Symbolika1:
Adding mine so we pack all :)

1. Prologue - resumé  :https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?p=2922957&page=319

***Analysis: => Xiao Liu's profession and The Underlying Theme of Creating Life in Wen Xiao Liu's Expertise in Fertility Treatments:  https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?p=2922957&page=320

+ https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?p=2922957&page=322

(covered: Fertility as a Symbol of Hope, Hope for New Beginning, Rebuilding What Was Lost

Antidote to the Specter of Abandonment)

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2.  About Xiao Yao caged by a Nine Tail fox after her family separation:  

https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?p=2922957&page=322

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3. Chapter1: The XiaoJing first meeting:https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?p=2922957&page=322

("Xiao Liu got more curious “Seen me what?” Xiao Liu shook Shi Qi’s arm   coquettishly and wheedled “Not seen me what? Tell me! Tell me!” - Xiao Liu was always acting like a loutish man and this was the first time showing a pouty girlish side).

- In depth: Chapter 1 Xiao Yao - Tushan Jing story analysis -same page as above:

                    Wen Xiao Liu and Shi Qi: Navigating the Canvas of Life

-Fun article: 

                Hair Washing as Playful Pampering

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4.Pics drama/Chapter 2: https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?p=2922957&page=326

https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?p=2922957&page=328

5. Chapter 2  - Overview and global exploration (with Drama visuals):

 "Harmony Amidst Chaos: Unraveling Bonds, Culinary Delights, and Echoes of a Mountain Ballad"

+ Navigating Bonds: Analysis of Xiao Liu's Journey in "Lost You Forever" -Ch2  + Foreshadowing.

+ A warm hearted CONCLUSION of this journey in Chapter2:  Echoes of Connection Between Xiao Liu and Ye Shi Qi .

+  THE FUN/lighthearted EDITION of Ch.2 !:D (pg328 too).

                                                                  "Just be yourself, I'll carry you"

+ In Depth analysis  of this scene: https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?p=2922957&page=328

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6.Chapter 3: https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?p=2922957&page=330

+ Ep.6 covering - same page(330)

+   => Chapter 3 - A Mosaical  Rought overview; sticked with glue :D 

https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?p=2922957&page=331

****continuing, much to cpaste :)...

 

Will add mine after work today 

 peng-peng:

Will add mine after work today 

Great Peng <3 Hugs!

 Symbolika1:
****continuing, much to cpaste :)...

Astute observation: https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?p=2922957&page=332

@Peng One thing I see is as of right now in chapter 1and 2 WXY is developing  some feelings towards YSQ. She does not know anything about her parents love story. So she is not influenced by that. 

@Winny Aye 

 peng-peng:

One thing I see is as of right now in chapter 1and 2 WXY is developing  some feelings towards YSQ. She does not know anything about her parents love story. So she is not influenced by that. 

it's something that I have been saying since long time ago. But some are convinced that her falling for Shi Qi had to do with her mom history. Personally I don't think so. I don't think falling in love  is something that could be control or avoid and therefore , would she be repeating her mom case is sometimes not to do with what her heart  does. and yep she developed attraction to Shi Qi since chapter 1. when she had no idea about who he is.

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7. Chapter 3 - A Journey through Testing and the way out-Xiao Liu and Ye Shiqi's Dynamic

*Links to all our explorations  through chapters and novel: (https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?page=333 -chapt3, Prologue: : https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?p=2873689&page=319 ), Ch1 covering: https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?p=2876697&page=322 - Ch.2 exploration:https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?p=2876697&page=327)*  

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8. Chapter 4 -Analysis: brightness that allows you to see (the sun)

https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?p=2922957&page=334

9 A  Jungian Analysis of the text(ch.4)

10. image 41:09 +analysis.

11.

Analysis Ch. 4-    Perception and Overall Analysis.https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?p=2922957&page=335

12.Analysis: "Mirror of Triumph: Xiao Liu's Symbolic Coping and Resilience in the Face of Past Torment"  

13. Ch.4:   The Nice & Easy Make Up Between Wen Xiao Liu & Ye Shi Qi + Teasing & Shadowing Intimacy/Passion  +The Precious Mirror and Past Memory +SOLAR-THE SUN  

https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?p=2922957&page=336

+Shi Qi’s eyes were clear with a hint of a smile, remaining calm and peaceful as if he was above the fray. Like he was one with the mountains and streams and wind and flowers.

( painting of Shen ZHou ) 14.  Perception and Overall Analysis of ch.4 (https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?p=2922957&page=336) + Global Synthesis and Analysis of Ch.4-Drama & Novel covering.

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15.Chapter 5:   *** Cashew Nuts Peeling - A symbolic Moment***  +   ***Exploration of TSJ Name Writing with Wine*** https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?p=2922957&page=337

16.

Here is the complete analysis of our Chapter5 Novel and Drama Xiao-Jing Exploration:

"Entangled Hearts: The Dance of Love and Intrigue in Chapter 5 of 'Lost You Forever"https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?p=2922957&page=339+ Additional Symbols in Chapter 5: Xuan's Interrogation and Jail/The Voodoo Bug .

17.ch.6 Novel /Drama-article:  Connections between Xiao Liu's - Yeshiqi 's approach to pain and torture .https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?p=2922957&page=340

18.Analyse and Context and Xiao Liu PoV:The Cave/Cang Xuan (https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?p=2922957&page=342)

+ A. Symbolism in Setting and Description: 

https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?p=2922957&page=341

+ Direct and Purposeful Writing in the scene.//Covering: 

Protective and Caring Dynamic, Intimacy and Connection, Recognition of True Selves

The Bright Warm Sun, Vibrant Flowers and Blooming Courtyard, Crystal Wind Chime

Release of Cold from the Crystal Chimes, The Warmth of the Setting

Dignity Amidst Adversity.

19. Resilient Echoes -XiaoJing Bond.https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?p=2922957&page=342 +Symbolism in Setting and Description.+ Wisteria Symbolism and Xiao Liu's Recovery at Tushan Mansion 

20.Chapter 6- Resumé & futhermore.https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?p=2922957&page=342

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21.Chapter 7- People Become Far Away and the Road Becomes Long.

The Celebration and Chess Matchhttps://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?p=2922957&page=343

  Further  CX-chess game attitude and possible further motives -notes : https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?p=2922957&page=344

22.visual resumé mode + ep.timestamps: https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?r=notif&_nid=156004785&page=343 

23.https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?p=2922957&page=344 (pics related)

24.Article/analysis: XIAO LIU - TUSHAN JING as PAWN 

https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?p=2922957&page=346

25.Overall Strategic Use of Relationships in Chapter 7+bug"I have a bad feeling about this".(same page).

26.Chapter 7-Novel and Drama exploration ,analysis and Conclusion: https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?p=2922957&page=349

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27. Chapter 8: Article - Wind Chime + Fan... 2 interesting objects + in Chapter 8/drama ep. / Xiao Liu- Jing CONTEXT.

https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?p=2922957&page=349

28.     PART 1 CH 8 - analysis+ Overview of Tones: .https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?p=2922957&page=351

29.In depth analysis : Symbolism of Stars (ch.5/ch.8 drama and novel).

https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?p=2922957&page=352

+ Article: @@@@@ The Stars as Xiao Liu and Yeshiqi 's Wishing Moments:@@@@@

30.Xiao Liu's run away motives exploration:https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?p=2922957&page=354

31.************************** Dragon scene in Chapter 8***********************************************(ep.14) :https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?p=2922957&page=356

                                                              "It's Just You and Me"

+******Tong Hua raw words resonates deeply: analysis.

+     Xiao Liu - shift moment analysis.

https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?p=2922957&page=357

32. Chapter 8- Article:    A Dance of Elements: Symbolism and Transformation

- "Xiao Liu....naughtily licked the center of his palm with his tongue and Shi Qi was like being hit with an electric shock and released him. Xiao Liu was also shocked by what he just did and his mouth was gaping open and his entire face was flaming red. " 

+Symbolism of Cheng En Palace: https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?p=2922957&page=357

33. Chapter  8 Global Exploration & Analysis:

https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?p=2922957&page=360

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Links to precedent covering/explorations:Links to all our explorations  through chapters and novel: 

*(https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?page=333 -chapt3, Links to Prologue: : https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?p=2873689&page=319 ), Ch1 covering: https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?p=2876697&page=322 - Ch.2 exploration:https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?p=2876697&page=327 -Ch4 : https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?page=336 -Ch5 :  https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?page=339 +:https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?page=342 -Ch6., Ch7/Drama episode exploration and analysis can be found here:https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?page=349&r=notif&_nid=156319027#p2908103

Adding Ch8 ! : https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?page=last&p=2917459#p2917459







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 Symbolika1:
And then he started suck/bite her neck and this sensation came "In the pain there was a sensation of numbness, a shivering feeling of bliss, as if someone was sucking, and licking, and lightly kissing." but that feeling is written through Xuan's feeling by his bug  connection with Xiao Liu. The meaning of bliss is happiness/joy but in this whole scene, I do not take bliss as Xiao Yao's happiness towards Xiang Liu's actions. But some sort of excitement because of getting touch like that.

Definetly it is not romantic. She was more of scared and nervous. All that she was telling him were all lies. Therefore to me romance is not feeling and very vague, especially her side, because the word used to describe her feeling directly is "nervous".

The feeling that WXL felt from XL's bite and sucking blood was written though Xuan's feeling - 3rd party which would give neutral opinion about what WXL felt should be called. And how Xuan felt is identical to how WXL felt. 

You wanted to elucidate and explain the feeling, It's great that you check the definition of the word. However, you did it on the translated version of the novel. Translation may not give 1 to 1 meaning ratio to the original text. I would recommend you to refer to the original text in Chinese to understand what Tong Hue wrote about WXL's feeling. Below is the original text. 

刚开始是剧烈的疼痛,就好似利齿刺入肉中,可是渐渐地,疼痛的感觉变的怪异起来,疼痛中夹杂着丝丝酥麻,痛中有微微快感,就好似有人在吮吸舔舐轻吻。

快感 (kuài gǎn) Definition & Meaning - What does 快感 mean in Chinese | HanBook Chinese Dictionary

微微 (wēi wēi) Definition & Meaning - What does 微微 mean in Chinese | HanBook Chinese Dictionary

What kind of feeling that made CX thirsty and angry? Probably CX didn't find it romantic either. 

Link to my post

Chapter 1

https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?pid=2871807&page=319#p2871807


https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?pid=2874509&page=323#p2874509

chapter 2

https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?pid=2876289&page=326#p2876289

chapter 3

https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?pid=2879687&page=330#p2879687

Chapter 4

?????????? cannot find it anymore. 

chapter 5

https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?pid=2889685&page=336#p2889685

chapter 6

https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?pid=2894065&page=339#p2894065

chapter 7

https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?pid=2903095&page=344#p2903095

chapter 8


part 1

https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?pid=2908103&page=349#p2908103

part 2

https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?pid=2913593&page=355#p2913593

part 3 

https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?pid=2914251&page=357#p2914251

part 4

https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?pid=2915275&page=357#p2915275

part 5

https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?pid=2915277&page=357#p2915277

Chapter 9

https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after?pid=2925297&page=366#p2925297

ready for chapter 9 will do this the week end. see you dear ladies

 peng-peng:

ready for chapter 9 will do this the week end. see you dear ladies

Yes I am looking forward to it...

Chapter 9: 

My Analysis Part 1

Abstract 

A man in white sat in the middle, his face was neither young nor old, he looked about 30 something, but there were a lot of white hairs in his head and he gave off an aura of weathered sadness.

Shi Qi gently set Xiao Liu down and bowed “Your majesty, I am Ye Shi Qi and this is Wen Xiao Liu. His legs are injured so will Your majesty please forgive.”

The Grand Emperor appeared not to have heard Shi Qi and instead stared intently only at Xiao Liu.

Before entering the court, Xiao Liu was very nervous and strangely solemn. But now she appeared totally at ease and smiled at the Grand Emperor and let him stare his fill. After some time, the Grand Emperor waved for Shi Qi to get up.

The Grand Emperor asked Xiao Liu “Who hurt you?”

Xiao Liu smiled and glanced briefly at Zhuan Xu but said nothing. Zhuan Xu turned “It was me. He tried to run away time and time again, so I ordered him punished.”

The Grand Emperor stared at Zhuan Xu and then asked Xiao Liu “Did you have dinner yet?”

“Not yet.”

The Grand Emperor ordered a servant to prepare dinner.

.......
In the entire hall, only Xiao Liu was making loud uncouth noises. Xiao Liu ate and drank like a beast, without any refinement, eschewing utensils and just grabbing things with her hands and letting the juices fly everywhere.
....
A loud sucking and slurping noise wasn’t weird when a lot of people were eating together, but here in the silence of the imperial hall, where even the servants didn’t dare make any noise, Xiao Liu’s sucking was like a thunder loud.

The servants stood immobilized in fear but Shi Qi was silent and calm, continuing to eat his meal, while Zhuan Xu furrowed his brows in disgust.
....
The Grand Emperor stared for a long time at Xiao Liu then asked “What do you like to eat normally?”

“Me? Anything, but I love roasted lamb the most as the main dish.”

“Snacks?”

“Duck neck, chicken feet….” Xiao Liu licked her lips “And goose claws.”

“What kind of flavor? I’ll have the imperial kitchen make it for you. There is still enough time to have it ready for you to eat while listening to stories before bedtime.”

Xiao Liu was silent and stared at the Grand Emperor.
Zhuan Xu’s eyes were filled with confusion and doubt and his hands started shaking, causing the wine to slosh on him but he didn’t even notice and could only stare at Xiao Liu.

Xiao Liu suddenly laughed “Whatever flavor is fine, country folks aren’t picky.”

The Grand Emperor said to a retainer “Make one of every flavor.”

Xiao Liut turned to Shi Qi “I’m full, I want to go back and rest.”

Shi Qi bowed to the Grand Emperor and he said to Shi Qi “You take Xiao Liu back.”

Shi Qi picked up Xiao Liu and walked out of the hall. That was when Zhuan Xu stood up and stared at Xiao Liu’s disappearing form...

Grand Emperor Pampering Xiao Liu

We first encountered Grand Emperor here in the novel. In previous chapter the way his palace looks modest is already described. In  here, Grand Emperor neither looking young or old, looking around as 30 age of a human, but the clear fact is that there is sadness in him.
Wen Xiao Liu was surely seemly wanting to annoy him with all those noisy and messy manners. But Grand Emperor was not bothered one bit by that. He even asked her about her favorite dish and flavor and seems to know her well , by revealing about how she likes snacks before bedtime. One could take that it is because she reminds him of someone special. But of course we do know things will be revealing for the rest of the of the chapter.

and then he urgently turned to the Grand Emperor and asked “Master, who is he?”

The Grand Emperor asked back “Who do you think he is?”

“Master wanted me to bring him here and said maybe he was the child of someone close. I thought he could be a son of one of the deceased Five Princes, supposedly one of their wives was a poison master and tried to poison Master before. Xiao Liu is a poison expert, so I thought….. But Master, you just said for him to have a snack while listening to stories before bedtime. Xiao Yao, Xiao Yao……” Zhuan Xu was so scared and excited that his voice was shaking so hard he couldn’t continue “Little sister when she was small she would eat snacks before bedtime while listening to Auntie’s stories. Because she wanted to eat bedtime snacks she wouldn’t even eat her dinner properly. When Auntie chastised her, she would argue back that her Daddy let her eat snacks.”

Compared to Zhuan Xu’s shock, the Grand Emperor remained calm without a ripple “I cannot see through the magic so I don’t so I don’t know who he really is.””

Zhuan Xu sat down wearily on his knees “But Master must suspect?”

The Grand Emperor said nothing and Zhuan Xu bolted up and rushed to the door “I’m going to ask her. I’m going to ask her who she really is, and why she won’t reunite with me.”

“Halt!”

The Grand Emperor’s icy cold voice caused Zhuan Xu to stop and he looked back in confusion “Doesn’t Master want to know? Xiao Yao is your daughter!”

The Grand Emperor’s right hand touched the white bone ring on his left finger and he slowly turned it “Who she is, is not for us to decide. She needs to decide.”

Zhuan Xu didn’t understand but he knew his Master was never wrong so he kneeled down and listened.

“In this world, it’s not only ill intent that causes harm, a lot of harm is caused by love. You want to know who she is, I want to know too. But don’t force her. Give her time to tell us who she is.”

Zhuan Xu shook his head “I don’t understand…..”

The Grand Emperor walked out “You will understand.”

Zhuan Xu finally guessed who Wen Xiao Liu is..

In this part, we see or guessed that Grand Emperor already knew who Wen Xiao Liu was when Zhuan Xu/Cang Xuan was only beginning to realize it. It was clear that Grand Emperor did not want to force Wen Xiao Liu into admiting. It's all up to her, whether she was willing to reunite with him or not. But he's making her feel comfortable.
Grand Emperor also hinted that sometimes not only ill intent that causes harm but also love. Therefore, nothing should be forced. 

Chapter 9

My Analysis Part 2

Abstract 

Zhuan Xu sat there in a daze for a long time before walking out, stumbling like he was drunk as he returned to Hua Yin Court.

Shi Qi and Xiao Liu sat in the corridor leaning against a beam enjoying the cool breeze. Shi Qi had a crystal plate on his leg filled with various fruits (mangosteen, lychee, loquat, longan..and colorful fruits) and he was peeling it and handing it to Xiao Liu.(Additional from Thai ver: Shi Qi peeled off longan handed it to Xiao Liu. Xiao Liu said "No". Shi Qi put longan into his own mouth. Then he peeled off mangosteen, split it into half and then gave it to Xiao Liu. Xiao Liu ate a piece after a piece.)

Seeing Zhuan Xu, Shi Qi politely stood up and bowed but Xiao Liu made no move other than to wave with a wide grin. Zhuan Xu walked over and sat down across from them. Images of all his interactions with Xiao Liu flashed before his eyes.

He ordered her tortured and they ought to hate each other, but she used her body to save his life. He thought she wanted him indebted to her and it was another plot. When Nine-lives Xiang Liu was chasing him, he lost the white fox tail satchel but later he discovered it wasn’t lost and was tucked into his robe.

He was shot in the chest by a Fang Feng family arrow and lured her over thinking that if needs be, he would shoot her as well so that she would go ask Tu Shan Jing for help. But she didn’t even hesitate and went to ask Tu Shan Jing for help and got him the ice crystals.

She planted a voodoo bug in him, supposedly just pain but no life threatening danger. But he didn’t believe her, especially when she made up all sorts of excuses not to remove the bug. He thought she clearly wanted to use the bug to control him. But when she sent word that she removed the bug, and he felt it was gone, he still didn’t really believe that she removed it.

Because Master wanted to see her, he thought she was the descendant of the traitorous Five Princes, that she approached him for nefarious purposes. He hurt her but she always only smiled back at him, without any anger in her smile, and instead there was comfort that he was now able to be so ruthless.

And their nights of drinking, time and time again….. Everything came back to him, and really the truth was so clearly before his eyes but his cold and suspicious heart chose not to see it.

Zhuan Xu looked at Xiao Liu’s legs wrapped up in wooden boards, so clumsy and painful. He reached out towards her legs and Shi Qi thought he wanted to hurt her again so his attack was swift. His finger was like a sword as it shot out but Zhuan Xu didn’t duck like Shi Qi thought he would, in fact Zhuan Xu let the finger blade pierce his arm and the blood came down.

Zhuan Xu’s hand touched Xiao Liu’s leg and he tenderly asked “Does it hurt?”

Xiao Liu turned her head and closed her eyes “No.”

Zhuan Xu had hundreds, thousands of words he wanted to say, tightly wound in his chest so he felt like exploding but he didn’t dare to open his mouth. In the three hundred years since, he was no longer the boy pushing her on the swing under the phoenix tree. Both his parents were dead, he was exiled and had to scrape by under others, he had worn his mask for too long and no longer knew how to feel genuine joy and genuine pain. He learned to manipulate others but forgot to to act with sincerity. He learned to use all sorts of strategy to achieve his goals but forgot how to converse candidly.

Zhuan Xu stood up and said to Shi Qi “Take good care of her.”

Zhuan Xu walked out the door, aimlessly strolling in the darkened night. The flowers in Cheng En Pavilion were in bloom and all sorts of incredible flora was present. The night wind gust blew the petals all around and sent the fragrance billowing. But in this distant land as far as the edge of the ocean, there was no red phoenix flower, the flower that bloomed like sunrise, the flower that looked like flames dancing when it fell.

Shi Qi saw Xiao Liu had her eyes tightly shut, and only after the sound of Zhuan Xu’s departing footsteps faded did the tears tumble down from the corner of her eyes. Shi Qi pulled Xiao Liu into his arms and Xiao Liu buried her face in his chest as her tears fell like the rain.

She once roamed in the deep mountains, drinking blood like an animal; she was once locked in a cage, raised like a pet; she was once chased and she killed many; her life was a lie, it was blood, it was death, everyone lied to her so she didn’t know who to trust, she didn’t know who to be in front of everyone.

Zhuan Xu Recalling The Past

Zhuan Xu finally knew Wen Xiao Liu was his long lost beloved sister, Xiao Yao. He realized that his scheming ability and ruthlessness that made him miss to see the sincerity Wen Xiao Liu showed him when he was Xuan, and saved him two times. He even thought of hurting her to get Tushan Jing to bring the ice crystal to get healed.
Zhuan Xu chose to believe Wen Xiao Liu was the child of on of 5 princes, the sibling and traitors to Grand Emperor. Therefore he treated her roughly in bringing her to Five Gods Mountains. He even broke her legs when he capture her. 
So in this chapter, in this scene, finally he cured her with his power but still dare not ask her anything. 
It is implied that Wen Xiao Liu smiled to his ruthlessness as she understood he had to be like this for survival. 

Shi Qi's Protectiveness

Up to this scene, chapter 9 does not seem to  give Shi Qi importance. However, we can all notice clearly that he's been taking care of Wen Xiao Liu throughout. He had been carrying her around because her legs hurt. Feeding her fruits( to make her happy) and swiftly attack Zhuan Xu when he thought Zhuan Xu was going to hurt Xiao Liu although he was weak in power. And she did lean in his arms especially when she cried and thought about her past. 

@Winny Aye 

Very good analysis. There is not much about XioaJing as you mentioned. I like the part from the Thai version that unfortunately  Koala removed.  Shiqi us very attentionated to Xiao liu. He is there for support, always by her side in case she needs him. He knows not to impose as well. I like when she is taking refuge in his arms to cry.

Finally we can guess who Xiao  liu .

I will do chap 9 and 10 together 

 peng-peng:

@Winny Aye 

Very good analysis. There is not much about XioaJing as you mentioned. I like the part from the Thai version that unfortunately  Koala removed.  Shiqi us very attentionated to Xiao liu. He is there for support, always by her side in case she needs him. He knows not to impose as well. I like when she is taking refuge in his arms to cry.

Finally we can guess who Xiao  liu .

yes...finally its revealed Xiao Liu was ZX's long lost sister/cousin. Its only a line Koala removed mentioning fruit. I still like to include it. 

 peng-peng:

I will do chap 9 and 10 together 

Yes the chapters can be tied together .

 peng-peng:

ready for chapter 9 will do this the week end. see you dear ladies


 Winny Aye:

Yes the chapters can be tied together .


 Winny Aye:

yes...finally its revealed Xiao Liu was ZX's long lost sister/cousin. Its only a line Koala removed mentioning fruit. I still like to include it. 


 peng-peng:
I like when she is taking refuge in his arms to cry.

First steps in chapter 9 (and 9-10 for Peng) ! Let's goo! This is a very interesting chapters for Xiao Liu - Xiao Yao <3.

 Winny Aye:
. He hurt her but she always only smiled back at him, without any anger in her smile, and instead there was comfort that he was now able to be so ruthless.

Cx will never learn... here he is in ch9 noticing her attitude, smiling at him, her gege, after all she's being put through to protect him, even when he hurt her badly - an attitude  from wich he could learn much, but unfortunatly for him, for their bond, he wont , and will persist even further (as we will see later on) in his wrongness, his egomania. Good ruler, but not to his inner self when it comes to Xiao Yao...