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Replying to Nan 9 days ago
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It's his choice, forced by the situation, but it shows his determination to get what he wants. From the beginning…
some people just love getting offended - and despite their disgust they still keep on watching and moralising.
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Replying to hansel714 9 days ago
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i like it but it's damn disgusting to offer your body in exchange, and it's disgusting to accept it.
stop being a judgmental bitch. Its only fiction. And if you are so disgusted why are you watching this show? So you can be disgusted? Do you enjoy that? Is that why you are watching? You are welcome to take your morals elsewhere and go watch something from the gmmtv bl catalogue.

Or will you continue to watch this bl so that you can continue to be offended?

And its just a transaction - why is it better to offer your body for one night of lust and to get nothing in return? Again this is just fiction. The character has an agenda.
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Replying to notyourmalyshka 18 days ago
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any good thai bl recs? i've seen the popular ones
Lost to You

its beautifully acted, scripted, and cinematography is excellent. The actors are also gorgeous. Im going around singing its praises because its a shame its not getting the attention it deserves.
Its currently 8.2 which is a good rating for a drama that does not have couple fandom
I have watched 2 episodes and although the topic seems heavy it wasnt focused on the illness at all.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QHTqdtxbdxQ&t=954s
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On Payback 18 days ago
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This episode (2) is even better than episode 1. Hate waiting a week for the next one.

I really do like the actors who play the mc and ml (who is very hot) but i also think I could also see Up Poompat and Poom Phuripan (from My stand In) playing these roles.
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Replying to lily 18 days ago
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also he is way stronger in the manhwa why did they twink him here
why? Cause you are a bigot who has something against twink?
Or because you want to be offended by a word?

Or just because you cant.

Take your outrage for the use of the word and for the hate you have against twinks elsewhere.
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Replying to Bell-ThaiBL 22 days ago
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I mean, if we're talking accountability, shouldn't it start with the person who took out a mafia loan they couldn't…
Threatening a child to get money is not excusable. Even if the father took out the loan, dont threaten others who had nothing to do with that arrangement.
That is all on Sun.
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Replying to BhumanaSwethareddy 22 days ago
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Umm in the manhwa they showed a child with short hair so i thought its a boy , but in this they used girl.. and…
Controversial, and I know fans will throw a temper tantrums but sometimes i think they shouldnt stick so close to the original book/manwha because it only leads to unfavourable comparisons. Its difficult for a drama to portray the story as well as it has been written and imagined.

Maybe improvise or change things up a bit so that people who have read the original book wont be bored.
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Replying to inquisitive 22 days ago
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I loved that segment - he actually took the cigarette from the floor and paid him . Niiiice... You can't break…
lol and when he throw some coins and told him to keep the change.
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Replying to lily 22 days ago
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also he is way stronger in the manhwa why did they twink him here
I just finished the manhwa and i agree with both your observations.
I think its difficult for the drama to improve on the manwha which was so good - but compared to many other thai bls i think its doing okay - or pretty good so far.
I always feel that the acting and production in thai bls is subpar most of the time and the dramas come across as amateurish.

And yes, mc comes across more feminine here than in the manwha.
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Replying to lily 22 days ago
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also he is way stronger in the manhwa why did they twink him here
What are you on about - and how is the use of the word "twink" used an insult here?
It seems people love to GET OFFENDED by everything.

In the manhwa he was portrayed more masculine and tougher. I think they made him more feminine looking here. The use of twink was factual here. But maybe you are projecting? Maybe you have a problem with "twinks" and think that being called one is an insult? Or dont you understand the meaning of the word "twink"
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Replying to prarthana6710 24 days ago
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Can anyone compare this drama to any other so l could decide whether it's my type or not, and start watching.
Here is a link
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QHTqdtxbdxQ

If you like Taiwan/ Chinese dramas you will probably like this.
its worth watching an episode to figure out if you want to continue. I didnt think i would like it because of subject matter but it drew me in and its my current favourite. Also illness up to ep3 (watched up to there) is not the focus.
Script is good, its well produced, acted and the actors are hot.
But tastes vary.
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Replying to Jkat778 25 days ago
First time in a long time that I'm actually paying attention to the MDL time clock almost to the minute because…
I watch a lot of Thai dramas but they have become predictable and focused on cp actors rather than the story.

So its really refreshing to have a few Japanese bl dramas that are currently airing.
This one is particularly good. Sometimes Japanese bls can be slow as they focus on the emotions its not an issue if the script and dialogue is good. I like that these dramas are more mature.

Another one that has impressed me is "Lost to You" which is a Singapore drama. Its so well produced and acted and the story is making me "involved". I didnt think i would like it because of the subject matter but up to ep3 its not central to the plot.
There is something about Chinese/Taiwan dramas and when they get it right - they are top tier
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Replying to claudiaclic 26 days ago
That bowl cut is criminal.
Its common in asian dramas - and looks cute on some faces
BUT its not as criminal as the broccoli haircut we have in the west
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Replying to ella May 24, 2026
I just came across this discussion and i felt that some of the responses were almost attacking you for asking…
No problem
These people who get offended with wanting to know "FACTS" also annoy me.

There are lots of interesting articles and also if you ask AI/chatgpt etc they can give a good analysis. I also did that to try and understand and make sense of why i liked it because i know its a bit weird.

its like when straight men watch lipstick lesbians ( the glamourous hot types that dress up for men). Woman are no different if the men have the right looks. In bl its two good looking men - with the type of looks that woman find attractive. One man is more masculine looking and the other is more feminine looking representing the woman (the bottom).

Take care.
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Replying to Panda May 24, 2026
Title Lost to You
most people find the series through mdl cant find this one in recently airing bls I think. coz the poster looks…
i was also reluctant when i saw terminal brain cancer as well. So far it has had much of hospitals and the focus has no been about his illness - ie not a medical drama about a sick patient.
The story just drew me in
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Replying to HYUNAISCUTEE May 23, 2026
well, not everyone on earth but a lot of ppl who loves this genre? I mean the way u asked the question , like…
Im not afraid to look at the numbers, to analyse, and to inquire. Its not strange at all to wonder. Dont shame others for wanting facts.

Look up "yaio" on wikipedia. The history is interesting.
The target audience is still woman. Its written for women by women. Im generalising. A lot of people now watch it (write and produce - there is money to be made now) but its main target market is woman. The stories and characters are developed to please the female fantasy. Others (gay, lesbian, etc) do watch and enjoy but about 80% of the market is straight women.
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Replying to The Ever-Eye May 23, 2026
just a curious question. who watches bl dramas? gays? or everyone like men and women and gays.
I just came across this discussion and i felt that some of the responses were almost attacking you for asking the question.
I think its a valid question and its an interesting discussion

Look up "yaio" on wikipedia. The history is interesting.

The target audience is still woman. Its written for women by women. Im generalising. A lot of people now watch it (write and produce - there is money to be made now) but its main target market is woman. The stories and characters are developed to please the female fantasy. Others (gay, lesbian, etc) do watch and enjoy but about 80% of the market is straight women.

As a straight woman, I like men, and bls is about 2 good looking men so its even better. I can do maths. (The one complaint i have is that I would like the characters to behave like men do, rather than a teenagers version of how men behave in bl dramas).

The stories and characters would be written so differently if the target market was not women. Some of the gay men who read bls complain about the lack of realism - in that the characters in bls dont behave like males do. I think a lot of the gay audience like that they are not "tragic" stories as a lot of lgbt dramas tend to be. I dont understand why a straight man would watch bls but some may. I mean most straight men that i know dont really like romance as a genre, and then would prefer to watch porn. As a straight woman i dont watch gls (lesbian stories) as I dont see the appeal. Other straight woman or bisexual woman may enjoy them - its taste.



I like analysing and understanding and looking at the numbers. Dont be afraid to enquire and find out more. Fuck others for trying to shame you for wanting some facts.
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Replying to ElementalStar May 23, 2026
Let me ask you a question and this is not a defensive question are anything, but have you ever 'seen' a genre…
We are generalising. And there is nothing wrong with saying yaio is written for women, by women. Its enjoyed by many others but the target of bl is female.
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Replying to ella May 23, 2026
Title Lost to You
It deserves a higher rating, the acting, the story, the production are so much better than most bl.What i like…
100% agree with you. That is why we have a decline in the quality/substance of thai bls .

People rate for the cp /actors now so that is the focus - not the plot, not the script, not the acting, not the production. It sucks for all of us.

Im getting bored of most thai dramas produced by GMMtv - i find the obscure thai productions more interesting. I used to like thai dramas but the new and popular ones stick to a repeated formula nowdays - or just maybe the audience is younger, less sophisticated and it takes less to please them.
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Replying to Iam_kemmy_ May 23, 2026
Title Lost to You
This bl is soo good. I don’t know whether to get myself ready for what would eventually be a very emotional…
It deserves a higher rating, the acting, the story, the production are so much better than most bl.
What i like about it is that if feels like it has substance - unlike so many formulaic bls (pointing at gmmtv) .
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