Need to spare a moment for Xiaoyao, she had me CRYING when she cried for her mother. My heart always belongs to girls who are abandoned by their parents or believe they are. Those are my girlies. Xiaoyao having a hard time loving men because of this trauma. She keeps her heart guarded so much because she is afraid if she let anyone in, they might be ripped away from her and her heart will be broken again. Amazing performance from Zhang Zi. I'm also glad to see more of her sister. She actually have a heart and I'm starting to like her despite her acting like a spoiler brat still.
Anyway, back to the male leads.
60% - Xiang Liu: he fell first AND HARDER? My feelings with this guy is like a switch. Sometimes he gets in a way that I want to pull those hair strands! Makes me wanna hula hoop using those nine heads of his! Like when tried to use her sister and started listing outrageous shit! Don't come between sisters but then....
Not gonna lie, he got me when I finally clocked his tea. Tell me why is my man actually shy? It sounds ridiculous saying it like this but he actually touch starved? Dude just want affection??? Like you can tell when he DROWNED her to get a kiss.... What in the actual fuck sir? What are these unconventional means?? When he rocks the boat because he wanted her touch him even accidentally??? IJBOL??? FBI, it's this one, come get this criminal.
He is kinda funny in a way because when he was uninterested, he forreal asked her to sell her body to him and implied she should sleep with him but now that REAL feelings are involved, he don't want that smoke coming from him first. That's how he got me.
%30 - Tushan Jing: Go girl, go give us nothing...
It's kinda annoying me that I'm slowly starting to actually dislike him. I don't want him to get the girl?? It's weird because he is not doing anything wrong. He is like the perfect man. Always there for her, always listen to her... He ticks all the right boxes. He is just bland. At least get revenge? Like damn. His storyline is very stagnant and the only thing that will move it is his brother coming to kill him again.
It's kinda obvious she likes him. She dressed up for him, she swam across to keep the promise for him, she KISSED HIM...girl... I mean there is nothing wrong with him so of course my girl will like him but but but but... Time to cast that voodoo doll and pray for their downfall. Abracadabra please let them break up.
%100 - Cang Xuan: He found out who she is.... those Delicious tears! Spent the entire night crying! Like who told you to be an asshole?? Who told you to break her leg? But I cried with him because you can tell he was DEVASTATED.. "In fact, you've already told me who you are. But I was just blinded by cruelty." PEAK! We have reached peak. Their reunion destroyed me with them.
"You are better than my best imagination." Oh my god, I'm on my knees. This is WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT!
I think what I liked the most is how platonic it actually was. It's not starting as romantic. Now, it's subtle in heading towards romantic feelings. The fact he knocked himself unconscious for the first time out of JEALOUSY? I can't wait to see more of my hubby.
The moment we have been waiting for, how much I like the male leads now that I've seen enough episodes (I know nobody was waiting lmao)
30% Xiang Liu:
He is not doing it for me so far. He is getting softer and there is still 52 episodes to redeemed his articous personality. He is a little too violent and it's currently one sided. I wish the female lead succeeded in poisoning him so it would balance that imbalance dynamic they have. Writer need to pull up some EXCEPTIONAL good writing to redeem him for me. Him brining supplies to save her and using his spirit power, is not enough. The future scenes needs to be gutwrenching and his background story so sad, I'll be sobbing for him.
But low-key, I can already predict what one of the plot point will be. They will reveal later on that her mom died killing his dad and likewise, his dad killed her mom which will cause a drift between them. It's not bad idea but let's see.
On a side note: He looks like actress Moon Ga Young.
60% Leaf Seventeen (this ridiculous name 😭): Honestly, we started so good with him but I'm slowly starting to not like him and I need the show to pull up with him. It's cute. I enjoyed the fact he was kind hearted begger, I thought the scene were he betrayed her reliability on him and his apology was well done. However, the miscommunication... I'm noticing he doesn't communicate or clarify SHIT and that he is turning into a simp who sole purpose is to just worship with the female lead while having zero to no personality outside of it and I'm not liking that.
There is still 52 episodes so he can't be like this throughout the entirety of the show so I'm crossing fingers.
90% Cang Xuan: At first I didn't gaf because I hate childhood friends trope and I never liked it. He searched for her for 300 hundred years and I was like eh, don't care. But now I do. Now, it's getting good. I found his character interesting from when his sister bullied someone and he didn't scold her. It was fascinating. He is a nice guy fundamentally but him not setting his sister straight kinda makes him a bad guy. But you know his trauma in not finding Xiayao kinda made him spoil his sister to the point she could be harming others and he would not GAF.
He is very multidimensional so it's was interesting but I truly started to root for him when he tortured Xiaoyao. This had me giggling because knowing he looked for 300 years yet he tortured her because he didn't know it's her had me GAGGED. I knew he would regret it immensely when he finds out. Even better when she placed the poisonous bug on him so every time she suffers he suffers... That sold me LMAO LIKE YES? MAKE IT TRAGIC? This plot point ate so bad. I'm hoping it will go up from here onwards.
Next time I'll do this for ep 20 to see if anything changed.
To be fair, it was Furball. A bird's got to eat. ;p
I know it's natural selection but they really made him sympathetic with the whole, he wanted to cheer up a girl from her sadness. They didn't need to do all that just to kill it.
Is this who I think it is??? The episode ended before we get to see his face and I haven't gotten a good look at the actor list but lmao love of the divine tree dude? Guess I'll found out in third episode but the begger is such a kind man to shield her from the candle wax😭
Currently on ep 3 (edited this comment)
FEIFEI!!!!! *FALLS TO THE GROUND* I almost cried over this little animal. How dare he just kill him? I usually like my red flags male lead but I need that white haired man hair PULLED!
The kid got aura. "This is my father's funeral. I don't get a say, who are you to talk?"
Omggg spill? Kid is more outspoken than when I was his age. It's pretty refreshing.
I see there are multiple male leads so I'm assuming this is a reverse harem. There is only two ways this going to go down, she either ends with the boy that's been introduced early or someone else hence the title "Lost you forever." I'm going to avoid reading the comments to not get spoilers.
But omg, the guy from Si Jin is so soft spoken here. Nothing like his manly role in 2025.
yeah she's my fav actress but unfortunately a lot of her dramas are a hit or miss for me 🫠 i love her more…
It seems like it. I think she is a good actress it's just something about FP, the acting felt lacking (I'm sure if I continued the emotional scenes will better but the overall felt underwhelming.
I like that the hero's weakness in needing the heroine's rescue is well balanced and coherent with the story,…
Me too. I like the fact it shows she is stronger because she IS even if she was the weakest from the celestial realm. The Divine Hand is HER WORK so like by default, she should be the one rescuing him and I really liked that. I liked so much of their scenes together like when he killed her lmao and when the heaven's didn't forgive him so she tried to check if he is a good guy but there was constant COINCIDENCE that made him look good LMAO that made me laugh because he knew that he recieved bad luck from killing her and was doing these good deeds to get rid of it but she didn't know that and thought, "Omg, he is a good guy to OTHERS except ME! I should forgive him." Like it's so complex and entertaining but then there are parts that makes the writing feel very bland and surface level. It holds no complexity.
I wanted to like Tanghua so badly but it wasn't working.
I'm nine episodes from finishing and I agree with all of this. The side plots felt very bland and like they were…
Exactly. I feel like the heavenly realm had no actual structure? If you reached the last 2 episodes, you will be even MORE disappointed with them because it really shows there is no writing for them. They are just there to exist.
I would like to say I really did like this drama but I also had issues with it.
Let's start with the good. The writer clearly knew what they are doing with the main leads. The male character is so complex and I adore the female character (shout out to my girl Tiffany Tang before I watched Cdrama frequently, I usually would just watch her shows and nothing else). It's very refreshing that the female lead is the STRONGER one. She is strong, she is the one rescuing the male lead, she is ALWAYS there to pick up the pieces that fell. It's interesting to see the girl carrying the show when usually, it's the man that is more powerful and always there to save the day. The switch up is good.
However, what I didn't like where all the side characters? I feel like they are all boring? The writer had some good setup for them but I feel like I couldn't appreciate them because they were just there? Just there to push the plot forward. Like the execution is so weak with them. The weak villain build up and the finale. The way the Demon Lord died was kinda...????? The villains just comical. The side characters... They had good setup like when that guy became a god. It's was good but his introduction and build up is so weak? Same with the weapon spirits? Tanghua, he got an interesting setup with how the ML saw him as complicit to the crime but then every scene with him is boring asf.
The writers strongest strength was the main leads and that what kept me going for the entirety of the show.
LXY's character in KMLM has many layers that Yuan Zhong also has, although they are not the same characters. There…
Damn I just watched the first episode and OMG???? WHAT? strong first episode that I have a feeling it's going to be hard to keep that quality for the rest of the episodes.
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I'm noticing it's now the bridge to him meeting her. I'll waiting to see more. He definitely jumped up now that I finally reached ep 20.
Can't wait to see my man the most! I love manipulative characters who are good at being manipulative.
Need to spare a moment for Xiaoyao, she had me CRYING when she cried for her mother. My heart always belongs to girls who are abandoned by their parents or believe they are. Those are my girlies. Xiaoyao having a hard time loving men because of this trauma. She keeps her heart guarded so much because she is afraid if she let anyone in, they might be ripped away from her and her heart will be broken again. Amazing performance from Zhang Zi. I'm also glad to see more of her sister. She actually have a heart and I'm starting to like her despite her acting like a spoiler brat still.
Anyway, back to the male leads.
60% - Xiang Liu: he fell first AND HARDER? My feelings with this guy is like a switch. Sometimes he gets in a way that I want to pull those hair strands! Makes me wanna hula hoop using those nine heads of his! Like when tried to use her sister and started listing outrageous shit! Don't come between sisters but then....
Not gonna lie, he got me when I finally clocked his tea. Tell me why is my man actually shy? It sounds ridiculous saying it like this but he actually touch starved? Dude just want affection??? Like you can tell when he DROWNED her to get a kiss.... What in the actual fuck sir? What are these unconventional means?? When he rocks the boat because he wanted her touch him even accidentally??? IJBOL??? FBI, it's this one, come get this criminal.
He is kinda funny in a way because when he was uninterested, he forreal asked her to sell her body to him and implied she should sleep with him but now that REAL feelings are involved, he don't want that smoke coming from him first. That's how he got me.
%30 - Tushan Jing: Go girl, go give us nothing...
It's kinda annoying me that I'm slowly starting to actually dislike him. I don't want him to get the girl?? It's weird because he is not doing anything wrong. He is like the perfect man. Always there for her, always listen to her... He ticks all the right boxes. He is just bland. At least get revenge? Like damn. His storyline is very stagnant and the only thing that will move it is his brother coming to kill him again.
It's kinda obvious she likes him. She dressed up for him, she swam across to keep the promise for him, she KISSED HIM...girl... I mean there is nothing wrong with him so of course my girl will like him but but but but... Time to cast that voodoo doll and pray for their downfall. Abracadabra please let them break up.
%100 - Cang Xuan: He found out who she is.... those Delicious tears! Spent the entire night crying! Like who told you to be an asshole?? Who told you to break her leg? But I cried with him because you can tell he was DEVASTATED.. "In fact, you've already told me who you are. But I was just blinded by cruelty." PEAK! We have reached peak. Their reunion destroyed me with them.
"You are better than my best imagination." Oh my god, I'm on my knees. This is WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT!
I think what I liked the most is how platonic it actually was. It's not starting as romantic. Now, it's subtle in heading towards romantic feelings. The fact he knocked himself unconscious for the first time out of JEALOUSY? I can't wait to see more of my hubby.
The moment we have been waiting for, how much I like the male leads now that I've seen enough episodes (I know nobody was waiting lmao)
30% Xiang Liu:
He is not doing it for me so far. He is getting softer and there is still 52 episodes to redeemed his articous personality. He is a little too violent and it's currently one sided. I wish the female lead succeeded in poisoning him so it would balance that imbalance dynamic they have. Writer need to pull up some EXCEPTIONAL good writing to redeem him for me. Him brining supplies to save her and using his spirit power, is not enough. The future scenes needs to be gutwrenching and his background story so sad, I'll be sobbing for him.
But low-key, I can already predict what one of the plot point will be. They will reveal later on that her mom died killing his dad and likewise, his dad killed her mom which will cause a drift between them. It's not bad idea but let's see.
On a side note: He looks like actress Moon Ga Young.
60% Leaf Seventeen (this ridiculous name 😭): Honestly, we started so good with him but I'm slowly starting to not like him and I need the show to pull up with him. It's cute. I enjoyed the fact he was kind hearted begger, I thought the scene were he betrayed her reliability on him and his apology was well done. However, the miscommunication... I'm noticing he doesn't communicate or clarify SHIT and that he is turning into a simp who sole purpose is to just worship with the female lead while having zero to no personality outside of it and I'm not liking that.
There is still 52 episodes so he can't be like this throughout the entirety of the show so I'm crossing fingers.
90% Cang Xuan: At first I didn't gaf because I hate childhood friends trope and I never liked it. He searched for her for 300 hundred years and I was like eh, don't care. But now I do. Now, it's getting good. I found his character interesting from when his sister bullied someone and he didn't scold her. It was fascinating. He is a nice guy fundamentally but him not setting his sister straight kinda makes him a bad guy. But you know his trauma in not finding Xiayao kinda made him spoil his sister to the point she could be harming others and he would not GAF.
He is very multidimensional so it's was interesting but I truly started to root for him when he tortured Xiaoyao. This had me giggling because knowing he looked for 300 years yet he tortured her because he didn't know it's her had me GAGGED. I knew he would regret it immensely when he finds out. Even better when she placed the poisonous bug on him so every time she suffers he suffers... That sold me LMAO LIKE YES? MAKE IT TRAGIC? This plot point ate so bad. I'm hoping it will go up from here onwards.
Next time I'll do this for ep 20 to see if anything changed.
Is this who I think it is??? The episode ended before we get to see his face and I haven't gotten a good look at the actor list but lmao love of the divine tree dude? Guess I'll found out in third episode but the begger is such a kind man to shield her from the candle wax😭
Currently on ep 3 (edited this comment)
FEIFEI!!!!! *FALLS TO THE GROUND* I almost cried over this little animal. How dare he just kill him? I usually like my red flags male lead but I need that white haired man hair PULLED!
The kid got aura. "This is my father's funeral. I don't get a say, who are you to talk?"
Omggg spill? Kid is more outspoken than when I was his age. It's pretty refreshing.
I see there are multiple male leads so I'm assuming this is a reverse harem. There is only two ways this going to go down, she either ends with the boy that's been introduced early or someone else hence the title "Lost you forever." I'm going to avoid reading the comments to not get spoilers.
But omg, the guy from Si Jin is so soft spoken here. Nothing like his manly role in 2025.
I just started this one because of your comment.
I wanted to like Tanghua so badly but it wasn't working.
I'm kinda shocked but let's see how the dark romance is going to play out
Let's start with the good. The writer clearly knew what they are doing with the main leads. The male character is so complex and I adore the female character (shout out to my girl Tiffany Tang before I watched Cdrama frequently, I usually would just watch her shows and nothing else). It's very refreshing that the female lead is the STRONGER one. She is strong, she is the one rescuing the male lead, she is ALWAYS there to pick up the pieces that fell. It's interesting to see the girl carrying the show when usually, it's the man that is more powerful and always there to save the day. The switch up is good.
However, what I didn't like where all the side characters? I feel like they are all boring? The writer had some good setup for them but I feel like I couldn't appreciate them because they were just there? Just there to push the plot forward. Like the execution is so weak with them. The weak villain build up and the finale. The way the Demon Lord died was kinda...????? The villains just comical. The side characters... They had good setup like when that guy became a god. It's was good but his introduction and build up is so weak? Same with the weapon spirits? Tanghua, he got an interesting setup with how the ML saw him as complicit to the crime but then every scene with him is boring asf.
The writers strongest strength was the main leads and that what kept me going for the entirety of the show.