Not Me

First of all, I am not fans of OffGun so watching this series is kinda breakthrough for me. lol

This series got my attention since the pilot episode, I feel like it spoke to me how the show would gonna be. They seem promised me something great with all of those actors and story behind them, then one by one the feeling just faded. I don't know about you guys, but the ending was pretty messed up. For this kind of show, they should ended this series with an alternative version (of the final episode). It juts felt empty, boring and I don't even know how to describe it.

The good news is, this is the best series of OffGun that I've ever seen. :")

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It's not over yet but I can say confidentially that it's something I was waiting for in Bl series, so different so much of chemistry between main leads and side couples, talk about real life problems.
It's just a mix of all interesting things .
Most important, you won't get bored .
There are so many interesting fact in each episode that you'll get to know more of Thai government problems and real life problems of the people living there, fighting for human right and LGBTQ rights too. As of someone who know their government last to last month (around that only) discarded that bill of LGBTQ and same sex marriage. In the series too you'll get to see how people Sathe against such government. They're in a way indirectly picking at their government.

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This is a series that everyone should watch.

I feel like this series deserves to have my first review for so many reasons.
As many others, I came across this series for OffGun but stayed for the series. I believe "Not me" shouldn't be cataloged as a Bl series because it just happens to have gay couples. The purpose of this series is to open people's eyes to what's happening in the world, the political issues Thailand is facing and I love how many issues such as black lives matter, corrupted cops, seme-sex marriage were adressed. I personally think this would open people's eyes if they could just watch it for what it is, not judging it for having LGBT in it.
For me, thriller/mystery/psychological series are the best, especially when they're well-made and after "Manner of Death", which was such a refreshing breath to the BL industry, "Not me" came even stronger, setting such high standards for everyone. This series is far away from all the cliches we see everywhere in Bls and don't get me wrong, I've watched almost every korean/thai Bl and I sometimes love cliches as well, but I'm tired of all the rape scenes, all the toxic couples that remain together in the end and can make viewers think that it's love when it's not and many straight dramas promote that as well. For me, White and Sean were such a healthy couple, I loved all the details that showed what consent means and other couples as well. I also loved how the girls weren't portrayed as some obsessive and crazy exes who would do anything to get the guy back. Both Eugene and Namo had their own personalities and were so supportive even when they were hurting. They also fought with others for human's rights and tried their best. I loved the friendship between Gumpa, White, Gram, Yok, Sean as they grew closer after White came and even tho they fought and sometimes had different opinions, they stood together, never abandoned each other and were together at best and worst. Every single character had flaws and qualities and the fact that they chose to not put any makeup on the actors and let their imperfections to be showed was such a nice touch for me.

The story follows White as he finds out about what happened to his twin brother, Black from a friend of his, Tod. Loving his brother and wanting to find out who did that to him, he disguises himself as Black and meets his friends Gram, Gumpa, Yok and Sean. In the process, he finds out that he didn't know his brother at all and finds himself being a part of their group, fighting along with them, even growing romantic feelings for Sean. I loved how dark the story started but also how it had funny elements and moments where we could laugh and smile. As a watcher who waited for episodea every week, I can say that having to wait was such a torture but excitment at the same time because I found myself creating theories based on how the last episode ended. The trailer also made me interested in the story because the scenes were edited so flawlessly, without giving away any spoilers.

The acting was flawless. I believe that the story wouldn't have been so great if it hadn't been for these magnificent actors. All of them did their part perfectly but let's start with Gun who, damn, outdoned himself. He was always amazing but until Not me, I didn't know how much he can do. Everything from his voice to his eyes was perfect. He put all his emotions into the character, I could see so clearly through his eyes when he was hurt, happy, in love and everything he felt.
Off was amazing as well, seeing him in "Theory of love didn't amaze me but, damn boi, he grew so much as an actor from then, he learnt so many things in acting and this time I think he delivered the feelings perfectly. Fluke and First were amazing as well, as the rest of the cast. They all delivered the perfect feelings and didn't miss a thing. Even when they weren't talking, I could feel what they were feeling.

As for soundtracks... I got goosebumps. You know how in most of the dramas and series in general there are like 2-3 songs that are replayed and replayed everytime? Well, that's not the case in Not me. Each scene had their own soundtrack to convey the feelings. I loved the fact that there were mostly english songs, songs that I'd never heard about before and got to know them through Not me.

Overall, Not me is an outstanding series that deserves much more recognition than what it gets already.
The lighting and cinematography were amazing as well. Every scene was filmed in such a beautiful way, delivering the feelings with the song's help. If this series was one's first Bl, they would have such high standards.

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I am speechless

I've been following this series for quite a while now, actually ever since it was announced. I've waited patiently for its release and now that it's finally out, I can say with confidence that this series tops my all time favorites.

It is so refreshing to see Off and Gun acting together again as the main leads. The way both of them portrayed their roles is just unbelievable. Gun plays as White and Black, and it's amazing to see how he plays both of them. From changing his voice, to differing body-language, this guy does it all! The way that Off plays Sean feels so raw. He embodied his character and played him to perfection in my honest opinion.

As far as the story goes, it's simply awesome! I haven't seen a BL who manages to it as well as this series does it, and I honestly believe that this series will contribute to a whole new era of BL. Of course, we all know that GMMTV produce a lot of high quality series, but this one felt really different from the rest. The way it's shot is beautiful, they soundtrack fits into everything, the locations are gold!

In this series, all characters are portrayed well and I think they all do a good job! Their interactions with each other feel natural, and it doesn't feel like we're watching a series, instead just watching a group of friends do a lot of crimes and grow together. I can confidently say that this is a series I will be watching over and over again!

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A masterpiece

I’m loving it! Probably one of the best Thai BL (or I should say Thai drama, because this is not an usual BL this is something different) I’ve watched so far, like really addicting.
The story is engaging, the acting is chef's kiss, the chemistry between White&Sean (Gun and Off) is almost tangible.
I’ve already seen the couple Gun and Off in “Theory of love” (2019) but in this drama this couple is far better (I did not like their characters so much in that drama, the story was not really to my taste), this duo is gold and with “Not Me” we can finally see all their potential on screen.
OST on point and very good production.
Up to now, no complains at all.
Go watch it if you haven’t done it yet!

Can’t wait for the next episodes, it’s gonna be better and better I can feel it!

*EDIT*
I just finished it, and now I can say: this drama is a masterpiece.
I loved everything. Every minuscole part and scene was flawless.
The cast was superb. The chemistry was tangible.
Beautiful OST (just go find the playlist on Spotify and press play, they are all great songs).
Beautiful script. Beautiful cinematography.

All the kisses scenes were breathtaking. I swear I loved THAT song in a way that even I myself can’t describe.

But this is not just a romance or action drama. This is a social protest. This is a beacon of hope, and I think everyone should give it a chance.

Thank you P’Nuchy and all the cast for this beautiful work of art. It was an unforgettable experience.

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Not me, not you but everyone!

This is a series that will never age! It will teaches us lots of lessons on real life issues. From the LGBTQ movement to those who are ready to defend their freedom and democracy. Maybe it's because of its unusual style in the world of Bl series that it attracts me. The music " Everlast" by Will played in the series is touching and heart warming. Never has a Bl series treated genuine love as between Sean and White. I wish to congratulate off and gun for pulling this series through. It settings also avoids the usual university, college grounds and moves into the real, wild world. Not me will always have a special place in my heart. It's in a class of it's own. Remember it's not me, not you but everyone!

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