Kate

when she went to the grave it was not snowing. It caught her by surprised as she was coming back. She remembered the wooden place so she thought it would be better to hide there (smart). I assume she tried to call for help with phone but could not get the signal. She was extremely surprised she was able to call Seo Woo. In a situation like hers people usually don't exactly think rationally.

As far as I see Kang In Wook looked depressed too. And she didn't commit suicide, she died in an accident. Something happened in the past that might have resulted in Ha Won's mother death (?) and it involved Ji Soo's husband. She went to Norway to apologize (for whatever happened). I'd day all main cast have depression or depressive moods.

posted it. It;s not as deep as it was previously, since we already know a lot about the characters. It was rather putting the scene and how it went taking into consideration what happened in the show so far :D

MY LOVELY PEOPLE
welcome to another session of: Kate over-analyzing shit coz she is stupid, but it's also kind of interesting so whatever. Let's dive into bedroom scene in episode 9. And all you thirsty people calm down (lol), I will keep it PG13 and be focusing on the emotional aspects I saw in it (especially the few lines that were delivered).

So let's quickly rehash at what point of FighTor relationship we are before the scene happens: Fighter finally accepted his feelings for Tutor. Tutor is happy. They decide to see how it goes for a few days on that beach trip. They are all fluff and hearts in the eyes. Then we have THE scene. I won't be talking about the whole scene coz ain't nobody have time for it. I will focus on just few moments that caught my attention the most.

The whole beginning of the scene is a nice set up for Fighter: he is checking on Tutor all the time: is it's okay, if he can continue, if he didn't do anything wrong. He pauses and makes sure that it's something Tutor wants too. If he can truly go with it. He no more confused ass, he evolved into unsure ass.

"Can I kiss you" DAMN! Listen, when I first watched the scene I was like "you dumb asshole, you literally been kissing him all over the body" but when I thought about it a bit more and it made so much sense that he would ask! He wants to kiss Tutor so much, but he is scared of how much he wants it. He is still unsure if this is okay. He is asking Tutor if he can continue. His voice is so soft here, almost pleading. Can I really do it? He had feelings for Tutor for over two years, now he is finally with him, and yet he still feels like he should ask if it's okay. I love it. Coz they made it seem like after the confession scene Fighter is all ready to commit and it's Tutor being unsure and more reserved, but in these more intimate scene we can see that Fighter is still his old confused ass, coz people don't just magically change who they are. And it's not easy to accept your feelings, especially when you feel like you cannot control yourself. It's simply scary. It scares Fighter how much he loves Tutor. That's why he always ask Tutor, because he needs confirmation that it's okay.

And then... he runs away. And I love it! How much I love his unsure ass. How scared he is of not being able to control himself. But Tutor has none of it and goes for the kiss. And I appreciate so much what he says then: "You make me yearn for it, then you leave". Fighter does not just tease Tutor to see how much Tutor wants him this time. He runs away coz he is scared of his own feelings and how strong they are. And with Tutor saying that Fighter actions make him want it too, it calms Fighter down emotionally: he wants it to, it's not just me going crazy for this boy, he wants it to. It's okay to have this moment. It's okay to go forward. Tutor is far more emotionally mature. I said it from the beginning, that Tutor was sure of his feelings for Fighter, but was not sure about Fighter's feelings for him. But now that he can see Fighter loves him, he is willing to risk it and take that step forward and guide Fighter. Coz that's how I see it, Tutor is emotionally guiding Fighter, who most likely never was in a serious relationship.
That said, damn I didn't like Tutor's acting while delivering the whole "I already know what you brought" line. It was too "I'm seducing you" and not enough "I'm comforting you". That said, he follows at the end with this "hm?" and I found it fitting so much. Like, this one sound brought the tension down. But I could tell these were two different takes, so maybe they were focusing on a different emotions in the two of them?
Anyway, what I want to say, with this scene we yet again can see the whole dynamic of the couple: Tutor is the leading one while Fighter is following him. After all they've been through, the confession, obvious love Tutor has for him, Fighter still asks himself if that's okay.

And well... Tutor giving him a green light was the breaking point.

BUT THEN! He asks AGAIN! "Are you ready, Tor?" Coz he just has to make sure over and over and over again. That this is okay, this is what Tutor wants. It's not just him wanting this to happen, it's both of them. And then again "Ready, Tor." and waits till Tutor "approves" and he only reacts after Tutor says "Come closer to me". Coz from the beginning it was always Tutor in control.

That's all I have to say. I will most likely never rewatch this scene again. This rewatch made me pick up some details that made the scene far too real for me to be comfortable to watch it again (if you curious what they were, I can tell, but damn it might be too much of an info lol). I hope both Saint and Zee knew about this scene and how it will be shot before they agreed to be part of this project and they were fully aware what they are getting themselves into. Coz it was intense. And with any other media I would not care coz it;s easier for the actor to move on from the project and the characters they are playing, but with fan service in BLs, the actors are expected to at least partially stay in the character for the promotion period or even longer if the ship is well loved. And this can affect a person.

I wrote the analysis hahaha should I drop it in comment? lol

I mean, listen, FighTor is life, but this show is a mess. I rest my case. I will be crying in confusion when it comes to rating it.

I was looking for some BL dramas to watch and saw the poster of this and was like: DETECTIVE/CRIME DRIVEN BL?! SIGN ME UP! Well... how wrong I was hahaha still, I liked it quite a lot :)
Also, you totally do not need to check my reviews lol

I have a special place in my heart for this drama for many reasons. It hits all the right spots as you watch it. And I agree it was quite realistic and the characters were awesome! :)

Teach me how to write short but good reviews coz this was short, straight to the point but good!
Also I agree with the casting so much! Everyone aced their role, and this drama would probably be such a flop with Joo Hyuk and suzy...

He did awesome job crying, but too much is too much. Like all the 3 facial expressions were spot on, but... not enough diversity for me, you know hahaha

I totally agree. I feel like the mystery was well written so it was hard to predict. It was also build on interesting characters :)
I know many people complain about Go Ah Ra's acting, but I actually really like her, especially this role was good for her :)

If my laptop did not combust to flames with all the kissing scenes between Zee and Tutor in Why R U, nothing can kill it hahaha
I'm pretty sure 2gether will have more of a sweet, melting your heart kisses, rather the one that will you feel like you might be dying in flames as you watch it lol Both Bright and Win said that the series is rather sweet and lighthearted

nah, my confusion is because I don't know if I love Bright or Zee more hahaha I had a whole mental breakdown on mdl's feeds like 2 days ago hahaha

At first i thought it too coz it's seems like the most logical way of seeing this scene. But later he says something along the lines "so it's fine if everyone knows I'm hitting on you?" that's why I thought it was more of keeping it private. We know how the people in BL universe are: if a popular guy is hitting on another guy, he kind of become "untouchable for others" as he is by default seen as already being for that popular guy hahaha

I just love that sweet boi

some are just my interpretations of what is going on, so yeah, I might be wrong hahaha

yes that's the one! I can't find the whole interview, only the acting out scenes part: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h1H4p1PEDrE

are you talking about the one in which Bright "flipped off the taxi driver"?

Just sharing my reason for loving Sarawat. Don't mind me. Comment is long I just need to share my love lol First 15 are based on the 3 eps I saw, next 15 are when I take into consideration that one spoiler everyone knows about from novel lol

1. When the girls asked for picture (of him/with him) he helped them and took picture of them for them lol this moment is the ones that made me fall for the dude. It was EVERYTHING
2. His reply message to Tine like Tine was asking for sex was so funny. Like overall how awkward he is but has no problem with it.
3. The way he patted Tine's head when he said his "introduction" was cute. Such a loving and small gesture but omg melted my heart
4. How he trolled Tine on fb with "I want to eat Sarawat" post hahaha iconic
5. When they play the feed your friend a snack game, the face he makes at 4:50 (part 2 of ep 2) and how he looks so done and leans in for the snack still looking at that president of music club with that done face that says: why am I here I'm so done. Just his facial expressions are gold
6. overall how soft he is with Tine...yes
7. how even tho Tine annoys him at times, he is still willing to help him
8. his jealous reaction when Tine finds out he got a snack from a fan too, so childish but so perfect
9. how he "ignored" (not noticed) Tine when he was waiting for him in the beginning of ep 3 lol Tine had this whole master plan but Sarawat was busy living his life hahaha
10. how he is simply genuine guy and even tho Tine is at times over the top he always takes him seriously.
11. also, as a character I just LOVE his aesthetics. His room is perfect. I love everything about his room. They went to his room and I was like: yes... omg I want to be there.
12. How he played Tine's favorite song and sang for him, and then how he sent the video to be uploaded on the website (soft claiming his man lol)
13. He is just overall SO ADORABLE OMG. When he wanted to tell Tine goodnight but some people messed it up so he was like "it's nothing"... so soft
14. with someone so shy and soft he is hella smooth with his lines. the "this time I said what I liked" or "yes, I agreed coz you are special"... damn...
15. how he is willing to come out of his comfort zone for Tine big time

[SPOILERS AHEAD!!!!!!]

1. this line: "keep looking at me like that, and I will kiss you till you drop" is literally his random reaction coz he is kind of caught off guard coz he dude he had crush on for years is standing in front of him and was looking for him and looking at him with his cute puppy eyes. basically he could not contain his own feelings, how fucking precious.
2. the way he looked at and observed Tine's introduction in the cheerleading meeting with that silly smile omg. This just. you can see the love in his eyes. He was not mocking Tine, we was genuinely watching his crush be so cute
3. how he let go that "broken phone" stuff coz Tine is his crush coz he does not want to make more troubles for him lol
4. the utter fucking shock on his face when Tine said "be my boyfriend"... like dude looks confused af and it breaks my heart. poor baby basically never ever thought he could have a chance with Tine lol
5. the fact HE AGREED TO PRETEND TO BE A BOYFRIEND OF HIS CRUSH knowing fully well he is straight (thinking he is straight since Tine himself thinks he is straight and said he likes girls). Like... this sounds like torture to me.
6. just how soft he is when he looks at Tine and have this tiny tiny smile on his lips when Tine does something cute
7. "you just asked me to be your boyfriend yesterday. a little kiss from me won't hurt" DAMN cute hahaha and then the pat on the head that follows. I love his whole attitude here
8. the fact that he allowed Tine to practice with his guitar coz his fingertips were hurting and then helping him learn some cords. Things he obviously never did for anyone, but Tine is special to him and he will take any chance to spend time with him
9. okay this is my interpretation but it;s fitting. the line about why he is not majoring in music "I do what I like by heart, not by duty" can refer to his relationship with Tine. He wants to be with Tine coz he truly likes him, not coz it's a task/chore/duty as a pretend boyfriend.
10. How he wants to help Tine but has no idea how since he never was in a relationship so he has no idea how to make it seem like he is hitting on Tine. And how patient he is with this whole messed up process just agreeing to whatever Tine is saying.
11. the whole attitude with "you want me to help you buy shit, it;s a date"
12. Panic jealous when Tine started talking with the new girls in a music club omg he was truly panicking trying to get Tine out of there hahaha
13. " I just played you a love song" OMG HOW FUCKING SOFT, like he is giving SO MANY hints he likes Tine, but Tine is so oblivious to all of them. I love ma soft man Sarawat
14. okay again this is JUST my interpretation, we will see how it goes and if they will ever address it. Why do I feel he did not admit to hitting on Tine the first time they met the fans: He didn't want to take advantage of the situation he was in. It's one thing pretending to hit on Tine in front of Green, coz Tine can quit anytime he wants without any witnesses. But if he says it in front of the fans: it;s a public issue lol Since Sarawat is so popular. So Tine would be linked to Sarawat no matter if he likes it or not. For Sarawat it would be awesome, but he knows that's not exactly what Tine wants. Tine wants just Green off his ass lol Like Tine is not aware how big of a deal it would be if everyone new Sarawat was after him. So he didn't want to drag is crush to this mess.
15. both 1 and 2 means I like you < HOW FUCKING SMOOTH! Where does he gets these lines from?

So yeah, Love the boi.

Rather, it should be me thanking you for creating such a nice piece of entertainment :) I had truly good time watching it.