I know many people are angry with Keishi for saying, “Even if I was gay, it wouldn’t be with Tojo-san,”…
Well said, I totally forgot about the bench scene in Episode 7. A few weeks ago, I actually wrote a poem inspired by Episode 9. Sharing it again here, hope you like it!
That scene was only a couple of minutes, but it was so powerful that I wrote a poem to describe it.
“Even if I was gay it would not be with Tojo-san.” Cruel on the surface yet my heart aches for him.
In that fleeting moment he was cornered his voice trembling choosing fear as a shield choosing survival instead of truth. Not right but so very human.
Perhaps it was not only himself he guarded. Perhaps he was protecting Tojo-san too. What if Tojo-san was not ready what if silence was safer when they had never even spoken of love never yet named themselves as a couple.
In a culture heavy with tradition with parents and generations pressing close love between men is no easy path. Not as open as in the West but bound by duty and silence. Keishi is still so young ten years Tojo-san’s junior carrying shame, fear, and longing all at once.
And still he came back. He called to say he was sorry. He stood by Tojo-san’s side when sickness came tending to him with gentle hands. If this is not love tell me, what is.
I ache for them both. Their story is tender and cruel a mirror of real lives where love and fear wrestle truth and survival collide.
May they find the strength to face it together because their love fragile yet burning deserves its chance to shine.
What I found true and heartbreaking 💔 was episode 9 when they ran into their co-worker who guessed they were…
I know many people are angry with Keishi for saying, “Even if I was gay, it wouldn’t be with Tojo-san,” but my heart honestly aches for him. Those words were cruel, but I cannot forget the situation he was in. He was cornered, forced to respond in an instant, and out of fear he chose to protect himself the only way he knew how. It was not right, but it was very human.
Maybe he was also trying to protect Tojo-san in that moment. What if Tojo-san himself was not ready to come out? They never even discussed it, and they are not officially a couple yet. Saying something quickly, even if harsh, might have felt like the safest choice in that situation for both of them.
In Asian culture, especially with strong family values and generational expectations, being in a same sex relationship comes with enormous pressure. It is not as simple as just being honest, like it might be in some Western cultures. Keishi is so young, ten years younger than Tojo-san, still trying to find his place in the world. His fear of rejection and shame is understandable, even if the way he handled it caused pain.
The fact that he later called to apologize, and the way he visited Tojo-san when he was sick and cared for him, shows that his feelings are real. If this is not love, then what is.
I feel deeply sorry for both Keishi and Tojo-san. What happened between them is heartbreaking, but it is also painfully real. Many people in real life go through the same struggle, torn between love and fear, truth and survival. All we can do is hope that together they find the strength to face it, because their love deserves that chance.
Wow, he never really stood out to me in his past guest or minor roles, but as Prince in Love in the Moonlight he is absolutely stunning. Finally, he’s in a BL as a main lead, and he’s incredible. His acting is so good, and that smile of his is just gorgeous. What a perfect, fine young man.
I’ll never understand how high school or uni BLs with cringe sound effects and irritating girl characters always seem to draw the biggest crowds, while true hidden gems like this slip quietly under the radar. Having watched over 400 BLs, I can confidently say this one belongs in my top 10%.
The cast is stunning, the plot captivating, the music enchanting, every detail falls perfectly into place. I’m already counting the days until next week’s episode.
Sasin’s eyes never leave his prince, his heart pounding with every stolen glance. It must be pure torment to watch the one you love walk toward another in marriage. The ache of silent longing lingers in every scene, and I cannot wait to see how the next 10 episodes unfold.
Historical BLs truly carry a beauty of their own. Century of Love, To Sir With Love, I Feel You Linger in the Air, Khemjira’s works, and now this series each remind us how spoiled we are this year with Thai BLs of such depth and artistry.
I’m not sure this series is for me based on episode 1. Thought it could be a new “To Sir, With Love”, but…
I actually see it a bit differently. For me, opposites attract. Prince Saenkaew is sad, serious, and on a mission, while Sasin brings in that carefree, playful energy. If both leads were serious, the story might feel too heavy, but Sasin balances it out and makes things more fun. Personally, I really love him as he is, and I think both characters are great so far. Like you said, it’s only episode 1, so I’m excited to see how things develop as we get more episodes.
Woah! I really love your review. Your review really captured everything I couldn’t put into words. I cannot…
Here are the last three for ABO Desire, hope you enjoy them! It might be too much work for me to scroll back through the earlier episodes since there are thousands of comments.
There is no reason for it beyond the shock factor and him being horny. What's humorous to me is Dong Min just…
Lol I agreed they’re both horny boys, and I’d be too lol. But seriously, if I’m asleep and some ghost just starts kissing and rubbing on me? That would scare the shit out of me. At least start with a conversation or a gentle kiss! That scene was so dumb, it didn’t flow at all.
So many great Thai 1960s series have come out this year, including Shine and Khemjira, but I love Love in the Moonlight even more. The first two episodes were such a strong start and completely pulled me in. This is another excellent 1960s era BL, and the attention to detail in every scene is incredible. From the heritage houses and vintage cars/trains to the clothing, dark tone, intense music, and beautiful cinematography, everything feels authentic. I was hooked from start to finish and immediately wanted more.
Peak as Prince Saenkaew’s performance is breathtaking. When he cried after being forced by his father to marry in order to protect the family wealth, it truly moved me to tears. His acting is so powerful and layered.
Pear as Sasin is gorgeous and charismatic, and I cannot wait to see his chemistry unfold with the Prince. Perth, who plays Pin, is also stunning with her innocent and sweet presence. Her costumes are elegant and beautifully designed, adding to the richness of the series.
Based on the trailer, once Pin discovers the truth about her cousin and her fiancé’s love, the heartbreak and devastation will be intense, and I am so curious to see how it plays out.
This might be one of my favorite Thai BLs of the year. It is so underrated, and more people need to watch it. I am thrilled we are getting two episodes per week, and I cannot wait for the next one.
I’m a bit lost. In episode 2, Dong Min went to bed and suddenly the ghost started kissing him and rubbing against his body. I thought the ghost was supposed to be waiting for his lover to return, so why is he making out with Dong Min? It honestly looked more like the ghost was SA-ing Dong Min rather than showing any real affection. Did Dong Min even feel that? I just don’t see the point of that NC scene because there was no chemistry behind it.
Hi,could you tell me if the current peem and mbem are related to their past lives ?Were they a couple or lover…
Thank you for your kind words, you really made my day. I love watching BL and then writing my thoughts into poetry, that’s my weekly hobby.
I think karmic energy means a connection across lifetimes. In this series, the characters are bound by karmic energy, meaning they are destined to meet or be together because of past-life bonds or unfinished business.
I can’t wait for you to watch episode 3, it might be my favorite one yet. I’m looking forward to seeing your comments on other BL series too.
2, if u go to episode guide u can see when every episode comes out!
Thanks for the tip, literally just one click away, and yet the number of people asking is insane. And I’m not just talking about this series, it’s literally every single current series right now. Honestly, if we got a dollar every time someone asked how many episodes per week or what date it airs, we’d be millionaires by now
Woah! I really love your review. Your review really captured everything I couldn’t put into words. I cannot…
Thank you for your kind words, you truly made my day. I write almost every week about the current airing BL series, pouring my thoughts into each one. Tell me, which ones are you watching at the moment? I’d love to share a link to what I’ve written on them.
Same, I was expecting 12 episodes. I hate when MDL gets the episode count wrong. Hopefully, we’ll either get a season 2 or another series with them together again.
When JunXi cried, the tears that fell down his cheeks were not born of sadness but of joy. They carried the weight of years spent in silence, lifting at last the heavy stone that had pressed against his shoulders and heart. For so long he had hidden his love, afraid of disappointing his parents in a culture where tradition, family reputation, and generational values hold such unshakable power. The title Secret Lover carries this truth. Yet in that moment, with his hand bound tightly to Tuo’s, he was no longer alone. Their love was no longer a secret they carried in shadows. It was a truth they held together in the light.
The most tender part of all was the parents’ response. They had always known, and when the truth was finally spoken aloud, they embraced it with warmth, kindness, and joy. Their smiles shone brighter than words, their love wrapped around the boys like a blessing. This is what every parent should give: the promise that love is love, no matter gender, no matter expectation. Happiness is the only answer.
Now that the story has ended, it stands as my favourite Taiwanese BL of the year. It moved swiftly without lingering unnecessarily, each scene alive with meaning and emotion. There was no tiresome jealousy, no third wheel to dim their bond. Every moment of intimacy felt real, every kiss deep and unrestrained, carrying both passion and tenderness. The NC scenes shimmered with heat and vulnerability, revealing a love that was physical, emotional, and soul-binding all at once.
Their chemistry transcends the screen. It does not feel like acting, but like the unfolding of something genuine. They are at ease with one another, every glance charged, every touch unguarded. Even behind the scenes, in playful moments and quiet gestures, they radiate a closeness that feels impossible to fake. Watching them, one cannot help but wonder if what began as a story has already transformed into something more, something lasting beyond the cameras. Now it is over, and their absence lingers like a quiet ache. This series was not just entertainment but a memory carved deep into the heart, a love story that breathed, that lived, and that will be missed long after the final credits fade.
Omg, my dream came true! Months ago, when they were releasing NCs every week, I commented that I wanted one on a boat, and now it’s happening according to the Special Episode trailer.
Only 5 more days to go, I can’t wait for this special episode!
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That scene was only a couple of minutes, but it was so powerful that I wrote a poem to describe it.
“Even if I was gay
it would not be with Tojo-san.”
Cruel on the surface
yet my heart aches for him.
In that fleeting moment
he was cornered
his voice trembling
choosing fear as a shield
choosing survival instead of truth.
Not right
but so very human.
Perhaps it was not only himself he guarded.
Perhaps he was protecting Tojo-san too.
What if Tojo-san was not ready
what if silence was safer
when they had never even spoken of love
never yet named themselves as a couple.
In a culture heavy with tradition
with parents and generations pressing close
love between men is no easy path.
Not as open as in the West
but bound by duty and silence.
Keishi is still so young
ten years Tojo-san’s junior
carrying shame, fear, and longing
all at once.
And still he came back.
He called to say he was sorry.
He stood by Tojo-san’s side when sickness came
tending to him with gentle hands.
If this is not love
tell me, what is.
I ache for them both.
Their story is tender and cruel
a mirror of real lives
where love and fear wrestle
truth and survival collide.
May they find the strength to face it together
because their love
fragile yet burning
deserves its chance to shine.
Maybe he was also trying to protect Tojo-san in that moment. What if Tojo-san himself was not ready to come out? They never even discussed it, and they are not officially a couple yet. Saying something quickly, even if harsh, might have felt like the safest choice in that situation for both of them.
In Asian culture, especially with strong family values and generational expectations, being in a same sex relationship comes with enormous pressure. It is not as simple as just being honest, like it might be in some Western cultures. Keishi is so young, ten years younger than Tojo-san, still trying to find his place in the world. His fear of rejection and shame is understandable, even if the way he handled it caused pain.
The fact that he later called to apologize, and the way he visited Tojo-san when he was sick and cared for him, shows that his feelings are real. If this is not love, then what is.
I feel deeply sorry for both Keishi and Tojo-san. What happened between them is heartbreaking, but it is also painfully real. Many people in real life go through the same struggle, torn between love and fear, truth and survival. All we can do is hope that together they find the strength to face it, because their love deserves that chance.
The cast is stunning, the plot captivating, the music enchanting, every detail falls perfectly into place. I’m already counting the days until next week’s episode.
Sasin’s eyes never leave his prince, his heart pounding with every stolen glance. It must be pure torment to watch the one you love walk toward another in marriage. The ache of silent longing lingers in every scene, and I cannot wait to see how the next 10 episodes unfold.
Historical BLs truly carry a beauty of their own. Century of Love, To Sir With Love, I Feel You Linger in the Air, Khemjira’s works, and now this series each remind us how spoiled we are this year with Thai BLs of such depth and artistry.
Episode 10 - https://mydramalist.com/749797-desire#comment-23279818
Episode 11 - https://mydramalist.com/749797-desire#comment-23363964
Episode 12 - https://mydramalist.com/749797-desire#comment-23439190
Peak as Prince Saenkaew’s performance is breathtaking. When he cried after being forced by his father to marry in order to protect the family wealth, it truly moved me to tears. His acting is so powerful and layered.
Pear as Sasin is gorgeous and charismatic, and I cannot wait to see his chemistry unfold with the Prince. Perth, who plays Pin, is also stunning with her innocent and sweet presence. Her costumes are elegant and beautifully designed, adding to the richness of the series.
Based on the trailer, once Pin discovers the truth about her cousin and her fiancé’s love, the heartbreak and devastation will be intense, and I am so curious to see how it plays out.
This might be one of my favorite Thai BLs of the year. It is so underrated, and more people need to watch it. I am thrilled we are getting two episodes per week, and I cannot wait for the next one.
I think karmic energy means a connection across lifetimes. In this series, the characters are bound by karmic energy, meaning they are destined to meet or be together because of past-life bonds or unfinished business.
I can’t wait for you to watch episode 3, it might be my favorite one yet. I’m looking forward to seeing your comments on other BL series too.
The most tender part of all was the parents’ response. They had always known, and when the truth was finally spoken aloud, they embraced it with warmth, kindness, and joy. Their smiles shone brighter than words, their love wrapped around the boys like a blessing. This is what every parent should give: the promise that love is love, no matter gender, no matter expectation. Happiness is the only answer.
Now that the story has ended, it stands as my favourite Taiwanese BL of the year. It moved swiftly without lingering unnecessarily, each scene alive with meaning and emotion. There was no tiresome jealousy, no third wheel to dim their bond. Every moment of intimacy felt real, every kiss deep and unrestrained, carrying both passion and tenderness. The NC scenes shimmered with heat and vulnerability, revealing a love that was physical, emotional, and soul-binding all at once.
Their chemistry transcends the screen. It does not feel like acting, but like the unfolding of something genuine. They are at ease with one another, every glance charged, every touch unguarded. Even behind the scenes, in playful moments and quiet gestures, they radiate a closeness that feels impossible to fake. Watching them, one cannot help but wonder if what began as a story has already transformed into something more, something lasting beyond the cameras.
Now it is over, and their absence lingers like a quiet ache. This series was not just entertainment but a memory carved deep into the heart, a love story that breathed, that lived, and that will be missed long after the final credits fade.
https://mydramalist.com/751339-kemjira-will-survive#comment-23373628
Months ago, when they were releasing NCs every week, I commented that I wanted one on a boat, and now it’s happening according to the Special Episode trailer.
Only 5 more days to go, I can’t wait for this special episode!
Trailer
https://youtu.be/7UYpUT9DLgA?si=6ONP4FDH2WiFwsdF