Since I'm in a mood to make to torture  myself and cry please rec me some dramas that have/ focus on characters that are suicidal or consider their life worthless.  They may or may not actually do the act, the point is for them to seriously want to finish with their life - by  taking direct action or just putting themself in life-threatening situation  with hope they die or even just disregarding their life  completely.  Characters that value their life but  sacrifice  (intend to) their life  for some other important goal DO NOT fit this request.

Also if it's historical/costume drama it would be bonus. 

The first thing to come to mind is Tomorrow, which is about a group of grim reapers who help save suicidal people. Mystic Pop Up Bar and Hotel de Luna are similar to Tomorrow, with supernatural entities helping out the dead or emotionally vulnerable. Though I'm not sure any of those are really what you are looking for.

The Chinese movie Better Days comes to mind as a tearjerker but it's more about school bullying

The movie sounds like sth I'm looking for, thank you!

The currently airing "Bokura no Micro na Shuumatsu" involves suicides.

"Tomorrowas mentioned above, with a supernatural element.


Are you interested in dramas solely focused on the suicidal character, or with suicide as an element? I've watched several where suicide has been attempted, successful or is the trigger for the storyline, e.g. "My Strange Hero" and "Revenge of Others".

 Marpleme:

The movie sounds like sth I'm looking for, thank you!

It's such a good movie!! Enjoy!

Somehow 18 - It's a short k-drama where the ML goes back in time to try to stop the FL from killing herself. 

Psychopath Diary - timid bullied office worker decides to commit suicide. While about to die in an abandoned building, he sees a murder taking place. Instinct kicks in, he runs and is injured, hurting his head and bringing on partial amnesia. He finds the murderer's diary and thinks that it is his own, that he is the psychopath. This gives him all sorts of self confidence.

And of course the diary's real owner wants it back.


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This is the link to the  Korean "Tomorrow" fantasy which deals with suicides:

https://mydramalist.com/695963-tomorrow

Thank you! I actually watched If You Wish Upon Me , although I didn't finish it I really liked what I've seen.  I may try some of the other recs though :)

Try:

  • Just between Lovers - self loathing destructive ML  
  • My Mister - FL & ML are in different state of depression and hopelessness
  •  Lost  - FL is very suicidal and depressed
  • Its Okay Thats Love - ML suicidal and has mental disorder
  • Snow Queen - suicide FL with apathetic ML
  • Be Melodramatic - 2FL is very depressed
  • Chocolate - ML is in a state of hoplessness
  • That Winter the Wind Blows - FL
  • Kingyo Club 
  • Sachiiro no One Room
  • Lipstick

Aono-kun ni Sawaritai kara Shinitai

Orange -movie

Haru no Noroi

Hitsuji to Okami no Koi to Satsujin (movie)

Seasons of Blossom 

Deep Red Love - this is good movie about suicides and not just one character.