe YWY is like this...but what can I
do...when it comes to Xinger I become selfish and I always want more..."
Xinger thought to herself "so this must be my wedding night"...
:)