When talking about death, it is often a concept so familiar yet foreign, far away and something we don't have to think on for most our life. It is not something we generally comprehend or understand the weight of until much later in life. For Lin Tou, it became a reality that drove him to do more, be better, and mend aspects of his life that he saw no urgency in before. It was cruel, to watch someone of a similar age, that was just starting out in life...being forced to tie together loose end and prepare for something like death. That is exactly the kind of story this is. A heavy story of very kind and fortunate people that were dealt a very unfortunate hand...one where they are confronted with how unfair and cruel the world can be...regardless...it was one that should not be watched lightly. Here I am though...haha to convince you to watch it anyway.

Why? It tells the story of the unpredictability of life as well as all the familiar aspects of life that cause one to rethink where they are and what really matters to them. It questions various relationships and how they are impacted, strained or strengthened by illness. The sibling relationship, parent relationship, and even the bittersweet love. It outlines something I think was huge. It was the choice of how one lives, the choice we give others in staying or leaving our life. I think this drama did a great job outlining the choices that were made given these relationship...it was all very human. It was the embodiment of the idea that love is a choice..that everyone is capable of making. It was something imperfect that could not really be faulted. It is also a rude awakening, I'm sure many who are reading are people who are just starting out in life, still finding their direction, and courage to face their dreams. In a world where c-dramas are often overflowing with feelgood, youth dramas about high schoolers that found the courage to chase their dreams and confront their insecurities...it was so cruel and hard to watch. To see someone that was past that and excited for the adventures of adulthood navigate the sudden deadline given to them...

It also made me think about all the difficult conversations that are to be had. How that sort of diagnosis not only impacts the patient but everyone around them. Here I was, the idiot that watched for Lin Yi and Landy Li, entering more lightheartedly than I should have. It is a bit hard to really analyze what made me love it without spoiling but it was heavy in a realistic way while still outlining the sense of love and support to be had for life despite such a cruel fate.

The acting was great! I loved the way some of the characters were written in terms of their actions as well as thought process. I was often clenching my fists in anger or pity. Other times just straight sad.

I think this is something that will resonate with most as this is a lesson better learnt now than later...that life works in mysterious ways. That no matter how much we prepare in life, it often isn't enough...It is a scary thought, that not all people die of old age...that not everyone meant to stay in your life is there forever. Life is so fickle...

There is a specific thing Lin Tou says that really resonates with me...that his fateful counter was the beginning of his fortune but also the beginning of her misfortune. It showcased the other side, the suffering the caregivers and loved ones endure...how it can be different from the patient and often one guilt filled. It also showed that every story has two sides. That in this very sweet and lovely moment, it could feel so lonely and bitter for the future him. It shows how he looked back on the moment and it isn't even a question of whether he regrets their encounter or not. It was the realization for me...that other people live their lives the same way I do and despite how insignificant I think my actions are...they are very much percieved and impact the lives of others. Maybe that is a weird thing to suddenly realize and I have definetly thought of it before but this moment made me question myself a bit.

Anyway...if you are the mood for some tears or at least sad thoughts...as well as an excuse to rethink your life decisisons...re-evaluate what you find important to you..I would give it a go! There is much to take away. Like the parents said...there is a test for most things...but there is really no test that prepares anyone for something like this. I truely hope no one has to be...