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Sirry Usly:
Lol by ep 37 he's kinda back to that but not fully. Their date in ep 37 was really nice. I'll probably replay it a lot when the angst picks up in season 2.
I love that date too, as what XY said to him, “ …as if they have stolen this time to be together…” Not sure I translated it as accurately. Was this scene as it was in the novel?
I also will replay ep 31/32, they’re 37 years together, just feel so much to savour in that two ep. So the last scene when she left a tear drop was not in the novel, then it’s a nice touch, I am at least satisfied that she shows him some of her emotions for their time together without needing much words.
I just feel in a lot of ways, XY and XL are very similar in how they perceived some things, will sacrifice for their love ones and don’t really know how to love themselves, perhaps XL know XY so well hence he is doing all that for her to also fulfill what they cannot have for each other.
I remembered YZ said in her interview that their love is deep but they are unable to say it out to each other.
I somehow feel like I want to stop here, not sure I can endure his final death in S2.