Kate

Let me quote my favorite line I wrote in that long comment:
"JSHDGFDSUJKGHBHFGSHJVDSHHJKJNKHVK SHJ KFDSHJ CEAJI KFDT"
🤡

As for being able to express yourself - if you cannot shut up most of your life +you write almost 500 reviews, you get better in it 😂😂

i am no invested.
i just casually sold my soul and all my brain cells and devoted my life to promoting this show and making as many of my friends to watch it as I can. I also told them to lie to me if they don't like it 🙃 I don't think I can handle any criticism for this one.

my "review" is just me slowly using more caps and jshdgfdshjvbdskvbdfs as I get more and more overwhelmed by the emotions 🤡

I hate to break it to you but chanting "We must defeat them" is not a plan < 🤡 the level of frustration during this episode 🙃

Them dropping the title when Ryang Eum is saying he would not mind dying if it's together with Jang Hyun is the type of confirming character is gay I like. Like... you cannot deny it. Ain't nothing mentee-mentor or older-younger sibling about how Ryang Eum feels about Jang Hyun.

yo the way the general figured out who has the stronger attachment and is "weaker" of the two, to then use that information to torture the "stronger" one which would basically be a psychological torture for the "weaker" one so he would give the information faster. SMART! Also, do we need more confirmation Ryang Eum is in love when he risked his life to basically safe Jang Hyun's face 🤡🤡

I did not have to see them ripped off toenails 🙃
I'm assuming a lot of what Ryang Eum said was true. Which is smart. If you really want to create a good lie, mix it with truth.

THIS SHOW IS SO BRUTAL AND I LOVE IT COZ IT'S A FUCKING WAR, IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE BRUTAL!

The sentiment of "it's better to kill yourself than betting captured" is not stupid nor wrong. You will die anyway, the question is - how much will you suffer before you die. It also makes sense that depending on your social status you view the chances of surviving higher or lower. A servant would most likely see the worst scenerio - getting used and killed with no chances of getting out. A noble laby would have hope for surviving and rescue. A noble lady who was sheltered and protected her who life, I don't think she can even truly understand and image the worst case sceneriom because she never had to truly consider hardships. It's not about Gil Chae btw, it's an overall thought I have.

Gotta love how the ministers being safe in the fucking island make all the decisions of protecting the crown prince and the pride of royal family coz it's more important than all the lives of all the people in the country. I always wonder... do they not think about the fact if everyone gets killed their royal title does not mean shit coz they literally have no one to rule over?

The king and the crown prince are such a pussies 🤡 crying because their situation sucks, while people are being tortured, raped and killed outside of their safe place 🙃

I'm kind of slightly siding with the Khan here "The king is not even joining the war, and how can they still be truly devoted to him?". Like... up till now the king did not show any reason for the subject to want to save him 😂 Even if Joseon wins, if it was me, I would kill the king and crown prince right away coz they suck and they need some better ruler ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I know I am simplifying here, but holy fuck the royal family represents only cowardness and baseless pride.

CAN THIS SHOW GET ANY FUCKING BETTER? The way the contracted the king ordering the dude not to serve him any more chicken, coz they must have used all the chicken for him to eat, while we also see one of the subject literally freeze to death. The complete fucking ignorance of the king and him being 100% unaware of the fucking situation his subjects are in.

"They even made Empress Zhu pour wide for them" 🤡🤡🤡 I have no more words... a guy froze to death few days ago, but the king be like BUT THEY MADE HER POUR WINE IN THE PAST 🙃😂

damn I would yeet myself out of that cliff with no 2nd thoughts.

I was curious why the king was so chill about giving the crown prince to the enemy... now I know, he has grandchild 🙃 even if crown prince would get assassinated, he royal family would survive thanks to the baby.

I LOVE GIL CHAE SO MUCH THIS SMART BUTCH WHEN SHE TOOK THE BABY I LEGIT CRIED 😭😭😭
but then when she scream at the lady that there is no space for her in the boat, having to pick her own life and life of her friends over all the people on the beach... knowing well that they cannot all fit on the boat 😭😭😭😭

KSJDHFDSJKHGFDJKSGDSJKGD SHE LOST THE KNIFE AND JANG HYUN IS GOING TO SEE IT IN THE CAMP AND THINK SHE WAS CAPTURED OMG SDJHGFDJHG I AM NO READY FOR THE PAIN!

sdfkeuntfb hikaws qKLED JHdhgf htrhfdh if they won't meet when they are literally so close to each othere I WILL KILL MYSELF!

JSHDGFDSUJKGHBHFGSHJVDSHHJKJNKHVK SHJ KFDSHJ CEAJI KFDT JI ESVDGFHJK DVBHG HUIDSUIK KF SDEJKFESH DUIJJF ESBDFEVHSDFG HYUVDCKXG HBNDSN JKHG I AM GOING FUCKING CERAZY I AM HYPERVENTILATING OMG JDHGDFFJGHB WHAT A BADASS AND BITTER-SWEET ENDINGFOR THE EPISODE!I was able to see her, he knows she is alive, but he could not go to her coz of a fucking smallpox,but then he went all badass "no one can cross this point"... FEEELS. AND SHE RAN TO HIM 😭😭😭😭😭

ep 6
long as fuck
you have been warned
you can see me slowly losing my mind as I watch the episode 🙃

I think one of the reasons she acts this was is the fact she does not want to be vulnerable emotionally with a man she thinks is not serious about his own and her feelings. Which is also great writing and good internal conflict

That's exactly what his facial expression told me he was thinking 🤣🤣

I am not liking it
I AM LOVING IT. Every freaking frame of this show is amazing.

i took me 2 hours to watch episode 5 because i kept rewatching scenes and kept pausing coz of the feels

i will watch the episode tomorrow. I cannot handle more feels before bed, coz I won't be able to fall asleep 🤡

i know right! THE ACTING IS SO AMAZING 😭😭😭😭
and mix amazing acting with characters that are beautifully written and you get perfection

i am getting exhausted with how amazing this show is.

the scene where he was teasing her about calling him "dear husband" being so amazingly playful, but then he picked up the knife she left and saw she did nit fact have to use it and the worry on his face that just crushed my heart. Especially since he gave it to her with the idea to use if it a man will try to SA her. and then when he told her he is proud of her for using it 😭😭 or when he was disappointed and sad when she said she only called him "dear husband" because she confused him with YJ 😭😭

Also... the sadness on JH's face when he truly saw how YJ is completely brainwashed by the social expectations and standards. Honestly, the whole small speech YJ gave was just heartbreaking. How much he was lying to himself. It felt like that lie that king will protect the people at the end was the only reason he was able to deal with the situation in the first place.

KAJDSDFHGDWHJKFGHDSJKFGBADSJKFBDSFGDS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MANY GOOD SCENES! The way he looks at GC taking care of YJ because of his injury, while they give a slow close up to the blood dropping from his arm, because he is also injured 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 FEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELS! when he lost his cool coz he felt jealous and they had shouting competition tho 😂 and then back to pain with how her words hurt him (and me) soooooooooooooooo deeply...

CAN WE TALK ABOUT THE LACK OF MAKE UP AND HOW AMAZING IT IS!

내 마음이 달라 😭😍😭😍😭😍😭😍😭😍😭

When YJ yet again volunteered to go to the king, and JH faces went: bitch, what is wrong with you? How many times do I have to save you?

2 things I adore about this show (there is more, but these two were the ones I focused on episode 5)
Women solidarity.
The way GC trust JH with her life and follows his plans.

ep 5 thoughts

today's episode was honestly crazy in terms of screen time. It was literally like an episode of a drama where 3/4th of it focuses on the main character, and the rest is split among 7 other characters...

As much as I enjoyed JY at first, she is frustrating me a lot in the past few episodes. I find it kind of sad that only now she truly decided to give the guys chance and not be this closed off. Because this late in the show it only benefits her and I just feel bad for the guys. I think she simply does not know herself that well and is easily influenced by the situations she is in. Now that her "relationship" with Min Gyu is extremely complicated, out of a blue she starts to have feelings for Gyeo Re who is a safe and comfortable pick. If you show her dates with all the dudes to random people, no matter whose date someone will watch, they would say JY has feelings for that person. At first I thought - ah, she is good listener, really attentive, guys find that attractive. But she also does little things like putting her hand of guys knee, that go beyond her just being nice person who tries to make people around her comfortable. And you know what's the worst? I don't think she is aware of it. I honestly do not think she has a malicious intent, but the end result is what it is - all the guys are confused and cannot move on, because she kind of does not let them move on...

there's a saying, "if you don't have a plot add a stalker" and guess what, they did < omg yes hahaha they just added so much side bullshit, it was actually hard to watch the show at some point.

I'm losing interest coz I feel like they packed too much into this drama. We have FL and her toxic relationship with her mother, her supernatural power of questionable origin, ML and his traumatic past, his weird relationship with his mother, the stalker psycho idol, kind of shady CEO, asshole brother of ceo who gets money from ml, SML and his traumatic past and his relationship with FL, also rival producer and shit shit. And they even waste time on FL's mother's side rendezvous? If they won't chill a little bit with number of plots, they won't be able to develop shit...

This drama will not have the same level of viewership or extremely high rating simply because it's not written to attract a wide range of viewers. It has a specific tone, specific setting and it fits some but not all tastes. Historical shows like that do not have "something for everyone" to enjoy. For example, the fun, entertaining and silly rom-coms are often made in a way that a wide range of viewers can enjoy certain aspects of - hence we have like 2-3 side couples, strong comedy, but also melodrama, romance and now often even a mystery or a crime in the background - so no matter who starts watching, they will find something to like. They are more digestible and easy to view. And My Dearest is not that, so it will fit less people's tastes. Sadly...

Honestly, silly wattpad fanfic vibe this drama has is what I'm enjoying about it 😂