It’s very very sad, but the ending is so anticipated that the tragedy of Koichi’s death is more acceptable,…
This put tears to my eyes. One of the main reasons as to why I'm so attached to this series is because I see myself in Mitchan's shoes. Having people I care about snatched away without me having to say a proper farewell, it lingers in your heart for years. Grief is difficult to deal with. At times you're okay, and then you remember all these precious memories of your loved ones and suddenly it's a complete 180. Not everyone is given a chance to experience the grieving process with the actual person they're grieving. Seeing him being comforted by Koichi, the person he's supposedly grieving, gives me a feeling of both comfort and envy. Apologies for the traumadumping, I guess I just love this series a bit too much? 😅
I think what makes this series sad is it's as if we're grieving with Mitchan. We see him experience all the stages of grief firsthand. And what makes it worse is he's with the actual person he's grieving aka Koichi. So you get this sense that he's there, but he won't be or shouldn't be. You want to keep him by your side but you also got to let him go.
As Kagami once said, "To be close to the dead all the time, you have to disconnect yourself from society where human beings live. By doing that, it is like dying while still alive."
"To be close to the dead all the time, you have to disconnect yourself from society where human beings live. By doing that, it is like dying while still alive."
I'm too sacred to watch today's episode because we're so close to the end and not ever hearing Koichi shout out,…
Same. The usual fluffy BL of my taste are Cherry Magic, Kieta Hatsukoi, and Old Fashion Cupcake but something about this series just works for me. It's not the usual type of drama that I watch but I found myself just drawn to it for some reason. The cinematography, the music, the characters, the plot, it just works for me. I'm both excited and scared of what's about to come. I don't wanna let this series go yet. 😭
How is this BL 7.9? It’s the best airing BL! I’m both scared excited and in pain for the last 2 eps
I somehow think it's because some people do not enjoy BL's with sad undertones. I also see some comments saying this drama is somehow "boring". I mean I definitely disagree but to each their own. Still, this remains to be one of my favorite shows from this year.
I also found it odd the first time I watched it. But thinking about it now, it kinda did became their business…
Fair point. I guess Mitchan's in the "denial" stage of dealing with grief. I hope he realizes soon that he's Koichi's entire world and only wants the best for him. Gosh this series going to make me feel pain for the next two weeks huh 💀
As Kagami once said, "To be close to the dead all the time, you have to disconnect yourself from society where human beings live. By doing that, it is like dying while still alive."
https://twitter.com/sawadikap_kenny/status/1598543472994455552
Brb crying myself to sleep. 😭
This perfectly sums up my feelings the last few episodes. They're suffering in different ways but hurts just the same. 😭
Like why doesn't the cp with the most chemistry and cutest dynamic have a happy ending? 😭
PS Same pfp 😂
But I don't regret it one bit. This show's like one of my faves right now.