......Totally out of topic.....but here I was mustering up all my courage I have been gathering for days to send…
What I usually do is keep track on my phone from Monday to Sunday, listing the show name, country, and the episode I’m up to out of the total and the time. Here’s my list for this week.
Hi,could you tell me if the current peem and mbem are related to their past lives ?Were they a couple or lover…
Thank you, I always try to stay positive. It might have been Revenged Love and not Bad Guy My Boss, because I never commented on that series. I really loved Revenged Love so much that I started commenting every week on MDL and YouTube. My very first comment on YouTube even got 4.5k likes, which encouraged me to keep posting weekly. Now that the show is over, I feel so sad.
A Doctor Who Discharged Himself for Love How could In’s heart not ache? He carried the unbearable weight of knowing that when Thap was shot, he hadn’t been able to save him in time. Now the person he loved most lay in a hospital bed because of it. Guilt consumed him with every step he took toward the ward, each breath heavy with shame. Outside the room, he caught sight of Thap’s mother, sister, brother and to his surprise, Wan, Thap’s ex. The air grew heavier when Thap’s mother whispered a few casual but cruel words: “I think you and Wan should get back together.”
Just one sentence, and In’s heart shattered. He was already drowning in guilt for nearly costing Thap his life. Now, he saw himself as nothing but a shadow. Wan had saved Thap with his blood, Wan stood proudly beside Thap’s family, Wan appeared in photos online holding Thap’s hand while donating. To In, they looked like a perfect family, a life where he didn’t belong. Without a word, he turned and walked away, his silence louder than any cry.
But what In never saw was the truth that waited inside that room. Thap had long closed the door to his past. He had told Wan clearly that there was no going back. His heart belonged to In alone. Day after day, he waited, fragile but unwavering, for In to appear. Every time the door opened, hope lit his eyes only to crumble into disappointment when it was never him.
Finally, even Thap’s patience broke. No longer willing to lie in bed, he used his authority as a doctor to sign his own discharge papers and left, desperate to find the one person his heart refused to stop aching for.
And when he finally found In, drunk and broken, the confession that spilled out was clumsy yet beautiful, the purest truth of his love. It was messy, it was raw, but it was theirs. And in that moment, both hearts, wounded and waiting, finally found their way back together.
they really said 'chudai!' 😆 excepting My Stubborn was amazing.
Agreed, I loved My Stubborn, never in my life have I seen a BL drop different NC positions for 8 consecutive episodes straight 🤣
Are you ready for the special episode of My Stubborn? I saw on Facebook that it might be coming soon, but I’m not sure how true it is. Fingers crossed, we really need a special episode with them as a couple.
......Totally out of topic.....but here I was mustering up all my courage I have been gathering for days to send…
Thank you for your kind words. I really enjoy watching BL and talking about it, I’m so glad we’re finally friends. Honestly, I don’t even know how I’m managing it, but I’m watching 22 BLs that are currently airing.
Wow, episode 9’s NC scene basically hijacked a whole quarter of the episode. They really said ‘plot? never heard of it’ and just went full steam in that tent. 🔥 Honestly, it’s giving My Stubborn vibes: 100% heat, 0% storyline. Hard to get both worlds, but hey, I’m not complaining.
It’s been the same time and day for the last 9 episodes lol. For me it’s Tuesday at 9pm. If you scroll up, the MDL countdown clock will show it in your own time zone.
Hi,could you tell me if the current peem and mbem are related to their past lives ?Were they a couple or lover…
They were actually a married couple. You’ll need to watch episode 3 and pay attention to the flashback to really understand. It’s hard to explain everything through comments since there’s a lot, and I was confused at first too because I hadn’t read the novel. I had to rewatch and ask others here, just like you’re doing now.
What exactly is so stupid about my post? Have you even watched Episode 7? If not, then you have no ground to call my thoughts stupid. If you have, then please point out which part you disagree with instead of throwing out insults. And by the way, you just created your account yesterday, so either you’re a hater or just here to troll.
Episode 7 Love, Betrayal, and the Price of Freedom
Wow best epsidoe yet, it was a storm of heartbreak, truth, and sacrifice. Three moments stood out: Naran’s coming out, Victor’s tragic death, and the loss of the loyal Veera. At the dining table, Naran finally gathered the courage to tell Dao the truth: the person he loved was not her, but a man. His words cut through the air like silence itself. Dao stood frozen, her world shattering in an instant. When he called her name, she turned, lifted her heel, and struck his face, not with her hand, but with something harsher, as if to say his truth was too vile to touch. In the 1960s, when same-sex love was invisible and forbidden, her slap was not only a wound of betrayal but a reflection of a society unable to accept love in its purest form.
Meanwhile, on the streets, blood painted the cry for freedom. As someone from Melbourne, I think of protests I have witnessed where, at worst, police use pepper spray to scatter a crowd. Yet here, in Thailand’s past, guns were raised against innocent students, their voices silenced with bullets. Among them, Victor fell. He was not just a man at a protest, he was a dreamer, on the cusp of a new life in America. His death was senseless, his future stolen. Tanwa’s silence to protect Trin now becomes Trin’s torment, for he will forever wonder: if he had known, could Victor have been saved? Little did he know, Victor had already been warned. My heart breaks for them both, bound by grief and guilt.
And then Veera. The most loyal, the most silent, the most unseen. He loved Dhevi in silence, hiding his feelings within the pages of a notebook. Those very words, his only confession, betrayed him, exposing him to blackmail and sealing his fate. He died not as a villain, not as a coward, but as a man willing to sacrifice himself for the Colonel and the woman he could never have. His death was not only tragic, it was cruelly unjust.
Episode 7 exposes a bitter truth: love can be punished, loyalty can be betrayed, and innocence can be crushed beneath corruption. Police who were meant to protect became executioners, and love that should have been celebrated became a curse. This episode is not just a story, it is a wound, one that lingers long after the screen fades to black.
Episode 7 Love, Betrayal, and the Price of Freedom
Wow best episode yet, it was a storm of heartbreak, truth, and sacrifice. Three moments stood out: Naran’s coming out, Victor’s tragic death, and the loss of the loyal Veera. At the dining table, Naran finally gathered the courage to tell Dao the truth: the person he loved was not her, but a man. His words cut through the air like silence itself. Dao stood frozen, her world shattering in an instant. When he called her name, she turned, lifted her heel, and struck his face, not with her hand, but with something harsher, as if to say his truth was too vile to touch. In the 1960s, when same-sex love was invisible and forbidden, her slap was not only a wound of betrayal but a reflection of a society unable to accept love in its purest form.
Meanwhile, on the streets, blood painted the cry for freedom. As someone from Melbourne, I think of protests I have witnessed where, at worst, police use pepper spray to scatter a crowd. Yet here, in Thailand’s past, guns were raised against innocent students, their voices silenced with bullets. Among them, Victor fell. He was not just a man at a protest, he was a dreamer, on the cusp of a new life in America. His death was senseless, his future stolen. Tanwa’s silence to protect Trin now becomes Trin’s torment, for he will forever wonder: if he had known, could Victor have been saved? Little did he know, Victor had already been warned. My heart breaks for them both, bound by grief and guilt.
And then Veera. The most loyal, the most silent, the most unseen. He loved Dhevi in silence, hiding his feelings within the pages of a notebook. Those very words, his only confession, betrayed him, exposing him to blackmail and sealing his fate. He died not as a villain, not as a coward, but as a man willing to sacrifice himself for the Colonel and the woman he could never have. His death was not only tragic, it was cruelly unjust.
Episode 7 exposes a bitter truth: love can be punished, loyalty can be betrayed, and innocence can be crushed beneath corruption. Police who were meant to protect became executioners, and love that should have been celebrated became a curse. This episode is not just a story, it is a wound, one that lingers long after the screen fades to black.
iQIYI and GagaOOLala have confirmed that this series will only have 10 episodes in total, which means it will end in just two days. I love this series so much and I’m really not ready for it to finish so soon. MDL monitors thousands of dramas and movies every week, so I think they simply counted wrong when they listed it as 12 episodes. Still, I can’t help but hope MDL is right, because my heart doesn’t want to let go yet. This has easily become my favorite Taiwanese BL of the year. With Revenged Love and Kill to You already finished, and ABO Desire ending in just a few weeks, there are no new Chinese or Taiwanese BL announcements lined up for the rest of 2025. That leaves us with the usual shorter Korean and Japanese BLs, and just a handful of Thai ones to carry us through.
For those who may not know, Vietnam also produces BL dramas. I’m currently watching Awaiting Dawn, which has 12 episodes in total, released every Saturday for free on YouTube. So far, only 2 out of 12 episodes have been released. You can find the link below, please make sure to watch directly on YouTube to support the creators.
Unfortunately, MDL doesn’t list Vietnam under its countries, so it often gets overlooked. I’m Vietnamese so I don’t need subtitles, but for international fans, English subs are also available.
Four Words That Broke a Heart “It’s impossible between us.” Only four words, yet they shattered Khem’s heart into pieces too heavy to carry. He tried to be strong, but the tears betrayed him, falling endlessly, not from weakness but from the cruelty of hearing what his soul refused to accept. How could the man he loved so deeply be the one to cut him so deeply?
Through his sobs, Khem’s voice trembled as he asked, “Was it all this time, when you helped me, when you protected me, were you never willing? Did I force you into it? You do not need to answer. It is clear enough. I am sorry… for everything.” His sorrow lingered in the air like a wound that could not heal.
As Khem turned and left the room, Peem’s eyes followed him, a silent glimpse revealing the truth his lips could not speak. His face, heavy with regret, whispered what his heart truly meant. Those four words had been cruel, yet they were never born of his soul. In his silence, love still lived. But love, if left unspoken, can be stolen. With Pong’s sudden arrival, standing close to Khem, Peem’s jealousy betrayed the truth. His heart belongs to Khem, but unless he opens it soon, the man he loves might slip away into another’s arms.
And then there is Chan and Jet, a love bound not only by the present but by echoes of a past life. In the depths of night, Chan awoke from a nightmare, his hand instinctively clutching Jet’s, as though reaching across time for Jin. Jet, startled awake, saw his confusion dissolve into tenderness as he reached out to comfort Chan, brushing his hair with gentle care, easing his trembling heart.
Two couples tied by destiny, both carrying the weight of reincarnation. Peem and Khem remember the tragedy of their past love, while Chan and Jet slowly awaken to the promises once made and never fulfilled. Will this life repeat the sorrow of the last, or will it offer them a chance to write a new ending, one where love is no longer torn apart, but finally allowed to endure?
Punn’s life is stitched with sorrow. His parents were taken from him, his brother torn away, and an orphanage became the only place he could call home. As if that loss were not enough, one night he was forced to witness horror beyond words, people he knew slaughtered before his eyes, the ground stained with blood from a vampire’s killing. A night etched into his memory, a night that transformed an innocent boy into someone consumed by vengeance, his heart set only on the path of revenge.
Through the years of carrying this weight, Punn set his sights on Ramil, the head of the vampires, believing that only Ramil’s death could quench the fire inside him. Yet love writes its own destiny in places where hatred dwells. Ramil, gifted with the power to read minds, always knew what Punn was. He knew he was a hunter, he knew the knife in his heart was sharpened by grief. And still, he did not hate him. He saw the boy inside the man, the pain that shaped him, and instead of cruelty, he chose understanding.
When the moment came, Punn stood with a blade trembling in his hand, the perfect chance to strike. Ramil did not resist. He opened his heart, willing to die in the arms of the one he loved. But as steel hovered close to flesh, it was not hatred that ruled. It was love. A love so raw it shattered vengeance itself.
The knife fell away, their lips found each other, and “I love you” carried more weight than any revenge could. In that fragile moment, their bodies pressed together, sorrow was eased by tenderness, and two broken souls became whole. If this is not love, then what could it possibly be?
I'm pretty sure the hunter that killed the female vampire in the opening scene is Punn. Ramil will be heartbroken…
Omg you were right about last week’s theory. You said Punn was the one who killed the female vampire, and in episode 4 it was revealed to be true. We were also right that even if Punn tried to stab Ramil, he couldn’t go through with it because he loves him too much. I didn’t expect our theory to be proven correct so quickly.
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1. MuTeLuv: 3/4 🇹🇭 11:30
2. Love in The Moonlight 1/10 🇹🇭 11:30
3. Rearrange 6/10 🇹🇭 1:30am
4. Love Sea 7/10 🇯🇵 3am
5. Secret Lover 10/10 🇹🇼 9pm
6. My Bias is Showing ?! 7/10 🇰🇷
7. 4 Destiny Project 1/8 🇹🇭
8. My Secret Vampire 1/8 🇰🇷
9. Mandate 1/8 🇹🇭
10. That Summer 1/10 🇹🇭
11. I’m TheMostBeautifulCount 8/13 🇹🇭 2am
12. 10 Things I Want Turn 40 12/12 🇯🇵
13. A Journey to Kill You 1/6 🇯🇵
14. Awaiting Dawn 3/12 🇻🇳 10pm
15. ABO Desire 13/16 🇨🇳 10pm
16. Revamp:The Undead Story 5/10🇹🇭 11:30
17. The Wicked Game 1/10 🇹🇭 11:30
18. Romancing the Ghost 4/6 🇰🇷
19. Shine 8/8 🇹🇭 1am
20. Khemjira 7/12 🇹🇭 1:30am
21. Lover Merman 1/8 🇹🇭 1:30am
22. My Magic Prophecy 9/10 🇹🇭 11:30pm
23. Takumi-kun Series 1/6 🇯🇵 1am
24. Doctor’s Mine 10/10 🇹🇭 2am
It might have been Revenged Love and not Bad Guy My Boss, because I never commented on that series.
I really loved Revenged Love so much that I started commenting every week on MDL and YouTube. My very first comment on YouTube even got 4.5k likes, which encouraged me to keep posting weekly. Now that the show is over, I feel so sad.
How could In’s heart not ache? He carried the unbearable weight of knowing that when Thap was shot, he hadn’t been able to save him in time. Now the person he loved most lay in a hospital bed because of it. Guilt consumed him with every step he took toward the ward, each breath heavy with shame.
Outside the room, he caught sight of Thap’s mother, sister, brother and to his surprise, Wan, Thap’s ex. The air grew heavier when Thap’s mother whispered a few casual but cruel words: “I think you and Wan should get back together.”
Just one sentence, and In’s heart shattered. He was already drowning in guilt for nearly costing Thap his life. Now, he saw himself as nothing but a shadow. Wan had saved Thap with his blood, Wan stood proudly beside Thap’s family, Wan appeared in photos online holding Thap’s hand while donating. To In, they looked like a perfect family, a life where he didn’t belong. Without a word, he turned and walked away, his silence louder than any cry.
But what In never saw was the truth that waited inside that room. Thap had long closed the door to his past. He had told Wan clearly that there was no going back. His heart belonged to In alone. Day after day, he waited, fragile but unwavering, for In to appear. Every time the door opened, hope lit his eyes only to crumble into disappointment when it was never him.
Finally, even Thap’s patience broke. No longer willing to lie in bed, he used his authority as a doctor to sign his own discharge papers and left, desperate to find the one person his heart refused to stop aching for.
And when he finally found In, drunk and broken, the confession that spilled out was clumsy yet beautiful, the purest truth of his love. It was messy, it was raw, but it was theirs. And in that moment, both hearts, wounded and waiting, finally found their way back together.
Are you ready for the special episode of My Stubborn? I saw on Facebook that it might be coming soon, but I’m not sure how true it is. Fingers crossed, we really need a special episode with them as a couple.
You really need to watch this one, it’s definitely my top Thai BL of the year.
Wow best epsidoe yet, it was a storm of heartbreak, truth, and sacrifice. Three moments stood out: Naran’s coming out, Victor’s tragic death, and the loss of the loyal Veera.
At the dining table, Naran finally gathered the courage to tell Dao the truth: the person he loved was not her, but a man. His words cut through the air like silence itself. Dao stood frozen, her world shattering in an instant. When he called her name, she turned, lifted her heel, and struck his face, not with her hand, but with something harsher, as if to say his truth was too vile to touch. In the 1960s, when same-sex love was invisible and forbidden, her slap was not only a wound of betrayal but a reflection of a society unable to accept love in its purest form.
Meanwhile, on the streets, blood painted the cry for freedom. As someone from Melbourne, I think of protests I have witnessed where, at worst, police use pepper spray to scatter a crowd. Yet here, in Thailand’s past, guns were raised against innocent students, their voices silenced with bullets. Among them, Victor fell. He was not just a man at a protest, he was a dreamer, on the cusp of a new life in America. His death was senseless, his future stolen. Tanwa’s silence to protect Trin now becomes Trin’s torment, for he will forever wonder: if he had known, could Victor have been saved? Little did he know, Victor had already been warned. My heart breaks for them both, bound by grief and guilt.
And then Veera. The most loyal, the most silent, the most unseen. He loved Dhevi in silence, hiding his feelings within the pages of a notebook. Those very words, his only confession, betrayed him, exposing him to blackmail and sealing his fate. He died not as a villain, not as a coward, but as a man willing to sacrifice himself for the Colonel and the woman he could never have. His death was not only tragic, it was cruelly unjust.
Episode 7 exposes a bitter truth: love can be punished, loyalty can be betrayed, and innocence can be crushed beneath corruption. Police who were meant to protect became executioners, and love that should have been celebrated became a curse. This episode is not just a story, it is a wound, one that lingers long after the screen fades to black.
Wow best episode yet, it was a storm of heartbreak, truth, and sacrifice. Three moments stood out: Naran’s coming out, Victor’s tragic death, and the loss of the loyal Veera.
At the dining table, Naran finally gathered the courage to tell Dao the truth: the person he loved was not her, but a man. His words cut through the air like silence itself. Dao stood frozen, her world shattering in an instant. When he called her name, she turned, lifted her heel, and struck his face, not with her hand, but with something harsher, as if to say his truth was too vile to touch. In the 1960s, when same-sex love was invisible and forbidden, her slap was not only a wound of betrayal but a reflection of a society unable to accept love in its purest form.
Meanwhile, on the streets, blood painted the cry for freedom. As someone from Melbourne, I think of protests I have witnessed where, at worst, police use pepper spray to scatter a crowd. Yet here, in Thailand’s past, guns were raised against innocent students, their voices silenced with bullets. Among them, Victor fell. He was not just a man at a protest, he was a dreamer, on the cusp of a new life in America. His death was senseless, his future stolen. Tanwa’s silence to protect Trin now becomes Trin’s torment, for he will forever wonder: if he had known, could Victor have been saved? Little did he know, Victor had already been warned. My heart breaks for them both, bound by grief and guilt.
And then Veera. The most loyal, the most silent, the most unseen. He loved Dhevi in silence, hiding his feelings within the pages of a notebook. Those very words, his only confession, betrayed him, exposing him to blackmail and sealing his fate. He died not as a villain, not as a coward, but as a man willing to sacrifice himself for the Colonel and the woman he could never have. His death was not only tragic, it was cruelly unjust.
Episode 7 exposes a bitter truth: love can be punished, loyalty can be betrayed, and innocence can be crushed beneath corruption. Police who were meant to protect became executioners, and love that should have been celebrated became a curse. This episode is not just a story, it is a wound, one that lingers long after the screen fades to black.
MDL monitors thousands of dramas and movies every week, so I think they simply counted wrong when they listed it as 12 episodes. Still, I can’t help but hope MDL is right, because my heart doesn’t want to let go yet. This has easily become my favorite Taiwanese BL of the year.
With Revenged Love and Kill to You already finished, and ABO Desire ending in just a few weeks, there are no new Chinese or Taiwanese BL announcements lined up for the rest of 2025. That leaves us with the usual shorter Korean and Japanese BLs, and just a handful of Thai ones to carry us through.
For those who may not know, Vietnam also produces BL dramas.
I’m currently watching Awaiting Dawn, which has 12 episodes in total, released every Saturday for free on YouTube. So far, only 2 out of 12 episodes have been released. You can find the link below, please make sure to watch directly on YouTube to support the creators.
Ep 1 = https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Wh9CEvom2Y
Ep 2 = https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iDcI4aEdhZ8&t=2114s
Unfortunately, MDL doesn’t list Vietnam under its countries, so it often gets overlooked. I’m Vietnamese so I don’t need subtitles, but for international fans, English subs are also available.
That Summer from GMMTV is airing next Friday.
“It’s impossible between us.” Only four words, yet they shattered Khem’s heart into pieces too heavy to carry. He tried to be strong, but the tears betrayed him, falling endlessly, not from weakness but from the cruelty of hearing what his soul refused to accept. How could the man he loved so deeply be the one to cut him so deeply?
Through his sobs, Khem’s voice trembled as he asked, “Was it all this time, when you helped me, when you protected me, were you never willing? Did I force you into it? You do not need to answer. It is clear enough. I am sorry… for everything.” His sorrow lingered in the air like a wound that could not heal.
As Khem turned and left the room, Peem’s eyes followed him, a silent glimpse revealing the truth his lips could not speak. His face, heavy with regret, whispered what his heart truly meant. Those four words had been cruel, yet they were never born of his soul. In his silence, love still lived. But love, if left unspoken, can be stolen. With Pong’s sudden arrival, standing close to Khem, Peem’s jealousy betrayed the truth. His heart belongs to Khem, but unless he opens it soon, the man he loves might slip away into another’s arms.
And then there is Chan and Jet, a love bound not only by the present but by echoes of a past life. In the depths of night, Chan awoke from a nightmare, his hand instinctively clutching Jet’s, as though reaching across time for Jin. Jet, startled awake, saw his confusion dissolve into tenderness as he reached out to comfort Chan, brushing his hair with gentle care, easing his trembling heart.
Two couples tied by destiny, both carrying the weight of reincarnation. Peem and Khem remember the tragedy of their past love, while Chan and Jet slowly awaken to the promises once made and never fulfilled. Will this life repeat the sorrow of the last, or will it offer them a chance to write a new ending, one where love is no longer torn apart, but finally allowed to endure?
Through the years of carrying this weight, Punn set his sights on Ramil, the head of the vampires, believing that only Ramil’s death could quench the fire inside him. Yet love writes its own destiny in places where hatred dwells. Ramil, gifted with the power to read minds, always knew what Punn was. He knew he was a hunter, he knew the knife in his heart was sharpened by grief. And still, he did not hate him. He saw the boy inside the man, the pain that shaped him, and instead of cruelty, he chose understanding.
When the moment came, Punn stood with a blade trembling in his hand, the perfect chance to strike. Ramil did not resist. He opened his heart, willing to die in the arms of the one he loved. But as steel hovered close to flesh, it was not hatred that ruled. It was love. A love so raw it shattered vengeance itself.
The knife fell away, their lips found each other, and “I love you” carried more weight than any revenge could. In that fragile moment, their bodies pressed together, sorrow was eased by tenderness, and two broken souls became whole.
If this is not love, then what could it possibly be?