peng-peng:

@Winny Aye  

Nice analysis of chapter 5.  WXY in that prison really was heaet breaking. I love Jung coming to get her out and that he went to ask XL for help.  We also see how smart and resourceful WXL is. I love how she planned with the voodoo bug. It was genius of  her. 

Thank u...♡ ..yep our WXL is sharp when a time call for her. And Jing is just around her to care for her as always. 

 Winny Aye:
Wrapped Up for Chapter 5 Review

In this chapter ,  we learned more about Shi Qi true identity Tushan Jing more; his family and background. How a great young lord he is, someone who managed his clan. More is even revealed further by Xiang Liu to Xiao Liu that Jing might have another side that Xiao Liu had underestimated. In here, we can see Jing aka Shi Qi had very personal relationship with Xiao Liu. And he might have business dealing with Xiang Liu. In some ways Xiang Liu had made it known to Xiao Liu that it was elder son of Tushan clan who made disappearance of Jing 9 years ago. The guy knows something indeed. And he bargained with Xiao Liu to not to kill Jing, his speech sounds like his own moral when said he would kill Hou for Jing but will not kill Jing for Hou. So the bargain was done. Xiao Liu had her protective nature over Jing, and Jing will do anything for her happiness. Alongside with the bargain, Xiao Liu was to stay at Sheng Nong army station until  Jing came with medicine. In which she learned about Sheng Nong soldiers struggle and their longing for their land. When medicine were blocked by Xuan , Xiao Liu tried best by kidnapping A Nian ..to get medicine back from Xuan. She was then tortured visciously by Xuan men. In here we can see her relationship with XL is growing although they were frenemyies. We further knew about XiangLiu and Jing knowing each other. They team up to help Xiao Liu. No matter how much Xiao Liu wanted to cut Shi Qi out from life, she just could not do. In this chapter we also learned about her voodoo bugs for protection which she plant in Xuan though intended for Xiang Liu. To those who hurt her must get hurt too. Overall, Xiao Liu is at all cost try best to avoid Jing  but destiny still brought them to see each other. She could not stop missing Shi Qi. No matter how great a lord jing is, he will still be Ye Shi Qi for Xiao Liu, always be caring for her. 

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Thanks to : @Peng, @ Winny Aye <3

Here is the complete analysis of our Chapter5 Novel and Drama Xiao-Jing Exploration:

"Entangled Hearts: The Dance of Love and Intrigue in Chapter 5 of 'Lost You Forever"

In the quaint setting of Qing Shui Town, where the delicate fragrance of ever blooming flowers mingles with the subtle undertones of political intrigue, Chapter 5 of "Lost You Forever by Tong Hua unveils a captivating dance of emotions between Wen Xiao Liu (WXL) and Tushan Jing (YSQ). As the narrative intricately weaves its threads, exploring the complexities of relationships, familial ties, and unspoken desires, the poignant story  continue to unfolds.

WXL's Initial Avoidance and Jing's Concern: 

The chapter commences with WXL's poignant attempt to avoid the brewing emotions and pressing matters that concern her. Engaging in mundane activities like peeling cashews, she seeks refuge from the emotional turbulence within. This pattern of avoidance, established since earlier chapters, reflects WXL's internal struggle with confronting her feelings. Jing, keenly observant, enters the scene as a figure of elegance and command, clad in richly decorated attire that immediately commands respect.

Despite WXL's efforts to distract herself, Jing sidesteps the need for explicit communication. His silent presence beside her, engaging in the seemingly trivial task of peeling cashews, speaks volumes. It underscores Jing's quiet understanding of WXL's emotional state and his willingness to share the unspoken burden.

Jing's First Move:

 Jing's decision to make the first move is a pivotal moment. By sitting next to WXL and presenting a plate of peeled cashews, Jing offers a symbolic peace offering. The act of peeling cashews becomes a shared endeavor, subtly conveying his desire for harmony and acknowledgment of the unspoken tension. This moment sets the stage for a shift in their dynamic.

Revelation of Tushan Jing's Background:

 The narrative takes an intriguing turn as it unveils the complexities within the Tu Shan family, exposing Jing's position as the second son with remarkable capabilities. The portrayal of his dominance over the elder brother sheds light on his leadership within the family, adding nuance to his character. This revelation deepens the understanding of Jing's multifaceted nature and the intricate family dynamics that shape him.

WXL's Reaction to Jing's Background

WXL's response to the revelations about Jing's family is  avoidiance/confronting what  matters to him. Instead of going to him and talk, he stays  where he is and distract himself without joy. Still, her suspicion and wariness likely align with the knowledge that Yeshiqi (YSQ) is not a mere lord with a simple background. The complex family situation introduces layers to Jing's character, challenge WXL's existing perceptions and paving the way for further exploration.

Xiao Liu's Teasing and Jing's Subdued Strength:

 As WXL continues to peel cashews, she engages in teasing banter, attempting to lighten the atmosphere. However, her playfulness takes a poignant turn when she inquires about Jing's new name, subtly implying the necessity of adapting to his changed status. Jing's reaction, tightening his grip on a cashew until it turns to powder, hints at the internal struggle and emotional pain he carries. 

This moment captures the undercurrents of tension and unspoken emotions that define their complex relationship. It's worth to be developped as follow:

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                                                            *** Cashew Nuts Peeling - A symbolic Moment***

(Ch.5/ep7) Xiao Liu was arranging the cashews on the plate, first into a flower, and then into a crescent moon. 

  1. Flower Formation:
  • The meticulous arrangement of cashews into a flower suggests an intentional and creative expression by WXL. Flowers often symbolize feminity, beauty, growth, and the unfolding of something new. In this context, WXL's creation of a cashew flower may signify her desire for love and harmony,  mirroring her aspirations to be able to let bloom a harmonious  and loving connection with TSJ.

(NB-In Ch1/ep2) eploration we saw how  both wanted to reach out for a red flower, expressing their desire for  Love  and Life. And how the red flower represented  Fate or Destiny  :

https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?p=2873689&page=322

                          2. Crescent Moon Formation:

  • The transformation of the cashews into a crescent moon introduces a celestial element. The crescent moon is often associated with change, transition, and the passage of time. WXL's decision to reshape the cashews into this celestial form may hint at a recognition of the changing dynamics between her and TSJ. It symbolize a n evolution in their relationship, and question the matter of Time. Like counting the stars in a rounded yard.

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  • Peeling of Cashew Nuts: 

The act of peeling cashew nuts serves as a metaphor for the gradual revelation and uncovering of hidden aspects of their life and identities-thrue social selve. The meticulous process of removing layers mirrors the unfolding of characters and the disclosure of concealed emotions and histories. It symbolizes the characters' willingness to expose vulnerabilities and connect on a deeper, more authentic level. 

  • Peeling language

The delicate act of peeling cashew nuts parallels the intricate process of revealing layers of one's identity.  Xiao Liu meticulously removing the outer layers of the cashew, it mirrors the gradual unfolding of characters in the story. Each peel represents a step towards disclosing concealed emotions and histories, symbolizing a journey of self-revelation, and question further the other chararacter (TSJ) deeper motives and feelings.  

We see that while they are peeling more and more off => she is eager to let out some bothering elements, as hidden jealousy that are itching her from inside to out.

 Xiao Liu even smash the cashew nuts in her fists.  The matter is clearly irritating her.

  • Shared Investment in Unveiling: The shared activity of peeling cashew nuts becomes a tangible representation of mutual effort in understanding one another. It's a collaborative act, signifying a joint commitment to exploring each other's complexities. The shared plate implies a common ground where both characters willingly engage in the process of revealing their true selves.

***As WXL and TSJ peel cashew nuts together, it transforms into a shared experience that goes beyond the literal act. Their collaboration in this task becomes a tangible representation of a mutual effort to understand one another. The shared plate of cashews becomes a metaphorical common ground, emphasizing their joint commitment to exploring the complexities within themselves and each other. ****

- Now, let's apply this symbolism to the specific scene where she asks TSJ about his to-be-wife while peeling:

While engaged in the act of peeling, Xiao Liu seizes the opportunity to explore a deeper layer of TSJ's life. By inquiring about TSJ's fiancée, she uses the metaphor of peeling as a conversational tool to delicately uncover hidden aspects of his personal life. This interaction signifies her curiosity and willingness to navigate the complexities of TSJ's emotions and relationships.

The shared activity of peeling, in this context, becomes a collaborative exploration of not only the cashew nuts but also the intricacies of TSJ's impending marriage. The act implies a shared investment in understanding the nuances of TSJ's personal life, with the common plate serving as a metaphorical space where they willingly engage in the process of revealing more about themselves.

In essence, the peeling of cashew nuts becomes a powerful symbolic backdrop for the characters to connect on a more profound level. It is not merely an act of preparing food but a shared journey into the layers of their lives, creating a space for vulnerability and authentic connection between them.

                                               ***Exploration of TSJ Name Writing with Wine*** When TSJ takes the initiative to write his name with wine, the symbolism takes on a poetic resonance. Wine, often associated with the essence of life and blood, becomes a medium for personal expression and identity. Choosing wine as the medium suggests a fluidity in identity, mirroring the nuanced and evolving nature of their relationship. The deliberate act of writing his name with wine signifies intentionality and leaves a lasting impression. It becomes a visual representation of the characters leaving an indelible mark on each other's lives, signifying a shared journey and the blending of individual identities. 

Fluidity in Identity:

 Choosing wine as the medium for writing introduces an element of fluidity in identity. Wine, known for its adaptable and transformative nature, becomes a fitting representation of the nuanced and evolving dynamics between TSJ and WXL. The act of writing with wine suggests a willingness to embrace change and a recognition that identity is not static but can flow and adapt, much like the fluid in the wineglass. 

Deliberate Act and Lasting Impression: 

The deliberate act of writing TSJ's name carries a sense of intentionality. It is not a casual or arbitrary gesture but a purposeful expression. By leaving his name imprinted in wine, TSJ signifies a commitment and a desire to make a lasting impression. The indelible mark left by the wine-writing becomes a visual representation of their shared journey and a testament to the significance of their connection. 

Interwoven Destinies:

 The symbolism of wine as the lifeblood further intertwines the destinies of Xiao Liu and Tu Shan Jing. As they embark on this symbolic journey, the mark left by the wine-writing runs deep, connecting them at a fundamental level. Their relationship is portrayed as not just a fleeting interaction but as a shared essence of life itself, with the potential for growth, transformation, and enduring significance. 

           In this scene, the choice of wine as a catalyst for connection and expression goes beyond a mere beverage. It becomes a ritualistic expression of life and vitality, mirroring the essence of their shared experiences. Wine, often considered the lifeblood in various cultural contexts, further intertwines their destinies. Xiao Liu and Tu Shan Jing, through their interactions, embark on a symbolic journey that transcends the ordinary, leaving an enduring mark on their evolving relationship—a mark that runs as deep as the shared essence of life itself.

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Jing's Physical Strength and Emotional Resilience: 

The concluding scene, where Jing firmly holds onto WXL's arm, transcends physical strength. It symbolizes his emotional resilience and determination to navigate the complexities of their shared history. The struggle in WXL's attempts to break free highlights the emotional impact of their intertwined past. Jing's unwavering grasp becomes a metaphor for his commitment to addressing the complexities that define their relationship.

The Protective Voodoo Bug:

*** A s a Testament to Xiao Liu's Intelligence- the chapter reveals Xiao Liu's cunning and resourcefulness in using a voodoo bug as a protective measure. This unique and powerful tool reflects Xiao Liu's intelligence and strategic thinking. Despite its intended use on Xiang Liu to primary kill/control him, the bug finds its way into Xuan's body, setting the stage for intricate developments in the story.

"In truth, I raised a voodoo bug inside of my body, and that bug is now in Xuan’s body. From now on, when my body hurts, his body will also experience the same pain."

Army Provisions and the Longing for the Land: 

The narrative brings attention to the struggles of the Sheng Nong army, highlighting their unwavering determination and love for their land. The soldiers' poignant singing reflects their deep connection to the cause, even as the wheels of history turn against them.

"Only by giving up, bowing low, could they get a sweet wife, a cute kid, perhaps even the wealth given by the Emperor. But they still persisted to cling on to their belief, to hold onto something most people no longer cared about, to risk their lives for it."

Xuan's Enigma and the Bargain with Xiao Liu:

Xuan's mysterious persona takes center stage as he engages in a ruthless interrogation, revealing a darker side beneath his charismatic exterior. The bargain struck with Xiao Liu adds complexity to the narrative, showcasing the intricate relationships at play.

"That man wore a complete and utter mask. People who wore masks, you can tell it’s a mask. But his mask appeared to be a part of him, completely natural and effortless."

-Amidst the unfolding events, Xiao Liu's mind is driften back to the cherished memories of her past, where the warmth of family, particularly her Gege, enveloped her world. She reminisces about playful days, sharing laughter and innocent moments. Gege, a pillar of strength, hid vulnerabilities that only Xiao Liu saw.The memories highlight their close relationship, revealing the protective and caring nature of Gege.... 

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***Xiang Liu's Enigma and the Bargain with Xiao Liu: 

In this chapter, Xiang Liu's enigmatic nature as he navigates a ruthless interrogation, unveiling a darker facet beneath his charismatic exterior. 

Potential Motivations: 

Xiang Liu's motives for revealing this information may include a desire to shape Xiao Liu's opinions or to prepare her for the complexities of dealing with Tu Shan Jing. It could also be a subtle way of trying to influence her decisions in the future. 

Revised Assessment: 

Xiang Liu's role in revealing Tu Shan Jing's background is more purposeful and calculated than initially described. The information shared is likely strategic, serving a specific purpose in the broader narrative. Xiang Liu's actions, as always, are layered, and his motivations extend beyond mere disclosure. He remind her he can also be an assassin for hire if needed.  He knew jing had the power to help him.  

**Overall Clarification: Xiang Liu's multifaceted nature makes it challenging to pinpoint a singular motive for his actions. His overall agenda remains enigmatic. The revelation about Tu Shan Jing is a part of his larger strategy, and its true implications may unfold as the story progresses. 

                     -"I would kill Hou for you, but I won’t kill Jing for Hou. Do we have a deal?"

The bargain struck with Xiao Liu further accentuates the complexities within the narrative, exposing the intricate relationships at play. The quote, "I would kill Hou for you, but I won’t kill Jing for Hou. Do we have a deal?" - encapsulates the intricacies of the characters' connections. Xiang Liu's willingness to make deals, coupled with the explicit mention of Jing's exclusion from harm, hints his trust on Jing.

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Jing's Protective Nature and Emotional Nuances: 

Amidst the political maneuvering, Jing's protectiveness towards Xiao Liu becomes palpable. His negotiation skills and unwavering commitment to Xiao Liu's safety highlight a character capable of navigating both societal expectations and personal relationships.

                                                                "You don’t have to be alone."


WXL and YHQ-Tu Shan Jing Journey to Forever Never Parting:

 The introduction of Tu Shan Jing adds layers to the narrative, revealing his elegance, wealth, and a hidden familial conflict. The dynamics between Xiao Liu and Jing become more apparent as they navigate their shared past and evolving relationship.

"Shi Qi said something in a low voice and Jing Ye bowed and retreated. He walked over and sat next to Xiao Liu and placed the plate of peeled cashews before him."

Xuan's Enigma in Jail: 

The enigma of Xuan deepens as the narrative shifts to his time in jail. The portrayal of Xuan wearing a complete and utter mask resonates with a promise of "Forever Never Parting." This repetition hints at a connection between the characters that transcends the confines of incarceration.

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Additional Symbols in Chapter 5:

  • Xuan's Interrogation and Jail:

    • Symbol of Power Dynamics: Xuan's ruthless interrogation and the mention of jail symbolize power dynamics and control. The jail becomes a metaphor for confinement, reflecting the characters' struggles against external forces.
  • The Voodoo Bug:

    • Symbol of Strategy: The voodoo bug introduced in Chapter 5 symbolizes Xiao Liu's strategic thinking. Its presence and use reflect her intelligence and resourcefulness in navigating complex situations.

  • Xiang Liu's Bargain:

    • Symbol of Alliances: Xiang Liu's bargain, especially the exclusion of harm to Jing, symbolizes alliances and intricate relationships. It hints at a web of connections between the characters, adding layers to the unfolding plot.


                                                                              Conclusion: 

As the delicate threads of love, sacrifice, and enduring strength intertwine, Chapter 5 unfolds as a captivating tapestry. The strategic use of the voodoo bug, the challenges faced by the Sheng Nong army, and the enigmatic connections between characters , the revelation of Yeshiqi's identity , promise a captivating continuation of the tale. 

Xiao Liu and Tu Shan Jing's - evolving relationship takes center stage, with Jing's protectiveness and Xiao Liu's resilience shaping a dynamic couple destined to navigate the intricate dance of love and intrigue. The motif of "Forever Never Parting" echoes the promise of a connection that transcends the challenges laid before them, hinting at a future where destinies are intricately woven and fates are bound  to be together.


The  drama covering added colors, lights , emotions, and subtle details intertwined to create a captivating tableau. The reader is left anticipating the next strokes, eager to witness how love, sacrifice, and enduring strength will continue to shape the destiny of these captivating duo that are Tushan Jing/Yeshiqi and Xiao Yao/Liu. 

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****Links to precedent covering/explorations:Links to all our explorations  through chapters and novel: 

(https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?page=333 -chapt3, Links to Prologue: : https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?p=2873689&page=319 ), Ch1 covering: https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?p=2876697&page=322 - Ch.2 exploration:https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?p=2876697&page=327)*  + CH.4:https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?page=last&p=2889195#p2889195

+(ch5): https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?page=last&p=2893243#p2893243



-> Draft-Winny, Peng - tell me, as it's late , if this suit your conclusion on ch5.,thx if not ok will change tomorrow-Have a good day...


 Winny Aye:
create another string

Two hearts as one, all strings converges we agree, lets just not knitt way too large :).

 Symbolika1:

Two hearts as one, all strings converges we agree, lets just not knitt way too large :).

your analysis is full and completed...perfectly written...it's already said about heart strings with two hearts as one..its just different usage of language. So it's there already. 

@Symbolika1

It takes me awhile to read your final wrap up because I am quite intrigued especially by cashew theory and wine as well. To  be honest I have not really paid much attention to them before. But right now I see how it goes with the plot, the relationship between Xiao Liu and Jing. 

Another thing that surprises me about this jail metaphor with Xuan and his wearing mask and mysterious, power confinement and control, indicating characters fighting against external forces. I felt something by that. I could not tell what it is yet..But i think the later narrative may unfold more on it. 

All in all, you capture all well that this particular chapter 5 is revelation for 4 main characters to another level. jing's identity and his character, both personal and outer look. Xuan is not likely charismatic man he acted out to be. Xiang Liu's calculated bargain on Xiao Liu and Jing, we got a hint here of how his relationship with them may go or revealed more in upcoming chapters.

Since chapter 2, we know that Xiang Liu is a ruthless demon although outerly beautiful. But who is this Xuan?

 And of course of you especially capture well of Xiao Liu trying to let go of Jing but cannot and that Jing holding strong to care for her.  

@peng-peng

What I like is the effect Jing presence  had on WXL . Also he still trying to make a distinction between `Jing and YQ. WXL  is very stubborn lol.   We learn. that Jin  asked XL to help rescue WXL.  By doing so, Jing  is keeping the promise he made in chapter 4 aka he will be there when WXL needs him.  I am glad he did not fail WXL. We learn about the voodoo bug and why WXL raised it. I am baffled that WXL still intended to give it to XL so  that  if he ever physically harm him, he -XL- would feel the pain. The bug is a protective mechanism against XL to control him.   We see that WXL is again trying to cut ties between him and TSJ  instead of fighting for what he truly wants.  

Just got  to read this final portion. WXL is trying cut ties with Jing because she's very scared to get hurt by giving in more and get hurt when he's actually is gone. Its practical act though. So she was running away from her feelings. But its joy TSJ is fighting for what he truly want. And yep ..Xiao Liu raised the bugs for self protection. 

 Winny Aye:
capture

Just edited - added the short CX/memory time.

 Symbolika1:

Just edited - added the short CX/memory time.

Thank you♥

 Winny Aye:
To  be honest I have really paid much attention to them before.

That's why I think we should not go to fast ;) there's more in xiao jing even if Tong Hua uses with our favorite couple, the most straighfowards words/adjectives/dialogues to relate their mutual love (as the confessing scenes etc etc).  Also, it 's also from re reading your shared parts and Pengs - that it suddenly - probably because of my distanciation at those moments - that some words or visuals: can resonate further :).

Beautifull Deng Wei 's doll I 'd like for Christmass :D!! 

Have a nice day :)

 Chapter 6:

Xiao Liu Healing&Endurance

Xiao Liu’s body was very unique so wounds healed faster than most. Jing also left a lot of good medicine ranging from the bones and elixirs from Jade Mountain, harnessed crystal, whatever was in the vast wilderness that was precious it was here. Xiao Liu’s injuries healed quickly.

Xiao Liu never hesitated or was shy about using anything, dumping the entire jar of bone essence to soak his hand in. But the only thing he never used was painkillers. Everyday he loudly howled in pain and jumped up and down.

I wanted to write something long but something came up and I could not. So I will just review about these two first passages. Xiao Liu was in great pain. She is using everything to heal herself. And we can see she's using precious medicines Jing left for her and her wounds were actually healing quick except that it's still very painful to her. But she did not use pain killers.

While reading I was thinking why don't she use pain killer. Is it telling us that she would heal herself at all cost, but will not avoid pain she had to endure.

but yep poor Xiao Liu.

 Winny Aye:
Chapter 6:

Xiao Liu Healing&Endurance

Xiao Liu’s body was very unique so wounds healed faster than most. Jing also left a lot of good medicine ranging from the bones and elixirs from Jade Mountain, harnessed crystal, whatever was in the vast wilderness that was precious it was here. Xiao Liu’s injuries healed quickly.

Xiao Liu never hesitated or was shy about using anything, dumping the entire jar of bone essence to soak his hand in. But the only thing he never used was painkillers. Everyday he loudly howled in pain and jumped up and down.

I wanted to write something long but something came up and I could not. So I will just review about these two first passages. Xiao Liu was in great. She is using everything to heal herself. And we can see she's using precious medicines Jing left for her and her wounds were actually healing quick except that it's still very painful to her. But she did not use pain killers.

While reading I was thinking why don't she use pain killer. Is it telling us that she would heal herself at all cost, but will not avoid pain she had to endure.

Hop! Here we hop in ch.6 Novel /Drama exploration!

Interesting and Great point Winny! 

I thought on some points that could explain why she dont wont to use pain killers:

           1.Symbolism of Resilience and Determination: 

-  Xiao Liu's choice not to use painkillers can be seen as a symbolic representation of her resilience and determination. In the face of physical pain, she opts for the challenging path of enduring it rather than seeking immediate relief. This choice may signify her inner strength and unwavering commitment to overcoming obstacles. By choosing not to numb her pain, Xiao Liu demonstrates a willingness to confront challenges head-on, embodying a sense of resilience that goes beyond mere physical healing.

         2.Emotional Catharsis through Pain Endurance:

Xiao Liu's daily loud howls and physical expressions of pain may serve as a form of emotional catharsis. By enduring the pain without the aid of painkillers, she engages in a process of confronting and processing both the emotional and physical aspects of her trauma. The audible expression of pain could be a release mechanism, allowing Xiao Liu to channel and externalize her inner struggles. In this way, the pain becomes a tangible and audible manifestation of her emotional turmoil, providing a cathartic outlet for the challenges she faces.

Furthermore... Xiao Liu's choice not to use painkillers suggests that she actively embraces the emotional weight of her experiences. Rather than suppressing or avoiding the pain, she confronts it daily, acknowledging and working through the emotional aspects of her injuries. This approach aligns with the idea that true healing involves not just the physical body but also the emotional and psychological aspects of one's well-being.

In summary, Xiao Liu's decision not to use painkillers can be interpreted as a symbolic expression of her resilience and determination, while her audible displays of pain may serve as a means of emotional catharsis, allowing her to confront and process the complexities of her injuries on both physical and emotional levels.

=> It portrays her as someone who confronts adversity with courage and uses pain as a catalyst for personal growth. This approach can be seen as a form of self-awareness, as Xiao Liu confronts and allows herself to feel and express the full range of painfull emotions associated with her experiences.

 Chapter 6  XIAO JING  journey to  Forever never Parting

[When Xiao Liu opened his eyes, he was in the middle of a cave, his entire body soaked in small pool. There was all sorts of precious medicines tossed into the pool For anyone else, mixing all these various herbs and medicines would do more harm than good. But for Xiao Liu’s weird body, soaking in all sorts of random things actually helped.
There was likely a painkiller medicine in there as well because Xiao Liu felt his body was soft and painless.]

[Jing came in. He saw Xiao Liu floating in the pool, face completely white, body covered in injuries, eyes closed and fast asleep.
Jing felt for his pulse and immediately picked him up, carrying him out of the cave in quick steps while calling for his winged ride.
Ten days later, Xiao Liu woke up in an elegantly decorated room. It was hot Summer out but cool inside, and through the window there was a courtyard filled with blooming flowers of every type. A wind chime hung on the window sill made from crystal from the North Pole and in various colors carved into different flower shapes. As the wind blew past, the cold from the crystal chimes released into the air and brought a breeze.

Xiao Liu put on a robe and walked out to the corridor. Jing stood up in the courtyard and looked directly at him. The bright warm sun, the vibrant flowers, and a gentleman. Like a painting, it was so utterly beautiful. Xiao Liu walked up to Jing and he reached out to touch his face as if to confirm he was real. Xiao Liu slightly leaned his head to feel the warmth of his palm.
Jing suddenly embraced Xiao Liu, gentle but tightly pulling him into his arms. Xiao Liu closed his eyes, allowing his head to lightly rest on Jing’s shoulder. In this moment, they were just Shi Qi and Xiao Liu.

Cling clank, plates crashed on the ground. Xiao Liu raised his head and saw Jing Ye standing dumbstruck in the corridor, her eyes filled with shock and dismay. Xiao Liu’s evil side rose up so he maintained his position and closed his eyes, pretending he saw and heard nothing, waiting to see how Jing would react. Jing disappointed Xiao Liu, he was calm and continued to quietly embrace Xiao Liu. There was the feeling that even if the world was ending, he was still going keep on hugging.]

I love how Jing is taking her away from the cave so he could provide good care for her heal.

I have no words.  The scene where WXL wakes up at Jing place and meet him is extremely  beautiful.  This is a glimpse of their growing affection, Jing and WXl are expressing themselves  freely without any constraint,  letting nothing from outside affect them. It is also a glimpse of  what their affection could be if everything was perfect in their life.   Jing is embracing WXL  without any preference towards his form. We can see that Jing is WXL's safe haven. They are both finding comfort in their embrace

 This scene  is such a contract  to  the  scenes where WXL is in the cave with XL  or  at the battle  ( see  below  some of those scenes in green). 

["Xiang Liu ordered “Left leg, right hand.”
"Xiao Liu cursed but took a spiked branch and viciously smashed down on his left leg at the same time as he smashed his right hand on a rock."

"Xiang Liu was so close to victory but Xiao Liu ruined it. He was enraged and kicked Xiao Liu hard. Xiao Liu crumpled to the ground."

"Xiang Liu’s razor sharp claw came down towards Xiao Liu’s neck but Xiao Liu’s eyes were wide open"

"“So I used you as a lure. You have a problem with that?"

"Xiang Liu coldly laughed “Kill you? That’s be too easy on you!” He lowered his head and bit down hard on Xiao Liu’s neck and drank his blood as if to release his rage. Xiao Liu leaned his neck back and rested on the side of the pool. Thank god he was of some use to Xiang Liu. Since Xiang Liu was a nine-headed demon with a very strange form, it was near impossible for him to find medicine to heal his injuries. Which is why the equally strange form Xiao Liu was his best medicine."

Back to the important matter aka: our lovebirds XaoJing. There beautiful moment does not last long and we see WXL leaving and pushing Jing. Rightly so as reality kicks in Jing is not YSQ, he is still engaged, might leave even if he says otherwise.


This is my 2 cents . 

 peng-peng:
draft to be completed tomorrow

Will be a pleasure to read further and share my thoughts <3

Chapter 6: Like a Familiar Person Has Come

Xiao Liu Helped Xiang Liu and Xuan

There was deadly leaves swirling towards him into a wood spirit maze but Xiang Liu didn’t even bother to solve it and instead pierced through the center and took out the man. That left only him versus Xuan, one on one.

Xiang Liu rushed Xuan but he was already injured and his spiritual power greatly decreased, whereas Xuan wasn’t even hurt and was full of power. Xuan held a wooden spirit long whip in his left hand and a golden short sword in his right hand. He was actually able to deftly control two different powers at the same time and attacked, with the whip like a snake and the sword like a lion.

Xiao Liu called out “Xiang Liu, left hand.” Xiao Liu smashed his left hand on the tree and the pain was excruciating. Xuan’s attack slipped.

“Right hand.”

Xiao Liu smashed his right hand on the tree and Xuan almost dropped his weapon.

Xiang Liu was able to laugh even in the middle of battle while Xuan glared in rage and send his whip flying towards Xiao Liu. Xiao Liu lowered his head and slid down the tree into the thick forest where the winged rides wouldn’t enter so Xuan couldn’t reach him.

Xiang Liu ordered “Left leg, right hand.”

Xiao Liu cursed but took a spiked branch and viciously smashed down on his left leg at the same time as he smashed his right hand on a rock. Xiang Liu summoned his powers and tossed his sword away as he flew towards Xuan, clearly intending to deliver the killing blow. Xuan was able to roll off his winged ride so Xiang Liu’s attack struck the beast instead.

Xuan fell from a great height and loudly smashed through a giant tree. He was greatly injured and covered in blood but he jumped right back up and started running while calling for his men.

In the deep forest, the trees were so thick the winged rides couldn’t enter so Xiang Liu jumped off his condor and started chasing after Xuan on foot.

Xiao Liu was jumping from tree to tree like a monkey and following along. Suddenly his eyes spotted something long and white. It looked like the tail of an animal. Before Xiao Liu could process it, his body froze. He jumped over and picked up the white thing hanging on a tree – it was a fluffy white fox tail. Xiao Liu’s entire person was immobilized. Then his lips curled into a smile, and within that smile there was tears in his eyes that were about to fall sorrowfully.

Suddenly his face changed and he charged after Xiang Liu and Xuan like a crazed person.

Xuan was flying but Xiang Liu suddenly darted out like a ghost from within the thicket, his hands already transformed into razor sharp claws like five daggers, and it was swiftly aimed at Xuan. Xuan blocked with his whip but the whip was destroyed but the claw hand was intact. Xiang Liu’s eyes glowed demon red and Xuan’s body was pressed down like a mountain was on top of him. He couldn’t move or dodge but he refused to close his eyes. If he was going to die, then he wanted to see clearly how he died.

A figure flew forward like a shooting star into Xuan’s embrace and blocked Xiang Liu’s thunderous blow.

Ah—Xiao Liu painfully screamed.

Xuan felt the exact same pain, it pierced him straight through the heart. But he only felt the pain and wasn’t actually injured. Xuan stared in shock at Xiao Liu, not understanding why Xiao Liu saved his life at his own expense.

Xiao Liu pushed him hard “Run!”

Xiang Liu wouldn’t let Xuan escape and tried to attack again. Xiao Liu turned and risked his life again, tightly grabbing onto Xiang Liu’s clawed hand to prevent him from attacking Xuan again.

Xuan’s men arrived and helped him escape, but Xuan turned and gave Xiao Liu a mystified look.

Xiang Liu was so close to victory but Xiao Liu ruined it. He was enraged and kicked Xiao Liu hard. Xiao Liu crumpled to the ground but still used every ounce of his might to hold on to to Xiang Liu’s leg so he couldn’t chase after Xuan.

Xuan was helped on a winged ride which rose into the clouds and disappeared. He leaned on his servant and tightly clenched his lips as he felt the same pain. The pain was in his stomach, his arms, every part of his body hurt. It was like his entire body was being ripped to shreds. But he knew he wasn’t going to be ripped to shreds, because this pain didn’t belong to him, it belonged to Xiao Liu.

Xiao Liu offered to help Xiang Liu by hurting herself physically. I guess that this was due her frenemy bond with him and her sympathy for Sheng Nong army soldiers. And then she found the fox tail which represented her past bond with Xuan. And then she helped Xuan with her own life. I am glad Xuan still got to share pain with her .