Blue Orchid Blossom

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I wish what Zhang Zhe said to Ning'er near the frozen lake was an eye-opener for her and that's where their love story arc stops. He literally said wrong is wrong even if it's done for the right reasons. Knowing his principles, there's no way Xuening will forgive herself. In the novel, Xuening's guilt overwhelms her when Zhang Zhe addresses her as your Highness in the 2nd life, confirming the fact that he reincarnated too. That is why they part ways. Since they're gonna part anyway and given the fact that they are close now, i wish their romance arc could end here and not extend it, hurting everyone in the process

Although that's in his character, I truly think otherwise. He might consider Zhang Zhe a tool but wouldn't kill an innocent person. He seems ruthless but that's when you threaten his existence. He is morally grey but he doesn't drag innocent people into the mud. In the novel, he doesn't get in the way of Xuening and Zhang Zhe despite being in love with her. Although envious he never once acted upon it until his Ning'er died and was furious at everything and everyone including Zhang Zhe. He could have easily killed Zhang Zhe this life but he respects Zhang Zhe despite his black-and-white outlook on good and bad.

Ning'er is the reason Zhang Zhe confirmed his suspicion of Xie Wei's involvement with the rebels. She should have just hid in the prison instead of swaying with Zhang Zhe after getting her heart fluttered. yan family just got exiled, rebels are attacking the prison, and what do we get?! a slow-mo of xuening running away with Zhang Zhe, star-struck.

and Zhang Zhe be like, 'i will protect you' but sire do you know who's protecting you both?! who sent fake Dingfei to confirm your identity? who planted xiao bao as a spy to ensure things go smoothly? who pulled all the tricks up their sleeves to make sure your xuening is safe and your so-called court plan can happen??!

Xie Wei is doing so much, despite your logics, can't you trust him a bit more, Ning'er? 😭

Xie Wei. He's Junior receptor Xie, Xue Dingfei, and Dujun among the rebels

its translated wrong although i wish they were husband and wife and so in love already lol. he said 'im her teacher', not her husband and zhang zhe asked him to maintain the distance/ etiquettes between a teacher and a student and xie wei said he doesn't care

she confirmed zhang zhe's suspicion about xie wei's connection to the rebels without giving a proper second thought after all that xie wei did for her. im mad at her for that

its because she doesn't trust Xie Wei, that's what broke my heart. He says he will kill her, kill him but Xie Wei is not that ruthless to innocent people 😭 He knows how it feels to be chased and killed when you have done nothing wrong. He does get frustrated and threatens but that's just to make sure his plans don't get ruined.

yes, the rebellion led by Xie Wei and Yan Lin happened when he was imprisoned. that's the reason why he doesn't know stuff. looking at Zhang Zhe's character, he must not have had any spies as an official to tell him whats going on too

everyone else within a 10 miles radius lmaooo 🤣

Can't defend Ning'er anymore, maybe desperate Xie Wei can but not me, at least for now. girl ruined my man's plan so much by jumping to conclusions and revealing stuff in front of the black and white Zhang Zhe. Now, Xie Wei is not only being suspected but also has to see Ning'er's PDA with Zhang Zhe.

girl, if you suspect Xie Wei so much bc of your past life and are afraid of him, shouldn't Zhang Zhe doubt you and your intentions to a certain extent too??! i get it, Xuening doesn't know that Zhang Zhe knows what happened in their past life but still, weren't you a walking red flag for Zhang Zhe like how Xie Wei was to you?? if he doesn't deserve a second chance to make you change your opinion of him, do you deserve to change your fate with Zhang Zhe?!

The vulnerability of the- i can't lol but still, i have a hard time believing he gave in to his physical desires or smth, i feel like he felt something emotional for her from the way he looks at her in the 2nd life. I'm yet to get to that part in the novel but I do believe its something more bc Zhang Zhe doesn't seem like the type to consider a woman the love of his life just by physical charms.

That's too shallow to be him.

I’m reading the novel rn and it seems like only Ning’er and ZZ reincarnated so they remember their past lives but not Xie Wei. Yan lin gets flashbacks of the past life through his dreams and feels guilty towards Ning’er

He* wasn’t. Excuse my mistakes, was typing from my phone lol

I wasn’t mean, she was just afraid of him bc he was ruthless and rebelled the past life. He was just suspicious of her this life bc she knows his PTSD or dementia attack episodes secret and might use it as a weapon against him. He never meant to kill her, he just wanted to threaten her so she would be truthful and not scheme against him

OMGGG

Yes, Xie Wei is actually Xue Dingfei, the son of Ms. Yan (marquis yan’s sister, yan lin’s aunt) and Duke Xue.

Yes, Xie Wei has been in love with her since the time he escorted her from the countryside to the capital when she was brave and saved him too. He admired her and fell for her both lives. He has only loved her

I don’t get it. Aren’t we getting two esp a day?

I’m reading the novel and it doesn’t seem like it. Ning’er and ZZ reincarnated and Yan Lin gets his memories back through flash backs in his dreams but Xie Wei doesn’t. My man already has so much trauma, I just want him and Ning’er to be happy and together this life ❤️

It’s more like PTSD due to that trauma where he has episodes of anxiety, and violent outbursts esp when he sees blood and snow together ig. Only his qin seems to calm him down