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The crystal ball was her last attempt. If you believe the mercouple's matting, her one hand on the heart and the other trying to grab the merman, her waiting in the red gown for him, ahnian's comment about how she looks like a woman waiting for her lover to come are an sos message, than I don't know what else to say.

What makes you think that the crystal ball was a farewell?

I have to disagree again. The way I see it, XY did take the first step with XL and the crystal ball stands as a testimony. In her relationschip with jing/shiqi she was always waiting for him to do all the work.

Honestly, no matter how much I try, your interpretation holds no water and it seems to me that you're overanalyzing things just to fit your chosen scenario. There are so many assumptions in your post, but none you can know for sure. You are just overcomplicating things, IMO.

She was struggling because she wasn't too willing to marry jing either, and that's pretty obvious from her delay of setting a wedding date to him for 43 years. Marrying shiqi was as impossible, yet she had no struggle with that question.

He didn't add another merman, but a man to hold the mermaid's hand.

Lol, she was obviously waiting outside dragon bone prison for XL, because she regretted the decision she took a while back , when XL came to save her on that same location, but WXL decided to go with Jing and CX instead. As Jing said it, back then he took advantage of her kindness and trapped her with his 15 years promise inside the dragon bone prison, and even though now he wanted to give XY back the right to chose, there is obviously no turning back for XL, regardless of her waiting outside the prison for him in that red gown.

How could she have said the vows to a man who didn't accept her and purposely burned all the bridges between them? I don't understand this logic.

She couldn't even control herself in front of Jing. IIRC, even Miao Pu got frightened by her wild screams.

Why was she angry at him? I haven't watched today's episodes and I don't remember XY being harsh towards XL out of nowhere in the novel.

Never thought about that, but now that you mention it, you're definetely right.

The drama made it clear that the only one who matters to Jing is XY. The kid still being able to reach Jing if he needs advice on Tushan's affairs goes agains XY, who wants someone fully commited to herself, so not going to happen. These are just suppositions to make jing look less selfish.

Yes.

When was Jing a great dad to his nephew? He ended up abandoning him forever. That kid was left with no one by his side.

Yes, exactly. He was also the one who was willing to die when XY died, same as CX's mom did when his dad died, thus causing his trauma.

Yes, I always thought the grandfather was the only one who knew everything that went behind close doors. He knew about both CX's love for XY, but also about XY's love for XL.

The scene with Jing's kid really bothered me. Maybe he went looking for him with good intentions, but in the end it felt as if he only cared about taking his blood in order to prove that he's not his. Poor kid, he was so happy when he saw him and called him dad, to think jing is going to abandon him for a woman really makes me angry. I know, he said so himself, he is very selfish and to him only XY matters, but still it doesn't make it alright. He might not be his real dad, but he's the only father that that kid knows of. I still don't understand the message Tong Hua tried to send with this outcome, especially since XY's trauma came from being an abandoned child herself.

Because he doesn't want her to remember him after he dies, I believe.

IMO the drama made it look as if the main cause for her depression is Jing, which I agree that it's not faithful to the novel. To be fair though, XY's grandfather did note that the reason why XY is depressed is because she lost her purpose, now that CX got the throne and Jing gotten married.

"My brothers, when I die, please bury me by her roadside, so that no matter where she goes, she will pass by my grave. "