I feel a little draggy and going nowhere now. Hope it will pick up soon. Won’t drop it by the way.
I take joy with Dengdeng's journey to reclaim her Yun Xi and Lu Yan's struggle to seek how he fits in with Dengdeng. The loyal side kicks are endearing and I love how Dengdeng as a leader rewards loyalty from her gang with caring and kindness. She puts the people living in her stronghold/community ahead of her self interest. She asked Lu Yan to stay and help her people after he kills her. It's in contrast with Lu Yan's handling of his two helpers. I'm glad that Gu will have someone who loves him.
at which episode actually the plot gonna be good like make you hooked line and sinker? I'm currently on episode…
Perhaps skip to ep. 8 and then go back to where you left off. Lu Yan is in many ways the dream catch for Dengdeng and it's really her story/journey that makes this watchable. It may not seem like there is much growth in her character, but ep. 18 will start to merge her character with Yun Xi and there will be a tough fight ahead where courage, devotion and sacrifice will become evident and necessary, I believe.
I had high expectations for this drama and waited patiently but result is disappointment i can't put a finger…
The FL has charisma so I like stuff with her. The ML is supposed to be stoic with some very nuanced show of emotion. In ep. 14, 16:15, when Dengdeng questions that she is Yun Xi, the tear rolling from his left eye is barely noticeable. There is much pain there. There are some pretty emotional moments that make me watch this before other shows that become available at the same time. The dream sequence where she goes back to see her Mother, the betrayal with her frozen in the air. Mebbe I'm the target audience, but will re-watch this after it ends, even if it has a crappy ending. Don't think it will. Just my two cents. Thank you.
Before starting ep. 15. I thought that Dengdeng is conflicted whether Lu Yan/General Yan is now doing everything for Yun Xi or for her. And whether she is really Dengdeng or Yun Xi. That is eating away at her and her attraction for Lu Yan. He is showing many of the qualities of a strong, considerate faithful and obedient soul mate that she would dream of.
She is introduced in ep. 5 at 37:59 as Jin Ye. But she may be listed above as Teng Xi. That actress is Zhang Xue…
I asked about the actress on AvenueX's video about See You Again and other cdramas for September, but that was made 2 weeks ago. So the chance of a response is slim. I'll ask again in her latest video.
It’s not actually sad ending though. It’s kind of open ending. Many people won't even understand the ending…
Watch it. the ending is ambiguous, but the added scene in ep. 30 has A Yin sitting across a bus stop. She has two cups on a table. one for Xiang Qin Yuewho is not there. As she gets up to leave she hears him calling out her name. She looks across the street at a bus that starts to pull away. Behind her we can see the reflection of the bus and bus stop in the glass behind her. Some people have said that you never see him in the reflection. But she is clearly looking ahead and that part of the reflection of the bus stop is masked by her head. And it ends with her giving a smile which would be for Qun Yu. That's how I interpret it.
There was not a human figure in the mirror behind the FL after the bus was gone. So I assume FL was just imagining…
His reflection could have been blocked by her body. Not all of the bus stop was revealed in the reflection. She is looking ahead which the area that is masked by her body in the bus stop glass reflextion. Her smile reveals that something good was in front of her. That's what I want to believe. How he got back and which version of Xiang Qin Yu or Chi Yu or combination thereof is left open.
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