thatonewhothrives:
i don't even know why i said (typed) this down

Lol mind vomit.

China definitely takes red flags to a whole new level. I think the persons complaining about the SA are not avid  readers of Chinese BL because even the book is not as dark as other Chinese BLs matter of fact it is very very calm so far compared to others let alone the series which is very much censored to make it digestible for audiences. However I can understand their reaction to the implied SA because I honestly would have reacted the same if I was not familiar with Chinese BL novels matter of fact if I watched a Thai series with these elements synonymous with Chinese BLs I would feel a way about it and that is so hypocritical of me lol. I guess the series would have to have been clear that it is dark romance like Love Syndrome so that I am prepared.

 RXinw:
I forget that this deep love exists in real life and not just in fiction.

Isn't that the truth? Sometimes, I can get stuck in my head and forget the little things that could bring joy into my life. If the cat is following you around, that itself is a miracle. Maybe it knows you need love, too. Then again, there's no harm in finding pets in the men we see on TV. Haha

 thatonewhothrives:
now i'm more open to indian food

I really like Indian food, but sadly my husband doesn't. However, we both love Thai food, which is usually a safe bet here in Germany (and if the waiter is cute, that's an added bonus).

 RXinw:

Lol mind vomit.

China definitely takes red flags to a whole new level. I think the persons complaining about the SA are not avid  readers of Chinese BL because even the book is not as dark as other Chinese BLs matter of fact it is very very calm so far compared to others let alone the series which is very much censored to make it digestible for audiences. However I can understand their reaction to the implied SA because I honestly would have reacted the same if I was not familiar with Chinese BL novels matter of fact if I watched a Thai series with these elements synonymous with Chinese BLs I would feel a way about it and that is so hypocritical of me lol. I guess the series would have to have been clear that it is dark romance like Love Syndrome so that I am prepared.

well said *clap emoji x3*

 Simi_Tutu:
Maybe it knows you need love, too. Then again, there's no harm in finding pets in the men we see on TV. Haha

I avoid such emotions like the plague lol. I will never tell you I love you but my actions will say it. I prefer to be a Chinese wall. Which is strange because I am the friend in my friend group who listens and gives emotional advice lol. No problem discussing others emotions but mine hell no.

LOLLL not the men on TV LMAO. Well I mean..nope not going there it is too late in the night and thunder is rumbling outside right now. God is reading my thoughts; very sure it is a warning lol. 

My first experience with Indian cuisine was an eye-opening and delightful culinary adventure. I was pleasantly surprised to find a wide array of vegetarian and vegan options. Each dish was impeccably seasoned, boasting perfectly balanced flavors. The desserts, in particular, struck the ideal balance of sweetness, which was ideal for someone like me who prefers less sugary treats. What truly astounded me was that despite indulging in a hearty meal, I didn't experience any post-meal fatigue; the food left me feeling satiated without any sluggishness. I wholeheartedly recommend anyone who hasn't yet savored Indian cuisine to explore its diverse flavors. Even for those who may not enjoy spicy food, there are countless other delightful flavors waiting to be enjoyed.

 RXinw:
it is too late in the night and thunder is rumbling outside right now. God is reading my thoughts

Oh no, I sent you my bad juju! LMAO

 RXinw:
I will never tell you I love you but my actions

I am often told that I have a motherly attitude and am referred to as the "mother friend." This may stem from my experiences as a younger sibling who was often forced to take on the role of an older sibling. As a result, I tend to be very factual and am the type of person who gets things done. For example, I enjoy helping others by making them coffee, reminding them of tasks, accompanying them to appointments, and offering a place to stay when needed. 

However, I have noticed that I sometimes get annoyed by the smallest things, especially when I feel that people don't understand or do things differently from how I would. I understand that everyone has their own way of doing things, and I am working on being more open-minded about it. While I may cringe when people say "I love you," I do my best to express care and support in the ways that feel most natural to me.

 Simi_Tutu:
However, I have noticed that I sometimes get annoyed by the smallest things, especially when I feel that people don't understand or do things differently from how I would.

As a perfectionist I can understand this. There was once a time where I would avoid social media comments because bad grammar just grated my nerves. I would not judge but just being aware of the mistakes irritated me so it was more the mistake than the person typing the comment. Let me be clear I do not judge anyone for how they form their sentences when posting here lol. I am not that horrible...to friends and strangers, opponents well not so much. Now it does not bother me so much especially after reading so much Wattpad stories matter of fact if the author starts the story by saying English is not their first language that is how you know it is most likely going to be good LMAO. 

 Simi_Tutu:
While I may cringe when people say "I love you,"

I wish all I did was cringe lol. I have been told my face has subtitles lol. 

 Simi_Tutu:
While I may cringe when people say "I love you,"

i get a whole reaction , i get goosebumps in a tickly way , my friends like to tease my by saying cringy stuff simply to get a reaction out of me 

 RXinw:
I have been told my face has subtitles lol.

relatable 


 RXinw:
I prefer to be a Chinese wall.

In my culture , "I Love you" in itself is very rarely said , i've never said it to my family and they've never told me too , but yes their actions (mine too) says it all . It's weird with my friends because thats how they end conversations *sob emoji* and i usually don't say it back and they bomb me with texts so i type a meek "ily" it's even weird after covid because they actually say it *sobs more* and i just smile.


UGH another word vomit , usually im too lazy to type (hence why i don't type huge paras and even my reviews are a couple words) , but today is different ig , i think i'll just keep my words to a minimum so i dont tire people out with unnecessary stuff that happens irl 

To my fellow smutty, nasty, lewd, freaky, salacious and dirty minded people have you ever heard of the South Korean anime called Shutline. Only season 1 has been released and it has five episodes. If you want pornographic, Mafia don x mechanic-street gang men falling in love and going at it, in the parking lot, behind the club, oh baby, I am just naming a few locations, this anime is just for you. It is more graphic than the finale of Mignon (if you know you know). It is simply delicious for your little dirty mind, so if you are tired of being a good boy/girl then get naughty watching this *wink emoji* 

Uhmmm guys lightning just flashed and my entire room lit up and the thunder that followed shook the walls. After typing my paragraph above do you think it is a sign!

 RXinw:
Shutline

i saw a few mins of the first ep, and its too much for me (life of an asexual pt1000) because there was a book yeah? (i didn't read that either) 


 RXinw:
Uhmmm guys lightning just flashed and my entire room lit up and the thunder that followed shook the walls. After typing my paragraph above do you think it is a sign!

um, i think you should go sleep , i'm actually worried , we will miss you if you don't show up tomorrow 

 thatonewhothrives:
UGH another word vomit , usually im too lazy to type (hence why i don't type huge paras and even my reviews are a couple words) , but today is different ig , i think i'll just keep my words to a minimum so i dont tire people out with unnecessary stuff that happens irl 

lol I love your word vomits.

 thatonewhothrives:
i saw a few mins of the first ep, and its too much for me (life of an asexual pt1000) because there was a book yeah? (i didn't read that either) 

Wait! There is a book?!?! *Note to self go research first thing in the morning!

 thatonewhothrives:
um, i think you should go sleep , i'm actually worried , we will miss you if you don't show up tomorrow 

Yeah, this is my last post. Hopefully I have a nice dream especially since I can control them (story for another time).

 RXinw:
starts the story by saying English is not their first language that is how you know it is most likely going to be good

THIS!

 RXinw:
avoid social media comments because bad grammar

I  struggle with poor grammar and punctuation; I can't tell if it is due to my dyslexia. There was a time when I'd send messages only to receive calls from confused recipients who couldn't comprehend my writing. Although my grammar and punctuation were understandable, I neglected to proofread out of sheer laziness. I rely heavily on Grammarly to rectify errors, as my writing is chaotic without it. LOL

In an amusing twist, the same friend from high school I mentioned in my earlier post happens to be a self-proclaimed grammar enthusiast. Throughout middle and high school, she took pride in pointing out my spelling and grammatical errors. Back then, it used to drive me up the wall, but in retrospect, I find it quite funny!

 RXinw:
my face has subtitles

Isn't that a given? tehe 

 thatonewhothrives:
i get a whole reaction , i get goosebumps in a tickly way , my friends like to tease my by saying cringy stuff simply to get a reaction out of me 

I'm laughing out loud just thinking about how our group would interact if we all met IRL. It's funny because it seems like none of us are into physical contact or mushy talk, so I imagine our conversations would be really interesting and unique.

 RXinw:
(story for another time).

looking forward to that 


 Simi_Tutu:
I neglected to proofread out of sheer laziness

this is me , i never proofread